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Some folks see her in the window,   just a shadow standing there. Some folks hear her in the morning when she sings her daily prayer, but they’ve never really met her and she likes it just that way.
The water makes a noise of static as the waves move along the shoreline Shining a light blue, with its darks and nudes It's a sight for sore eyes As the waves wash up your legs Feeling engulfed in the waves
As hard as it would be to hear it, sometimes I wish you would just have the guts to say how you feel, Because you and I both know that it is what is real. I know you want to tell me to leave you alone,
Only the privileged are free I had no immunity  There is a duty that I should’ve done But the voices in the quorum were blaming me of misdemeanor The danger was imminent, I’d never avoid it
We fell in love in late spring  As cool wind nipped at our cheeks  we found warmth in each others bodies  Our love blossomed into the summer Hot, sunny days  Walking trails hand in hand 
I think I lost myself, again Because here I am, fondling the sheets at 3am, looking for you in the darkness I only feel comfortable, if you are around And I can't eat, unless I feed you first 
She woke up at peace soon frantic to find something to occupy herself with. The peace was too still and the noise was too quiet.
i spend so much time reaching for connections that have been severed on the other end  
No matter how many times I tell myself not to, I can't stop myself from watching it, And everytime I do, I am always left feeling like my heart took a hit.
I spent last night googling birds that sing in the morning, to give myself something to wake up for. Tricking myself into believing I’d even be awake by then. Because the truth is I am not ok
IS IT ASKING TOO MUCH By Debi Lyn 09/27/22 8 am   Estoy tan triste porque estoy sola… y no quiero serlo.
Silence is deafening The sound of empty souls The quiet darkness cutting undesirable thoughts The sound of a lullaby full of fraught   Silence in the darkness The sound of empty words
NO MORE - By Debi Lyn September 12, 2022 @ 5:06 pm   This pain is new; it came from you
It took 10 years to teach myself how to breathe again How to live without pretending that’s what I was doing To stop allowing myself to die quietly As to not inconvenience the neighbors
The best way that I can explain life is that it is like a thread, And the length of your string all depends on what you went through and the words that were said.
I have my own little corner of the house It isn’t much  It isn’t big But it is mine It is warm and cozy and comfortable It helps me breathe. 
There was nothing mathematical about the way that I loved you There was nothing logical, or choreographed, or otherwise organized. My love for you is chaos Was chaos Chaos with a vengeance
I was there when you built your garden I helped you pick what plants to grow I held your hand when you spoke of the harvest and all the meals we would share.
How do you win the same battle when you don't think that you have anymore fight? And when it seems like you have to give up because it seems like you can't do anything right?
I never been this confused, what if my life will just turn to blue? How will I survive, if I don't know what to do.
Touch me  Touch me Let flesh meet flesh Warmth meet warmth Let your skin know that mine is near That I am here That we are not alone Not now at least Hold me In the dark
You know, You never really learned to accept a gift Whether it was a compliment Or wine Or tear drops on your couch And especially my heart You never could fathom my love It’s depth or viscosity
    I am lost Out in the unknown Poeople all around me Yet inside I feel alone   Thoughts and emotions Too hard to express They threaten to engulf me
Why does loving you feel so different Feel so natural? So unnatural? So…. Conflicting? Why does loving you feel like bees in my stomach Like fireflies in my heart Like ants under my skin?
I spent so long worried about what I could give Whether I was giving enough How many people I was giving to Pieces of myself Breaking apart Little by little Piece by piece
Last weekend I lost myself again. I turned into the person I regretfully forgot to remember. The person who I'm afraid of, the horrible drunk.
Emotions, too hard to hide feeling, sensitive to the touch feeling these emotions that I have for you makes me vulnerable for I feel too deeply i feel,
For the first time in a long time I am writing about being alone, but not in my usual way, Usually when I talk about being alone, it is in a negative way, and it leaves me with only sad things to say.
I have come to realize that at the end of the day, nothing is going to change.  I don't know why it took me so long to realize that the way everyone was acting was strange.
I’ve come to notice On the days we scream the loudest Our pleas have no ear to fall on Yet a whisper of success can be heard for miles   I’ve come to notice that there is no such thing as wasted tears
I ain’t your April fool Not your plaything anymore Wrapped my heart with steel and wool Sent you stomping out my door   Cause I ain’t your April fool I’ve got thunder in my soul
Am I alone? The only wanderer. Drift wood in a sea of rain drops Flowing with the breeze Against the waves as they flow   Is this it? Watching the sun set A mosaic on the horizon
Lost in time.  Lost in the dark.  Lost in the light. She gave up, she never won a fight. 
I don't even wanna live anymore Please God  Make somebody blast my fuckin brains out  I wanna jump  Jump and fly down 40 feet  And splat right down on the concrete  I'm a fuckin failure 
you hurt me  you were supposed to protect me    you broke me  you were supposed to hold me    you terrifeid me  you wee supposed to make me brave    you left 
  Nights are where my mind uses my saved stress to play out a story of rumination. It does this for me when I find the peace that can’t obtain the goods that I assumed were lies.
It's so insane to think that we can hear one word and allow it to change our whole mood, And in many cases when you start to finally take care of yourself, people decide to tell you that you are being rude.
I'm just clay I mold myself depending on who's with me Change into what they want me to be Then I sit there as they react to me As if I'm a film and they're the movie critic
Alone is false Do not use it Not here Not ever   I am Alone By subtracting my friends By subtracting my family
His smile makes my stomach turn. His laugh makes my whole heart soar. His whole self makes me feel alive and okay. I love him. And not the one day, hard crush kind of love, but the all consuming, forever love.
One little girl staring out the window  She is alone but not lonely She has a dove Sometimes she shares her secrets  Sometimes she just stays silent Days pass by Then months and then Years
Is my soul so lonely that one conversation manifests into an entire fantasy? It hurts to know my mind will be preoccupied for ages, but I've probably already been forgotten.
I wanna scream  Even though no one will hear me Out flows a river stream I just wanna be free But I'm trapped  Stranded at sea I won't last But my soul will for eternity   
Elderly man asleep in the hospital bed Moving so slightly His respirations become the only sign  He is not dead   I move his feet back in the bed as they slide out every now and then
Today she became a widow at the hospital arriving to collect his belongings the virus took his life earlier that day alone she was as his life slipped away His health in shambles
Aphrodite’s bliss- Never came close, to this. To be Gibralatar Barred against the briny black rock. There is freedom- You can’t have in marble arms.
I was alone in the silence, As planets spun around me. I'm alseep. I was alone in the violence, As bullets fly around me. I'm asleep. I was alone in the quiet. Thoughts feel heavy.
My heart speaks a language  no one understands. It's dying to speak. But it's already dead.
When I was a child, I made a wish. It was a stupid wish. I didn't wish to have powers or be a hero. or even to be liked. Though i didn't have any of those things either. I had wished to be remembered.
  i walk outside, my four walls behind me, a subtle breeze sweeps across my cheek i stand frozen as my eyes take in whats around me, i feel the earth’s beating heart, the air deep in its lungs; it pulses, it breathes in it continues, but i am not
Heartbreak. They say it causes both emotional and physical exhaustion and pain... That was enough to scare me away from it for so long-  Love I mean- I never let myself fall hard enough to get hurt.  
This screen is a window to a world of friends getting together, of people finding love, of people achieving success, with little to no effort.   I look at all the people presented to me
Numb to my own existence I am the one nobody comes for No one’s friend   Here In this school yard I walk apart   Walking home was briefly peaceful
I'm reminiscing being back in Mexico sitting on a beach, I was Alone. The most at peace I have ever been, Alone. Coolin’, Not stressing myself over troubles that been handed to me or those self-inflicted, Alone.
Just us walking beneath the moonlit night,walking along the beach,as the waves splashthrough my toes,a little crab runs over my toesand disappears into the sea.Walking and talkingwaiting for a reply,shadows castupon the silver sandsI halt,look aro
Will I Remember at the end? Crying eyes Yet I like to pretend Questions not asked That how I want it to be Die young and live fast I'm hurting, can't you see? I wear a big ol smile
My houseThe residence of echoing solitudeThe birthplace of lonelinessHaunted by the ghosts of my imaginationThe tinkling of children's toys or the boisterous laughter of a fun-loving father
My houseThe residence of echoing solitudeThe birthplace of lonelinessHaunted by the ghosts of my imaginationThe tinkling of children's toys or the boisterous laughter of a fun-loving father
I was always a wolf. Before you loved me, And after you left. Just because i was tame, doesn't mean i forgot my fangs. 
My feet are accustomed to silence. My soul longs for the same.
I wonder, sometimes, if all my friends are forgetting me. If someday I will stop seeing them, stop hearing their voices, if one day they will simply  disappear from my life.
yell, scream, shout   silence is scarce.   with every word spoken, a new argument begins.   each room of the house is a minefield.   i tread lightly, but somehow always become collateral.
The lights in her heart getting darker, you know? An embodiment of grief from head to toe The sparkles in eyes vanished & heart sank The colourful soul is turning to be blank
The needles on the wall clock with the ticking sound Pulverizing my soul, making my heart pound Every audible gasp ensuing the other one A blink of eye that snatched my reason
Sometimes it is hard to wake up and realize that there is no one there and you are all alone, You're surrounded by family, but they make you feel unloved, so that is nowhere near being called a home.
My smile is the Pen. No matter how wide it is; dark Ink -- it will Spurt!
The first funeral i attended There wasn’t too much i understood about death  Relationships that were broken Now mended  With shared sadness  
I unlock and open my front door, Throw my shirt and bra on the floor, Replace my pants with pajama shorts, Slip into one of my oversized t-shirts, Cuddle up under my covers and sheets,
TRIGGER WARNING :: mentions of suicide ::   I think to myself  ‘This feels like drowning,’ As my tears fill my bathtub. This feels like dying, as my tears tie themselves around my neck.
Sometimes I wonder if I’m real If I really exist or if I’m just told that I do I can not prove to you that I exist Nor can you prove to me that you do. Is reality a conscious effort Or perhaps it simply is?
Sometimes I just need to stop everything. I need lay down. I look up and can see the blue, or the grey, or the pinks and yellows of the sunset. I can feel myself melting into its bliss. Like I'm there but not really.
I need a reason to fall in love again. To let gravity take me without catching myself. To believe that I deserve more than I let myself take. After all, how can a heart be broken if there is nothing left to break?
Those words, The ones that tear you apart piece by piece. The little words.
“Taylor my sweet it’s been so long,  since we last spoke. I remember every word we said, including every little joke.”   “We all have really missed you,
Im sitting in my house and weighing the options. If I go out, I may get sick, but I have a death wish anyway so bring it on. If I stay in this house any longer I am going to turn into Jack Nicholson. I want to see my boy,
Everyday, every minute, every second I feel like I am worthless Whatever I do is never good I feel like I am alone With no friends
she was a light he trapped her in a box she was laughter he stole her joy she was a graceful dance he stole her footing she was a leap of faith he let her fall she was truly alive
when you saw me and whispered hello did it cross your mind that you'd break my heart?
dreary days solemn nights lonely hearts internal fights
Everyone's in motion What's the commotion I shop to avoid my emotions I could use a companion Friendship, what an interesting notion It's like they all say Feelings get in the way
How much longer will I be alone With only my old friends back home To tie me to life with love With lines strong and true But so few, so few. How much longer will I walk this path Alone in the darkness
The nightmare that haunts me Whether it’s morning or night Isn’t just a nightmare.   It’s a reminder of my life. Telling me I can never escape.
You’ve broken a million times over And you keep breaking  Again and again You’ll just keep breaking Until you’ve fallen apart  
I want to die. It's been a while since I said that out loud The screaming voices of the world have sworn me to secrecy But it’s true. I’m not afraid to say it Not afraid to accept the inevitable
Depression isn’t gentle She doesn’t knock when she enters the room Or text you before she comes over Instead she kicks down the door and takes what is hers She does not need your opinion
Depression grips my wrist like a child in a storm Holding me a hostage, in my head and in my dorm Filling me with sadness that cannot be explained Like my head is full of cannon balls and my ankles all but chained.
Speak to me Emerson & Thoreau Speak to me Let me be alone with the stars   I am me, no imitation Obeying my inner voice, 
I was told to tie my laces,  And keep my glasses on.  That I needed to stay their paces,  Or end up mowing lawns.    "Be the best now so you'll be the best then!"  Always seemed to be my anthem. 
Hey Mama, I’m Sorry, I've left home. I'm just striving for some distance. I need to figure this out on my own. While dad still thinks to just hit us.  
A lullaby drifts on a distant breeze Sapphire’s twinkle in the light of his eyes Dust settles down like the my tears when they cry While a sweet silent shiver drips down from the skies  
When your world freezes over like the tears from your eyes Like a call from the doctor or when your mother cries To feel your heart sink like a stone thrown in anger To the depths of dark seas, as if tied to an anchor
The familiar scratching at the inner linings of your throat like a cat scratching at the walls, screaming to be let out. The sensation of your airways closing like that time when a man you did not know choked you for reasons you did not know.
warmth.  embrace, it's something i lack. i'll be without, you won't come back.   hate. love, it's all an illusion. at this point it's all confusion.    fate.
Before we get started, just a quick note. This is about the American Revolution, told in poem form by a insane Loyalist woman in England.
We say that we are beneath   
Freedome, They’re right, I’m not ready for you.  I need the constant  Of a mother’s coo.  The unusual choice
I am old and worn blue plastic, with rusty metal chainsI sit and wait in the soothing sounds of nature.Here, you come to find solace in me.I swing you up high in the sky, ignoring the ache in my joints,
It's nice to think that someone is out there Who will listen and love me Despite everything I am and everything I have been Who will listen and love me Despite my expiration date that is always changing
Some days are nothing but black Fighting a battle in endless fog Seeing nothing, hearing only pitiful static   Some days are nothing but black Nights bring emptiness, fading wordlessly to fog
MY JANUARY RESPONSE Thu, 01/02/20 - 4:23 PM by Debi Lyn   It feels like forever; I sure hope things are better.
I'm tired of thinking,  In test dates, And terms papers. When all I really want, Is to use my imagination. The stars call my name, But I'm busy getting A's 
Cold have been my dreams of late, Petty reflection upon my cruel fate, Sleepless, brutal, unyielding rest it became, Wicked Sand Man, my dreams he cannot tame,
Reality hits, Sadness bites and it really hurts then it dies No one can rely and just can't play It can all be a reply then somebody must repay
how can it be that there are so many people on this earth, and yet i feel like i am alone? how can it be that i see you everyday yet i can't make my love for you known?  
is being alone normal to be? around i see couples of two, but not me. how come i never get this chance? maybe i'll go to paris, france.
but no matter how hard he tries he will never be able to change he overthinks and doubt will arise he locks his feelings in a cage  
the beautiful light in your dull brown eyes exposes the relentless pain you give, i say i will find courage but it is all lies, these past years i wish i could relive,  
I bled into the pages, Hoping, that maybe they'd bleed back into me.
Got these wounds of mine, Turn to centipede Scars. Like my pesky mistakes with a mind thats too dark. Where others see angels wings, that dance cross the sky, I see the dark wolves
Hello there, little warrior boy Are you getting lonely? Cheer for the saints, It's the demons who own thee. Fall up and bare arms, Against king's of decree. Learn how to let go,
No one asked me what I wanted No one cares when you’re not wanted I am not the man I wanted But no one asked   No one asked me who I loved No one cared I wasn’t loved
Dreaming under the rainbow Crash from the high There’s a tear upon your face But do you remember why you cried?   Dreaming under the rainbow Where are you? You promised that you’d stay with me,
You act as if I haven’t been living from one fix to another the past three years of my life. You act as if I don’t know just how cold life is,
Sitting at low tide amongst the creatures of the world underneath my lungs Staring into the unbreaking blackness of the air hung in smoke My eyes a lighthouse that gaze into the unknown reality
An anchor tied, around my head push me off. I'll sink to bed. Sleep among, the reef and fen, And hope I never wake again.
Who am I? But a demon in the deep. I might not be like you, But I still need air to breathe. Is it you who will drown me? You who force me down? I fight, not for a victory,
Walking up a concrete hill on the way home from school.  The sun beams against my back.  Creating a shadow darker than my caramel skin. 
There's barbed wire wrapped, Around my soul. Like puppet strings, That others pull. I march to the beat, Of my family's drum. And fear for my sanity, Which I know is gone. 
Snow lightly coats the top of the river, Sides of houses covered in icicles, Christmas lights shine so bright Headlights look too similar. I danced in the riverbanks and couldn't help
Darkness is to me, Like demons are to Hell. My cold and lonely residence Kept hidden in this shell. "I'll teach you how to smile", they say "I'll teach you how to shine. I'll teach you how to love,
My closest acquaintance is the rain as I listen to the soft trickles of barness Coldness of the lungs but my breathless air is still warm Clouding the unfocused skies  
Far away in mind but close in heart The time well spent is more than I could need Yet I’m still feeling the tears I left on your shirt
Do You Ever Feel ... Like You're ... ALONE ... To Think The Things ... You Do At Home ... ??? Cos' When Your Mind ... Begins To ... ROAM .......................
What if i told you i'm not okay? That i'm depressed. How would you react? If I told you I almost killed myself today.
As my head lays motionless on top of a soaked pillow While my empty music fills the void of the room at midnight Blank eyes illumanted by wrung out lyrics I know you'll never be there  right in my hour of need
Listen up, I don't care. What anyone says. Got a hole in my heart And a hole in my head. You can't convince me, That you meant what you said. When you spoke so softly, By my hospital bed.
With each word you speak, I bend away. Away from the contact. away from the pain. I've bent so much. I might just break. I might just snap. Pray for my sake. With each word you speak,
There's a bullet hole Here in this brain Don't look too close You'll scream in pain. I live through this, Everyday But no one sees, So I don't say a thing. There's metal beams.
I’m in pain, all the time. Everyday is agony, im tired of this fight. let me show you what I mean.  So, I’ll make my cake out of shotgun shells.  Light it up like a candle.
Warm water rushed up the bubblegum walls of a room I called home to the age of 14Ethereal creatures, niveous nothingsColubrine eyes staring soullessly forward Waiting, wading into water 
     barely a woman at all, at 14 i began a search for love. to prove to myself that  i could be loved. i began a search for a feeling. to feel anything.
 You sit in the class and find out You are the only one looking around That you are the only one all alone   People talk, no one asks about you
In the silent wilderness, wasn’t so silent My thoughts racing threw my mind, they all seemed so blind. As I claimed to be fine, my limits have now ultimately crossed the line.
I tried to be hopeful I looked to the bright side but what do you do when the light looks right back at you with disgust? I have to keep going I shouldn't give up but wait--- Where did everybody go?
I don’t need youI don’tIt took me 8 long monthsBut it’s trueI don’t need your smile or your laughI don’t need your hand tangled in mine
We are still the children painting pictures to hang on the fridge, but now it's too late to start over. Too late to pick a different color. Every stroke is a different future and every drop a different reality.
Why is the world so judgmental? Like people, Hungry animals choose their prey By looking for the weak or wounded They pursue them—
This Sunday I cried. I cried over little things - The outfit that wasn’t perfect. Tripping on the sidewalk. Being late to Church…again.    
Every day I force myself to think the same thoughts To feel the same feelings that I am worthless that I am ugly That I am fat
If it only takes two to tango, then why do you need another dance partner? Are my steps not on time? Are we not following the same rhythm? Do I not move when you move? Or perhaps it’s you who can’t keep up with the beat.
By: Kiersten Warner I once walked along the sand, A beach that stretched through a magic land. A land enchanted for the lonely heart, my heart whose love was world’s apart.   On the sand there swelled a tide,
i'll admit it i am not much of a poet i do not know much about rhyming i just know about the individual and how it is hard to be original how we sit here and talk about nothing
“Hey man, saying this for your own good.”  
What if I could live in a world in which I never fell for you? What if I never fell for you? What if I never fall again? Never feel the scrape of my knees hitting earth again.
Do you remember the days, the nights, the adventures we always used to share? Flying away on wings of laughter that were built on mutual care. Five good friends and lots of fun was all I used to need.
Surprising things that remind me of you:
I don’t know why I sit and wait for your attention or why my heart is so pure that I can’t actually admit how upset I get when I don’t talk to you. it sucks.
It's difficult when you're surrounded by people who love you, but who know you so well they are no longer interested. It's difficult when you're in your prime, but it doesn't really matter because you don't do anything that requires it.
I think I realized I was grown when I no longer had a friend circle after spending years helping the people around me.
I was raised in darkness and deceit.  For the first 6 years not a speck of love was around me. It wasn't until I was older, that's when they found me. Kindness, peace, love, gentleness, and patience. 
she kept walking away from all the noise trying,  for just one second to give her head a  moment of silence.   but the problem arose time and time again, 
I look in the mirror Reflecting back I don't like what I see Group of girls besides me Looking pretty Why can't that be me?  They try to reassure me I see the lies through their teeth 
Not forced Victory does not care Your past struggles mean nothing 5 a.m sessions for the perfect application yet you may still fail
i think that if i take it into too much consideration, the momental magic seems to be shaved away. there were twice as many stars as usual-
Maybe tomorrow, they will finally see meBut it’s just like yesterday, another day. Crossing the days until I reach May,I fall into endless sleep and unreal dreams.Stray today, stay away, to myself I say. I wake up to the sky with clouds of greyAnd
hey howve you been? it feels as if we havent talked in a while what are you doing? you seem busy
Some days are just different than others, Some are bright and clear But sometimes you release the pain, And shed a tear Lately, I've been talking to God more often, Asking him how I fit into all this,
no you can’t see my shackles, no ball, no chain. that doesn’t mean I am free, for you I’m a slave.   addicted to your touch, you light up my nights. give me company when im alone,
I want                                                                                                           nothing.  I feel 
You beat me, You yelled in my face,  You slammed my head into the walls. You broke my soul,  it came crumbling down today.    I always said that I'd forgive you,  but I haven't,
Growing up Sounds fun right? No rules or regulations Just being able to do what comes in sight   Little did I know, it's not all fun and games I'm not longer a child I'm getting older now 
Inside   My tears fall swift and silent. It is too quiet… Deafening silence fills the air, lays on my bed, and covers the floor.
One Hundred and Sixteen   These quiet halls are bleak with emptiness. My footsteps, slow and loud, alert no one. The door to my room grows taller,
A Cat and a Change   Constant scrutiny and miscommunication. The silent critic made life unbearable. Home was ripped away again,
Home   My mother is yelling about how she hates her life. I can practically see her exasperated expression as she slams pots and pans.
I am the bolt of lightning, Shocking, fast, and gone in an instant. I create a smoking crater, But of who left it I leave no hint.   I am the stormy ocean,
There’s a billion stars in the sky And only one moon. It’s a gift to be alone, But a price for solitude.  
Feeling blue is an emotion I'm too familiar with. When I feel a wave of melancholy coming on, I like to dance.  My preference is slow dancing, With the one I love by my side. 
One day you're home, and then another you are left all alone.  Abandoned, gone, and lost.  Looking around like theres been a holocaust.  People say life is black and white-
There came a point last year when I realized I've grown; I wasn't the same person that walked through the front doors freshman year; It was as if the narative of my life had taken a different tone;
i look into his eyes as he stands there watching my tears fall, knowing that he will never see me the way i see him.
-----------------------------------------------------------------­-------------------------Dear Diary, I am a ghost. I don't know how long I've been this way, but It's my reality. 
It finally hit me… That feeling. You know it. Nothing.   You heard me right.   Just.   Nothing.  
A Year Alone I chose to go, to somewhere that was quite unknown.   A Year Alone; A long plane flight. I cried myself to sleep that night.   A Year Alone, Strange Family.
Company is nice Likeminded people make for good friends, or one would think. Common interests go out the window when you can't count on them. Well, who needs them anyway? I thought I did, honestly.
When did my feelings become second to yours? Why are my opinions wrong and absurd? When did my silence become your turn to speak? Why, to you, am I small and weak? Why am I bad even if I’ve done nothing to you? Why, when I give the world, do you a
You asked me to write for you, So I wrote of a boy with stars in his eyes, A bright soul, and his heart on his sleeve. I wrote about how he died and how the light left his eyes
You think you are out there all alone, you are not meant to be alone. Your heart is not made of stone, but your will is that of stone. The voices inside on and on they drone, but you are alive and not a drone.
heavy hope can be hard to carry, and an obscure future, dark and scary. here without you, why'd you go? didn't tie the knot, nor tie the bow. before you left, you kissed my nose
It's hard to feel alone in the world A piece of you missing but no one knows No one sees inside you to that terrible hole The hole in a space by your heart The one that screams out for a hand
The expectations set out before me 
I am a fallen angel, Darkness is my garment, And fury is my weapon. I was once wreathed in light, And I did the bidding of my master.
It happened twice. I let myself believe. I thought that I might matter. But what I didn’t see. I loved and lost, And was broken eternally.
Dangers looming near While I accept them with open arms Cold is all I know So, I accept it with open arms Being alone doesn't make me lonely Only when happiness is shared
I watched as my entire soul crossed a threshold. Time slowed and I saw his face. It was him. They said I’d never see him again,
They asked me what are some different types of drugs For me a drug isn't cocaine or pills it's a person  He is my drug  He is what I got addicted to  He is what makes me feel like i'm floating 
The rain is my peace. My eyes were the ocean. My heart in ruins. I shook violently as the droplets struck me. . The rain is my peace., For she cannot see my tears.
I was wrong; I didn't fall in love with you. I jumped.   ~awatr
You watched me from my window and took out your anger on my body with your eyes.   ~awatr
He shook me furiously and the thunder shook the house surrounding my fragile skeleton.   ~awatr
Can't we just accept that life, like math, possesses imaginary and irrational numbers?   ~awatr
I see you in every angry fight, every bruise, and in every goodbye that is never said.   ~awatr
My head felt like an eternally spinning teacup ride at the fair.    ~awatr
Her eyes reminded me of the old embers in the fireplace, unkempt by my absent father.   ~awatr
The clouds wept for they knew my pain.   ~awatr
I hid under a mask of submissive apologies.   ~awatr
I spent every waking minute thinking of you. And when I shut my eyes at 3am? There you were again.   ~awatr
I told you that you took my breath away; Little did I know that you were suffocating me.   ~awatr
The party rages and the drinks flow, the room smoke filled, Everyone laughs and smiles, stories are shared and cups spilled, Challenges made in jest and tale weavers are grilled,
I stole a friend, I took them hostage, I held them here to listen. You didn't know me when I pulled my gun, you didn't know what I wanted. You begged for your life, I begged for you to listen.
It had dark blue eyes like the night sky Who would of thought it would cry  It wonder down the street as it beg for help Darkness followed it through the air One day hoping it sees the light 
Depression is deep Quite like the black hole of sleep It takes you away Never to see the light of day No matter my plight It still puts up a fight
Little WordsCreate the birdWho flew so highHe touched the sky.And when he tumbledTo the sandNo one heardDespite the birdWho got back upAnd tried again.
All smiles All happiness But I don’t know why Are they making me happy? I tell myself yes I think I’m trying to reassure myself
Her face is broken with tears, Her heart is shattered with grief. Holding no sympathy, his face was blank. His heart is cold and dark. Love destroyed them,
ME:  I'm alone and I feel like I should feel worse but no matter how hard I cry I don't feel pain I'm alone but I feel more alive I can sit and I can breathe and I can watch
Sometimes I wonder what it feels like to not constantly Worry about what people think of me, to not wonder if that woman on the other side of the room - that hasn’t even looked in my direction - is laughing at me or laughing at the completely rand
After all, we are all under the same sky and shall end by the same fate.   ~awatr
go through the motions with no empathy I lack all emotions I live like a tree. rooted in one place, while others move on. I don't understand. or know how to love. I give it my hardest
never look down just close your eyes you know nothing matters. through the mask of your lies. are you a robot? a corpse, or a shell? then how do you know? how to act alive so well?
cutter, killer what have you done? did you learn to make tights knots? or play with a gun? Silent, Loner. it this any fun? you sink deeper and deeper. the demons have won. Empty, hollow.
I’d laugh Care Understand Feel empathetic Love But all of this and more I’d still have if you hadn’t ripped my heart out and kept it for yourself
“Almost” An adjective meaning very near or not quite. What a terrible word that holds a painful truth. I dread these six letters, as anyone would.
Her lips were red like she had been drinking all the poisonousness of this world or the blood of dead roses. Her eyes had a color of regret maybe because she had been thinking and wondering the deepest rooms of her soul,
Everything was spinning around, the voices were too loud, she thought it was a dream.
I loved her, she said I convinced Her otherwise  That broke my heart  Was she my sweetheart?   I’m not sure.. Do I still love her now? Of course I do, but I was a fool
some days i just feel like cryingno particular reasonjust, i have to do it or elsei feel like i haven’t said helloto myself quite yet
its the witching Hour my body is aching im twisting and turning ... all the pain a fEeL came through the mourning the Passing of myself into another form  led my soul to conjure the eMotional storm
Picture It   If a picture is worth more than a thousand words, What is the worth of a single word alone?  
shivers down my spine at the thought of you leavin' me behind after all that we have been through you made me think it was always gonna be me and you now, as you head for the door 
You were there when I needed you the most… When I was breaking under pressure, Like a sapling overburdened with snow. I always thought of myself as a mighty oak,
The hardest  Realization I came to  Was that  People leave  Anytime  No one ever stays  And I had to  Come to the  Realization that  I had to be enough  Because in the end 
  I’m sorry I ruined it all, I'm sorry that I wasn’t strong enough And now I just seem to stumble and fall, Over these emotions ruining my brain,
To hurt, to love, to live. It’s all part of life right? But what is this so called thing “life”? we all compare things and say “that’s life” what is life? Is it the fact that we breath. Is it that we hurt?
I'm introvert, I'm reserved and maybe shy The same society that thinks a happy, playful child will turn wayward Interprets too quiet as dumb, so I'm dumb! But I have the most amazing things to say,
what is the meaning of lifeif my heart wants the knife What is the point of loveif theres nothing to dream of
They say that if looks could kill... But you were more like my cyanide pill. ~awatr
I’m jealous of the clouds, that are full of rain, how they must feel when they pour down, everyone knows that they are sullen, my empytyness is hidden by a smile.
No one wants to be friends with the depressed kid Or the one with crippling anxiety That poor child who was traumatized, but Everyone steps away when she needs help When the evil Dark
There's a boy I know That mostly sticks to his own, He doesnt speak much But hald assed insults, He closes his eyes More often than all of the time, Shy boy Quiet boy Tired boy.  
What do you do when you want to die but can’t kill yourself? Yeah you’re happy sometimes but usually you’re dead inside. You can’t hurt yourself but if an accident happened you’d be just fine.
I captured his embrace but not the thoughts of the Lotus flower I became to him.   Saturated with stardust      the time passed all around us
Heart pounding too fast,can't breathe,soul locked in the dizzy cageas I spin to the frequency of the world too fast, too loud.It's all crashing down now.I am TNT lit at both ends,
I can see the hate in your eyes It doesn’t matter to me. All I asked for was to be left alone, But you didn’t listen to me.   It just keeps going on, And I’m tired of you I can’t get any peace
What I’m Not September 13, 2018 ~ Thursday There’s music in the hills Sounds of song on their backs, fronts, and sides That which I’ve never heard
The water runs clear, and once it reaches bottom, it blooms into a pink flower. The slight sting of the water it welcomed, any pain is welcomed. The scars run deep through this tattooed
There are days when I wonder why I try at all Most things will end up fruitless all that hard work gone to waste Dreams don’t often come true for those who work hard Life becomes pointless at one point in time 
You told me, "It's over..." again. I know that, Jorge... It's been over. You know that and I know that.. And of course... You KNOW I know that.. So who was the validation for?
To My Ex, J . G . .....
We've been down this road before. Each time it hurts a little more. I really don't know WHAT you want from me. When we are doing good, WHY won't you let it be? I KNOW that you love me, don't say that you don't...
There's nothing more I'd like to do, then snuggle in close and fall asleep with you..
I really want to call you... & tell you I still care... But I know you won't say it back.... & I don't think it's fair..
There's a place for everything and everything in its place.. Well, where do I put the memories of the past I can't erase?
If I could build the truth for you, I'd make it out of titanium steel... I'd weld it together with all of the reasons -WHY- I STILL feel the way that I feel...
FOR: My Ex Now, but My Love ONE 4ever.. J.G. (*BTW, MOST of poems are about him....) I'm glad you took everything that would remind me of you.. Cause I don't want to remember anything we went through.
I look up to see nothing but a blue canvas, dangling, threatening to collapse over me. Existence stalks me as a gust of nothingness reminds me of my
O Sis, could I love thee like no other. For before my young eyes only squinted, A face inoffensive to our mother. I was, but a statue: black and minted.   Did not my ears think or care to listen
Everyone was missing Asleep or just gone Except for her
took a journey starting yesterday It started on the phone A car A hospital A bed And ended with “goodbye”
The salty liquid rolls down like a water fall, staining rosy cheeks before falling upon the black sheets. A fragile silence unbroken remains as no sound is permitted to escape the locked up lips which hide away
with time comes responsibilty. only those who can partake in such things such as a job are said to live happy but does money makes us "human" does being wealthy make us proud and lovable?
Whatever it may be The person who misses it is not me, But the one who gave it away. -G
It’s gone now, isn’t it? What they said would last forever? All our friendship, all our ‘family’,
i'm running out, of things to say. there's nothing left, but empty space. got ink for blood, and wire veins, and one more bullet  for my brain.
I heard something today... I heard that a dead flower is not dead until it's pedals are nothing but ash. Do I know what this means? Maybe.
  worried sick it’s 3 a.m. and you can’t sleep it feels like you’ve tried it all from reading books to counting sheep your mind races your head aches overthinking it leaves no space
i cut a line in my skin for each grave that i'd caused line after line, my mind went for a walk i saw a grave in my head. and i counted them off. two by two, the lines grew
i imagine myself at the edge of a cliff i have the entire world at the bottom of my feet i found how to control the chaos  under the infinite sky  under the shining moon  i have found peace But,
I see her The drunk girl  Happily stumbling into each friend Smile wide Eyes just a bit too glossy   She’s happy.
As a tribute to my dad now one year clean. To the bottom I go When I’ll be back, I don’t know I get lost on the way To a place I’ll stay
If a picture is worth a thousand words A poem is worth a thousand pictures  A thousand realities lie in carefully crafted lines To some, the word alone brings feelings of peace
A walk through the woods On a cold Winter's Night, Brought up such terrors And gave quite a fright. I stepped through a clearing Bathed in Moonlight. A large lump Beyond Didn't look quite right.
Wear my heart on my sleeves I tend to get my arms cut off. Take my kindness for weakness They see me as soft.
I'm drowning in a world Where you are the air. I'm starving in a land Where you are the sustenance. I'm dying of thirst Where you are an oasis. I'm left behind From where you had to go.
I should have known the minute they started treating me different Well, now I'm all grown and I'm getting thrown out of my ass Forced to be all on my own, stuck with nowhere to call home
Nothing new seems to pass by me. Only few occurrences surround me. Nothing to make me feel desperate, Nothing to make me feel longing.   I close my eyes to feel alive,
no i don't do much damage. no, it doesn't hurt; line after line, and a grave in the dirt. no i don't hate my life, well maybe sometimes. depression's a curse. no that's not a lie.
The lily's have wilted. the daffodils died. i never wanted; or asked for this life. the leaves have all fallen. and winter has come. i hope you won't miss me; because what's done is done.
My soul's in a coma; and no body knows. i act like i'm fine. but i'm broke to the bone. this meat sac is hollow. can you see past my eyes? my body'll follow. from this life, i resign.
men cry of victory; though comrades have died. Heaven watches in horror; while children die by the knife. thousands are dying; and husband kills wife. i fell to my knees;
Quiet and unsure, Shaking and scared   With a stutter so obscure The words wouldn't come out   They asked again,
Oh my, This hurting in my sternum Is very concerning I turned to smoking and drinking and pill popping as solutions. But broken hearts feel What normal hearts wish they could,
Hello my demons will you let me sleep? i'm covered in daggers  don't know how to breathe. i'm weary i'm tired. and too dead to bleed. so lonely, so broken. and i'm ready to leave.
it never stops the noise within  no breaks no holidays no timeouts  Consistency  Intensity waves of volume weigh me down particular voices come to mind always pessimestic
In every night, there is a morning. In every morning, there is a night. But in the darkness of every night, there will never be a light.
“I’m alone and I don’t even care anymore.” Is what I have convinced myself.   When can I stop pretending?
“They lied to me!” She screams to herself.   They promised! That they would be there for her.
“Don’t talk to me in that tone!” Yes, mother, I apologize for my insolent self.  
You left me so quickly. Am I useless? Do you not need me? The hole in my heart is growing, I'm turning hollow. Come back! I need you! Please!
A mask is what we wear. It hides our cheeks and shades our eyes. On the mask is a smile. Forced. Real. Unsure. Scared. Alone. Broken.
Why am I chained down by my suffering and misery? Please, can someone set me free?   Can you send me to my eternal resting place? To be free from my suffering.
"Please stay with me, daddy!" "Please don’t leave me!"   You were walking so fast. Too fast for my little feet to keep up.
I wanted him to stay. But Time would not allow it For he does not trust me. Not anymore. As I am a creature of hell. I know no death nor life. Only pain.
Death has come home; to sleep in my soul. she whispers, she calls. why shouldn't i go? Death has come home, to see me again. she knocks on the front door. and i let her in.
I'm always smiling. I am beautiful. My heart is not broken. I'm fine. These are not tears. I do not miss you, nor do I need you.
I am lifeless. A heart without a beat. A body without a soul. A face without a smile. Ripped of my innocence and left with the empty shell of who I used to be.
“It’s okay.”   I can still feel it. The way your lips touched mine. Without meaning. Without feelings. I missed them.
This is NOT me! This is NOT who I am! This is NOT who I want to be!  
so here begs the question. can one really become ontent in loneliness? we are social creatures after all. but  yet we find ourselves alone in the  crowded coffee houses that we 
It's scary what hides amongst color. what colors tend to hide. a smile hides a falter, a wristband over red stripes. it's scary what hides amongst color. what emotions hide in your eyes.
i thought i had a heart and i thought you had one too. i thought i had a future  like all the others do. i thought i had a friendship a listener when i fell. but when i stumbled and slipped.
My life. My life?  I sit in class staring at the wall.  The teacher spewing "knowledge"  I am lost. Lost in my thoughts until I realize I have not been thinking. 
Now i'm laying in a casket  well, do you want to know why? these stripes across my forearm  i swear they were a cry i really wanted to tell you i really wasn't "fine" but well, you believed me 
Every day people pass me by Like I'm not even there I want to be noticed I want to be seen I want to go about my routine Without having to worry about everyone else Or being anxious
Don't wake me I still want to be with my shady tree I still want to drown in my fantasy Feeling weightless, feeling free It's a place I could be me   Don't wake me
We just out here Trying our hardest to stick out By wearing weird clothes   All we Do is clown around and Love We dont really stick out Used up Vans and roughed up shirts  
Wind, to me sing Your lullaby, Your comforting tone of peace.  I am not,  Could not be, alone Amongst the presence of the breeze.   Tell me secrets, Fear not, song, 
I died nine times to spare the others, I could spare nine lives to save my own. Perspective is a selfish heathen, human decency can't stand alone. We do not care about another. We only care about ourselves. We do good deeds to make us happy.
counting knots in the wood slats- the ones i can feel my nonexistent breath bounce off against the ones holding up the musty mattress that does not get granted a body for most of the year silent cabin
I am standing alone in a crowded room No one here to listen to my cries The cries of people that have come before me A man walks across the room
Hands. Toutching my arms, gripping the skin so rough that my fingers tingle.  Chest. On top of mine, crushing what I had of "boobs' Eyes. Dark and full of evil, they store deeply into mine warning me of what they was capable of.
who am I? nothing feels right. I cannot see with sight or, at least not quite, my skin feels too tight  around this soul. around this hole; that's consuming me, their presuming me;
I am a deviant, an enemy of normality An ally of abnormality At war, everyday fighting against social norms My ernest desire is to be on the other side Fighting for normality but I have never qualified
I miss him His warmth against my cheak  I miss his laugh The way it used to be I wish that I could turn back time And stop myself From doubting us  From stopping him From ruining us
I'm mourning you, except you're not dead I am I must be How else would I have lost a family? Whole families don't die together, and yet, I lost you and yours So, I must be dead.  
I am a boat Guided by the great light My beloved captain I tote Sailing into stormy night My sails fill with wind My hull lurches fowards I felt the bend Before the break in my boards
Why is love so cold? We sit back and wait til we grow old. In search to find the person of our dreams, We are left to be the one in need. Crying all night with no one to talk to,
Why can't you just be happy? My brain is hardwired for sadness You look tired. Are you sleeping? Sometimes. It's hard to fall asleep Why is it so hard to fall asleep?
I wish they knew how it feels to be me. I wish I could cry for help, fall to the ground and… I wish they knew that award ceremonies are lose-lose situations
Dear Anonymous,   Is your mind an escape route? Or the devil's labyrinth?   There could be a wide open field stretching for miles, Or an enclosed room with no way out - shrinking every second.
My soul holds words my mouth will never speak. My mouth shares words my mind doesn't think. My mind contains thoughts my heart will never seek. My heart overflows with love that I am afraid to leak.
Dear Kids With Problems, I Awake Soaked in Morning Dew, Welcomed Only By the Dirt I Return Home from My Pants. My Nose Bleeds in Class. I Know I Smell Bad.
Dear "Lover,"  late nights, crying fits.  you should know why i'm like this.  i suppose i'm better off on my own.  i'm used to being alone.  
Dear Antagonist, In a regular story, the villain is plainly, obviously, evil. There was no doubt. However, while reading my own story, you had me for a fool.
Why even bother, why even try  to think about someone  who only lies.    Their arms are not  worthy  but I push it aside  because I don't  know what I will do 
You said " everything isnt meant for you to understand" But I understand that you will never be MY man I dont think  you know what you did to me You made me believe that i was going to be your everything
Shaky breathing, heartbeat pounding, tears forming. Speeches are the contests for which they demonstrate their strengths, heard ‘round the world.
Dear mother,   You wait for me in the places I can't see. There, you patiently scowl from the actions I do. They insult the meaning of you in my life,
I can’t eat dinner alone. What I mean by alone is simply that I cannot eat dinner idly If I eat dinner by itself and without anything for my hands to touch, hold, see or do, I sort of lose myself.
Set Aside              By:SeemsPoetic   Set me aside Just set me aside Leave me behind Hung out to dry  
I am naught but a windblown thought And nobody can see the wind Only the mark it leaves on the world
What do you see yourself in five years? That’s the question I fear, I begin to think and think About so many things About college, about life
Dear Mother,   Why do you allow yourself such dolor? Say its for our sake but there must be more, Since every day I see your face drain in color.
The day I left was the hardest day of my life Looking into your eyes killed me Blank, expressionless, emotionless It was your decision to play the wife.    I've been so angry at you for what you did
Who? Am? I? . . .  :’( (written by an ENFP) Who am I? I say fuzzily . . . A tear drips out of my eye, a single droplet. I am the world’s savior I say . . .
On top of a mountain surrounded by snow.Eyes looking everywhere where did you go?My fingers slipped right from your graspedand led me to my life's last. Where did you go?
what's left to say in those whispering tones? got gasoline in my brain  and ink on my bones. what's left to recall me; but the walls of my cell? they say it will heal. but i think that was hell.
to the girl i pushed away,   you and i could’ve been cosmic sky beams we could’ve been one another’s worlds and more
Dear Sandy,  I come from a remote island  standed in the sea nonsensically  wanting to tell this to thee,  tell you that:    Words
Oh, how it’s been too long since I last heard your cherry blossom’s song. I miss the way you look, snow here, sun there, and my heart you took.
Oh, how it’s been too long since I last heard your cherry blossom’s song. I miss the way you look, snow here, sun there, and my heart you took.
Little girl, now don't be sad, I understand your pain,How you feel there's no way out,That you have gone insane. That you're a recluse through and through, No friends here you call home, The conflicting anguish inside you,To fight it all alone.  T
It’s that single moment where everythinggoes numbgoes blankgoes vapidgoes cold
Think about it.
I need comfort, not by finding the right people But feel the comfort when I was alone with time and space. I mean it. But I can't just say I need help from people because it feels stupid and unnecessary thing. I take this time alone.
Alone climbing alone sweating on hands and burning in heart under those morning gray skies whose presence softly but rightly underscored the rhythm and poetry filling my ears
Dear Stranger, When did you pick up this letter? Are my transcribed words faded from sea winds or even the sticky sands that acts like glitter?
 Your ray of sunshine hath died. <br>Perhaps the things I thought true Were nothing but deafening lies, A façade. You were like a sister to me Always a shoulder to cry on.  The room no longer glows a golden hue as you enter a room, But a mee
Kicked in the stomach But standing straight  Smile on  But inside tears escape    Bruno mars and backseat singing  windows rolled down  highway swerving   
I never knew what it was like to feel so broken  you couldnt get out of bed because you didnt want to face the world But after years Of having the weight of the world on my soul
Leaves crumple under my feet as my eyes are fogged by my layered tears. I’m walking under the brightest street lights, but still feeling completely in the
You are not alone I am not alone In the end, what we all want is to look across that vast ocean and see a mind that is like our own to know that there's a reason to keep swimming
I can feel their love, feel how much they care. Yet, is it enough to keep me from the thoughts that lurk in the back of my mind, swiming in the pool of insecurites, splashing its poisonous water
Dear Rye,   There are a lot of things swirling inside you Emotions and memories and darkness that You don’t know quite how to process
It feels good to be sad I snap when I'm awaken There's a beauty in being alone That in groups is overtaken My words become their words I get nervous and don't think
I wish , I could be , With no one but me, Enjoying my company, Besides the rough sea. I rest by the shore, Below the palm shade, Mesmerized by the blue marvel, A beauty that ever would fade.
Everyone wants love Till they feel the pain Then when without They crave it all the same Nothing can hold back The feeling of shame
On this night I'm in fright, Yet the darkness is at bay, For the shadows are lifted by moonlight. Normally hidden by the day,   But now on the move, I shall follow,
Why can't I just be a bird, that reaches up to the sky looking down at all the views and always free to fly? Why can't I just be the sun,
Leave me alone let me be I am what I am here is my only comfort zone.  
my thoughts float around me in clouds of periwinkle and gold. ribboned stardust, mesmerizing me amidst the inky darkness of navy blue that blankets my mind   i often gaze up at them
You cannot cry for them, They don’t care. They don’t, And it’s that simple.   She excludes you on purpose, Pushes you away. You thought she was your friend, But I guess you thought wrong.
  Do you belive in love? I believe my moods shift too much. Darling, do you believe in dreams? I believe that I talk too much. Do you believe in love? I don’t want to trust it anymore.
I am the invisible woman. My name is ‘I Don’t Know’. I am nothing and nobody from nowhere going no place in particular.   My body is made from mediocrity and wasted potential.
Its frustrates me. It pisses me off. The way she can say She wants boyfriend When I was a great one But no she dumped me Cuz she was gonna cheat on me. Like what the fuck
Dear bully Is there something wrong with me?I beg you please stop bullying me Telling me that i am fat Does it make you non-fat?
The soul that sees beautyMay sometimes walk aloneLoneliness adds felling of unwanted And expresses the pain of being alone
No One Knows Me What I  Go Through What I Deal  With  How I Deal With Things Who Deals With Me  What I Hate Is That No One Cares  Enough  To Find 
To whom it may concern, Actually, you’re the one that should be concerned. I would say your name but even when I call on your name You still don’t listen.
In the wind of despair, my soul flies free. Forever lost in the pit, a maze becomes my heart.
I feel alone in this loud room chaos is all around me  and it will drag me to my doom I just want to be free they are so so happy, smiling  while I lay there dying I've given up on it all
What is your fear? We all have fears. Some of us many, Some of us few. I'll tell you mine. You don't have to tell me yours. I'll just let loose my heart, And pray you won't crush it
see that look in her eye torn up broken wings how can she even fly the hate her life brings as days and days go by  
Fight the urge. Stop the urge. Let pleasure fade, as regret is made.   Don't let them in, don't let them know. This is something you cannot show.   Your fingers ache,
I wear a mask. It’s my smile in the hallway. because while you think I’m flying high, really I'm  fading away.
You think you know what lies behind, The the walls I’ve built up in my mind. There’s a deep darkness inside,
It's a great night for homecoming The weather's just right for pretty dresses A crescent moon hangs in the scene And some stars twinkle in the heavens  
my day-dream dresses like you. i just thought you ought to know; nothing i am is true. this stupid mask is all for show; sometimes i can barely see through. right now i can't even make the words flow,
Everyone has the feeling of loneliness, at least once in their life, Which isn't a bad thing, because in life if you're caught up with all, Can you find yourself? The forsaken path to sunlight,
I’m so confused I don’t know which path is right. Should I stay mad or feel glad I don’t understand my emotions. There scrambled, and broken.  
I don’t want to be here1, 2, 3...No, this is not a note of thoughts on ending the life of mine14, 15, 16...No, this is not a cry for help.26, 27, 28...This is simply what it says, I don’t want to be here...This room is full of ambitious students.
I fight a mental battle each and every day. No, it's not what you think. It is more imposterous as such. I believe I am the weakest link in the knight's chain mail armor.
I want to walk upon the waters, but it seems so inviting. I may just tumble down to the depths and feel my last breath. I want to lay on the ocean floor. I want to watch as my last breath rises to the surface without me.
I was wandering alone Weak, wobbly, withering I was surrounded by blankness Bleak, black barren - You found me Fateful, faithful You pulled me up Peaceful, patient -
I could be just like you Never happy  Burying myself in the color blue Everywhere I look it's blue Except the sky Which is filled with a thick gray Or I could be me
Nothing is free In the grand scheme of things. But I want your lies tonight. Broken men have broken courage it's broken and miss construed. And I myself am broken. So let me have your lies like glue
Isn’t it Ironic?   It’s sometimes overwhelming having so much to say, Thoughts filling your head all moments of the day,
I dont wanna cry. I dont wanna lie about what happened in my past anymore. I dont wanna wake up in the morning and see the same face that hurts me everyday. I dont wanna see the sun anymore.
No one, just no oneNot he, not sheNot them, just no oneListen to youOr they justDon't want to So stop screamingOh! You don'tJust don'tThat won'tWill help you
Passionate lot Gut twisting days  The frustration that rises When you have nothing to say Let it out or hold it in Never say a word, Either way... nobody wins Amorous, no, i might say not
I'm always alone no matter what I do All my friends that I have Will eventually leave me soon All the promises we made, you broke them All the things we said we were going to do We didn't
Broken shards of hearts are dregs at the bottom of the teacup that is life. But I suppose you always made it ok. When I was a kid you would sleep in my room, To keep the monsters away. Those days were perfect.
Dad, can you help me fix this shit? I keep trying to build mountains out of nothing, And you always could fix anything. I know, you'd pick a shovel up, and help me Dig my own grave, if only I'd ask.
I feel the wind blowing Against my fare skin The cold giving me Chills up my spine As I walk the single brick pavement Gravel grinding against my aching feet
Up before dawn racing the sun to hope. Off the guiding path, where the shepherd will approach. Down in the dirt but no time for pain. Reach for desire or struggle On the lonesome journey, all are made humble;
Sleepless for the reason of no more dreams.   For the reason of not having anything to think about. For the reason of only having nightmares and why things won't happen anymore. Happiness is sold to the past.
After I tasted you for the first time everything tasted  The way the first bird of spring sounds SCREAMING demanding to be heard 
I suppose the only truth i have found, Is that nobody is in control of anything. But a lot of people are good at pretending. We choke the life out of our children. We say things like, "you need an education"
Does anyone listen To the bird perched upon the tree. The one who tries to listen The one who always sees.     Does anyone listen
I woke up this morning with the sound of rain hitting on my window and I thought... I recognize that sound thump thump thump thump Getting faster and faster as I get near you
I wonder how The fates decide About who lives And about who dies I question the brick I’m walking on Should it be dirt? Or should it be stone? I look at the world With unkindly eyes 
Inconsequantial misdoings- Unless you know the story. Understanding doesn't bring clarity-- It brings pain.   A kiss snuck in the dark, Innocent as anything, Until the heartbreak sets in;
I cupped you in my hands and i said you couldn't leave. How silly of me. You burrowed your way through my ring finger and fought your way free.   I saw a picture of me and you today.
I pitched a tent at Kayoke Among desert sands around Grown tired of reg’lar folk To wilderness I am bound   I sang a song so merry
I stock shelves at a grocery market for money. It's what I do. Not who I am. But I saw some flowers sketched onto a can. It was a vine of flowers. Coiled around the "S" on the words "Green beans"
Sniffing, snorting, sneezing, Sick people wheezing, The children whisper, They don’t know the rules, Don’t listen, Blurt out answers,
We were supposed to bike through Central Park and ride through the trees.We were supposed to take a trip to the shore and sleep on the beach.We were supposed to plant your garden and protect it from the bees.We were supposed to cuddle all night in
Their voices are shrieking in my ears. Do they know how bad they are at conversation? Its like talking to seals All barking about this or that, suffering my condemnation. All people suck. they force me to be human.
part of a new town  moving place to place  nowhere that i call home  not a single familar face  many people say " i'm home grown" " haven't moved around at all"  well i've lived in every city 
I wanted your help but you turned away made it seem like attention's what I really craved I wanted to smile, to laugh, and to play but all you really added was a little more pain.  
The Moon came out to playWithout the sight of dayHer skin as white as snowHer sadness will only grow
A tick tock noise from the clock in my room Knocks my head on and on Till it wakes me up in the middle of the night, So I found myself looking right at the ceiling My body starts sweating
Behind the dark sky of clouds A sun rests, with all its' stars And as I walk, forever proud Of my many universes that are Behind the clouds, behind the sun Behind anything that has not yet begun
04/11/2017   Empty ---   A long road ahead of me, And thousands’ of miles behind me. I continue my way, Until I can see. My vision is troubled, My legs are tired,
Mistakes should have been my middle name. Yet Lord, You loved me just the same. Nothing I did deserved Your grace, But still my sin Lord, You erased.   My nightmare's now once upon a dream,
nothing can bring me peace here in the dark I am dying but the light lives that much is evident seen through shuttered windows
The things we realize we won’t ever obtainOh, it kind of hurts at timesSo far away from each other and I have much to sayyour voice is like flowers and it makes
it's 11:58 and i can't sleep, glitter is coming out of my eyes and it's cutting them open   my ears are dripping beeswax in some dumb attempt to block it out    im alone, so alone
The pain of the cuts in the bleed and the bleeding in my cuts, the sorrow's rush. Explain to what is happening, this unknown feeling of the pulse of a dying heart. Because I gave you my all. What makes it worse is that you left me to fall.
There's something so poetic about watching everything crumble around you How can destruction be so artistic, so beautiful? Seeing everything you attempted to build just fall It's gone in the matter of minutes
It is knowing you did everything with what you had while still questioning what more you could've done, why you didn't try more, how you could've done better, when exactly you said or did the wrong thing.
I am alone in the dark Thinking of you my love I don’t know why we are like this Or it is me that is a mistake.   I have been thinking our relationship I am even looking for the future
“ This heaven gives me a migraine”                            — Gang of Four                      
Crispy weather awakens a slumber within my veins. The woods dread of the painted ink draped across their shoulders. My air is stolen from the seeds in the ground so they can grow higher than before.
Alone Always appeared Similiar to drowning But today floats effortlessly Lovely
How he longs to be alone and content A cool breeze, a warm sun, and a sketchbook. He craves the water’s salty, calming scent. “Please carry me off in your winding brook.
Moirai spun me, with you, Sewn ourselves together to fate, We lusted for our destiny.   Melted hours folded together with ceaseless love.
 I was a man at seventeen, a dreamer.
I was alone Not physically, I had friends I was mentally isolated No one understood my strife.   I finally had the courage to talk To write my emotions through a character
Alone My journey to Middletown Although I never thought that’s where I’d go   We may be alone But that doesn’t mean we’re not connected
I am going to be swallowed whole, And there is no fixing it, I know, I am going to be chewed, eaten alive, And the scariest part, is that I will survive,
Cherry blossoms come to lifeAnd people, hundreds of them sit togetherTalkingLaughingEnjoying themselves
I cannot leave. There are chains, I think. My hands are bound behind my back.   Realization flips on completely, But it does nothing to hinder the chains.  Resolve flickers off.
All alone with my sorrowful thoughts Constantly running through my head Making each moment unbearable The silence only makes them worse Trying to think of other thoughts But they are no match for the sorrow
you reap what you sow  and i've sowed my sins  so i plow  through the ground  that happens to be skin  red furrows ready for planting  all neat and lined up straight 
Pathetic  never mind  wish i kept it  all inside  i don't matter  you'll soon find the world got blacker  here, have a blacklight  but i can't see: how that will help 
Cast away the fire throw away the flame are you growing tired? feel nothing but the pain place it on the pyre  your demons are to blame mirrors are reminders of the beast you cannot tame
I wish things were differently I wish I can hit your line I wish time was right  But time isnt mine  I wonder every night  I wonder what might you think I wonder about life
No one gets you. No one wants to. Why bother fighting, When no one else is trying?   Everyone doubts you. No one believes. No one has faith, That someday you'll succeed.  
Slow and steady Constantly worried Asking what am I going to do? You're gone for a whole another year How can I move forward without you? Stuck in a standstill Not sure where to go Or even what to do
A year in the life of Sarah Smith Sometimes I felt like a myth Had a rough time starting out Hitting the floor and blacking out Living in a room of isolation Contemplating my creation
We shared moments of happiness together We planned our future We thought that we would be forever We loved like each day was our last on this earth We thought nothing would ever get in our way  
What does tomorrow hold?This is the question often asked, but still yet has not been answered. What does tomorrow hold? Let's stop and take a gander. What does tomorrow hold but broken dreams and forgotten promises. What does tomorrow hold? … I'll
I am smart but my brain is not my own I am so alone   I am just a clone playing follow the corrupt leader I am smart   They say I am all bone I tell them my guts length in meters
The girl who had no feelings shed a tear Her head still high Her pride so empowering Everyone knew it was no good for her But it saved her alas Her fists clenched to mask the pain she experienced internally
I reached out to the sun, but he burned me No matter how I approached, I was scorched. The sun seemed to burn brighter each day for months I wanted to be close, to feel the warmth
Showering in my own tears. Thinking about all my fears. My eyes, will they clear? I can't control them They keep coming out. Alone but surrounded. My pain going down the drain.
Palms extremely sweaty Falling back upon yourself Collapse in your mind.
I signed my soul away with a 21st century John Hancock, To get rid of stubborn, ages old writer’s block. And now these trembling hands they do mock, At my crooked fingers and smudged fingerprints they gawk.  
Who am I? No one sees me They glance shallowly, right through my existence. Who am I? Who am I? I exist utterly in solitude My own mind a mystery; I can't comprehend Unseen Unheard
I’m constantly holding back tears, I hate the lump in my throat, I wake up, do my makeup, fix my hair, and throw on my coat, I walk out the door and into the world, Here I am everyone, just a lost, vulnerable girl,
People will always be people. no matter how many layers of rose glass we put between us and them, they will always be people.
i just wanted to be good enough enough to be liked by the crowd the whole world doesnt care whatever i always dare but ive always known that hes very different always here by my side
It happens a lot, this feeling that always seems as if to oscillate around my discernment: Of darkness, and gorging pits of doom, I've tried and tried to escape it vicariously through you,
Would it be selfish to say I just want to get away? To sail far from those that I love the most because they cause the most pain? Or will I bare remorse once the harbor-side becomes far from sight?
Going through the motions of endless time There was nothing else to do but cry She had left so suddenly 8 years of cancer eating away at her bones She left one springy May day
I started it again yesterday, slicing open my skin with a broken razor blade. I hid the broken peice of sharpened metal in my makeup compact, and I cried all day. 
For once, I have never felt so desperate judging myself for what I am destined to be. Most don't find themselves until it is no longer expected from them. I am afraid to wait too long.
Angels sweet melodies Soothing the sensation. The times go by through and through Strengthening my disguise. Lost and alone drifting through life Nowhere truly found.
What do you do when you have so much to say, But you can't talk? When you see someone and you know you can change their life, But you can't jump over the wall you built? Damn I don't wanna be alone forever.
So close yet so far, to freedom and death. Freedom from hurt, pain, abuse, chains, bruises, tears, fights, cuts, offensive words, breakdowns, loneliness and depression.
Expression: showing emotions through colour -- Music -- words -- creation. You give other people insight Into your feelings, because Humans Are Social Creatures. When you're healthy and young,
People say they'll be there for you. But when I cry all night, What can you really do?   People say they won't leave. But with what I know, How can I believe?  
Did i suceed? or did i go blind? because of the greed i got tears in my eyes  but no longer I see  and tears eventually dry  so suck it up you fiend its not as if you died 
blades blunt  and people break men will hunt  we make mistakes   preyed on runts  its them we forsake we're just the grunts  and we work for snakes  who we should confront 
Who knows me better than the Earth? The rain pours down to where I perch This feeling, being all alone Think to myself, "What am I worth?"
I get in bed, not wanting to go to sleep. I wake up, not wanting to be alive. When will my pain disappear?   Outside, the flowers are blooming. Inside, the spirits are dying.
Pressure gets at everyone So much to get going Wheels turn fast in the mind More and more getting crammed in Spinning faster and faster Until you break And you fall Speaking out is scary
Love is not blind; love helps one to see.
I’ve always feared being alone Not the loneliness Of being left home overnight With the dog curled in your lap Jumping at every small creak
Have you ever been so lonelyLost in the woodsBut terrified to turn backBecause you know where you came fromThe darkness is unbearableYet you hold yourself to the floorSayingDon’t give up…
The reflection  wants me to die. The reflection wants me to starve. The Reflection wants to be loved. The Reflection wants to change. The reflection wants to be changed.
HAPPY PLACE   When I couldn’t find it in the bluerubber swings that had hung themselveswith a rusted noose from decade-old woodat the city park, I drove on.  
You left me In the snowThat I can't feel the warmth of your hug You left me Under the rain That I can't feel my tears even it's already flowing down my cheeks
The monsters of our mind Chasing usNever letting go The demons of our soulCapturing usTaking us hostage The ghosts of our heartAre just bits that remainAnd shadows of what was
This is goodbye.   Goodbye to the changing trees, Who always have an opinion on life.   Goodbye to the pack of wolves, Who always try to rip me apart.  
Strange days Its a new morning, Yet another strange dayThe estranged woman in me struggles to find lips in the morning A strange morning.A lost feeling as I try to push away the thoughts of you.You shouldn't be my first thought when the lights fin
There they go making plansTo meet up and celebrate as friends.They talk to one another like I'm not there.I'm just an invisible nothing with no one who cares.
AttackedAssaultedAccostedHe stumblesBegins to fallClutches
The air around was abundant but i still felt as if i was suffocating, streets flooded with nothing but it i screamed "someone save me." Like when you are parched for water
I give my mom a hug and feel nothing. No happiness, no love, no comfort. I want to repel away. She looks at my face with worry as she sees the absence of care on my face. She sees my dark eyes and straight smile.
Let me tell you where I'm at Here at night supposedly alone, Listening to songs that make me feel whole. However there is Disappointment, Self hate and his sister Anxiety, All of them sleeping over.  
I should be sleeping But I miss my bed And someone holding my hand Wiping away the tears as I try to fall asleep But instead I'm alone Lying awake in a home that's not mine
  I am not alone, I can feel their hands clutching at my heart, Listening to it like the ticking of a time bomb, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 ,
“Loved but always alone”  
"I am here for you. All you have to do is call me." Words from a frivolous liar. I called, but you've never picked up. I text, but you've never shown interest in my struggles. So, why did you say that? People can't be counted on. Unpredictable.
Have you ever wondered If anybody's heart would tear Draw your last breath but would they even care   Or would they shed a few tears for show
Not a word they saidUnspoken words hung aboutPain inside but smiling withoutShe said goodnightAnd away she wentHe asked her to stayTo explain why she leftBut inside she was simply falling apartFeeling nothing is not what they sayNothing is so much
I've been left wordless, As my mind is tangled witth the problem. The letters float around, But no words come out. So my ipod I plug in, And my heart will live on,
When I walk, I see my friends When I stop, I see nothing Feeling alone as I lay Feeling only sadness for those I've lost As I think, I think of a song I've always loved
When I look at my friends, Do you know what I see? People that have meant the world to me. That was what I thought, And even still slightly feel, But how much of it is real?
What am I doing wrong, where does it end? You say you love me, yet you refuse to be my friend  Why does it always feel that I have to make amends Apologizing for things I never said or did.
I remember last winter, You said it'd be alright. I looked in your eyes for warmer weather, But then the fire turned to ice.   What we once had, it was burning, But now, the flame has gone away.
Though the summer heat is at its peak I am still alone And the trees sway to the wind so weak, But I am still alone.   The birds are ready for a cold air rush I am still alone
You don't know how much it hurt  When you came home collapsing. Words slurred together into a sentence, At least that's what I think it was. You stumbled like a baby taking its first steps,
The gusts of wind through the trees sound like laughs and gasps of ecstasy the sharp grasss grabs at my back to keep me grounded next to roots of trees   Then I hear the bugs buzz behind my ears
Ever since i was young  i grew up all alone  i carried a hammer  to try and repair my home  but nothing seemed to work until i was relieved and shown  the power of poetry  on a bet tv show 
I'm sitting here. Again I'm alone. I'm trying to escape Escape from the hurtful words and the voices in my head. My headphones are on and my music is up. Here I sit. I'm by myself.
I’m having a panic attack, help. My chest heaves, and I can’t quite breathe. Help, please, I plead.   Silently I wait for my negative thoughts to disappear.
  I don't know what to do anymore I don't know who to talk to anymore I don't know how to love anymore I don't know how to live anymore....because you're gone.  
I'm not antisocial, Nor do I hate people when I go away. I actually thrive around them, But there is a limit for me everyday. I don't like large groups, Unless it's a festival or concert.
He held me close into his warm body and let out a soft warm breath into my ear as he expressed how much he needed me and missed me.   His dark arms hugged my back tight as he picked me up and set me down softly on the old tile.
Oh, Sweetheart. Oh, love. My poor, poor boy. You're the first person that has fit with me and made me feel part of something. Made me burn and love the destruction.
I'm there green air as i twirl my curly hair one speaks to me i want to flee to the warmth of my home i want to retreat Hello words used in ordinary conversations lip biting, awkards movements
Can anyone love me? Would anybody be willing to withstand My horrible insecurity, The side of me I hide? Would you be willing to tell me  It will be alright, When you know I don't believe you?
Please go away You've had your chance I don't want you to stay I'm in a hazy trance I know how I am To be honest I can be kind I can be sweet I can be the greatest friend
It's painful That helps Not really To describe it Seems a little Silly For me Pain is Your heart I want To throw it  Away sometimes Because too often
I don't think anyone understands how lonely and depressed I am. I don't try to hurt myself in any way. But I'm just so unhappy with life.   And it hurts to get up every day, acting like everything is ok.
The structure is creaking from the wind drifting by No one is home No one’s alive An overgrown garden entangled with vines Reaching for something it will never find
Still feeling alone.Everyday. Every night.I got myself, but I'm wanting more.Wanting something different.Another person in my life.
I got tired after a while I got tired of tapping people on the shoulder and they cover up their ears  I got tired of letting their  thoughts
It didn't take too much To bring me down to my knees. To leave me laying on the floor Covered in bruises and blood. To leave me laying alone in the dark.   So here I stay on the floor,
I used to think it was normal To cry for three hours about nothing. That it was normal To think about dying at least once a day.
A little girl She wanders in the night Searching for home Five years old with no place to go She doesn't understand why No one can see her No one can hear her No one hears her cries for help
Darkness envelopes within the soul. Consuming first from the edges like a t-shirt stained with blood We look into ourselves for hope
Oh, the lovely corner, a home and friend of mine. Oh, the lovely corner, your comfort is divine.   Oh, the lovely corner,
Every time I look to my watch, on my wrist, I see the scars that remind me of my past, The cuts that haunt my dreams, The memories that will forever be there, Reminding me that all I was in life is an failure,
Here I am again With no friends to gain With no one by my side It feels so cold inside Alone, that's all I feel Can somebody please fill This emptiness 'til Loneliness is no more what I feel?
  Fear, something everything is born with It can’t be washed away or forgotten Whether it be a child’s fear of monsters in the dark
Ever felt left out all your life? Unwanted? Unheard...Unseen...Out of sight? No matter how many times you reach out, you're still left out? Do you let everyone just walk away? Deep down inside you want them to stay?
i guess this is what happens when people get too close they see i am too much i am nothing but suffering i consume the love i try to give gets engulfed back into me with the brutal force of rejection
I've shed so many tears, I have no more, And all that is left is a shell. A shell of a girl that I used to know, The girl that I still show. But no one knows what happens,
I remember you well;Your hazel eyes and all.They burned with a rich fire,I'm dying to recall. You used to hold me tight,In your arms safe and sure.You'd caress my wild hair,Then a kiss would occur.
The Mean Streets of Oz   When the world is spinning out of control like a Kansas tornado, You cannot simply go back to bed and pull the covers over your head.  
I am cold, stubborn, and reckless. I am sad, skinny, and wild. I am timid, honest, and loud. I am forgetful, ignorant, and tired. I have failed at being a daughter.
the monster in my dreams who is it who tortures me? with no answer to my plea  a silent scream I will release  because of what I see, in these grusome scenes I am wishing they would cease 
After having my heart completely cut in half My life was woe I didn't know What my purpose in life Was anymore I couldn't see what there Was to look forward to I was a robot just walking
How do I fill this void I have tried distractions and diversions But I am still a very sad person. I try not to lose my writing passion
Is it petty of me to not immediately name my family? Am I a bad person for not pointing out a friend? Is it a sign of not being humble enough that I do not whisper the name of God? Maybe I'm hateful? Maybe I'm frightful?
If an island ever daredTo be stranded with meI'd take my laptopAnd a coffee shopWith the wi-fi free  
To be honest, everyone loves me Just no one seems to say thanks! At all. I find it odd that my similar Counterpart, the bed Gets the entire households praise For I do what he does and more!
To be honest, everyone loves me Just no one seems to say thanks! At all. I find it odd that my similar Counterpart, the bed Gets the entire households praise For I do what he does and more!
If there's one thing I need, it'll be my inner creativity.  No deserted island can beat what's within me.  I have the ability to turn the sound of waves to rhythmic beats,
All I need is my dad I would be so glad to have my dad He'd always know what to do when ime mad He could protect me like my shoulder pads On The island all i need is my dad
All I need is my dad I would be so glad to have my dad He'd always know what to do when ime mad He could protect me like my shoulder pads On The island all i need is my dad
My eyes open, If I was truly alone,   All I would need is God. If I must walk by myself, Up and down the paths of forever,
I stand out in the cornfield, alone among strangers Useless to the farmer who waters and feeds me The plot of land I sit in, is shaded by the accomplishments of those around me   Proud is the farmer
Today… I'm Smiling. I am happy because I'm surrounded by people who love me. Today… I'm strong.  I feel like I can actually make a difference in this world. Today… I feel accepted.
Different scenarios are creativity of the mind Wanting a different thought, face, a different time But to trapped in one dreamed of but never really wanting it is big
What do I need? What do I want? What is a need?   Something important? Something vital? Something?   I need food I need shelter I need...   Friends?
What do I need? What do I want? What is a need?   Something important? Something vital? Something?   I need food I need shelter I need...   Friends?
I stand along this solitary sand The sun rising at it's peak Salty waves creeping upon the shoreline Ninety-five days is the streak   Whimsic waters slither under my toes The light shines upon my tan
The Waves broke  The winds croak  The sky scary blue The sand so new The plane crashed  Im the only one left No life in sight  Not ready to fight  Blood dripping from my head 
sometimes it's not about the tears shed even though they are it's not about how deep your wounds lead even if they lead to your heart it's not about the words left unsaid or what you did in the dark
I am not afraid of dying, but instead of living without love. I am not afraid of falling, but instead of watching from above. I am not afraid of crying, but instead of laughing on my own.
I could never live without compassion I want to feel like I am loved I need to feel your touch I need to share a summer night with those of whom I love People always seem to see When they are all alone
Look around  Left Right What happened to my sunlight? The rays of growth  I feel alone Cuz in this world people don't exist, right? I loved the way my lover touched me
My Right Hand Man Always by my side Sometimes I think I can’t do something but then remind myself that I can
She clutched the broken objects, Held them to her chest. They constantly mocked her life, Called it a mess. But they couldn’t see the tears,
Everyday is Hell. Everyday I go through the motions  I engage in the small talk  I try my best to socialize Everyday my head is filled with fog 
It's okay because I've realized that no one really cares. That no one can really hear me when I scream and claw, Trying to climb out of this hole. Surrounded by painful noises,
I don't want to say you're all I need.That I can't live without you.  That when we fall asleepI match my inhale to yours. I want to say that I exist on my own.That I can standwithout your arms around me.
the day everyone leaves my side is the day I die inside with no one left could I survive on my own?        
With two fingers down my throat I taste only shame as I imagine myself with a negative 2 inch waist and a gap between my legs that could've gone on for a mile and I envision the boned creature that dances in the darkest corners of my mind parading
Don't romanticize this and say some boy or girl will pick you up off the floor and hold you in his arms and wipe your tears away and kissing you anyways. This is the gruesome reality of always smelling like puke. It never goes away.
They say you're not alone, But is that really true? When you think about it, Nobody will believe in you, Unless you believe in yourself. People will let you down, People are not to be trusted.
shake off this feeling  it's just a phase but my heart takes a beating  when I catch your gaze  the time that he's stealing  my sould it does raze but since I know your feelings 
poison tears Rain, rain, go away,Because of you the pain will stay.Slit my throat, cut out my heart,Leave me here, tear it apart.
I knew I had it bad, when they asked what I would need if I was stranded on a island, and the first thing I thought of, was your blue eyes instead of water. Isn't that sad?  
At night I feel you hold me,Whispering all the things you never told me.When I wake up you'll be goneBut for now, I dream on.
oh hi how's it going i'm fine nevermind i'm dieing inside i'm not strong enough Just too weak but i'm supposed to be strong
Without him, I wouldn't be here Or anywhere. I'd be nowhere; I wouldn't exist.   Without him, I wouldn't know family Or love. I'd be lost; I'd be alone.  
Lonely Love There is a burning  Deep in my soul My heart is yearning Like a bells toll Far across the ocean waters Underneath the skies grasp Hidden behind hurricane shutters Through a shattered heart I rasp Tell me you want me For I cannot be wit
On an Island? All alone? One thing?  One thing I can Bring?  I bringing a Person. A very special person. A person I love.  My other half. A male the oppostie sex.  Have i met them yet? No 
I can see myself now Stranded on a deserted island Away from you Alone.   I grumble at the sun Hot sand stings my toes The roar of the ocean hurts my ears.  
You are my fix, my remedy Your scent fills my lungs and makes my heart beat faster with excitement The thrill of feeling your texture between my fingertips, sometimes rough, sometimes smooth
My mind is such a mess. I wish I could explain. Am I happy or am I upset? It's hard to tell with such pain. Should I even care? Because at times things aren't fair. I could feel the change.
I closed my eyes and I saw you lying next to me You were so close that I could reach my hand over and caress your sleeping face The soft breathing held a steady pace as you dreamed
Red they say stands for love or admiration Oh darling, my heart must have been bright red the day I saw you Yellow they say stands for optimism and cheer
 It takes time to understand what's important The needs are from what takes us apart. A thought not provoked alone but together A collective of sorts.  
In this world of grief and strife, I carry with me, my one true companion. This companion is indifference. I walk through with him, Never unhappy Never unsure
In this world of grief and strife, I carry with me, my one true companion. This companion is indifference. I walk through with him, Never unhappy Never unsure
Me me myself  me myself and... me myself and {i} I am me only me alone   You ask what I would need if I were hypothetically alone, I can only take one thing
Out of sight, Out of mind, Never to be seen. A broken memory, A broken dream. Left behind, Left to fight all alone at last, Nobody to save me from myself, Nobody to help.
I don't belong in heaven, I'm not accepted in hell, I'm neither angel, nor demon, I don't belongin the human realm. I have some power, and nothing to give. I have a life, whith nothing for which to live.
There are times   Times of happiness and times of joy. Moments that I feel like the sun.    But you can't look at the sun.    The sun It shines so endlessly, affecting everyone it touches
You are within me And though you're gone you linger Through the empty spaces Caress the tips of my fingers With a ghostlike motion So I know here it is Though I couldn't be sure
Tap, tap, tap Or rather, thud, thud, thud Lub-dub, lub-dub The throbbing beat in my chest Uncontrollably echoing the chime of the unknown Reminding me of what I have to lose
"The dreams of a girl Not her own thoughts Deeper i fell I was taught, How to kill. Only in dreams Would i see Such a thing The horror seeped through No longer i trust
I slip, the ghost of the unheard girl no one knows I climb the stairs, ascending my personal heaven I sit, reclining against my personal deity’s throne
Here there lies An empty head Where hopes and dreams Once were instead.   The blankest stare From vacant eyes Should by this point Be no surprise.   The screams and prayers
Do not cry, for to cry is weak, And I’ll not ever be weak, not around you. And hold your tongue, for words do rip, And I’ll not ever rip at you, not you.  
How strange it is to see you here, even after all these years? Come, have you, to see me now, to see me lying in my cask? Have you come to mourn me now, or have you to degrade me once more?
Salt fills the air, sand covers the ground The crashing waves are the only sound I am alone, but I have no fear It’s the present moment I shall hold dear   All pain and joy from the past years
Sand surrounding me Upon waves that seem so calm With a sky so blue as clouds ride the wind  “Ah, is this paradise, or is this reality?” A pinch in the arm, a confirmer, I can continue life
Please help me And make these shadows leave Save me from the darkest street Turn the lights back on And I'm crying Then I'm broken Shattered on the floor The mirror hides unseen faces
Tears that awakened him at night already evaporated. Filled with words that aggressively stroked his nerves. We cant forgive how lonely he gets. We cant forgive his thoughts of destruction he starts to mimic.
She disappeared into the abyss of self dout and self ridicule knowing she can't f**k up anymore cuz they won't be there and the nerves were eating out her insides She hated knowing that it was the end of it all.
She is a girl.Living off the sustenance of guys' attentions.She is hurling aroundat a million miles an hour.Out of control.But she needs it,you see.If she slows or stops,she might remember
"The girl that on one sees A season she can't control  Pent up emotion she cannot free This time it's taking it's toll Down on bended knee Not freely these tears roll The breaking burning plea
"A deadly weapon in disguise But i keep my head down Horror fills their eyes I search for patterns on the ground Bright lights fills night skies But I still feel bound I look up wishing I could fly
"Dancing shadows Deep and dark Flying arrows Met their mark Weary gallows Done their part No more follow Lost their heart Inside is hollow  They lost their spark
      " We cannot escape They are coming With poisoned words And glinting swords           We cannot escape They are marching Towards us and towards the war             We cannot escape 
"Try, just try They shout across the void But false hope,like a lie It's my mind with which they toyed But real are the tears in which i cried Am I more than a mindless droid? Not to them
"Yes your majesty You claim  But it turned to trajedy  Not fame The core left me Am i to blame? what's it bring me? Nothing but shame But when i called out Nobody came
"Just know, It wasn't your fault you left The promises you never kept The clogged up feeling deep in my chest Like my concious refuses to rest Knowing I must complete the quest
"Footsteps through the fire But I don't feel a thing  Burning even brighter I sour on angel wings Down in a ditch I can see the light If I could only reach I try with all my might
Awake...Another dream to bring me back to this cold, lonely existence Alone...Left to suffer in silence as no one will hear my cries Awake on such a night as this to ponder why...
He calls me an "old soul" 
The waves role by, one by one the sun kisses my skin with it’s warm beams,  I am stuck, not just on this refuge  but stuck with nothing but my thoughts in a whim I have no distraction, what more could I want?
As I stand in front  of you almost 18. I wonder what my life would be like. Maybe you would've  been their for every  daddy- daughter dance  that I had to  miss because 
Laughter fills the room but a place empty No flowers were to bloom Just a late night memory   They come and they go
A hundred years alone By myself Stuck in my own head No one to turn to Animals begin to speaking, Walls and furniture do too All these things my mind makes up,
My old friend... a trinket to my soul that contributes to making my life more whole.... You are a gift to me.... one I cherish very deeply. The sun is starting to rise, take my hand, together we can avoid our demise....
Self esteem fizzles, Popping bubbles like tiny glass, Shattering myself worth, The clock on the wall strikes one, Darkness makes the room gloomy everything turns grey, As I close my eyes stars,
Ghosts fade, yet memories remain laced within the final song. Voices moan as the ballad grows although, they're all long gone. Feet in time, I dance the line wanting to forget them all.
Consider the possibility that Mother Nature could verbally convey what needs be. Instructing us to split far from society Furthermore, to take our own way Directing us at all times
Without you days drag on without any meaning without you the bleak existence that I once used to cherish is now waisted wondering why  why me why was I not good enough  and why did it all have to end
Your words fell like grace and warmth They rolled down my shoulders like the water in the shower I could breathe when they consumed me I was safe as they drowned me I wanted to live inside them
She tugs at her sleeves hiding her cold, white hands. With trembling lips, she breathes. Her soul compresses, lungs collapse, heart implodes. Beautiful boys, ugly scars,
I stare into her eyes and they tell me all I need to know but I ask anyways  Why do you push me away? Why do I feel the way I do when I hold you?
Don't you hate those desperate timesWhen the rain won't quit and the sun won't shineThe hard work you do, it's always criticizedNot much like the impoverished war crime And the road alone, it sure looks tempting
The dreary darkness driftsacross the vast blue sky wispy clouds travel aroundgradually attracting another addition All but ONEa lonesome cloudstruggling silentlynobody sees a thing 
When it seems I'm alone, I'm not, I have my mind, And my soul, My morals, My life, To look back on, To hold tight, To introspect with, To think of solutions, I'm not alone.
I... developed into a wolf of smart solitude I... lurked in the background not seen nor heard I...
and I walked outside and nearly broke my neck trying to watch the stars because that’s where I came from they tell me but if the galaxies are in my bones
E! was I Green   Someone painted me in Red   I lost my naturalness   Giving rise to artifice   I was posted   On a manmade web   Alterations had I gone threw
I just turned 18 And you don't seem to want me around So I went and bought a pack of ciggs downtown But all I can think is how ashamed you'd be right now   A stiff draw The air nibbles my ears
One day I saw a person on the ground and no one stopped to help  They walked around and over and past them,  Down the street and around the corner until they were gone And this person just sat there crying and bleeding, 
Melancholia The girl with the sad eyes likes drinking wine with the moonlight. The girl with the sad eyes likes to write poems when the stars shine. Words of fire,
my safe haven has always been the library, nestled among shelves upon shelves of beautiful, beautiful books old with new and new with old a mixture of the best and the worst of society,
It is so easy for someone to play with my heart I try to protect it and keep it away from hurt But whenever it starts to peek out, for there is a ray of hope, A piece that cannot be returned is ripped away
Chatter.  Surrounded by people,  yet I sit alone.  Afraid to come undone Nobody will know how hurt I am If I don’t talk to them.  To put on a mask I mustn’t let them know:
Who am I? I am the new definition of loneliness if it ever needed one I am unseen I am alone I am unwanted Trapped in this place I can't call home, in a city so dead This is who I am  
Some people are given a superpower. A power known and wanted by many.
She tried to kill herself tonight. I know why she did that.  She's depressed and was drinking and everything just built up and then. . . Boom. On the way to the hospital She said she wanted to sleep forever.
I remember facing your house, and thinking ¨Should I visit her?¨ Like the fool I was, I thought, ¨I'll see her again.¨ And so without a second thought, I got in the car and drove off. If only I had known...
Don't know where I'm at Can't see where I'm going Nothing seems clear anymore and I'm losing my faith Hope is gone Defeat staring in my face I'm scared I pray
I thought you´d always be there I thought you´d never leave Now you’ve left me standing With my heart left on my sleeve   You swore we were forever And never will we part
Tragically beautiful,
These voices are hurting me I don't know what to do Momma can't you see I'm slowly dying next to you   These voices are killing me Why won't they go away I can't live my life
Everytime I get my hopes up It all crashes to the ground.   Everytime I let someone in My heart becomes more cold.   Everytime I am left behind Only then do i truly know
He's desperate for another m
Trapped in the darkness with nowhere to go. Searching for anwers you don't already know. Gasping for air as your mind wonders free. Fear seeps in clouding your thoughts vigorously.
I began on a rainy, cold fall night. I was an ‘accident.’ The shaking hands and rage encompassed shock of my mother. The free money and sedentary existence of my father.
When I walk to school with headphones in
I'm not a mastermind of a poet, and no one needs to tell me this  because I know it.   I write whats on my mind,  with the intention of clearing my own sky, because I need it.   
You can't take the good without the badYou can't be happy without experiencing sadConstantly fighting a battle with good and evilAlways running back and forth, two sides never equal
The faceless-ageless friends didn't find her hiding. 
My fingertips smell like stale cigarettes
Crush. Break, crumble to pieces My heart ache with pain. Though true amor, i trust it. It has not arises to the occasion. Which leads me in utter annoyance. Such beauty and hope feeling not appreciate.
Listen to the beat, the harmony of your soul Where you eat and be in deep slumber It is telling you something So tap into your voice Let me hear that sweet synod
I see them together.
I am falling off the deep end, Soundlessly but quick. I am tumbling to my death, In a stream of unwritten words. I am stumbling through the night, Lonely and terrified.
Setting in the dark head full of thoughts the voices are screaming and screaming who are you? Do you even recognize this horrible being you call yourself?
So long I have lived in pain Yet he just now can see All the pain and grief That consumes all of me   How can I be happy When I’ve only ever been hurt Instead of vowing to heal my scars
  hands out with your palms up burned and bruised as you're reaching for love that isn't even there   arms aching  outstretched  for so long years and years
I wear a mask on the hottest day, in the middle of winter. Everyday. I cannot go without my smiling mask. I bring it with me where ever I go. "Why?", some will ask. To hide a secret within.
I am one
There are two pieces of me,One of which you'll never see.It's shattered and broken-And shall remain unspoken.  
I used to believe in a close happy family But now I've been awakened and feel so alone I always dreamt of staying together But I never dreamt of departing our ways
Take the hurt and leave the heal... Give me something I can feel.. Leave the sorrow, leave the pain, bring me something I can gain. Take my life dont leave me here, and if you wont then take the fear
betrayal and aching in your lungs the last half-sip of wine no u-turns   one missing stitch   bleeding ink on left hands whys and what-ifs alone at a table
I tried so hard to stay by your side
Eyes made of ice, And a heart made of stone. Everybody hates her, She knows she's alone.   All she wishes for, Is a single friend who cares. One who comforts her,
I am not my disorder, I am not alone in my fight, I am a force to be reckonned with, I am one that stands tall in the light, I am not a kicked puppy, I am not a shattered looking glass,
They say a pictures worth a thousand words But the pictures got ripped and burned Flood up and torn Natural disasters And man made lures Hands of the evil Minds of the fools Forgotten
I don't want to be that girl the one in the way or the one who cries from the pain.
When we are left empty, lying on the floor, the only way to have hope,
The soft ring of a baby's laughter, a smile the lips were always after. A miracle one heart beats,
I spend yet another night, jonsing for a kiss only you can give me, longing to be held only in your arms, wanting to cling onto you and lay down in our blissful silence, saying so much but at the same time, not much at all.
Where do you go when you want to be alone? There are a thousand places in the world i call home.  Some I have only been to in my mind. Others are high rocks reached after a climb.
I sit here alone.Sadder than my mind allows.Alone... With someone who hates me.That I can never seem to get rid of.Abused... By my own thoughts.That fold me into olbivion.
Fallen, have you? Thats alright. You'll still live To see the light. Lost your place? Turn around. I'll be there, Then you're found. Blurry vision? Take a breath.
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The townsfolk think I'm crazy. The townsfolk think me mad. Just because I spend some time talking to these lads.   They really are good company, I like them quite a lot.
You’re so alone.   It doesn’t matter that you are surrounded by people. That many care about you.  
i can be alone; i have been alone for quite some time; it’s fine, i will be  alone, but don’t worry.
Oh pale little lark, Where is your heart? Has it been washed away, On the ship of today? Tiny, sweet mother Growing sick of her brother. Tears run down the face,
A split in the ice,
I am no stranger to solitude. Him and I, we are old friends, reacquainted as the day draws to an end once more. He doesn't take kindly to other people, so he only makes his appearance when I am alone.
  A fatherless showdown. He is around but he’s not. His ghost still creeps in his body,
Abandoned Deserted Isolated Solitary Solo On your own By yourself You are your own company Everyone’s felt this before You know it’s true
It's 2 a.m., on a cloudy night as the man trudges down the street. He looks at the ground, then over his shoulder as he stumbles over his feet.   In his hand, an almost-empty bottle of Jack
Do we ever feel alone? yes. Do we ever feel forgotten? yes. Have we ever gotten help? no. Have your friends ever offered help? yes, but I think I don't need it.  
Colours we strive to leave behind, Hope of a future beyond our lives. A legacy at the mercy of future generations, It's the only variation.  
In the darkness you can see not a soul see not a soul but your own so there you are alone with familiar stranger feeling like you're in danger surrounded by who knows what the mystery weighs way too much
The cold and the confusion. The overlooked and the overdoses. The solemn and the silence. The fatigued and the forgotten. This is the only world I know.  
My th
I've kept quiet for months thinking I got better, thinking "this is fine now, I'm fine now, life is decent now."  Oh a fool with eyes shut and ears covered knows just as well as I do this is long term.
Alone You think you are But you're not. While you're in that dark corner Holding your legs that are folded to your chest Staring into the darkness Straining to see where your fear lies
Perhaps it is human nature to seek out hidden things? Or is it just to reach for things unseen? The mysteries of the mind are unsolved, and will remain as such.
Only a year ago I was different
In a land of misfit toys I stand alone but at first you would not think, for i am surrounded
I am alone in this.
You say I'm not alone but My tears pool And drop to the floor None next to me to hear My sobs None next to me to soothe My pain racked body The blood drips To splat on the ground
I needed
Bless her little heart  She gets scared at night Black ghost, black souls, black places she doesn't even know Bless her little heart, she's all on her own   She feels it's hands creeping around her ankles 
It's weird to feel your chest ache,
They said, "you can be anything you want to be."
My heart is a dull thud in my chest. Drained from all life, it struggles to beat once, twice,
No one listen, No one hear, No one look ,in case you disappear.   No one pray for,  No one to cry, No one to wait for with hopes kept high.   No one to miss, No one to kiss,
Here's to the empty human bodies who are numb to the feeling of their soul To the empty-headed, who I 
sound wave
Now it's been weeks since I have shed a tear for "you," But tonight I saw a distant memory that carried me away, Into a deep blue sky of long-past, whimsical dreams I once shared with a girl I once knew.
Tired of trying alone,
Eyes wide open,seem focused and all
Isn’t her smile radiant? Doesn’t it shine so bright? Can’t you see she’s happy?  
Kyle was love.When my heart was shattered into a million pieces,Kyle mended each broken fragment.When my mind grew incapable of functioning,Kyle thought for me.When my feet grew weary,Kyle walked for me.
A faint mysterious cloud rolls overhead. Darkness comes along leaving room for regret.   Memories engulfed with tiny drops of rain, Slowly warning this is no ordinary day.  
the broken glass from the picture frame you see the family photo did not describe me the broken glass did each broken piece is I i touch i bleed you talk i listen the sent of burning things the blood that kills me
I looked into her eyes and she said the words that I knew were coming they were the dreaded words that no person in love should have to endure but every man must "I think we need to take a break" 
    We’re all on that rocking boat, Rockin’ restlessly through high tides, a conveyor belt that empties the dreadful soul with no other way. I can’t see farther ‘cause my vision’s too blurry.  
I’m mental. I’m losing what’s left of my rapidly deteriorating mind. Its hard to understand a basket case. No one really does.
All these crazy things,
Bright, big smile.
Unfortunate. She drowns in the depths of depression. Necessity. She needs to get away. Escape. She vies for freedom. Personality. What's that?
I've been searching for hours, to find a reason why. It's 2 A.M. and I'm running circles in my mind. I whisper prayers that go unheard. I wonder when my thoughts will turn. To happy days
She needs a sensitive soul. A gentle touch. A loving heart.
All she ever knew
Don't fight me cause I'm noone.I'm the face u see when u look n the mirror.I'm the light that shines to the darkness but yet im noone.I'm something to someone but noone to myself.I'm
Flowers have been planted in my heart Roots intertwineing with my veins pulling them apart Seeds burrowed deep inside my chambers The planters thinking they are doing me a favor Some stay and help them grow
I feel sick. Sick of myself. Sick of my life.
I stand alone
Do you see me?
Friends are those who claim to have your back
Here I sit all alone No one to talk to No one to relate to Wishing that one day I won't have to feel sad One day, maybe I'll find someone to love me Or just maybe be alone forever.
Mama once told me “You’ll never find love If you can’t love yourself.” Maybe try to look like you care.” She left me in the bathroom Crying while I brushed my hair out. Mama said to me,
I think I started my new life As an anorexic angel. I woke up to my chapped pink lips Breathing snow that looked like ash
Who am I behind the camera lens?  I constantly take pictures with my friends. Everyone that looks at my Instagram  thinks I'm going ham.
Behind every filter which drapes imperfections, Lies you. Behind every word or argument you feel, Lies you. Behid every tear or aching, Lies you. But who are you? Who am I?
A stab in the heart from the blade you called love You said sweet things to my face then turn around and switched up Whats real & whats fake? In this time I couldn't tell
Yep.  Broken. Scared. Hopeful? Tired. Alone. Curious. Sad. Hopeful. Sad.
I ask you to listen to me You hear my words but you only hear, not listen You have not done what I've asked I ask you to care for me You care about me but only to an extent You have not done what I've asked
I can't cry. I sit amongst pillars of stone My mind is empty The pillars whisper things unknown I'm left in my thoughts They scare me Because they're empty
Eyes all on me
I see you   In a clear compact box
  Got on a plane and of course my first thought was you Memories of how you said you'd never leave I told you not to make promises you couldn't keep But you did it anyway
There was a chair that lied there so bare that you were supposed to fell.
It's a big world for sure. There's no doubt about that And honestly, that's ok.  Except for my loneliness.   What with the world being so big.
Somewhere in this crawl space that we call a brain,
Hey again.    It's just me. I got nothing to say No games to play No place to lay It's only me.   Im here by myself.
Yeah I know. This is supposed to be hard. This ridiculousness Has to get me Thinking I really miss this thing I felt. She Ain't gonna be my missis
I smile in hope they will stop staring. I smile in hope that they will see the beauty I see when I look in the mirror. I smile in hope to make someone's day.
I feel the warmth of strangers voices but I know I am alone.     In a semi coma a darkness pulls me under, to a sea of thought.    I wonder why can't I fell each snow flake land on my skin. 
Aggregation. No, irritation. No, Completly annoyed. NO! none of this even comes close to describing how i feel, because being invisible isn't something that words can describe. Someone already claimed you as their own, but i wanted you.
No one ever told me what i'd be facing today
She asked.
Happiness and Joy errupt like a geyser at Yellow Stone,
I stand with others
The sickness in my stomach Matches the sickness in my head And the aching in my head Matches the sching in my body And the hurting in my body Matches the hurting in my heart  
Things aren't right but you can't tellIt's like I'm trap all alone in this cell
I don't want to doit. I woudn't.I won't,that's the easyway out.But sometimes whenthe pain is too muchI don't think I'd mindif you did it to meinstead.
One stepand I felldown,down,into the dark.You promisd youwould save me,keep me afloat.But I remember thoselies well,as the tears floodeverything I know.
How much canI take? The drinksdon't drown me likeI hope they would.You killed me whenyou killed us. Youbroke me downwhen you dropped me fordiamonds.I don't shine or sparkle
Why is itthat I'm always therefor you? But whenI need you mostyou're a thousand milesaway.
Sick of this era’s categorization, overanalyzation, and hasty labeling of human beings.   They label us all smoothing stickers over our names,
I thought i could Trust you, To help take away the pain, But as the nights grow colder, And the days grow shorter, Your starting to fade away, Like an old Memory!
What am I underneath it all? I am afraid, of new, of alone, of failure.
If I saw a person and it was me I wouldn't  feel nothing because I don't regret what I see in front of my eyes.
Cold plastic is what I see It’s all you will ever be Whispers and actions Divides our “family” into factions Rumors and back-stabbing Anger from her blabbing “Second family” yeah right
Throughout history, there have been observers. There have been overseers. There have been sideliners. I am. The world moves on with constant motion. Oppression running wild without submission.
Writer's Note: I wrote this when I was young and realized even when your a grown adult you still dont undestand true family value.
But I'm probably just rambling to air at this point.  No matter how prolific,
F is friends who dont talk to you. U is for ur alone. N is for never having any plans at all, all you do is sit at home.
I am a she
to speak but cannot form the words that would fulfill my thoughts desire. to gain freedom but scared to face the breakout of war against another. yes, yes this is how you and i must feel, this is how you and i try to explain,
There’s a difference between being lonely and being  
The world was spinning, or maybe it wasn't, maybe it was all just in the young woman's imagination
3 a.m. knocks and awakes my fear. soft plush droplets  sparkle the stars, gliding down a glass cold water. Quite stale from a few hours  sitting on the bedside.
I thought of you today in the midst of fog and haze and though I try to forget your name, I thought of you today.   It's like this every year and a change is not so near
Demons live But not at night;
I met a guy who made me believe
The tumor is here The tumor is there There will be pain Coursing threw your vain Don’t give in Because there are two ends
At one point in time we believe we are the center Whether it was while we were younger and ignorant Or hundreds of years ago when man was just learning  
Look beyond my tattoo of a smile
Many girls all dream for this thing:
Tears don't mean sad or pain, Isn't even flow from wounded heart... Tears are way to express joy and sad... Emotion charged when fervently warmed... In Very sad or Ecstatic joy, 
No more it's all just a droneful abandoned plea of me to me for me by me to not be alone anymore. To have  one but  none I suppose? Or does it trace
Symbols never die... Their meaning never fades, Meanings though, change But they still stay Everything stands for something, Yet I don't know what I truly stand for Bravery, Courage, Truth
How can I face the world When monsters roam 'round? This world is so blurry, And I'm making no sound.   These monsters are huge Much greater than I But as I stand scared
Monday through Friday I race the sun awake. Shower, makeup, give my hair a shake. I dress for an interview, yet it’s my every day apparel.
I don't know what I'm doing here.
 I am alone in a school full of kids  I am aone in a house filled with my family I m alone while hanging out with friend
The pounding in my head won’t go away The rush, the high, flying None of it will go away The rush, the rush, it’s supposed to end The night over, the day breaking --but fuck that why end it early?
I wait, stagnant like the water beside a dam, wanting to move forward, but I can't.  Not yet. I am stuck. Restricted. Where did my voice go? It used to verberate so loudly through the mountain tops,
I fight my way through your Loquacious verbiage And open facade Of a closed door, Searching for entry To your ego I give respect for your walls And take care To walk around,
Neglect–ed Ringed out with blood and stretch marks. Wrinkles written in between the crevices of my eyes. They sting and burn. Fighting, fighting, and falling. I kept falling. I failed.
This thin comforter doesn’t hold me right It could never come close to comparing to your arms But given the circumstances I guess it will have to do
Silverstein wrote a poem                                                                                                                           I like to think just for me,
Redheaded girl, who sits and waits, For the days of cold to be over. Whispers of other student's rates, On the always unnoticeable cover.   The pain she feels is always real,
Me. Who am I underneath this costume? They want to define me. I let them. Family is the world. Suffocated by loving arms. I'm cute. I'm smart. I'm gentle, docile,
I'm always thinking and I'm dreaming I'm always creating and my eyes are gleaming  With the thoughts of what can be and what will My optimism is why I cannot keep still and some people wonder where it comes from
Inspiration is the key, to get past the heavy door
On the outside, i am sweet And on the inside i am obscene Yet in my heart, I am confused Because i doubt i am truly either Either way i am lost But my Shepard in the dark guides me
She was beautiful  She was wrapped in a blanket of beauty with a dazzle of sparkle  The sparkle you could see in her eyes when her crush walked by
Outside is an illusion, While inside shows reality. Outside is accepted and liked, While inside is hidden and safe.   Inside is tainted with past mistakes, Embarrassed of weak moments.
Imagine this You're in a room with no doors, windows, or anyway of escape. The room is filling with smoke and its becoming harder and harder to see and breathe.
No one is listening No one really cares No one can see me No one is there No one makes me laugh No one sings me songs No one likes my jokes No one plays along
                         a                      wish                    fills my                   mind. It                 closes   in                 on the  dark  
You're dropping "I'm sorry" like I'm still around.I don't care how you feel. I don't care about your excuses.You took for granted all the times I never let you down.
The guard is up No one can get in No one can see what I feel I don't want to see your face with pity clear upon it.   I built this guard many years ago When you shattered my heart
Why do I feel so alone yet I steadily push people away I say what I feel at the moment yet don't mean what I say  in my heart But my world is ripping apart from everywhere and everything
No one is looking for me.   I haven't disappeared, but why can't they see me?   That's alright, I'm not hoping to be found,   I already found myself
it sucks to be so alone, I remember when i was young it was just me and my brother leo, hardly any parents and its harsh to be on your own when you fall into that chicago snow, nobody wants to lend you a hand,
A lovely day, Dull yet gay, For a peace Prevailed.   But all was gone In the blink of an eye.
her life isnt as perfect as it seems its filled with false hopes and fucked up dreams and when she searched the world she failed to find her  one  and only  piece of mind
Just eighteen, oh so young, but all bulged up. Her mom will slap her, her dad will kill her. Her boyfriend will not even see her. She looks at the pile of books and articles on her desk, so messed up like her life.
  Life is complicated, confusing, nurturing, pleasant.
Perhaps one of the reasons  I like Halloween so much is because I feel more at home.
I'm so lost. I'm so weak. Everything I thought I once knew is now gone, its all down the drain. I feel so alone. I feel forgotten. No one care for the way they make me feel anymore.
The cello sat in the corner Dim charcoal cords run down its spine Still untouched and without pure rhyme Like a sparrow, whose lost their voice
They are all starting to evolve to become happy and involved i have been left before but never have i thought by them they don't even know but this distance is beginning to grow
whats this? its only just a claim whats that?  its only just a shame whos this? oh shes just a ghost a conversation with a ghost?  yes only because a ghost listens the most? hows that ?
whats this? its only just a claim whats that?  its only just a shame whos this? oh shes just a ghost a conversation with a ghost?  yes only because a ghost listens the most? hows that ?
I've become so alone, my mind has created these pale faces
You strum the strings of m
A smile covers the face of a boy from a broken home,
Behind the iron curtain Silence extends untamed And occasionally I mingle but It matters not who knows my name. Darkness decends As the blocks of color shift Displaying my change of emotion
It fills the air around, Though it is empty. Doesn't make a sound, Engraved in the memory.   It is constantly wanted, And by some, not.
The sun that rises every morning day, The light illuminates my precious way, The tennis court becomes my second home, Whether outside or in an indoor dome. I play for joy, for love, for sport, for peace,
There's regret and remorse then trying to forget and move foward, but all of this time I'm thinking...
World i cant count you, but you got this tendency of wanting me to be down for you, maybe im just lazy, Whitney get your shit together, you and these bitches you counting On, yall aint gone be shit together, sorry for the cursing but I'm telling
When the ocean is far awayand the wind is full of sand instead of salt,I dive back into the green pools offorgotten peace in your eyes.I swim through lakes of cheap vodkaand expensive memories.
I believe that I am a damaged girl. A girl who wanted others to be happy but herself. I am like a hidden book. I was ready to be read, but dusted on the shelf. I am the rusted pennies who wanted to be held and known as wealth,
Eventually it gets old You get tired of arguing just to have a conversation Your throat is still sore from yelling at the top of your lungs just to make sure your voice is heard
  Always Longing for  One touch Never within reach and Everyday the process begins again
Somedays I walk alone Not like I plan to or anything Just, I want to be alone Different minds, don't think a like Same minds, think alike I won't do drugs or drink Plus, if I smoke or even get near it
First impression Seems to be the best But why do I find it So hard to rest Late night thoughts  On my mind Its those same thoughts That take all the time Is time running out
Leaving others to take your place Oh how it feels to walk around bearing your face So these letters come, but what does it equal? Because I remember when I needed my father but you needed a needle
I am scared and alone I wonder what death feels like I hear snickers and whispering at all times I see hatrd in the mirror I want to be numb I am scared and alone   I pretend that I am happy
So I say goodbye to the daylight, To the sun I bid adieu,
Tears begin in her dead green eyes which fall and shatter like glass. Her heart had frozen long ago. On her face, She wears a mask.   To them She smiles; I see Her frown.
I see you. I hear your words. I feel your tears as they fall, forbidden from your eyes.   Oh how your sadness consumes you. Outside lies the false imagery of peace.
That's a start - in the room of my heart. My thoughts do not contain certitude, For there stands before me a physical facsimile Of you. Except lacking your attitude. Your timorous tone, You threw,
In a sea of people, In a crowd of friends, Too busy to notice Where am I? I am alone. Alone, In a sea of people, In a crowd of friends.
 1 Roses are red Violets are blue  your curtins are opend  and im watching you     2  Twinkle Twinkle little star i want to hit you with my car 
Alone. Surrounded by many But yet so alone   Confused. Scared. Tired.   Done. That word It’s scary   So many meanings That one simple word can hold
Living in a room where  nobody knows who you are  And what you are thinking about  Feeling depressed, having anxiousties  about what will happen  if I wasnt living on this earth 
You are the monster under my bed.
  Pushed out into this lonely and cold world I hide the true me
  Oh, the battles one fights in this life I was given
Oh! Bringer of water, thou hast lost me! Why must I cry for help that fades Into a deeper abyss I flee
Hold it. Girl, hold the smile. Hold the pain for a little while. A while longer,  and they'll see... But then fear gets the best of me. Hold it. Must hold them up.
Do you ever feel alone? Like the world is on your back, but you have no one to bear it with you. And you struggle and struggle, but you can't fight it on your own. Then someone comes
I guess I didn't know how to love myself. The things you said you saw... I always did think you were delusional. For I am not beautiful, I am not worthy of Want.
Sometimes we find that our lungs collapse,  our minds wrap around the idea of relapse. We fall to the ground and gasp for air,  why, oh God, is this life not fair?  With hands on our hearts and a knot in our chest,
Fair-weather sweetheart Hide behind your porcelain makeup Cozy and cuddling in an oversized sweater Fearing the touch of skin when she wakes up Expecting more I love you buts and you deserve betters
Loneliness is illness A silent danger   If left untreated, May prove to be fatal   Symptoms include Wishful thinking, an ache   Somewhere in the thoracic cavity
pink Pink is happy, pink is love, pink makes me feel up and above, pink is innocent , pink is the butterflies you get in your stomach when something great occurs,
We fought I left you didn't run after me. I ran to fast, finding a path for me. I threw the bottle and watched it shater. I saw that one piece that shined and went after. They don't know how I stay sane.
It's not darkness; there's no lightswitch
I am only a girl,a girl with a heartand a soul made of glass.   A girl who walks alone,keeping to herself.I am just a mysteryto the world passing by.  
There are no words left to clear this fog in my head. 
  Do you really love her? Do you really care? I could love her better. Why are you even there?   I care about her as a person, I don't just love her booty!
Shes beautiful and strong . She gave us life and is wise when to take it. She loves you even if you attack her. She gives to us, even when we steal from her. She tries to warn us but we won't listen.
I'm not okay But would you ever know? I paint on a face And walk around An empty shell Of what was one Shaky smiles Confused for laughter Red eyes For sleepless nights
One No one can feel the dark rivers of hatred flooding my soul Two No one knows about the bloody tears shed late at night Three No one cares about my consideration of my own destruction Four
I'm that weird girl that sits in the back The quieter you are the less attention you attract Though I'm not the only one who would rather it dark At times I find those with that same unique heart  
  For what is a heart if it is not brave?   What is it for   if not for feeling   the courage to invite every stranger   into Its home   To
If my body could talk Laughter would erupt from within and flood the air "Why do such random and strange thoughts race through your mind?" "Thanks for all the terribly fatty food that tastes amazing."  
You think I am scared of you but I am just too tired for it You think you have power over me But I have the power to walk away You have many friends But i always walk alone
I cry when no one's watching. So they never hear my tears.    I wait 'til they have gone, 'til it's silent.       'til the silence screams at me.        I yell back.               And cry.
With every word they say Her heart breaks a little more She only wants to break away A way to stop feeling sore Shes sitting in her room now Her eyes are empty, hollowed out She can't take it
From start to finish, I wonder why The cuts look good in this messed up lie The blood that trickles down my arm People all stare at the girl who self harms ¨The freak¨ they call me I turn to my name
Another cut, to distract the pain, Another pill, just to keep sain  Alive, but dead in a tormenting  Hell Kowing, you'll never fully get well Scaring away the few that stood by
An isolated graveyard only death to keep his guard willow trees rustle and moan grieving for decaying bone spirits hiding in the mist just the souls of the pain-kissed hiding behind name-carved stone
What do I leave for myself when the world has rung me dry. What have you left me with when you've picked me clean. Call me a broken down shelf, a tired little thing.
This earth is being attacked by what we produce And we live as if there is nothing wrong
Came in a text message I couldn't do nothing but stay still in silence thinking it's a joke  I felt used where the values of my heart didn't have no artificial price tag
The candle flame burns too hot. The flickering of its wic dances in the over heated breeze. This breeze offers no respite from the smoldering need.
When you read my words maybe you’ll feel my happiness and you’ll remember the night when we talked for hours with no curfew to stop us. It was lovely, but you weren’t really there. -
My mind kills me When I'm sitting all alone My stomach aches My skin tears But it's my thoughts That cut down to the bone   Nobody can see How much I cry at night
I am nothing, nothing, nothing.
There's a home in my head Less of a house, more of a shack It has me pounding on the walls Knuckles and plaster start to crack And as I'm bleeding from my hands At the hand of your words
I could say,   "Mama, Mama, Mama, come help me"   but you are so busy living out a Colorado fantasy
      Do you breathe in whistles, sir? Because every time I walk by that is all I hear.
Hey, how are you? 
Straight up walking with that Filipino-rooted feet My mind wanders off in a whirlwind But this ain’t really about my origins right now But it’s about me currently
Blind. Blinded by the sound of nothing. Silence. Breath. Slam. Bang. Click. The intesity builds. Lights come into focus. Shadows. Anxious feet. Steady.
  The cold pillow is engulfed around your face, full of tears, full of dreams and memories shattered.
You stand in front of the mirror, wondering where everything went wrong. You used to be so put together, so strong, so outgoing. Now, you're just a shell of that person.
So I lie here thinking, not doing, just thinking
Each moment completely whole   Each breath cherished   Each touch filled with joy    Each kiss remembered   Each smile because you're here
Is different from lonely I do not mind being alone I do mind being lonely  
there's something obscure about closure and asking for help ten years ago I would have shied away ten years today I'm still ashamed though, and when I write or take pictures, or try to play the guitar
Who can you tell Who can you trust In a world full of emptiness and lust Will they ever love you Will they ever understand Coming from a world with no helping hand How can they see
Introducing: the storm that brews in her mind... It's force and undying winds become too much to bear Left her drained, dry, just an empty shell A foggy reflection, an expressionless stare  
My friends don’t know it, And I can never say.   Because when their world come tumbling down, I’m there. And if not me then someone. Always.   I’m grown up and strong,
Lying awake while nosie in the background fills the space in my mind, putting off the feelings I've felt on the surface to bring the dark ones to light I'm scaring myself tonight  
When I am able, I speak my mind. But mostly, I am silent. Their Judgment will be final so I stay away. Only to find thier eyes back on me. I try to be noticed in positive ways,
7pm on a Friday night, the breeze blowing through my skirt.
I pushed to hard I've gone too far There's no turning back and redemption to be had It's not fair I've come too far to have it end in dispair Blood, sweat, and tears my worst fear
Lone Wolf   Wandering among a forest of pines And through the chilling snow Trying to find a place of warmth
Long before I had begun to know i had a fear of growing old i counted the days that have come to pass Here all alone In the Back Trapped inside my head Desperately trying to escape
Blue streak on black hair
I stand on the cliffs rough edge, A pack of wolves gathering behind me, And so I have a choice, Just one simple choice: Stay or jump, Jump or stay? If I stay, I'm eaten alive
Lonely is not a word that I like to hear,  it echos in the vast silences that are filled by lies,  Lonely is a storm shadow cast over an empty jungle gym,  
All you see is the exterior form Instantly you judge me by my face, clothes and background Yeah I'm different, isn't everyone? Flawed human beings we are Hiding behind, creating an illusion
It was a joke Such a cruel, sick joke The type of joke that your best friend pulls on you When you are sleeping
Don't think you can ignore me Walk out of the door and out of my life I looked up to you and thought of you twice To me you were everything, the reason I lived and breathed
You are the sunshine i am the rain i just wanted You to be mine but You were avoiding pain  
The visible me is protection. But not my protection. Yours. It is better to see me as I am; good student, good grades, good manners, good. The visible me is protection.
I never thought I'd see the day; Where I'd struggle to find the words to say; But you leave me pondering, yet breathless; I can't hold it back, I must confess this; Your eyes read a book, yet you remain a mystery;
4:30a.m. GET UP! Shower,dry,makeup,put on a sweater and jeans and boots You're beauti.... 6:50 a.m. Wipe tears 7:20 a.m. Go to school Eyes..whispers..
My little sister hides from me But she can not hide her pain Always followingAlways shadowing
breathe the sadness that stitches your ribs together and choke on the chances you missed  
  A puppeteer strings an open mouth, She is me, and I am her.   Tells me what to say− Obedient, teeth clacking.                                                   Indecent
The Antithetic Leaf   Come on...blow me away; Get me off of this tree;
Left with a broken smile, A twisted girls mind Can take you a mile Through the decisions she's made She's haunted by pain Brought to light to see The only good decision she ever made
She was locked in her cage
I could stay up all night with my knees to my chin And whisper about the conundrum I'm in.
They say that the pen is mightier than the sword; But the only blood that can be spilled is from the writer herself, The battles waged are those within, And the King served is one unknown. Shrouded and covered.
This is one who creates, who tries to thrive, especially because she was dropped into the fierce tidewaves and learned to dive.
I'm hurting I'm crawling I can't find my heart I know you have it but it's falling apart you don't see but I'm crying and dying inside When did I get so low? When did I give you so much control?
The most difficult year in ones high school years Scholarships, exams, and tuiton Things that get us down, make us stressed Difficult but worth it  
Why the fuck do we need money to help people with injuries or illnesses? Why can't all of the countries around the world make an agrrement to make health care free?
We Aren't Meant To Be Alone
We sit face to face,but there is something in the way. An object that gives you satisfaction, its in my face and your eyes are lost and I wonder is this gonna work.
I feel entirely empty, so lost & distant; You leave me nothing, but a reminiscent; I hear your name and my heart skips beats; I try to cope, but always experience defeat;
My time is coming, I cannot
Risk this is more than a word this is the sweat that trickles down your skin and play with your nerves this word leave people speechless scared to move on a foot on the week and
One day we'll live together, he promised. One day we'll see each other every day, he promised. One day we'll kiss each other every night, he promised. Until that one day never came. 
It was the boys in my eighth grade class The boys in my eighth class I couldn't seem to get past the way they laughed at me.  The way they laughed you knew that they were laughing at you 
Some times I feel useless unimportant ugly depressed and alone no one loves me every time something happens I am the blame they judge me for who I am
I am afraid. I am afraid of everything. I'm not afraid of spiders, snakes, or tigers.
  Controlled, calm a very steady mind. Fooled under pressure hidden over time. Hunted by shadows, a very cunning kind. Am I greater or am I leaser, these thoughts drown my soul.
Sometimes you meet a girl And you try to imagine what she's truly like. You don't know. I think that it's harder to meet the real, "Someone" because people are so guarded today.
She was a sad girl Although, no tears fell from her eyes. Her sadness was hidden Her smile full of lies.   She had so many dreams
Held back by our own limitations,so we start on our medications.Arguments fought through litigations,never considering the implications.  
One. Today my boyfriend wanted to have sex. As we sat in his truck he tried explaining to me why this is a good idea. Two. “Come on baby,” He tried guilting me into it. Three. “We’ve been dating for 3 months,”
You feel it, like sweet kisses upon your skin. Kisses you yourself have never known, but still imagine.
Man have to know what's alone is.
    When she lys in bed asleep
"Forgotten to become "   Disperse
Crying in my room. I just want to be accepted. Just want to be loved. I don't know why it has to be like this. With so many people that already can't stand me. How could I ever show them the real me?
The rush you give me is addictive.
It's a lonely day when i don't see or talk to you
I feel alone, in the most populated places in the world I feel sad that im misunderstood I didnt know how bad it was to be livin in the hood. School motivates me to succeed 
Why don't you come on down to my place?/Just take a seat in the chair by my suitcase/Find that space next to the wall/Though I've been here before, I haven't seen it all/Like the wind, I move from place to place/The only constant is my suitcase/T
If you can't read the photo it goes-   Here I sit in this rut once more, waiting, longing. I wish I could stop but it only goes just, beat, beat, beat. And the raging thump continues just
He struggles to find his place in this world But for putting up walls, he should get an award Because the only person he shares his feelings with Would never even be able to understand it  
The fires burn in the distance nowyet he feels better, some howGasoline and matches, his keys to freedom
Why did you leave me behind? Was is becase of your pain? Or was it because of mine? I wish you could of talked to me, before you left me behind. I miss you daily,
Everyone leaves. No one dwells past what they have to. They run never thinking of you. Leaving you with no one left to turn to. If a color was you, then you would be blue.
I am alone A single soul Who's heart is cold Bound by the thought of everyday madness Kept awake by the sobs of every night sadness  The tears feel like fire upon my eyes The days end in long sighs
As the years go by She grows with the changes of life Her simple worries and fears Turning into grave strife   No longer a little girl Believing in fairytales they would tell Stuck in her mind
Pounding head
It's so easy to get sucked into
Look before you leap That's what my mother used to say to me
The tiny tears slide down her face Alone and hopelessly Searching for a single trace Of whom she used to be Carefree, innocent girl Untouched by the evil unseen Now corrupted by the world
It really doesn’t hurt, But yes, I know my weight. I see the way I look, And I see you looking too.   It really doesn’t hurt, Besides, even I make jokes, My odd shape is comedy gold,
For all the love I have to give No one can learn to live with it I'm restless, weary and fading Straining to remain the same Another date, another day No love shines in this shade
Sitting in a dusky room all by herself   The words repeatedly playing in her head “it will be as if I never existed” She curls up in a ball trying to pull herself together
Everything I say is wrong So i've been staying quiet Not speaking for so long
The girl who seduces everyone that's who I was trying to be I ended up with troubles
  Childhood last for so many years, but not very long The mind of a child lives on for so long, Until the age that you spawn as you no longer are considered a child by law
I feel. Unspoken words I feel a wrath beyond my state   Whether to a walk with or without I can't let go. I can't do so The dark throughout the void
Ongoing War
What have I done?  The person I loved…cold, limp, and lifeless…is before me.  The person I loved is calling out for help… no one can hear… I took no action.  I watched the person I loved… die before my eyes.  I look at my arms… splattered with bl
Blind Ambition Keeps me wishin' I had someone like You   Orange burst of passion Purple mist
Abandoned yet hopeful,
  Hello, hello, is there anyone here. Please hear my cries if there’s anyone there. Oh dear God, what have I done?
I advised myself to write the things I couldn't say, or wouldn't say out loud on this paper.
Masters of Darkness. Assassination specialists. Asia's most feared Assassins. Hiding their faces from society.
no no no ! it cant be happening again PLEASE NO ! leave me alone, get your hands off me, please leave me alone ! deep breaths, sweating, the hands reaching out of the walls
no no no ! it cant be happening again PLEASE NO ! leave me alone, get your hands off me, please leave me alone ! deep breaths, sweating, the hands reaching out of the walls
I cannot let me feel To feel is to hurt Hope turns black with each shedding tears What once felt excitement is only filled with dread I cannot escape this prison I made for myself
Imagine, during the first few months of when you first understood what words, languange, and feelings were you were called ugly. Imagine how for the next years of your life you were reminded of how ugly you were.
This hair is not going to do, these bodies all irregular to mine.
Alone. Alone is how I feel when there's no one near, alone is how I hate to be. And when there's tears coming down and my smile is upside down, I hate that it's just me.
Why can't things be. What they used to be. When I felt special. Around you. Guess things got too serious. Thought we could both bring the best out. In both of us. But I feel so alone.
Can you hear me? The one who is supposed to care for me though all that I do. Can you hear me?
Old structure stands solid of stone Old structure  sits all alone 
It's been another long night With another hard fight That I endure alone Because so few know And nobody cares That my skin tears When I'm left to myself Because there is nobody else
It's like a parasite  Feeding on all my energy.  I'm consumed, engulfed by your love While you are merely floating in it. Why is it that we dont share the same fate?
Leave me, I'm hurt can't you see? From the harsh words you've said to me, I'm fed up with the tears,
I am always lingering, never speaking When I am speaking, no one is listening,
Alone. Alone. Alone.    He walks away slowly, lost but not gone. My face burns with acid; my fists are solid stone.   Alone. Alone. Alone.   
Is it not enough for you that you've ripped my heart out already. You fucking broke it and now you have to step on every single one of the pieces too? Was it never enough for you to just know that I loved you?  
We're all fucking alone and I hate being reminded of it.   Leave me And then come back showing me pictures and videos of you without me.   Leave me And then never reply to my
people tend prey on the weak ones as much as they hate to confess.
Forget Me Not *controversial*    Morning sickness brings the blues, Monthly cycle is overdue. She was drunk that night, Flinging morals in the wind,
Small Doll chips away, Small Doll likes the fray, Small Doll knows nothing, But the sad decay,
Is it time for feeding? Because you gather around me, Feasting upon my looks,
There is a river inside of me, It always flows, impossibly deep As it holds all I can be My dreams, my passions, memories The water is cold; It chills my bones No one knows where it flows, 
Mono-one, s
I'll explain, and I'll try not to weep as I speak. But please listen, and don't ridicule me. Things occur for a reason just like the transitions in every season. The love I have for Him has sprouted up, and will not wilt.
The Closet   There is the universe. Inside that universe is the solar system,
Goodnight, Moon Eyes, I guess our stars are gone And although I'm just a black hole, I know you could be my sun
Everyone is alone
You can find me where the dust sparkles in the window from the sun's rays You can find me- there   I'll be hiding beside the curtain blending into the wall
In the greatest strings of logic, and the most concise and thought out stretches of time, where do I stand? Continuity, Four, five, six, three, When I die, are bones all that are left of me? Immortal,
What can you do when there are no other options left
Black is the secret kept inside me Cold and lifeless where none can see   Gray is the line upon which I tread To lie or to tell? A choice I dread   White is my soul which none have touched
I can see you feverishly stabbing away at your keyboard the glare of the computer screen illuminating your countenance 
Why am I nor happy? I have such a big porch for me alone. I have the life that no one else owns. I have gold that no other holds. Why am I not happy? I have all I want, But something stands.
Im not the same person I was a month agoMy heart stopped racin
I have memories of past lives sewn inside my brain They come rushing at me in the night like an oncoming train. In between sleep and awake is where I most feel at home I drown in my thoughts--
Sleepless night and a flickering light the shadow glares, from above it snares   slow tunes fill this space with nostalgia
My friends don't want me Life is getting hard I'm feeling so lost And it's tearing me apart There is no one to turn to Nobody cares It's making me retreat
panic arches in my gut, deep and visceral pain  and i can't breathe, can't see, can't hear  anything but the relentless beat of a butterfly's wing against my rib cage
You might want to get out a pen and paper and take some notes Listen up, no texting please, awkward eyes contact is necessary We’ll start with some basic rules, you'll want to write them down
Alone on a couple’s bench I sit Won’t you come to hear the stories I tell? For when I disappear, that may be it.   All my life, I stood the misfit, And to this day I still repel
Sometimes I mess up, I know I'm not perfect. Does that still mean I'm not your baby girl? What have I done to make you almost disappear from my life? Did I say or do something wrong? If so, can you please tell me?
There's a peculiar type of loneliness incurable by just your company.
I wish I could hug you, look you in the eyes, tell you that everything will be okay; that I will take care of everything when you're gone. But I can't.  
I trace the wind It’s path, it takes me Past the part Of happy endings Now I swim I swim so swiftly I cry, I try To hear myself   Can I reclaim my innocence
Lambs thrown to lions not yet taught how to run-- stumble and yelp with hopes set to the sun.
Too young to make life decisions. Too old to depend on mom. Wandering on the uncertained journey of life independently.
Different. That's what they say it will be. Different is like how doctors say you will feel a little pressure,  when really it's pain.
Above the earth we lay, Slowly we decay and wash away,
Counselor: How bout we start by you telling be about yourself ME:  *sigh* So where do it start?
I came to my father and said, "Father, I have straight A's." Ignoring me as he turned to my brother. "Son, don't ditch school or get F's. You're the one that carries the family's name."
As the tears rolled down her face, she thought she was all alone; No one to hug her, no one to tell her that she is loved. Her thoughts began to strengthen.
I'm the type of person to keep things to myself.
i look in the mirror and cry myself to sleep
One mistake, will you ever let me forget it... Understood what was done was wrong Understood this was a disappointment to you. But hey let’s think of it this way, What else is new? So hard to please,
You said you would always be there. You said you would never hurt me.  You said you would always protect me.  You said you would always be in my life, No matter what. You said you cared about me.
Dear Love: How have you been? I remember when, We first talked; It’s been a while since then. And I hope we’re still friends, We got some issues, but let’s mend the fences.
The day is towards its end Your hands are wrapped around your head Why won't the pain just end? Blame yourself for all that's wrong The days feel way too long The nights are far from calm
I wish that I could sleep, I wish I couldn’t see, All the things that we could be. I wish that I could breathe, I wish that it was we, But it’s you plus her, not me.
I look around but see no one,At least no one that I have knownFor here in this forgotten world
Who's right? Who's wrong? We'll see in time the lyrical meaning of this song. Pissed off, confound. I'll show you who's getting hurt this time around.  
These days I feel so lonely, Running from the things I fear, from the things I love.  
I am living but I'm not alive Everynight I let myslef cry I go to sleep hoping to never wake up I am living but I'm not alive  I've gone through things and I wish I died I wake up but I'm still dead
Abandoned. Left alone to face the rest of the world, It’s okay I guess, I’m used to it by now. They found me years ago.   Screaming from inside an abandoned apartment, Starving,
The demon of loneliness sits on my chest as I lay down in bed, thinking of a life where I'd be able to say I'm happy and mean it. The demon of loneliness fills my head with strong, convincing words of pain. "You have no one." It says.
Because it is vulnerable, an option, you might see. Wide out in the open, entire visibility.
Kindness, is it only but a word?  A person who hears people's needs. But oddly, sadly, is never ever heard.
You try your best to see the light. In a blinding sheet of darkness. You ignore and try to forget.
Poetry The tall, dark and handsome man I long for His broad shoulders are the frames to the most beautiful painting His eyes illuminate in the sky like the stars Almost as if you could touch him,
I wanted lavender walls to enlighten the pain while walking through the door Stained glass windows to add color to dull days Tan carpet that felt soft on all the rough skin it touched
A love is something that should cause no tears I had my share of hopeless sighs and yet I'm free of care without a cause to fear
To be heard is a marvelous thing To really see what isn't seen And feel what is really spoken Humans were made for this sort of connection You see to be truly human is to be truly known
I feel like I'm falling, into an inevitable destiny of disapointment.  Full of empty black space. No one in sight, nothing but space.  Chances are, I'll face the world alone. 
A potent mix of emotions and shattered dreams quench the thirst of a lost soul. He wanders aimlessly seeking that in which he will never find, but still searches nonetheless.
"Why must love feel like a heart attack"?Some may sayCausing our hearts to sputter one final beatThump, thump, shhDifferent types of love lause different types
All I've ever wanted is love and respect, nothing else amused me except... the times I've worked for hours trying to refuse, the feelings I feel when out of school,
What I Hate Do you know what I absolutely hate? What makes me so sick to my stomach? And my skin crawl with repulsion? I’ll tell you what I hate:
The battle's raging, A war in my head. Shot's have been fired, My feelings all dead. I sound the alarm and call for retreat. But its too late for that, As I've already been beat.
Another day, another way,
   I love you
I am holding a bladeUp to my wrist In the knife all I see is lies upon liesBut then I see youAnd your little blue eyesYou say put the kinfe down AuntieOr I will crySo I put down the kinfe
You know that place between sleep and awake?
"Laugh," they said. 
Abandoned once again Find strength, confidence, when? Smile when you're sad Cry when you're happy Nothing makes sense thoughts overlapping Long gone from this world Heart broken, lost, hurt once more
Gone gone gone away ran ran ran away from here away from here darling i know you are afraid but please please try to stay stay here your Childs right here and she says she said she loves you
someone could have loved her someone did love her but i never loved her i broke her,
I down another bottle To wash the pain away. For a brief moment, I feel a bit okay.
I don't have the words anymore. They escape my mind as freely As they once rolled off my tongue. I don't know what happened But somewhere between then and now You took my whole world and flipped it
My life is unusual I hate myself completely, if my life were a story I would just delete me    I'm dramatic nd mad Im never fully happy, my only emotion being anger, nd attitude nothing less than crappy  
I feel like I’m drowning In a sea of people, Whose thoughts and ideas Overpower mine.   I’m just one person With thoughts and ideas that seem far too alien, too simplistic.
Can you even hear him? Or do you block him out? Afraid of what he could say That would make you feel so proud...   Do you even try now? To let him in your 'house'?
Life moves on. 
i have no energy to stay awake but no strength to drift to sleep im just kindof sitting here not living but just existing functioning as only a living human body while my soul shrivles and turns 
Do you know what it feels like....
Down, from my sleep to the floor, I came tumbling down. The wind and waves caught the ship And whipped her stern around.
room spinning eyes watering cheeks flushing lips quivering heart burning  lungs ghasping  just an average night alone in the dark
Daddy why did you leave me  Aren't you supposed to  Hold me  Love me  Comfort me  Daddy why did you hit her Aren't you suppose  to protect her Love her Respect her
I am not who you think. I am more than this. I have to be. I will not end. Some part of me remains.  
When i was born My mom wanted to name me Roxann, MY dad would not allow her to due to the once popular song by the police
A walk along the beach..A whisper in the wind..Without these things, I could no longer pretend.A hike among the trees..A nap in a meadow..I'm never followedby your ominous shadow.
Has a person ever seen such darkness? What makes this real? Tender kisses and blind movements, All just to feel.
I began to walk away 
The pieces never fit to begin with.    Given fragments of things that don't match;  they weren't even close...  Wanting rain for every moment,  lost in a place with no way out, 
Red-headed beauty  with the brightest green eyes...  I watched as she threw herself away.  The heart's wounds more hidden  than the scars on her arm,  she wanted nothing more 
Abandoned, incomplete works of emotion  litter these several spiral-bound books.  Unfinished letters to people  I hate and love with all my heart.  The words lie on the paper, 
Night after night,  into the miserable hours  of another weary morning,  I waste my time  lying restlessly  in a bed too familiar.  Tiny branches of red 
Don't think I'm crazy, but I feel so Damn lonely. The nights when I just wanna cry and have someone there to hold me. When you try to make friends just to escape pain, and emotional suffering. That's when you figure no one's there..
We not together but I love what we got but I can tell the vibe is gone when the text messages start getting short and the phone calls stop being long
Don't judge those people, They all have their own stories. Why can't you hear them?   Look at their faces, Are they sad beneath their smiles?  Listen to their thoughts.  
Don't move,
It is dark Like a crow’s wing Thick Like despair   There is no one Like the world died Empty Like a pot   Pain is stretched Like a rubber band Resonating
I'm the kind of person who worries about leaning my seat back in airplanes.
        suddenly i am julted awake by that feeling. it strikes through me like lightning and thunders in my head and leaves a pouring storm of rain falling continuously from my storm cloud eyes.
One Cut, Two Cut, Three Cut,  Four.  How bad is a couple more?
I walked a weary path, Downtrodden and alone; No friend by my side, And nothing to call my own.
Looking down on a lovely lady,
This morning I saw you I saw you talking And laughing And smiling With all your friends around you And I started to cry Tears dripping down my throat And into my heart  
Thoughts are Drowning me In my head A pool Of lies And conspiracies Not stopping Until I have sunk But I know how to swim   Memories are Burning me
I'm so confused The hurt inside me is so surreal I can't escape it It just follows me constantly Growing, growing I feel myself suffocating I just want to be good enough
Sitting in a corner I hug my knees rocking back and forth as the walls close in on me. Four corners, four walls, they have been my home for an eternity. Every day I wait and hope for the day when the doors fly wide open.
Incompetent minds with unyielding thoughts she keeps to herself and guards her soul   they dont understand they only observe she stays in pain but keeps her control  
nervous and edgy you look at her
I place the key in the ignition,I put the car in driveand press the gas pedalbut I go no where. I open my mouth,and move my lips,I push air out
There is something stirring  It threatens fear It threatens death My only escape is to drown Drown it out Push it down Do not breath Do not think Do not cry
I am an ice burg
This war I was ‘fighting’ Has left me with broken bones, Tattered clothes Nothing left in my soul I’ll run And I’ll run Until I find you, I’m running
Life of a bully oh how it must be to have people cower all over your feet Storming and raging, even the skies are afraid of who ever would come across you and your rage  
If I was not alone, how joyous I would be, The smiles upon their faces no longer a mystery. I surrounds myself with hundreds, even thousands of my Friends.  
The world in a perpetual state of distraction;
The time has come to fade away. We had the world but now it's gone, your beauty took on many forms. Now you're gone and my heart is torn. Ever since you left, I started to rethink my life.
However lonely Only is non-existent You are not yet an island You are not yet in silence Nor will you become a blank moon Keep your eyes hoisted above the frames Do wander tonight without a name
I have a guard Obedient and spry. Whether I want him or not, Is stuck at my side. Alert and on point, Eyes peeled to the brow. The wind is against me, And he defends anyhow.
on cloudy days she sits alone
As I stare upon these walls they speak of nothing to me.   As I stare upon these walls they hope of setting me free. As I stare uon these walls it cast a shadow over my longing heart,
Tap Tap wait Tap Looking for connection Looking for something that can't be found Hoping this time it will be there But it's not Hold Tap Tap Tap Wait Tap
Am I going insane? feels like i'm in another dimension. Stop, get out of your head, you have to pay attention. Surrounded by your classmates, but feel alone all day. Dismissal bell means nothing, 
This girl, she lives a normal life everyday, she wakes up, gets ready and goes to school. She is physically there but not mentally or emotionally.
I'm back, but I'm falling apart I'm back, but I'm lacking the heart, That I need to keep movingAnd what do I think I'm proving? Starving for attentionReceiving it in the form of tension,
Is it the crickets' chirp after the whole world has quieted That fills my heart with emptiness? Or is it the nights spent alone Under these cold covers? Perhaps its the memories of once Belonging
you say you love me you say you care about me but how am i supposed to belive  when you never show me  
Simmer in the sun, Dive in the lake. Roll in the fescue, Feel the wind break.   Frolic in the flowers, Dance in the rain. Twirl under trees,
By: Anyssa Q. E.    A bouquet of senses, Of course will be sensed, as a bouqet of roses enjoyed, But a bouqet of symbols, With scents so intense, may sometimes go along ignored.   
So I walk aimlesslyWithout aim   Where did I come from?Well, that’s a trivial matter  
At the end of the day, when the flashback startsThe brilliant rays of the sun isall I’ll remember  
If you have no intention of loving me Then let me be. For I am tired and sad and broken And need no contributions. Shaky as a fawn, I am learning to stand But empty promises and tender words
i am an introvert  a social retard unable to act human around even the closest to me. what comes with  these handycaps these countless curses sorrowfull setbacks is my words
Ran Through the White Fog             Selected             Lined with a decorated past             Finding new sights with old eyes             Your courage is tested  
so fucking alone lying in my bed  exhausted as im trying to pick up my phone but no one is home so i sit here alone  on this pollow of foam pillows scatter my bed
A Shadow among the Darkness   Lingering among wood, hear his footsteps move the earth Tranquil in sound, with transitioning beauty within the nothing Black light swirls over the endless night
Reality is like a fr
come find me cause im all alone mourn with me
Hollow Ghost of Red Heart             Ominous with frantic rage             Yet vindictive under the Vail             Luminous as starlight nights
Breathing Just Fine             Held under water             Gazing upon him             We fight for a way out             The sea blue runs black            
Feelings?  What's that? Well I'm too dumb for that.   Happy?  What's that? Well I'm too numb for that.   Nice And proper ? Whats that 
The screen in front of me Makes my eyes hurt.
I looked up and saw that dark shadow, My keys fell to the ground, and I knew I wasn't allowed to make a sound. The next few seconds went in a blur, Until you bashed my head against the window my words began to slur.
Gripping the razor She admires its silver tone Exposing her wrist She examines her canvas She glides the razor Ever so gently Feeling the painful hole in her chest go away
She always looked for a silver lining But never thought it would be a silver razor One side dull The other thin, sharp Admiring it reflecting the single light in her room Gripping it in one hand
Stranger in a crowded room Fate continues to weave at the loom Your entire life mapped in one tapestry  And you stand alone, helplessly    You begin to wonder, 
 body of a goddess , roses melt at her feet . Her body says it all so she doesn't needa speak . she's intelligent not a soul will ever know , her name doesn't even matter cause she's known as a hoe .
Ferrari's are red, Suby's are blue,
waiting in the sideines for someone to come along doesnt have to be anyone just dont let me be alone cant wait any longer for something thats not meant to be please come for me somebody
  You say you wish to know me, but how could you?I do not even know myself.This must be your test of Love; the test of my truth against the lies.
Days, Weeks, Months, They pass. And I wait. I wait on you. I wait on a FaceTime,  A call, Some word. But you don't call. You don't FaceTime, You send no word.
Homeless individuals sleep with dreams of what they used to be Now they have moved on leaving the new generation drowning sea to sea No education, no temptation, to get a dream fulfilled
The time has come, my choice is made This life is cruel and humanity has no hope
I tread a lonely passage, With cliffs at my side. It stretches onward and curves some, What treachery does it hide? It's been a year since you disappeared, and the times have gotten worse.
I'm okay even though my world is falling down, Even if I've grown up in some forgotten town. I'm okay even though my skin is full of spots, Even if I'm way too big to think about cute tops.
I wish that they could know me for who I really am but all they hear is rumors and here I go again...Down life's road alone, without you by my side I don't tell you that I love you or that you make me feel alive, instead I just leave it all insid
A sadness so deep  A darkness so sad nothing, no one, anyone  you can never you will never Touch your knees with your nose Hide, from it all World fading
It is strange that I had never touched a cigarette until I had remembered how the taste would linger in my mouth after I had kissed you?
I try to find myself, but I've been lost for forever. It's like I'm going in a circle so you'd think I'd know better. I'm somewhat lost in a trance,  I can't find myself. Took 34 pills disregarding my own health.
Sitting here alone in the darkness of the night,
Soon will come a day A day in which my life begins The beginning of my time where my clock finally tics   Waiting inside this darkness I met you You camoflauged and kept yourself hidden
In the time after my death a flower grew above my grave The roots reached down and intertwined with my body Now I am the blue grey flower you see when you pass my final bed
In the time after my death a flower grew above my grave The roots reached down and intertwined with my body Now I am the blue grey flower you see when you pass my final bed
When I was a baby my mommy read me the story of Annabell Lee.
Woe is me, so it seems. By: Anyssa Q. E   Out of place, I've always been. It seems nothing  had a care. The moon above, nor valley elsewhere, had a share of golden care,
The city pulses with life  crowds fighting their way down sidewalks  throngs of cars inching their way down streets.   Lights glow above everyone's heads and the tops of buildings reach for the sky.  
  The hustle and bustle of the city Fills you ears, eyes and nose. You see the chains of cars inching forward Slowly – one at a time. You smell the putrid odor of sewage
Help me- I'm broken Help me- I'm lost
She crys at night to see his face. As every memory appears a tear falls. Her world is a dark bleak hole,
They Stand Tall, Higher Than The Sky, I Know They Could Kill Me, But I Continue To Fight.
When I'm left alone, Every doubt and question comes to mind. Every single ounce of my depression, Roars its ugly face, And racks every inch of my body. I'm floating in old memories, Old mistakes...
Anyone can handle being accepted,But how will you or me accept rejection.Some find it saddening,While others find it frustrating.When you feel strongly about someone,You just cant let it be.
Alone is one of the worst things to be When all you feel Is tired and empty. You can cry You can weep. You can shut off the light And beg for sleep. But it won’t come And you’ll still be
Approaching the park Someone sits alone in front I hoped it was you
Roses are red Violets are blue. I'm not at all jealous Or angry at you.   I'm just hurt from the truth That everyone told me So now I just want to Make sure you're not near me.  
Who am I really?
There was a pretty angel, once upon a time. And this is her sad story, of her heart of mine. 
Look at you So young So lost A compass without direction You do not yet know the cost You smooth your hair You stand real tall Already knowing that you are small
kicking, screaming twisting, turning my heart is broken  and feel like its burning   she was mine and now is gone her name was athena at three months along  
You whisper the words The aching of heart Hidden tears etched into soul Caverns of desperation Pillaged of joy “What is the source of your pain?” I wail Divided soul Divided life
From childhood’s hour I was not the same As others were; I did not play games
Pain I feel it taking over me inside The cries, the struggles The pain that needs to be set free Why did you hurt me? Why must I feel the way I do because of you So many questions gone unanswered
just a clone Alone forgotten a beast   no free will chained  caged  harvested   light prince of hell hated  just a creation  
just a clone Alone forgotten a beast   no free will chained  caged  harvested   light prince of hell hated  just a creation  
In a world of pain,lonliness and sadness i want to be their super hero with a magic wand that creates joy and happiness i'll  make all sorrows disseaper and fill the earth with peace and content
Chills Reaching deep within my soul they breed Multiplying, festering Unable to stop them, unable to take control I retreat, trying to preserve the little sanity left 
The beauty of lifeEven through this strifeIs people’s abilitytheir uncanny adaptabilityTo hold in their palmthat one simple objectobject of calmThe ability to affect
We think we're alone, Accompanied by nothing but, Pains that linger, aching from toe to finger, Breaking apart our hearts and souls, Making us lose all control, But stop!  
Regardless of your innermost thought,
The ship is sinking. There is a hole in the bottom of the stern. The women scream and clutch their children with fright While the men run around, struggling to maintain control.
I hope I make it to heavenmany Christians say this butdon't do the will of God
Life is a risk, once you're happy you feel like nothing can go wrong,
I turned a corner and found her asleep. Her body motionless, like an unborn sheep, Hair splayed across the floor, like seaweed washed ashore, skin pale like the moon, lips drained of life.  
I’m lonely when you’re gone, and even when you’re here In both affairs silence drags on;
I don't think they realize how staring at these walls through blooshot eyes, can slowly kill you. You take so much in society that it slowly eats away at your soul. You begin to feel uncomfortabl 
Shadows playing tricks on me shallow is the night The wind whispers lies to me deceitful is the night Together they weave fairytales too good to be true
You were not there, when I scraped my knees.Or when my boyfriend got down on his When I threw my graduation cap in the air.Or decided to donate all my hair. When I hit puberty,and eventually became pretty.
When you strip yourself bare before another You are showing them your physical flaws You are undressing who you are underneath all the clothes
As I lay here only thinking of you, I wonder
I'm gonna sleep my life away But all I really wanna do is make you pay You ruined my life so Why don't I Just take out the knife I'm to weak for this I think I reached my peak I'm trying to be strong
We, a entity,  traveling through time With no direction to go Walk with wander and walk with fear Walking to a place that is unknown Do I make a left or make a right? One will never know  
All my life I've felt alone, forgotten, unnoticed Yes I have my family but their love only goes so far To be loved truly and wholely by another, is but a dream for me I've always been alone
nothing is quite as painful as invisible is. walking through the crowded hallways of a dysfunctional high school
she looks at her reflection in the mirrorand barely recognizes her own face
Thoughts are racing through her mind When you ask her if she's all right All she says is, "I'm fine"   You shake your head and reply, "okay" The silence echoes in your brain
I feel so alone. I could just cry
There are times you're so simply Unapologetically you! Killer times, when jaws drop
To the world, she is strong, resilient   some say smart   some say pretty   others say talented, perfect.
Burning, burning, in this dark fire   so strange that this fire is cold. Burning, burning everything away   nothing, almost nothing remains.
The storms of yesterday are broken,
You think you know what I feel, The feeling, its just to real, Your words, they hurt You treat me like a pile of dirt.
Cold and lonely, Pregnant and scared, Single and lowly, With not a word shared. Not aware how to feel, Don't know where to turn, Not one bit of help, Til my child is born.
Quiet and Serene, At ease and peace, Nothing Else exists Theres a breeze blowing through the trees Music flowing through my ears And sound from my mouth   I am alone but calm Thinking flows deep
Do you know my story? Do you know my pain? Can you even say you know my name? Do you know my goals? Do you know my fears? Do you know that your words bring me to tears?Do you know it hurts, when you say these things?
Numbness overtakes her devastation Standing in a paradise so surreal Unable to express her infatuation Always told what to think and feel   Living with an endless imagination
For reasons unknown, she didn't feel happy.She'd spend days wondering why life was this crappy.Her friends would tell her that she was their light.But how could someone so sad, be so bright?
I don't depend on anyone, my walls are in place. Sorrow always seems to find me,  slaps me in the face. These tears I cry will be my last, for my father, stuck in the past. He's lost in his pain,
He drifts like a leaf in the wind   a feather falling gently from the sky   tiny, colorless, and hidden amongst a thousand others.
The sound shut out from a crowded room Hearing one note after another, clear and smooth Calm, Serene Only when that noise enters From the crowds of people Laughter, Chatter Do I feel completely alone
My Door   My door keeps people in or out when I Want to be alone. I do not understand Why others do not comprehend this fact. My door represents privacy at home –
A rose, but one, none other rose did I have, A rose, one rose, and this was a wondrous creation, One rose a rose that brightened earth and sky, One rose, my rose, that sweetened my breath and air,
My life is worth nothing, but an empty space More than eternity darkness More than bottomless ocean Because I am who I am My life feels like the bottom of a dark miserable hole
 She cries into the nightAs she heads for the skyHer face is full of PainShe has nothing to gain. She cries herself to sleep
I had yearned for so long I had waited for too long I died inside for too long no love no compaasion no warm embrace not even a tender touch quiet nights desperate mornings
I cry at night when no one heres me, no one listens to me anyways. I yell in the day but no one heres still. No one knows the pain I'm in, no one knows anything about me. 
In the silent waves she saw herself, Lost and confused, she cried for help. Through the screams and moans that came tumbling out, The distorted images that filled her with doubt. No longer could she stand alone,
Walking slowly my head faced down but it is too dark  to see the ground   Into the unknown I keep walking Still into my skin it pierces the cold deathly chill  
Talking to my mothers graveUsed to be the hardest thing everI would just cry my eyes outThinking she would be back never
Okay. By definition means satisfactory in a satisfactory manner. 
Don't tell me you're sorry If it takes my blood Dripping to the floor For you to notice   You're not truly sorry You're just desperate For a quick relief  
She isjust like everyone else,just like any other girl,liking her clothes and shoesAnd the silly things in life.But then she isn’t.
I am the girl that is permanently stainedThere’s more to sex than giving birth and STDSSometimes if your lucky you’ll still have your prince charming and be a drop dead beauty queen,
  Everyone seems to hit a point When everything starts going right,
  I'm so confuse alone and a mess, I'm sitting in this fucking desk staring at my messy grades, there worst then a wreck where can i reset?   These teachers don't help,
If you're physically sick, do you have to participate in class?
It feels like I been here before I feel familar with this scene these words theses actions I feel like its on everyones minds thoughts lips tounge, its  been in every corner of the  world this feel to familar yet it has no shape, nor organic matte
Where are you going, I can't find you, where are you going,  I just trusted you, Where are you going tonight.    I just wanted you, and I just needed you, I am waiting, I am alone, 
My life is like a bad fairytale. Dragons lurk in every cave, ogres in every shadow. When I get to the place where the castle should be, what do I see? The evasive palace has escaped me.
 I want to love you for forever and a day. Til the sun comes down, and its time to lay. Til, the wind blows and the seas roar. I wanna be with you, but dont forget theres one more.
My blood ran cold as he looks at me,i shiver as his breeze past me, i look apon his face and i worry... why is this i wonder?
Hey Mr. Principal, Hey Mr. Smith, I hope you sit comfortably – On your plush office plinth, With all your private accolades – That no one could care about, To the varsity trophies –
Eventually   Eventually you’ll run out of tears, Eventually you’ll run out of fears. Eventually you’ll run out of sadness,
Love a 4 letter word, though it holds so much gravity yet we throw it around like something thats only worth a penny Hate
Oh there is a bliss in solitude There is beauty in peace And content in silence No more wanting,  not needing but having  and loving
money in shabeled people dying citeies broken great peole forgotten have hope for the futrue
Let's pop some pills, Fall in loveCut our wrists and spill our bloodDrink come Gin, let's die tonightCome on Demons, help end our lifeLet us bleed, for what we see
Let's pop some pills, Fall in loveCut our wrists and spill our bloodDrink come Gin, let's die tonightCome on Demons, help end our lifeLet us bleed, for what we see
Put down the knife Let down your hair Abandon those thoughts You're no longer there   I was there Watching from above Answering your prayers Sending my love  
Worthless Is the name Can I show you my world ? It's filled with lies, betrayal , pain and despair  What am I holding? My knife  I bleed my pain away Yes it's okays if my clothes get stain
All the cliques laugh away While I sit and watch Wondering where my friends are Wondering where you are Wondering why distance keeps us apart.   The teachers will lecture
I can barely look at you, I can hardly talk to you, So I look at my shoes, And listen in silence. But I am dying inside, I want to tell you         But the words won’t come And I am stuck
The "men" walk across these halls as if the king, Treating their special girl like the queen they deserve to be. Mother nature did not come back, The king had decided its time to flee.
Puffy eyes; sleep deprived.
She closes her eyes and sees nothing.
Most people wonder why I spend time alone Why I prefer being stuck at home Than at that party with people I don't know Throwing compliments and smiles just for show  
  I saw you today, Surprisingly I was okay. I didn’t want to cry or question why, I’m fine that you aren’t mine. I didn’t know what I saw, Or why I would miss you, I could even risk you.
You clenched at my chest, For a sweet rational moment. Heart drop. Bottom rock. The bitter grin Made my face numb like gin. The only Substance That can Be Absorbed
Wonder what it's like in the public eye. Everyone knowing everything, No secrets Whatsoever, Judging stares; hateful words.   Wonder what it's like to always have a front. To be what others want,
When I first met you I was determined to be your friend Everyday I'd come over Just to see you again. I'd do the sneakiest shit To see if you would smile It's the most fun I've had
Light. Now it's dark. Knife. In my heart. Fight. In my head. Cry. In my bed. Shadows. Closer. Getting. Older. Falling. Crawling. Game.
Good morning and good night To you whose always let me down We're dancing apart in this twilight You're rising sun tares me down. I followed you into te haze Not realizing you never looked back
I hate the crowd, the wrong crowd That keeps me in, I'm drowning now.  And there's no hope No lovely hope To keep me safe, to keep me sound. I fall too easy, and I can't swim
We are surrounded by people and things, By those who are chained and by those who have wings, By those who love life and dare to dream, And by those who are scared to even be seen.
You look at me as your answer, 
I dream, One day you would want me. One day you would notice me. One day you would forget work. One day you would write me. One day you would study me. One day you would intice me,
I have never realizedHow alone I've felt until this very moment...It hit me like I had just ran into a brick wallI hate how horrible I feelHow depressing this emotion isAnd to think that my biggest fear was to be aloneWhen I've felt alone for 4 yr
There are so many things I want to tell you I was the quiet one in class who did all of his work But you still gave me the bad grades because I did not talk throughout your class
Alone. 5 words. 2 syllables. A major problem within itself. Not only are we the cause but we are the reason. Yet as time passes something begins to happen.
Alone Sitting alone Staring into space Its dark in here, in my mind, This place is jam packed with nothing but words. The negative words about my life. I'm alone in the darkness
I tore the words "Once Upon a Time" Traced the letters "O" "U" "T" Folded it up all nice and neatly, Kept it in my breast pocket for my heart to see, Then the words caught fire, They fell away to ash,
Love is hysterical Such is the hysteria that you do not even realize when it has made camp within your walls Embedding itself within your soul Until it is ripped from the place in which it was rooted
Sitting in my seat; doing so alone. They say smile, be kind, and make new friends. Tell me, admin, how easy that was for you. Tell me, teacher, how to smile in a room of strangers.
Sarah She was born into an orphanage Her reading disability is awful Her emotionally traumatized brain can't help it Her life spent without being wanted   Justin Wishes he didn't have parents.
You sit in the corner in the darkness. Hiding from everyone else. You hide your scars as everyone laughs. You're an outcast. They label you as an EMO FREAK! Nobody cares.
I don't want to be alone today.My thoughts are too loud on my own.I want to talk. Or listen.So I don't have to hear the words in my head.
Even if it is the perfect time for  Your intrepid morning coffee, It's not so great for the threads of wonder That spun in your mind last night But eventually helped you to K.O
  School is a place of study This is the biggest lie As soon as you enter the doors You cannot help but cry Constant revenge for nothing you may have done
Your legs were too skinny for your shorts The day you walked into the room, your cotton shirt About to billow, as if it could, on the unseen zephyr of your shoulders:
i don't matter like a snowflake every one different and beautiful all in their own way yet all the same   as they flowly fall into reality no one notices they fill the world
Sitting here trying not to think,Trying not to think of you.From your smile to your wink,everything about you had m,e wooed.
Get me out of this placeMy heart breaks like glassLet it shatter and it runs a different paceIt's messing with my head, one minute i'm with you now suddenly i'm hereWhen will this end?
Waking in a dark raging sea the sky with storm clouds rumbling overhead, wanting to drown but somehow unable, forced to swim to shore.
Poem: yet and still  •In one piece yet broken •Showing a smile yet crying inside  •In a room full of people yet so alone •I speak yet no one hears me • Laughing and joking yet so quiet and empty inside 
Alone is not a fun thing, It is so painful, It doesn't make you want to sing, It sometimes makes you sorrowful, Alone is different, It is weird, No one to talk to, It gets boring after a while.
bends in the road turn in unexpected ways leading to new and old ways of life but can't turn back fog rages behind pushing you forward rain poors over my head heavy as lead worrys
  “Don’t let them in!” I scream. Barricade the door. Board all the windows. Cry. “Don’t let them in!” I scream. Voices behind the door. Scratching at the windows. Panic.
  She went to see the world down low The girl with lanterns in her eyes. So she flew on her cycle to the people below The girl with lanterns in her eyes.
Yeah…It’s that hurt. When you look around, and you realize Damn it, you’re alone. You live where your heart is But you don’t have a home. So you just stay there where your house is,
"As soon as you walk in tomorrow turn in your homework" See my teacher expects me to waltz up in here, doing stuff we are never going to apply to life. y=mc to the power of "why am even i here"
Imagination, set me free Take me far from here Set me high up in a tree Give me the chance to disappear   I’m going to swim across the sea I wanna fly high off the ground
I roam from here to thereremaining discontent.My heart won't call this place a home,It must stay unattached.Everything is so unreal,I know it won't be long.Slowly I will drift away,
Dreams are an escape from reality, A reality that we wish not to see, For with open eyes things become very clear, We see the world for what it truly is, So take a step back and breath in the atmosphere,