I can feel their love, feel
how much they care. Yet,
is it enough to keep me from the thoughts
that lurk in the back of my mind, swiming in the
pool of insecurites, splashing its poisonous water
into the pure lake of my confidence.
Am I strong enough to handle another heart
break? Am I strong enough to be alone again?
Will I be cursed to walk this earth with this pit of
nothing in my chest?
The tears in my eyes continue to spill down my face in
a never ending flow, filling the room, soon I shall be lost
to the liquid of my pain. The pain that has taken root long ago, buried
so deep, the strongest machine cannot unearth them. They tangle themselves
with my fear. The fear of being left floating in the vast nothingness
that surrounds us.
Will my fears come alive? Will I be left alone in this room of salt,
marinating in the endless pain?