Nothing
It feels good to be sad
I snap when I'm awaken
There's a beauty in being alone
That in groups is overtaken
My words become their words
I get nervous and don't think
It's most dangerous when I'm happy
when my personality sinks
I just want to be in solitary
when I am, the voices don't speak
But the second I'm around people
they sit at a table and meet
It's exhausting to be around anyone
it doesn't matter who you are
I get trapped in a box
and lose control of my heart
The days are never ending
the nights are long and sleepless
I stare up in the dark and regret
choices I made previous
So don't respond when I talk
Don't listen when I speak
all I say is nothing
all I think is nothing
all I mean is nothing
all I do is nothing
Everything is nothing
~Samyie