If I was not alone, how joyous I would be,
The smiles upon their faces no longer a mystery.
I surrounds myself with hundreds, even thousands of my
Yet, I am lonlier than ever and have dipped my heart in lead.
The lonliness is not so bad, when I swallow all my fear,
Until it creeps back up my throat in a manner strange and weird.
Now I am still alone, so to the shadows I will flee,
Hiding, cloaked in darkness, where forever I shall be.