I pushed to hard

I've gone too far

There's no turning back

and redemption to be had

It's not fair

I've come too far to have it end in dispair

Blood, sweat, and tears

my worst fear

to fail

It's my own personal hell

For I am broken

and cannot be healed

I am broken

and it's worse than I feared

I don't know who I am

I don't know what to do

When you have been something for so long, how can you?

I have nowhere to belong

my identity is lost

I will never be the same 

This is more than just pain

there is no hope to regain