Still feeling alone.
Everyday. Every night.
I got myself, but I'm wanting more.
Wanting something different.
Another person in my life.
But everyone's the same and I just can't take it.
Nor can I change it.
Who's the blame for it?
They're all following those unofficial rules.
Something I just can't do, I rather go my own way.
Do what I want to do.
I'll eventually run into someone like me.
Maybe? Maybe not.
Been walking this road for years and all I have is these tears.
...They won't stop...
Tears from the fear of ALWAYS being alone.
Wondering, "will this ever end"?
But then again, I chose to go my own way.
Creating my own lane.
I'm not a follower myself, so why would I think others will follow in my steps?
Remembering the path I chose is only for me.
Not following any rules, just trying to be free.
Starting to realize I'm on a one way street.
And the path is leading towards a black hole.
There's no turning back. No where to go.
*Sorry if it feels like this poem is all over the place.
I have so much on my mind and just wanted write
and post something before going into work. Thanks
for taking time out of your day and reading till the end :).*