Everything just feels so screwed up right now.
I don’t want to do anything,
I don’t want to remember anything.
I don’t want to be apart of anything.
I don’t want to be.
I feel like I am going crazy.
I feel like everything i do is a mistake.
I feel like no one will understand,
Like they won’t know what to say.
I feel like no one will care,
Like they will think it is just another phase.
This is not a phase,
This is a part of my reality and I can’t do it alone anymore.