I looked into her eyes and she said the words that I knew were coming
they were the dreaded words that no person in love should have to endure but every man must
"I think we need to take a break"
they peirced my soul like a spear not meant to kill
for it may leave one still there to live another day, but can that day really be called living?
it feels like I'm a shadow of who I was yesterday
like I'm missing part of myself that I loved with my whole being
i am alone now, truly alone
some may say that I am not and that they will always be there for me, but They are not good enough
i knew who I needed and they were unwilling to stay with me any longer
and for that I am filled with dread and remorse of all the times of happiness and sorrow that I missed with her
she was the one
"the diamond in the rough"
but I guess yet again I was insufficient
i wasn't good enough
i wasn't worth it
and that's why i am the one that is alone