In the End

Will I
Remember at the end?
Crying eyes
Yet I like to pretend
Questions not asked
That how I want it to be
Die young and live fast
I'm hurting, can't you see?
I wear a big ol smile
So probably not
Ive been wearing it for awhile
It's the only shield Ive got
When its all said and done
Will I remember this pain?
Will I remember the fun?
Not the slicing of my veins?
I'm sorry you've had to read
The wreck of my mind
Dear God, what do I need?
What do I need to find?
I walk a million miles
As I'm holding on
Please remember that smile
When I'm dead and gone

This poem is about: 
Me

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