I am scared and alone

I wonder what death feels like

I hear snickers and whispering at all times

I see hatrd in the mirror

I want to be numb

I am scared and alone

I pretend that I am happy

I feel my head fill with sins

I touch my throbbing wrists

I worry about life after

I cry because all of the hurt I conceal

I am scared and alone

I understand I am loved

I say that I am okay

I dream of happiness

I try to be okay

I hope they all forgive me soon

I am scared and alone