The rush you give me is addictive. To the point I can't live without it to the touch of the smell makes me feel alive.To every puff and every exhale makes me think I'm special because it's always just me and you. You make me take risks that I can't knock down because the energy you give off only make me fall to my knees. The taste of poison is what makes my heart beat because I know when I have you tangled up in my blood some how you will be leaded to my heart.
I know you ain't good for me but it's something about you that brings another side of me I didn't know that exist.
Something that comfort me though the times I can seem to even acknowledge the world that surrounds me because when I have you at the grasp of my finger tips I know nothing else matters.
You make me run free in a field of danger and tell me it's OK .
You make me trust you when I know lies are the disease that haunts you.
You make me come back for more because you'll just so irascible to walk away from. Leaving your sweet taste in my mouth reminding me of the times I was happy.
I want it back knowing my lungs aches from the sin you added against me. To be so stupid to say I can't be me without you realizing I have two feet of my own.
Your bite marks and scars start to show though the thin fabric that tries to hide the artists magic you drawn upon me.
Making me forget who I was suppose to be only labeled as a slave. Controlled by your words, controlled by your touch, controlled by your eyes, lost controlled of myself.
You had the power over me because I didn't put a strong enough guard only to be token for granted.
I said to myself this was the last chance only slipped between the cracks that said I wasn't finished. You were so addictive to an amount if you weren't there I only reacted out of frustration because I needed you I had a heavy desire for you.
You messed up my mind that every silent night it felt as you were right there with me. But is it a drug I can stop and loosen the chains tied so tight to my soul in the paw of your cold ruff hands.
Leaving me empty a permitted mark with YOUR NAME ON IT! It's love I just can't explain it's love and I just can't restrain it.
Lay it down or put it to rest because it awakens everything muscle in me because I was rapped around you.
I try to let go but it keeps pushing me back in this. My addiction that might not never end .Because it unconditional LOVE that I needed from you!