I am living but I'm not alive

Everynight I let myslef cry

I go to sleep hoping to never wake up

I am living but I'm not alive 

I've gone through things and I wish I died

I wake up but I'm still dead

I am living but I'm not alive 

I don't have fun 

I dont have friends

I go to school

I dont learn

I am just living

I'm not alive

My soul went to heaven 

Keep it safe my angel 

I hope to come soon 

Till then 

Their is no party without you 

Thats why I'm just living

When I see you again I will feel alive