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The man of battle
He said, I will not lie for you but I will die for you
And coming from me that shouldn't be a lie to you...
A flower begins
Invited from a seed
To bring beauty to its surroundings
It grows, tentatively, slowly
Into a beautiful plant...
Another day,
another way,
another beautiful creature thrown away.
Cultivated from nights of endless love,
as beautiful as...
The pain you put me through
Is twice as much as I grew.
Lies pain and misery
Did you even miss me?
Girls backstab and talk...
Raindrops fall like a child’s tears
Very few of them being useful
I watch the worms struggle
Scrape their bellies upon the...
I despise the people,
Who with relaxed faces,
Let "It's just a passing feeling"
Spill out their mouths.
They obviously don't...
In the future I see
Myself, just plain happy
Helping others while on the go
Just so everyone will know
I will be everything...
Coughing up and regurgitating blood,
I hoped it was all but a dream.
The scintillating lights above me seemed to fade.
I was...
My selfish self wants to stand out and shine,
Like the glowing eyes from the roadside in the night
Making many folks alert...
Just another day,
Waiting for Peter Pan,
To come and take to take you away,
To go to Neverland.
Yes, you see it now.
With...
I know no other feeling, i've experienced it deeply all my life.
Seeing the baby deer lost on David Attenborough is...
Take your life easyyou don't have all that much time to spend with the ones you loveStop!Tell those who you cherish that you...
Am I alone?
I was looking for someone
In a thick mist,
but I couldn't see anyone.
I could see clearly
but my mind was...
I smell it
I see it
I feel it
I taste it
I love it
Food, it keeps me alive
I can't live without it because
My body would...
Lies he hides behind his eyes,
He lays alone when noones home,
He cries out in screams and shouts,
Begging his mind to leave...
"Have faith in me," he said. "I'll always be here for you," he said. "Remain strong, be yourself, stay true, because without...
Sometimes i cry in a dark room
where no one can see me die
maybe you'll hear the boom
then i will fall
blood on the floor...
True beauty is in the way she laughs
True beauty is in her eyes
True beauty is how she acts
True beauty is inside
True...
as i lay awake at night
in the light of the street lamps
when everyone else is asleep
and the only sound i can hear is my...
You'd never guess how far you'd go
To gain a freedom you've never known.
All it takes is that right preson, the right way
To...
She's crying with a sharp razor blade in her hand
this might be the 30th times she's done it
as she pressed the blade...
Depression is a disease that sucks the blood from your veins Leaving a corpse to roam that has forgotten its name ...
Smooth, Warm Orbs & Astrometronomicality
By Michael Goggins
These lovely golden hued orbs flew with astrometronomicality...
We hide in the darkness.
We never come into the light.
We hide behind a fake smile
that nobody cares to look behind.
We hide...
What gives birth to the bullet?
The bullet that, when aimed at the head, stops all thoughts...hopes, and dreams of growing...
Rusty old gate,nails on a chalkboard sounds like hate.
Lightning strikes? Yikes!
Are those rollercoaster’s or motor bikes?...
The dark encompasses the old withered bark
The branches weep, its sap seeps from between cracks
To climb the tree, she...
I destroyed my body for a piece of mind I’ll never get.
I tried so hard to find a way out.
I starved myself to fit the “...
How can you judge me?
Do you know me or my story?
How can you even judge me?
Have you ever walked in my shoes?
So, how can...
Behind,this fake smile,Is a sad,pathetic,ugly,Lil' Girl,Hiding a million tears,Within her "hyper" self,But at night,This...
When people think of suicide,
what thought comes to mind?
Some people think coward,
but I think of power.
The power to take...
When I think of you I say,
What happened to the way
You looked at me
You talked to me
Or how to acted around me
Tell me you...
No more tears to give
All out of tears
I hide behind a mask
to hide the face of rejection.
The face of tired of being used....
Can’t Live Without
By Thao-Cathleen Vo
Can’t live without
Love, because
Without love what is life?
Why continue to breathe...
Play your part, this is the perfect title
A well-known phrase that makes a life lesson vital
The thin line between struggle...
Today was the day,
Where you decide you didn't want to stay,
you have fought so hard,
Today you finallyput down your guard...
I touch but I cannot feel.
I see but I cannot be seen.
I speak but I cannot be heard.
Numb
Absence of Feeling
Nothingness...
Still pulchritudinous,
I can see you now,
No Mystery here; nor why or how,
~
The color of perfume caressing your arms,
This...
The Night arrived room,
The flame lit up the glistening blade.
Her towel fell from her body,
on the ground it laid.
A drop...
Listen to these voices all around.
So many young dying in this small town.
Listen to these voices far and near.
They"re...
Myn is from surgery
not suiside
it goes across my troat
i was only 7 months old
Sam has them to
she put them there
shed cut...
I try telling myself just a little while longer.
Two years never felt so long.
I have this pain in my chest.
That won't go...
Society killed the teenager.
What did we expect?
That the words would roll off their shoulders?
No responsibility to...
Dear Young Girl
Dear young girl, you just now arrived to the roller coaster of pain and screams inside,
To the sounds of...
bleak and gray
clouds across the sky
eternally
raindrops fall
closely touching
but freeze
on my skin
color
bleeds from...
"Who is the friend?"
These words were slipped to me
When the day was to an end
From the one that couldn't see
Just what she...
Who knew their will be an us in we
Who knew we will make it from thick and thin
Who knew we had white lies
Who knew we had...
Looking at them with disgust,
Shaking my head.
Disappointed,
Talking down to others like
It's their right.
Famous,Rich,Poor,...
What does it mean when a person says that are giving up?
What does it mean when no one around chooses to hear the voices of...
This is my suicide letter.
I wish things would get better,
But it obviously won't ever happen.
This is my suicide letter....
Boys when was the last time you called her beautiful?
The last time she was "damn fine!"
Because now your watching her throw...
Dear Mr. Moon
As I can't sleep...... I sit on my bed and weep, weep at the fact that I'm not happy.... I look for happiness...
Rain becomes tears
All day it rains
And if the day seems good
The darken cloud still hangs around
It hovers over your head...
The snow doesn't melt
on the edge of a field;
no one seems to notice
where the sun rarely shines.
secluded patches of...
Almost half of Americans feel alone, but what does that mean? Have you ever felt alone? Not as in you are the only person...
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
You once loved me,
And I once loved you.
But time after time,
We screamed and we cried,...
I can’t go back,
to see the corpses of people I hurt,
to the chaos laid ignited amidst the red dirt,
I laid,
in the barren...
Pain lingering through my heart,
Consistently anchoring my feet to the dark,
A vital resurection after this depression, ...
It’s all bad
This moment,
This pain is far too familiar
This moment I usually consider a life lesson
I feel it’s less of a...
after hearing words
reach the point where
sarcasm no longer hurts
but blends into my blood stream
as it sometimes does when...
There’s a black box. A black ribbon around the black box. A black shadow behind the black box with a black ribbon. This...
Bam bam! One fist after the other. Pow pow! One too many hits.
It seems like she will never escape this prison of "love"....
Yes somebody cares about you
You dont know but might be me
some people are destinated to not see
How different you are...
I am falling
Like autumn leaves
with no real pattern
Just aimlessly to the ground
will I too be forgotten?
I am broken...
A person goes through many thoughts a day,
but there is not much to say.
I start with what to eat and what to wear ,
then...
I have witnessed what it’s like to survive.
Home fragmented, world traumatized
A man who never cared, and no faith to see a...
The words they struck me like knives
The melancholy of your dejected life
Your voice it hummed in my ear
As anamnesis of...
He asked for help -
they laughed.
He begged to be understood -
they ignored.
He screamed for attention -
they didn't give it...
Close your eyes.
Thats what everyone does during a horror movie.
When the music swells like a wave,
Warning you of some...
My momma left me she hurt me real bad she told shane that he was my dad, 14 years ago
i could of been left in the cold...
As I walk, I see the bridge.
I smell the musty white rails.
I hear the heartbreaking whistle of the train.
I feel the...
I was strong when I was questioned about my gender.
I was strong when people made fun of the way I looked.
I was strong when...
That Dominique Venner’s death
hedged the American conscious
comes as little surprise.
Still,
we might as well appreciate the...
You didnt get the life you needed
when you were on your knees
you begged and pleaded
you were left
feeling so alone.
A hollow body of nothingness, hiding behind a perfect smile and masked by the words I speak. My kind eyes and subtle...
Scars mark my body
A body stained by hate
A bottle of pills under my pillow
A noose in my closet
Nobody cared
Nobody stopped...
Inside my mind is a dark and scary place
No purpose for life and no breathing space
Questioning if right now is really...
They’re engulfed by the dark side.
And it felt so right to hide.
Forced to believe that they’re wrong,
Because they have...
My sister is a musicianWho plays only out of sight.While everyone else is sleeping,She makes melodies in the night.Her...
Stop crying, stop thinking negatively
Remember that people go through worse
And that everything happens for a reason
Yes you...
What’s the easiest way to kill yourself?Funny how smoke twenty a day,fake a smile for the customersand drink heavily at...
Weak bones
Curled toes
Soft cries
Nine lives
Was her only wish
She knew not if she would be born again
For she felt like her...
A severed soul and a melancholy heart
Crashing tears
swollen hearts
frighten howls and horrifying screams
bitter blood...
I'm hanging,
I'm dead,
no pulse, no breath
cold heart
warm tears
Suicide?
could be, you decide.
And there were days where I was jealous of the moon,
For she heard the cries and the secrets that spilled from your...
With my scarred arms,
And bruised legs.
My cold fingers,
My dying heart.
Have you noticed?
Do you care?
Do I matter?
Dying....
dear depression,
you don't come and go like the seasons
you stay, but never with good reasons
do you even know the pain you...
The call of the sad bird’s allure,
Heard by some, but not by all.
The call of the Mourning Dove, so pure,
Heard by those...
Why do you think that a blade will help your issues?
Why do you want to see your blood Spill?
Why do you want a noose?
You...
Maybe you didn't hear me clearly
I said I needed
help.
H-E-L-P
I was always taught to wait my turn,
it's rude to interupt...
I want something to take this pain away
Ease my guilty conscience
Erase the empty feeling inside
I want it gone
But it...
He wants to be an artist so he takes out his brush. He takes out his canvas and paints a picture. He doesn't need paint ,...
Remember me when I’m gone,
When I’m cold and lifeless,
When you miss me the most,
When your soul is filled with darkness....
Stare into his eyes and what do you see
A frightened little boy who wants to please
In this big world, he doesn't stand a...
A smile whispers upon your lipsA rare sight I can only glimpseHolding fast to days gone byI feel it all beginning to dieNo...
Another soul was lost
A soul who forgot the meaning of hope
A gun to the head
No warning given to others
Why?
I guess he...
What lies behind her smile?
No one really knows the secrets locked away in her heart.
She smiles all day never missing a...
As the day starts with a frown,
I hide from everyone to cover my reality.
More issues arise to get me down,
But I can't let...
Life has large mountains and long painful roads.
A path with happy dreams, but we don’t know.
A road we hope will give us...
Out from the mirror she stares
That beautiful girl no one cares
Singing to herself, painfully quiet
Waiting for the night to...
I dream of the day when I leave
Knowing I can finally feel myself
To know my past is behind me
Now though.. I feel nothing
I...
They say it happens all the time.
High School.
They say everyone has to suffer.
High School.
They say everybody makes...
Cuts on her arms are what you see
They were never meant to be
Jagged edges the razor left
Zig-zagging to the right and left...
Its 5:33 and your lying next to me, which seems so small but means the world to me. From thick to thin you stood by me, you...
I hate myself
I want to die
I don't want to live
You say before you cry
Before you start cutting
Or swallow some pills
Or...
I wake up in the morning trying to forget who you are,
Your hair is in my bed so I guess I haven’t gotten that far,
I’m...
As I sit behind these tears of a clown
you expect a different perspective, psychiatrist playing detective
years i've been...
The Tale of Sleep is a simple one
Hakim Chandra was his real name, though
Everyone called him Sleep for fun.
He got his name...
Standing on the edge of a precipice
Staring at the miniature characters below
On a count of three
One… two…
If I had the...
I sit on the cliffs of melancholy,
listening as the waves of despair roll in and out.
I hear a scream, a splash,
As someone...
Life is a gift
That we should hold dear,
Living fully in each moment
Till the end is near
Dying unnaturally
Brings more than...
I'm sitting here thinking to myself about this dayI thought i had a lot to sayBut why would i waste my breatheWhen you broke...
She puts it in a note
Its all there.
Everything she wrote.
She was angry,she was pissed
No idea how much she would be missed...
A quaint term corrupted by yours truly
No form of the one in question
I may be a monster, psycho, or mad deep inside.
“We’re...
I will not make the same mistakes I haveLiving day by day with that in mindAnd so it has brought upon me that life is...
Three years ago
I couldn't understand
the concept of missing someone
because they were always
a phone call away.
Until I...
An age where it's bad to be you at all
Why hope is thrown out and is forgotten
Family and friends sit and watch you fall...
Her world held together with a string
Rather our world,
As we sit twenty across and forty back
Red bows in our hair,
We...
I am the Soul
The soul that you can not see
But yet I can see you,
There are others all around me
All just like me
Weve been...
The day was August 11th, 2014. It was nearly noon. A great man sat in his bedroom, trapped by a cloud of darkness, looking...
As the weight of the world lays on your chest
And leaves you out of breath
Tossing and turning never at rest
The pain of...
The word scares me
I try to avoid it
I don't say that I am
Suicidal
It scares me
Am I suicudal
I avoid the pain
I skip over...
This fake smile is bone structure
Painted on to mask my frown
You don't see fear nor pain or sin,
I'm a suicidal clown....
I tell them all what is in my mind
Cause they told me to say what's wrong
And when I do
All they do is shut me out
They...
…ABUSE…
NO MATTER WHAT TYPE… ABUSE IS ABUSE,
WHEN YOU’RE CAUGHT UP IN LOVE THERE’S NOT MUCH YOU COULD DO,
IT DON’T MATTER...
Shh.. Quite
I hear voices in my head
As my crystal droplets stain the land.
They tell me that death's okay.
I try to...
I have a motivation
Something that keeps me going
Trying to be strong
For the girl that fallen
I'm trying not to lose my...
He is stress.
He is one,
He is fear,
He is done,
He is near.
He speaks his mind in clear,
He makes a snap at me,
He leaks...
Everybody knows you, they see you around all the time. They know your face but yet they don't know you. People see who...
Walking with a cloud of despair over my head
dreading what the future holds near or lack there of
mourning the loss of all...
Why do I have to be this way?
What do they want with me?
They have a lot of things to say,
Looks like I shall never be free...
Oh, glue sticks
They remind me of sticking stuff together
The icky, gooey, substance in a stick
Stuff like paper, newspapers...
Oh devil heart how you cross my mind
Angelic nature is yours to find
My heart is closed to love, obtuse
Above my heart my...
To be waiting …
For weeks …
To know …
To see …
If maybe …
It’s true …
It’s happening to you …
Wondering …
Waiting …
Hoping...
When people ask me if I'm alright
should I lie or
say that I'm not fine
cause either way my mind will start to cry
I can't handle this pain
it clouds my eyes
I'm going insane
waiting for my demise
I'm seeing double vision
picking apart...
One bullet one gun.
One soul and a gun,
lonely, in need of justice.
This bullet will prove a point, everyone is equal.
All...
You've tried to be happy,
but you cannot do it,
the darkness is just to dark,
you talk and talk,
but all it does is makes...
Spotlight! All eyes on me!
The speaker and the mic! So listen to me tonight. Hundreds, if not at least one ear.
Everyone...
I wear a mask on the hottest day,
in the middle of winter.
Everyday.
I cannot go without my smiling mask.
I bring it with me...
I want to give you a reason in life
To keep on keeping on
Put down that razor, you could someday be a wife
Nobody wants you...
This is a peom it took me about 2 hours and I got all the ideas from about 40 rock songs and mixed them all together.
Part...
Let this be your first night of happiness.
Let all your fear and troubles dissolve away into the darkness
Let this night, be...
Whenever I look in the dark
I see him standing there
I look around and see a spark
Then can’t see anywhere
Then I thought I...
Dear Nathan,
I’m sorry I couldn’t say goodbye or even say hello
I wish I could’ve stopped you
And showed you that you weren’...
The darkness, the darkness, the darkness,
I can feel it behind me
Its breath heavy on my neck
Cut, slice, tear, hang,...
The corruption hides,
Deep in the spider veins of the woman.
She's taunted by her neighbors,
Yet she cares for all of them...
The silver coated feline creeps up and takes the breath of a young girl. She can't see through the pain as the claw...
It's so strange.To randomly see an old scar on my wrist.I can still faintly remember doing it.With a knife instead of a...
You said we were friends yet you walked away.
I said we were friends and yet i stayed.
I loved you more i knew you could...
Family is supposed to understand your pain
Family is supposed to be there to keep you sane
So what happens when a family...
My life is like a game
Noone else knows how to play.
They think they know the trick
but they won't know how to stick.
They...
You are enough
You are enough
You are so enough,
You have no idea how enough YOU are.
You are the light in my darkness.
You...
I'm here in this unforgiven world,
but don't know which way to turn.
A child strode a lovely path,
she saw no hope or prayer...
I miss you. What can I say?
My burning desire of wanting to be with you grows by each passing day.
I see the world in black...
Take hold of the darkness, step into the light
Let go of your worries, dont give up the fight,
Each day is a balance of the...
Where has Annie gone?
She's been out way to long
"Who died and made her queen?"
Said her sister as jealousy flooded her...
Once upon a time a little girl lay on the floor on her room,
Curled up in a blanket and wondering when mommy would be home...
She's the one who cries to sleep at night.
She's the one who's soul is tearing from inside,
The one who desires a life...
little monsters here
little monsters there
little monsters everywhere
they run and sprint
they will find you
you cant escape...
PTSD, bi polar, adhd, and borderline personality disorder they say. Born dependant on crack cocaine, marijuana, and alcohol...
Mascara streaks,
messy hair, and
wet cheeks.
It's not fair.
Rhythm of a heart,
pain of a shattered soul.
Mind and body...
I walk around thinking every night,
Wondering why nothing seems right.
We all have moments where we pretend,
Even if it isn'...
They looked, at his face in disgust and walked away.
He died, inside with each icy remark they made.
They stole, what little...
Crystal blue dimming to a fog grey.
The light is fading, it,s going out.
Her eyes.
Have seen so much.
Innocence of her...
If actions speak louder than words,
Is Cyber Bullying L O U D E R?
Bullying isn't something new...
But, Cyber Bullying is....
When the man I loved tried to commit suicide, I can only describe my pain as having my heart ripped through my chest with...
Falling into painful loneliness,
A way out? “There is none”, a voice told.
“I have no beauty or good, I am loveless.”
This...
The ding of a bell,
or the ring of a cell.
The chirp of a bird,
or the quiet word.
These are all common sounds.
But what...
Once he had many friends.
He didn’t care about all the things wrong with his life.
He truly loved his life, and he never...
We love, we live, we experience,
We question, we judge, we infer,
We hate, we cry, we die,
However, no matter what,
We...
Bite your lips; your words are robbery.
You try to destroy anyone with a basilisk’s glare.
Do you grin inside? You’re...
You see her
She’s 16
The prodigal age
The year of first love and heartbreak, obstacles and triumph
She reads to escape...
Trapped deep in suicidal thoughts. Just one life. Just your life. That's all it will cost. You don't think anyone cares, but...
It’s hard for me to do this without you
It’s hard to succeed without “u”
The letter that I’m writing at this moment
Is...
How do they look? I mean the
Ones in the corner. They're
People so lost in doubts, depression, and anxieties -
Even pigeons...
I am in the darkness
Ther is no happiness
In a world full of hate
There is nothing deciding my fate
My heart is filled with...
I have always lived in a world of fantasy
unicorns, mermaids, werewolf's, monsters.
The thoughts and hopes and dreams of...
my reality.
day by day you tell me what i can do
we do not have the same mentality
but if you only knew what i go through...
Inspire me beloved poetry,
surrounded in nothingness,
alone and lonely,
no place to call home but hell,
but if hell is my...
Hey Dad..
It's fine if you miss me,
But don't miss me much.
For I was not as strong as you thought I was.
Don't grieve...
Go away you hideous beast
why do you want me dead,
stop dangling death in front of me,
get out of my head.
Stop showing...
There I was standing tall; looking over the world
My heart was heavy, my body was free
I saw everything I had spent my life...
I am different
So they hurt me
I refuse to conform
So they hate me
I am myself
They do not understand
I begin to hate myself...
I am not defined by the way I look.Each freckle on my face stands for what I will become.The scars are the words that my...
She jumped from the building in the sky
to get away from the demons in her mind
they whispered in her ear they would save...
im supposed to be at college
now im at the end
how can eye remain in a world full of sin
how can eye sustain all the demonds...
Look through the glass,
You’ll See The Real Me.
Calm, And Collected.
Happy As Can Be.
Holding My Chest,
Oh So Silently....
I was thirteen
And the bullying finally became too much.
So I put the scissors to my wrist,
And tore at my skin.
And when I...
A room with the sun shining through the windows
Chairs, magazines and pamphlets on tables
And I had the chills
Waiting…...
And if the sun don't shine
Know that a new day's on the rise
And if I close my eyes
Know that I'll see it through
You know...
They tell me to talk
But all I could do is walk
I sit and think
But still I couldn't speak
Its too painful
Its too hard
To...
Can you see it?
Can you tell what I do?
It hurts to hide it,
But what can I do?
I take chances,
I mask the pain,
Do you see...
Her face is almost imprinted in my mind like a melody. The image is just on repeat. I've never seen anything like that....
Soft little kitten, not quite yet a cat.
Sick of the secure and warm caring lap.
Wanted to explore and do things on his own...
When you take that first step into the darkness you'd never know
how much pain was piled upon your soul
you've went through...
Please stop cutting -
cutting your arms,
your wrists,
your hands,
your mind.
You make me cry when you tell me
that...
Don't fear the blood
fear the need
And wherever else
the desire may lead
You see the scars
hear the cries
And all of it...
He first meets her over a screen,
He meets her soon hoping to be seen,
He plans the wedding a day later,
He’s hoping for a...
Running was my life
Until I met this girl
Who I knew I wanted as my wife
She loved me for me
She knew me better than I knew...
Sleeves slip up in class, and you can see them
tiny white lines, one after another,
lines up in neat rows like soldiers.
She...
Paper and pen, why do you stare?
My heart gripping like a snare.
I spill like a punctured balloon
writing all of my cares....
Oh the pain, the pain upon my skin,the pain upon my lungs,the pain upon my heart.Nothing hurts no more,nothing can bring me...
Do you know what it's like to walk on a bridge that is deteriorating?
That is strung between the high plateaus on either...
People always look better on the outside
Models, Celebrities, Actors, Doctors, etc.
But take another look on the inside
Each...
She walk alone tears running down her face.
No no one knows her pain.
She slices her wrists wanting to die.
Hoping her mom...
Isolated with my thoughts, dwindling into emptiness
Wishing there was something to rip the pain from my chest
Breathing...
I laugh, I talk,
There's a lightness when I walk.
I smile and hide
All the pain I feel inside.
I scowl and glare,
Show my...
Stress? What is stress?
Stress is pain, more like a bad condition that's created from hurt,torture, and the misunderstanding...
He had the ability to brighten my day with just one smile,
A contagious laugh he made worth while.
Within him I saw a...
What would happen
would anyone know
would anyone care
would they even miss me
would they wish
that they had said what they...
When I fell from grace
I was all over the place,
Standing on the edge,
Begging for a chance to start again.
I know I will...
(The following is not based on true events. It is intended to encourage others to reach out to those who may be suffering...
Who are you they ask?
Why bother asking if you are going to tell me anyways.
Ok.
You're beautiful, smart, bright and happy;...
Prepare yourself,
For this will not be ordinary.
To express the way I feel
Is to look upon the people of this earth with a...
I wonder does it help
do the scars make me braver
does the pain makes me stronger
my emotions make me better
when I take it...
I look in the mirror,
I see your face.
I look in your room,
I see your face.
I look in my room,
I see your face.
I look down...
I was the one who would be someone she was not, Who was afraid to talk back, Who was used to being stepped on, And now is...
Lost without fear, without care, forget what society says because he wants to self-desttuct. He wants what he wants no...
I don't care if I don't know you,
I don't care if I do,
All I know is that you need someone to listen,
So let me be here for...
I couldn’t help myself
I tried so hard
but I just felt worse
the loud tears
turned into silent screams
the silent screams...
that last day, when you cried, that last moment, when you died, it wasn't when you ran, or even when you fell, it was the...
My thoughts are killing me,
my dreams are haunting me.
My body is covered,
with hundreds of scars.
My eyes are liars,
and so...
You turn your head and look at me.
I can see the ocean in your eyes.
What happens to the waves after they crash?
The shells...
Hello,
I know I'm gone now, but there's no need to worry. I did this for you. I thought about this quite a bit actually, and...
Pain,
as bright as my neon highlighters
Statements,
bolder than the sound of my voice
Colored every which way
I trace
Over...
I am like a ceramic bowl, and this bowl has many assets.Beautiful from a far, but up close you see my cuts, scars and...
"Are you happy?" my therapist asks me.
"I do not know." I reply.
Because in the midst of all the partying and hanging with...
You look up, hoping to see another day
The love is no longer there; for, hatred has overcome
This world is corrupt and fire...
You saw me in my time of need,
saw that I was a mess.
And soon the doctor said indeed,
that yes, I am depressed.
Simply...
No little girl
Ever dreams of getting hurt.
She dreams of traveling far,
Not being covered in scars.
She dreams of climbing...
Life has it's little perks when you're still alive
And a bullet for the handgun if you're still alive
Two cyanide pills,...
There were so many sleepless nights,
days where you'd lie in bed, and hardly even bother to see the light.
You couldn't find...
Blood and sorrow falls as do I for as long as I can remember
Hidden, heavy kept secrets as I am invisible forever
I've built...
Our Daily Lives are
Seperated only by Distance
our Love Bridges that Divide.
Each Morning I still Kiss You
In my Mind and...
There is no synonym for suicide. Drink away the pain till you see the dawn of day.Hope was just a string, but it was so thin...
My Hustle
Joey Goggins
My hustle is the reason I can make it
It’s almost like they’re putting us out into the desert
And...
I curse the world
that murdered you.
I curse the murderous words they used
to make this weapon.
one by one they entwined
to...
The hardest way to die
is by drowning.
Your lungs get filled up with water,
feel like they're dysfunctional.
You try to get...
Good Bye!
Sincerely; A victim
Yes I am sitting here with no confidence
yes I let there words get under my wing
but why i...
Teacher, Teacher,
Teach me what i need to know.
Math. Science. Biology.
No, not subjects that will save your job from the...
The reasons why I write tends to give me a fright, I write for many kids who share my pains but yet they cannot tell you the...
Im done with youFed up with the pain you put me throughBlood continues to pour from the stabs in my backFeelings worn on my...
You were my hero, My superwoman(man), My angel sent down to this hell that we dare call earth. Before I had met you I was so...
It has to come from within
When the world offers you no hope
And the tides have turned against you
When the people around...
I Remember when you used to be happy
When I could still hold you in my arms
Whenever you'd get scared
you would come find...
On the bed thinking.
Where's my razor
So I can cut up.
Where's my razor
So I can take this pain away
Why do people...
you wake up and it's heavy
like a breath of stale air
people stare
and no one's there
and it's too much to bare...
So I peeled back my skin to start anew
Only to find that my bones were scarred too
And when I stitched it back together...
One Pill, Two Pill, Pink Pill, Blue PillThey tried to tell me it was a illnessOne caused by a chemical imbalanceBut I know...
Loneliness is a silent killer.
It lingers in the darkness,
Amidst shadows of remorse.
Under feelings of joy,
Behind eyes of...
One, two, Three....
What?
Whats the point to keep on going
Keep on pushing, never slowing
Listen to what everyone wants
But...
Welcome to society,
where they teach you to love yourself,
but not to much and limit yourself,
they teach you that size is...
The love that you get from your parents.
That's all a lie.
The dreams that you're fed from them.
That's all a lie.
They...
A poem inspired by the 2014 suicide of a high school senior from my alma mater.
Another empty chair
Another soulless stare...
The water is rising
It drags you down
As you struggle to swim back up
You want to breathe
But your lungs are filled
With a...
dolorous my long compaion
I feel like you been with me till birth
my only friend who have seen my hurt
dolorous, i feel...
Equality is absolute.
Could you ever understand.
We have lived a sinful past,
But still we choice to march on, doin noting....
I am split, what once was one, now is two, I told it to shew, but it just grew, what should I do? It's consuming me, like a...
Her condition is that she is a walking contradiction, for she is a soul burning with hot fire and coals born into the...
One day you are going to wake up and notice that you should've tried. You are worth the fight. Stop the Negative as well as...
Now I know what it’s like to be dead
To live a life that is only in your head
To have lost life as I knew it
The obvious...
Some days I want to put a gun to my head
but then again, who'd be crazy enough to put a gun in my hands?
Silence
Is a...
I rest-
nestled inside her velvet lobe.
I hear everything.
Her music.
Her laughter.
Whispered promises
and
Wicked secrets...
I am the only one that sees. I'm the only that wants your glory, I just want someone to walk with me against the hallways of...
she walks with steps of gloom
everything is blurry when she enters a room
her eyes burn with sadness
as she fades off into...
Lift me up take me away
Make me feel alive
It seems like my soul is stuck in a tray
As I leave my heart to the side
And...
I'm my own canvas, so pure and clean.
No one knew that I loved to paint till that day!
Red was my favorite color, so rich...
The roseThere was a rose in bloom I sawA rose of redIt's scent alluring as it's colorA passionate shade of redA wonderful...
Dear Nathan,
I’m sorry I couldn’t say goodbye or even say hello
I wish I could’ve stopped you
And showed you that you weren’...
We are humans with emotions;
we can not control what we feel.
Sucide is not to be blammed on the viticim,
Not their friends...
Everyday is not always a good day
Live anyway
Not all you love will love you back
Love anyway
Not everyone will tell you the...
Suicide is not an option,
Yet some people see it as their only choice.
How can anyone believe the world is better off...
As you entered the hospital, and you walked down to my room, you saw me lying there, peacefully sleeping, I looked happy for...
one time a teenage girl fell into a hospital bed
with serotonin levels so low
they scraped the ground when she walked
she...
they tease her everyday at school
calling her dumb, ugly, a freak
all she has ever known is the school wide bullying
she...
In this world you are no one.
You’re tired of being seen as a white piece of paper.
Then you see your wrist as a cry for...
It hit me like a resounding gong,
BANG, like a gun.
I couldn’t even comprehend it.
A life, just gone.
She was so young, so...
Childhood dreams from the soul
before p.t.s.d had swallowed me whole,
going to save the world from itself,
but now I can't...
When I looked inside of her eyes they were perfect as glass. A pure imitation of what joy is suppose to look like. She was...
A night owl you are,
You live and crave for the dark.
Do you live to greet the shadows of the night,
Only to once again...
Wow what a surprise.
you're the cause of my demise
should have known it wouldn't end well
its pretty sad i truly couldn't...
I am sorry. I am so sorry.
The smiling child you once knew is no more.
Star light eyes( eyes that light the future)have been...
The tears of the worst pain ever felt
Abusive words and the teasing over powers my thoughts
The taunts and laughter of those...
Each and everyday
The faces look the same
Even when my feelings stray
Maybe I’m the one to blame.
If only you were who I...
“I lay in the tub with blades and blood;
and there they found me”, he said.
This man, this...
Your body's getting cold, your lips are turning blue. why did you do it? you're the only one who knew, I see the earth below...
Ana said it’d be easy
Ana said it’d be fun
Ana said you’ll be prettier, in no time you’ll be a size 1
She said “Take my hand...
The word “slut” is what broke my skin
The razor hit my wrist and I was enriched with sin
I scratched, scratched, scratched...
This is a viewers discretion,
I am who I am because of my misdirection,
The path I have wandered was in the wrong...
I walk by myself, alone.
Nobody seems to notice or care.
Emotionally I seem to have not grown.
I have thoughts I cannot...
I have felt no one since I loved you
any sensation
percolates my membrane like juice through a honeycomb
our final moments...
ONE. The tension builds as I feel the ripples course through my skin, bones heavy bound by chains and blood still as wine....
Pain ,Clear and wet,With trails,Of sorrow’sRed puffy eyes, Seeing,Disappointments rapid breathes,Deep gasps, Breathe
Our time together is slipping away as the calendar pages fall to the floor. Can't we start over? Form a new way? But...
Don't think of life as a broken butterfly
just think of all the colors in the sky
the red and blue
yellow and green
All...
She looks in the mirror,
At her curly brown locks,
“You look beautiful, my dear,”
Is all she heard from her pops.
When she...
When my brother cuts his skin
He scars my heart
When he tries to die
He is killing part of me
Three parts of me have died...
A horizontal line,
A bluish-purple vein,
how much would it take
to drive me insane?
A few more hospital visits,
A few more...
I can't remember the last time we spoke.
I didn't care to either.
All those threats my thoughts provoke.
I don't remember...
How easy is to dream of the future, and imagine what your life will be like in 10 to 20 years.
Very excited to create a plan...
When whispers leave lips, you'll know it's too late.When our red blood flows and death comes abate.
Smiling with the sharp...
I write because I am sick, because I am always filled with anger and sadness.Typing my heart and soul out through these keys...
Is it so wrong of me to want to be thin
Is it so wrong of me to wish for my ribs
I am covered by a thousand pounds of fat...
To you he was just another fuck up,
Blame it on the drugs, Yeah, his life was rough, And maybe it's the only escape he...
I imagine.
I read the pages which harness imagination laid out upon my small hands.
You're wierd! You look funny! Why is...
Let’s fly away
From this place called reality
Slip into clouds
Filled with unknowing love
Allow innocent eyes fall upon us...
walking along the percipeice i glimpse arguments past
and wonder how long they will last
all of a sudden they congeal to...
People always leave me
Eventually everyone gets tired of the girl who is depressed for no reason
I do
And if I'm not cutting...
Stumbling, falling, staggering, bawling
No one cares (Or so I think)
Nothing matters except the bottom of my drink
If I go...
Don't slit your wrist,
Don't cut your thighs.
I can see the empty look
In your eyes.
It's all too familiar,
The pain...
Little girl, open your eyes see the light and reach
Don’t let it scare you, you are worthy to feel its warmth
The dark does...
"Who is this person before me?"
I whisper to the mirror.
The one with the tears climbing on the weathered skin.
The one with...
“Practice makes perfect…” she told herself as she tangled her legs between his. That’s what she was taught, the motto...
Met a girl named passion, though we never lasted
because of her compassion and deep love for me
our breakup was drastic,...
Crippling anxiety,
My time is running out.
Until it stops,
My heart will beat.
~ A haunting little melody ~
So I walk,
And...
Her smile
Was a blooming flower
A shining star
Evoking happiness, beauty, and love
At age 13
She was told her teeth were too...
Sitting, staring blankly into space
You can't see anything
Nothing at all
Except that image in your head
A faint figure...
Not everyone understands
What it's like to be…
How to put it…
Different?
And I'm not talking about
That circle peg square...
Tired of it all
tired of this life
tired of the lies and the hurt
tired of depression
tired of recession
Sometimes I feel...
Why do you need an alarm clock when you never arrive at time?
If you ask me, it's futile; just dont show up
But be weary of...
My brain is on fire,
I have no desire,
To live a life in this world.
Looking back to see what I've done,
I take a glance, my...
I see you there
hurting,
and sitting there alone.
living sequestered.
dying everyday.
I see you too,
laughing,
and feeling...
She wasn't scared of the dark.
Neither was she afraid of what or who might be in it.
No.
It was what she had to face in the...
Pain seeping throughout my bonesI just feel so aloneWishing someone was hereAs I'm crying to wipe away the tearsI can't...
My secret is out,
A terrible truth.
You watched my tears fall,
With utter aloof.
“Back your packs,”
You muttered in disgust...
I'm livingevery daywishing that I wasn'tbecausemy chestis emptyand so am I.My heart has been replacedby vacancy,numbness.I...
Each day I'm reminded.
Sometimes I reminisce.
Them memories.. I miss you.
I won't forget, I know it's true.
I remember.....
How long does it take until someone finds themselves lying awake at night, wondering if tomorrow is going to be the...
Why do I write?
Ha
Why do you breathe? Why do fish swim? Why do plants photosynthesize?
Writing to me is not only a way to...
Wind
Blowing
Heart going
THUMP THUMP
"The bridge is very safe"
For anyone not about to swing over the rail and jump
So...
I am a story with no ending.
I wonder why you did what you did.
I hear to many lies.
I want it all to stop.
I am a story...
I don't want to die, I just want to disappear.
Climb out the window and escape into another universe.
I feel as though I am...
Life is tough sometimes🥺, there's what's called bad, sad times & days but don't you dare say life is too short cos
You...
She says she feels alone in crowded roomsFakes a smile that is consumed by gloom.A consumption of pills are swallowed with...
I'm here for you.
Know you are not alone
And that I am here.
Let go of that razor,
Those pills,
That gun.
You will make it...
August 31st, 2016I was diagnosed with PTSD.Because my father drank a bit too muchAnd took his anger out on my sister and me...
You say I never smile when I look at you
But it's because these feelings in my chest are petrifying
Like hospital shocks...
Withering and wheezing
she is losing her mind
rocking and retreating
to her beauty she’s blind
She silently cries
her...
Everyone perceives suicide differently.
Someone’s grandma killed herself because she was in so much pain from cancer and...
hush your lips
and you will be okay
keep them stiched
and youll live another day
dont tell a soul
and just sit there and...
Tears, lies, gossip, and drama
every day in my school...
Rumors start simply because
people think they're "cool".
To stay...
"Next Time."
Wake up, with a smile and thank God for another day. Nobody knows the pain I'm going through because this world...
Bad\horrible memories swirl inside my head
pain stinging my heart
while poison sets inside
just memories of death, pain...
You said to me, "I am Lost"
So I etched the constellations
in every freckled part of my skin,
so you would always know where...
We can make a difference,
we can mke it if we try,
we can make a difference before someone else dies.
If we're all in this...
Enrich me with a bottle in one hand and cigar in the other
Enrich me with my first words like father and mother
Tell me I’m...
staring up at the stars
feeling like i am trapped within bars
oh wait never mind you cant see
that i am trapped in a maze...
Poetry is how all of my anger comes out.
Its why i'm still alive
The only reason their arent cuts on my wrist
or my thighs,...
I struggle with suicidal thoughtsand this is a hard claimbecause such an announcement is wrapped up in shameto speak these...
Small dark places are where I escapeSome may think it’s rather strangeThat I seek solace in this place So small and crampOne...
Life is always a dream
But until something happens, a dream will never be reality
Life is hope
But until you need it, hope...
She is at an awful age
of youth and exhaustion
of revelry and caution.
They say "Your whole life is ahead."
But weigh her...
Valerie
I look down on me and see myself laying there helplessness and cold and I begin to realize how realize how real this...
Feels like I'm going crazy
Can't let these thoughts take control over me
Wanting a drink
Or a sense of pain
I tell myself...
Spacey eyes, and two clear hearts.
Both taste so sweet, but sour when so far apart.
Hours and days go by so quick,
God is...
Before you shoot
think of me
Before you think of calling hi
Thank of me
Before you take those pills
Think of me
Before you...
Completely numb I live day by day.
Darkness pollutes the world around me.
It sinks in… into my skin, my heart, my soul.
Here...
The dampness on my shoulder
Comes from the crying girl in my arms
She holds desperately onto me
Not wanting to let go
Her...
Wasn’t Enough
I wasn’t enough
When I was ten years old, I went out into public, to a school dance, wearing a scarf as a...
You see darkness in my eyes
The pain in the tears that I cry
You used to hold my hand
But that has come to an end
All that I...
I know the voices in your headThey've reached down into your coreI know the lies that they have said because I've heard them...
She is a small bird,
Flying high in the air,
Looking among the land,
But when she sees that there’s not more than chasing...
You know what I want?
Love.
The kind of love that keeps you up at night with its magic.
The kind of love that allows your...
Oh mama mama
I think I have died
Oh when I look at you
you looked like you've cried
Oh mama mama
don't be too upset
It's...
Like any other day. I promised I wouldn't feel this way again. I guess I'm not very good at keeping promises. I cant even...
Who I am
It’s hard to describe
But something lies in between both eyes
A vision to be greater
More than me
Bigger than the...
(beep)..(beep) is the rhythm my pulse goes.
It runs fast like a bullet train without the breaks.
When things get stressful,...
Wisps of dreams
To win the mean
Dreams of no tomorrow
To cling to the sorrow
What could be of her?
To be no more
She glances...
I look up, trying to see
to see what it could be.
I see nothing, nothing looking back at me...
Mirror, mirror on the wall,...
Liar Liar
I am not beautiful
Yes I am
She's so much prettier
In a different ways
In all ways
Love me
Not her
Love me
They...
You don't need a weapon because your mind is enough,
the only thing that can hurt you is a perception that's rough,
Staring...
I am in pain,
From my head to my chest,
Nothing has changed,
I always tried my best,
But it did nothing,
I don’t belong here...
Crying, screaming, with a runny nose until your voice is hoarse,
suffocating slowly from all the noise even though there...
The perfect girl,
That's what everyone saw.
The one that everyone knew.
The girl without a flaw.
But when she looked in...
This is for those who can't stand up and speak.
And if they ever did, they would come across as weak.
The ones who are...
Slipping into the darkness
Where I never wanted to be
My whole body is numb
Trying so hard not to give up
Thoughts are...
The owl are my guide to a life away from home.
Owls never cry when they find themselves alone.
Do owls read bibles, pray to...
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But words always scar
Negligence to be the same
Falling down the road to self hate
...
i don't like the alchohol
it messes with my head
instead i'll chat with demons that reside under my bed
the demons know...
There I waited
By the rabbit hole
Waiting
But the white rabbit never came
It was probably late
For a date much more...
He would always be laughing and joking
Until he was completely alone
The walls would break down
As he lays down at night...
What am I supposed to do, when I look at you the way you are
Youre sweet and kind, but I don’t get it
Why do they want you...
Hiding under the cheese, there fits an ingredient.
Complementing and emphasizing the cheese in unity.
Some say hiding gives...
Stop with the claims
The claims that you are here to better our education
When in reality,
you are just here for the...
Young and fragile
Tragedy strikes at a young age
A girl faces a loss that she'll never forget
He is gone once and for all
...
Imagine you were a boy
born with a big head
Your parents thought you were smart
with a cranium that feels like lead
As I...
Do you ever look back and see what is done,
The time and effort, and it seems though nothing's won?
Fight and struggle, but...
Whats Your ID?
No not the card in you wallet or purse.
But your...
InDivuality,Independent Decison, Indivaul Destiny you get...
Go put some makeup on;
hide behind your mask.
Put on your smile every morning;
because then they'll never know nor will they...
I feel shameof this thing you call a game.I am ashamedof the scars on my wrist, the urge to create new ones,all the lies I'...
I lived as a child.
I grew with my mother's love
and my father's protection.
I wasn't "right" in the school's
perspective of...
TO ESCAPE THE PAIN
YOU MUST LEARN HOW TO LIVE
TO ESCAPE THE PAIN
YOU MUST LEARN HOW TO FORGIVE
TO ESCAPE THE PAIN
THERE ARE...
To the lost, the forgotten, the outcasts, to all those who feel hopeless and alone. This cruel, sick, and twisted world you...
She sits in her corner, doesn't want to see their faces.
All they say is that she's a big disgrace.
She looks at her wrists...
You stand there, taking deep breathes.
Hoping to God its not happening again
Confusion & Despair is all you feel
The...
Emptiness is all I feel, without you here.
I walk past your room, searching for you.
How can you be gone so soon?
A life...
He used to tell me that I wasn't good enough. He used to hurt me, but on the outside I just played along. I never looked in...
Am I skinny enough society; Now that I puked up lunch?
It feels much better than it did, When I was being punched.
Is my...
Today is the day
The day to begin
To begin a new life
A new life full of love
Love that will be shared
Be shared to those...
Five baby birds, alone in a nest.
Friends due to birth and location.
Five baby birds, hormones and hatred manifest,
With any...
Take me back to those happy times,
instead of these new ones when you cry.
I guess crying is better than not sharing,
I don...
It starts off as a stupid diet
You just want to drop a size
You never thought you'd end up like this
Feeding your family...
Meaning,
Purpose,
Motivation,
Life is a puzzle,
Waiting to be solved,
But who would solve it?
You,
Me,
We,
the meaning is...
Don’t cut precious child
Because the pain won’t be so mild
It’s not worth harming yourself
Or even having you ashes put on...
Behind my eyes, there was a darkness I cannot begin to describe
No one could really look into them for fear of being...
They said they’d always be there
They said they’d always show their love
They said I was never alone but
It was too late....
There was no other way out I could see
No other way to do the unspeakable deed
I had to set the demon free,
All it did was...
According to who, you are impulsive?
You are more thoughtful, heedful, and wise.
These people who are so compulsive,
They do...
Why,why.why
Always asking why
And my question is why should I tell you?
I don’t owe you anything
And I especially don’t owe...
I once had someone who was my flashlight.
She would get me through the night.
I thought I was her flashlight too, I would...
It's been 5 years
But I still remember exactly how it felt
Sitting on the psych wards cold tile
Mind spinning through hell...
You look in the mirror every morning at four and keep looking and wondering more and more
why do you care how you look you...
Insecurity.
Doubt.
Codependency.
Self-hate.
I have encountered the misfortune of being in an abusive relationship with...
I look at my family
and think about the past
the things that happened
and the things that last
the smiles in memories
or the...
"I hate my life."This statement used to travel around my ears all day,Like a dog wanting its owner.
Let me get this straight...
When we were all childrenWe kept a blanket over our headBecause if we didn't we'd seeThe monsters come out from under our...
The way a poem can be.
How it floats, shifts, wanders.
And yet, it is freer than the wind, than the galloping sea.
Than you...
The things we once did were between you and me,
but I heard you left and I’m on one knee,
The memories that come and go as...
Oh, Mommy,Why must youLook at me like that?Your tearful gazeForever lingersIn the recessesOf my subconscious.
Oh, MommyWhy...
Sitting in an empty roomContemplating on what to do.Eyes filled of tearsA smile to hide her fears.Not even her closest...
The sun shines brighter on the other side
Where children can run and play
At the park and by the slide
And live a happy day...
They never looked into your eyes to see the empty deadness.
They kept their eyes glued to your arms, looking for those...
Thoughts provoke
Thoughts previal
Thoughts hope
Thoughts fail
Thoughts create
Thoughts maim
Words are painful
Words are...
Shall I tell you a story?A story in which the characters are real.The choices they made even more so?
This isn't a new story...
He think she's beautiful
Even though she's hiding underneath her mask
It's unbelievable
How he has her heart in the palms of...
The first day of middle school, dread and fear.
This is what started my eighth grade year.
I knew no one, not one single...
She thought she was pretty until society told her she was worthless.
She didn’t fit the description of beauty,
All because...
Static, all I hear is static.
White noise rings in my ears
like it is seeping from the walls
of the very room I am sitting...
I am thankful for having a car, when there are people who have to wake up awfully early to take a bus or walk miles and...
in the dark of the night
i saw him looking at me
my heart skipped with fright
perched like a black hawk deadly, in plain...
I stare out the window, watching the rain
It rolls down the window like the tears on my face.
This pain, this fear, I’ve...
Unfortunately I've lost the light
I lost the way, to the gracious skin of your loving heart
What happen to my life.
Mom? Can...
I have left the world of Darkness,
Having stepped into the Light,
A new sensation of bliss has emerged,
A sensation having...
blood clusters in a lust
massive starvation to the heart
slow beats of death pound; reaching the finale
no time to waste on...
It's more than a shooting
It's more than a few dead people
Innocent bystanders
Two people wanting to fit in
Invisible to the...
As I retreat from ledge
I find myself asking would anyone care
If I throw myself of the edge
Oh, my heart has never felt so...
Knowing that I have an attraction for you makes me so upset with myself. How could I let this happen to me? How could I let...
My sanity is all I need.
Being alone and all on this deserted island.
I need reasurance that I still have myslef.
I need to...
You sit in the corner
in the darkness.
Hiding from everyone else.
You hide your scars
as everyone laughs.
You're an outcast...
Her body lays quietly
seeking for help
Crying helplessly
Counting her wounds
Taking a blade and
Slitting her flesh
A...
You feel alone in the darkness that surounds you,
People look at you different because you have those permanent barclets,...
Breathe
There was nothing else she could do
As she raised the blade to her wrist
All the hurtful words spoken to her
All the...
How dare you suck the last breath out of a child,
How dare you give life then take life ,
Life is something to enjoy,
But...
I wake up, put on my clothes,
wash my face, fix my hair and look in the mirror with disgust.
Yes, I'll do it.
I go to...
While she was hurting inside Her friends decided to put her aside She was beautiful and bright Yet she could not seem to...
cigarettes filled her lungs with disguised pleasure,
and temporarily deleted her sense of disappear
but even with her body’s...
Judgment,
born long before the human eye could recognize its own kind.
Racism,
born long before the human mind could...
Love once lied to me, gave high hopes and dreams and took them away easily. Love once made me cry an ocean of blue which...
Not everyone falls in love the same way,
nor do they fall in love at the same time.
But this is about that one fateful day...
I don't know what's Wrong With Me.I only try to be me.The me that I want to be.Not my mother's me.Not the Father's me.MY me...
Self-pity is a mirror, and I cannot look away
I stare at my reflection; this overgrown mistake
Wishing that my shame would...
Within my heart lay a gap that I cannot fill
A gash within my emotions that lay unhealed
This wound inflicted bleeds deep...
Tick-Tock,
Goes the clock.
Tick-Tock,
It doesn't stop.
Tick-Tock,
Time is running out.
Tick-Tock,
The little girl...
I laugh and cry
I heave and sigh
I want to live and want to die
I laugh like a maniac
Throwing my head back
High off of life...
Date March 17,2013
Only 18, the beginning of her life
My beautiful cousin
My inspiration
Death took her
assassinated
shot by...
I got tired of being hurt
I got tired of being burned
so i built up all these walls
let me tell you how they work
My heart...
they hurt her, hit her,
they call her,
all sorts of names.
playing their “games”
“kids will be kids”
that's what they...
Stop.
Don't do it.
We love you.
You harming yourself, isn't going to help you.
It only hurts you more.
They are the scars,...
You may not see it in my face
You really have to sit and wait,
Wait for it all to flow
I'll never let my true feelings show...
Are you hurting and feel like you're fading away?
There is one I know who saves.
My God is great. My God is strong.
He will...
A girl. Eleven years old. Same girl. Twelve years old. Same girl. Fourteen years old. Same girl. Eighteen years old. What do...
Thoughts- they can either be a bad thing or a good thing.
What happens when those thoughts involve a potential burial 6 feet...
Dear Friend,
Dear Friend,
I must first entertain you with an apology.
'Tis the most I can do to indemnify,
Leaving so...
Children had hidden their identities for the night. The young adults had a reason to soak in vain. "I dont like getting free...
Delinquents with damaged egosWhat lies behind a smile?A fragile soul cracked like shingle tileAs the cold wind blows
Freaks...
Every Breath of every life,
Into time and known particles.
Shared sun and moon
With stars partaking in beauty.
Never has...
You may have lost yourself,
But not me.
I'll always have you in my memories.
But now, you have family and friends there for...
I can't see the future but I can't dare look at the past.
I told myself I was done and this was the last.
I can't handle the...
Could you imagine one day waking up and falling
Down Down Down
For no reason at all? Waking up and feeling as though the...
Dad, an immense solitude invades me,
A dark, Earthly destiny will shut down and erase forever Our love,
Soon will no longer...
Move on. Walk forward.
This minute will never come again.
This hour will be lost in time.
You keep living but never notice....
Late nights.... The notes seem to float out of the headphones and into the vacant air as if they are looking for a somber...
we met a while ago
not knowing how much our love would grow
never did I regret our part
for it is written in this work of...
Finally at rest, he lay his weary head
Wide awake, she stumbles on
A sudden move to push the light away
Nothing turns the...
When the toes of my shoes dangled off two inch concrete cliffs,
you put a hand on my shoulder.
I wasn't sure if you were...
The ground was cold beneathe my feet. The wind solemnly danced across my face I was not home. Where was this place. The soil...
Why you did it?
I will never know; much less care.
Though you taught me so much while you were here,
I have learned more...
Falling from the sky
As if to watch the clockwork
of every person shuffling by
to understand our differences
and always know...
Those day when I went to the bathroom,
Those days I couldn't phantom,
I hid the razor under my bed,
I heard the voices in my...
I alone am here to stay,
Far away far away
I look at the mirror and what do I see?
But a lonely little girl like me
I wonder...
How could life be so fragile?
A timer counting to zero, unknowing when the time began,
just letting it descend in an...
Dear Mom,
I see the pain that you carry
Every singe day
I see the tears
That you so desperately
Try to hide.
Dear Mom,
I...
I head downstairs and I hear my dad get up and walk to his door, im surprised he’s up this early. I enter the bathroom and...
Although I didn't know you,
I hear your name mentioned all the time.
I think you should know how much you're missed,
You...
Life isn't just a game of tic-tac-toe,
it is indeed much more complex.
There's no such solution as yes or no,
Or when to...
Where is the city, where the pain is all gone?
There will be no sorrow cries tears saddness poverty or hunger.
The momentary...
I can understand your pain but for this I cannot change.
This all appears the same, day after day.
Life replays, I do not...
I know this girlWho smiles everydayShe plasters that smile and laughsShe doesn't know that it's making her pay
I know...
There are no words to describe
the pain she felt in her heart
they laughed at her in ignorance
her world falling apart
her...
An adaptation of Shakespeare's Hamlet's To be Or Not to Be
Written by: Kristin Elyse Harlan
To go on, or not to go on:...
The drips of red were flowing
As gravity pulled the liquid down
My left arm massacred
My right hand the murderer
My mind...
I cut my skin,
The razor sinking in.
I feel it bleed,
It is my only need.
It’s a new pain,
Where there’s nothing to gain.
I...
On my desk there is a photo
It was taken what seems like ages ago
It seems like another vacation photo of friends...
Mindless acts
And opened sores
Tell my story.
I play
A role in life.
I dare not
Utter a word
Of my
Sorrow to
Any...
The cloud slowly rolls in
She rips up her sleeve again.
The glint off of the edge
is like lightning to her system.
Maybe...
Have you ever watched a television show and wondered why can't I have their life? I mean all these movie stars and singers...
He was invited into Darkness one cold, black night.
The Darkness took over his hearing, his touch, his sight.
As much as he...
In my crazy confused head
I stop and think of the good.
In my crazy confused heart
I stop and tink of the good.
Oh dear...
The Face of Suicide
To the Community of my peers,
I appreciate what people are doing, posting pictures of hearts and...
Remember when you caught me
Bleeding in my bed
Hands and face the deepest shade of red
And I was floating
Through those...
My name is Renee' Epps. I would be twenty-one if I had not killed myself. That's right, I am dead. You'd think after...
you see the pain in my eyes
you see my tears that I cry
you see my blood soak the floor
and I say what a world
you ask why I...
The way you would spread your colors,
your brightness and warmth you shine on others,
your out-going personality to spread...
Hustling, bustling with great sound
Among halls that should be streaming
You see a crowed drawn all around
And hear loud...
My demons creep up like shadows in the night, pulling me into the swirling black mist. I search frantically, but there's no...
The weather is gloomy.
It hangs in the air,
Its unpredictable patterns,
Remind me of someone that I hold dear,
My best...
You've got a brand new pair of scissors
and your staring down the string
you've contemplated darkness
resting where the...
She smiled, but inside was falling apart.
She had secrets that nobody knew
Her hurt and pain made her heart miss a beat.
She...
Maybe if I slit my wrist, it'll help me to escape. Get away from this hell I'm living in, or at least block the pain. Cause...
Your tears are like knives at my heart
They kill me everytime I see the sadness that empowers you
dont cry
See the world as...
(poems go here)
Your laugh, smile, intellect, humor, kindness
But most importantly strength
These are what we...
It's the calm before the storm.
You know, when everything feels quiet and numb?
I like to call it the calm before the storm...
Bridges are such high places,
As high as the eye can see.
Wondering if I should jump,
Life will no longer be.
There are many...
My will is fleeting
My love is fleeting
My strength can only fill a bottle cap.
Pain is I
As I am death
No near death
In...
Every night when his parents fell into dream
Land, the boy crept through the house
And into the bathroom. The tears...
The Forever Darkness Hell never ends.
Some call it suicide. Some call it hell. Some call it escape. All experience it as...
We come to class,To learn things we don’t need to knowHow to balance an equationWhich birth control works bestBut not how to...
The way life brings you pain is insane.
My head tells me to hurt myself, but there is that one light that shines in my heart...
I am broken,
Broken from the past,
All the hurt and pain
Finally catching up with me,
Ripping me to shreds,
Testing me to...
These thoughts spiral in my head,
Feelings of anguish and fear,
Like a whirlwind whipping the air.
Falling seems to be the...
Paint the wall, peel the paint
leave it empty before i faint
color the rainbow, make it fade
erase the cuts and scars i have...
Welcome to my world!
Would you like to meet my friends?
They're on my left wrist,
and they're scabby and red.
Do oyu know...
This tale is unknown, only what is told. This is the tale of the Shadow world. It is a place unmarked,...
Silently she walked
through the deep woods
taking every step into consideration
tasting every wooded scent in the cool air...
Wonders. That is all we are. Constantly wondering to something new, something wonderful, something different. Something that...
Don't kill yourself! Put the knife away! Remove the clip from the chamber! You are not an animal, therefore, you don't need...
A little girl standing in front of a mirror
She is staring her reflection with horror
Her best friend said that she was fat...
We all wear a mask... a facade to the outside world
It is just so easy... just to hide the pain and smile. I've been going...
Two bullets and two lives
Two knives and two almost good byes
No words to describe the pain but only words so others...
I lie awake every night with thoughts running through my head.
The thoughts so deep even I don't understand them.
Each day...
As the service commenceFeeling these chills down my neckKnowing its you,tell myself I can't handle this... "Ill be with...
Hold on there's so much here to live for.
Find strength to carry on and a will to live.
I've been there before, staring...
I walked through the sparse forest, dying trees littered about.
I could feel the tearing on my flesh,
Skin struggling...
It comes
Slowly
On the edge
It pushes
I push back
One more day free
Another crack
It comes
Quicker
Inside
It pushes
I nudge...
Life always takes its own toll-- ticking away at the hand of the clock,
The minutes, the seconds all priceless; and all so...
Sitting in a deep dark room,A void of blackness surrounds me.The end will come soon,The clouds outside seem eerie. Sitting...
You bless me
With a tear that drips
From your chin
To the arm of this faded couch
A tiny blue river of you
That dries with...
"Goodbye"
That's all they say a simple word
Does it make you freeze up
What else can you say or do to change that goodbye?...
I place the cool steel to my temple,
Breathing ragged.
Heart racing.
Eye searching for someone to enter,
To help.
Heart...
(poems go here) I walked through the sparse forest, dying trees littered about.
I could feel the tearing on my flesh,
Skin...
Today I bought a dozen roses
half of them occupy a space on my kitchen table
They sit in the same vase as last year's roses...
My last swimming oasis ..
How should I describe my soul, when I don't know if I have one? How should I say what pain feels...
As a young adult looking back on the past, the amount of mistakes made is unfathomable. I feel as if the most important is...
REST IN PEACE
DERRICK
It's been a year my friend, since we last shook hands
It's been...
Lonely soul, lonely soul
what happened here?
Did they push you to the ground
In your mind instilling fear?
Did they hurt you...
to live or not to live
you say that there is a purpose
a purpose to live...
but i say why choose to struggle when death is...
In health class we talked of suicide and depression.
There are so many similarities between me and this topic that are...
Stress? What is stress?
Stress is pain, more like a bad condition that's created from hurt,torture, and the misunderstanding...
Some say it was a mistake I made
I know what I did
I’ll lie in the bed I made
I wanted to set myself free
I was tired of...
Dude, you know I was raped, right?
No, I won’t go getting my hopes up in this life.
Hell, I don’t even like to show my...
I met a boy once
who was playful and adventurous.
He always sought trouble
but was every parents dream.
I befriended a boy...
Take me back to 4/9,
the day that I just lost my life,
the day where the truth be told,
and no one knew you felt so alone....
My heart sings the words
Of my soul
It feels all my weeknesses
It hears all my screams
It tastes the chalking of my blood
It...
You left when I was so young... I didn't really understand it.
My heart was left numb, my mind on another planet.
I remember...
It feels like forever I have held this in my heart.
This story of sadness, but also pure joy.
A tragedy in which death was...
May left us this year and so did you
Next year May will be back but sad to say, she won't be here with you
As the days pass...
Eyes fell upon waves;
even faster than they fell upon him
Because unlike the repetition that is human motion
the body had a...
I see the man sitting on the park bench,
homeless with nothing left to claim.
I see all the people on the side-walk
bad...
I am a Painter of Another Day
Another sleepless night,
Another day avoiding glances,
Another day pretending to be happy,...
Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in my own tears
Thinking of all my inecurities and fears
I can hardly see the beauty in...
Still I Try
Been through the fire, just at 22;
I think I put the time in, just want to satisfy you.
I’m more than unusual,...
We contemplated suicide together
Made new rules of lies together
You lie in my head, you swim in my mind
My every thought...
Years ago teachers would ask us
Write down what you feel
Deep down inside-
What you know is real
Back then it used to be a...
The innocent child
by Sandrajohnsonj on June 9, 2021. © Sandra Johnson, All rights reserved
There once was a child her love...
At times I don't know where I am.One moment I'm at my high school freshman English class reading about Oedipus,The next, I'm...
Let not your world change to gray
Even if you have shut them all away
It's not your fault
Let not your jubilant life come to...
do they know?
do they know how their words hurt?
do they realize, i wonder, how it feels?
being beaten by words
words of...
Who I am, you can not see
You can not see the girl within
To you, my smile reflects my joy
My solemn look reflects my pain...
I'm my own person,
I'll fly with my colors or my style,
You can't hold me down,
With your collar and sting of insults
and...
mornings seem treacherous,
reminding you
that no matter what you've been promised,
it doesn't matter.
your mind is not your...
Everyday, Every night it haunts me
The feeling, the urge, the need
To feel the pain, to hide away
What really lies inside me...
You tried to kiss me on my forehead
while I was busy playing on the computer.
Little did I know that was the last kiss you’d...
Her alchol level is high , her self esteem is low,
as she stands on this roof alone
she looks at the ground down below
she's...
I am so peaceful,
So comfortable in my pain.
It seems like such a scary thing,
But it all feels the same.
Because I know...
Bright lights shining in the morning sky.
The smell of paper and pencils lingers in the air.
The welcome of starting a new...
I’ll never forget that horrible November dayAnd all the words I regret because I never got the time to sayThe ear ringing...
I am not going to claim suicide,
suicide wants you to kill yourself,
Its the reason over 800,000 million people lives ended...
Maybe
You’re on the edge and about to jump
Or you’ll go for the gun
The rope looks like the one
The drugs look the most fun...
The gray walls around me,
Depressing, no life,
Thoughts of suicide,
Bleeding in this world,
Just to survive,
The hate and...
Hi, I'm ugly or so I have been told, the past four years have begun to unfold. The memories and actions in my brain, all of...
Life is far too short
To let it pass you by
But even if it hurts
Don’t lie down and cry
Stand strong and tall
And take...
Passing passing passing
Most days are ice and cold blurring lines
Of nothingness, forgotten,
the hourglass fractures
His...
This is my final prayer,
That someone will care,
But it never seems to change
Because my mind is really strange.
It's dark...
“I’m here for you”
“ you are not alone”
“ you will always have me”
The lies that people feed me
They are not there at 2:30...
I am standing,
Standing in a crowd screaming,
Screaming at the top of my lungs
But no one seems to hear,
And if they do,...
The lights are on and everyone's staring expecting a performance. I open my mouth and I forget all the lyrics. I think I'm...
Drop everything, the pain is calling.
Calling from the holes in this battered heart.
Calling from the endless void, placed...
Helpless and weary, I try to stand strong
this conflict I have fough, far too long.
Every night when I lay in bed,
the day's...
Tears run down her face,
And loudly she weeps,
She doesn't know what to do without him,
She can't think.
She takes the...
In the silent waves she saw herself,
Lost and confused, she cried for help.
Through the screams and moans that came tumbling...
Disfunctional,
never punctual,
always fighting
leads us to stress and nail biting
we can't go one minute without something...
They are the building blocks of intelligence,
And yet they are still used to tear down others.
Slut, Whore, Skank: Harsh...
My closet is a tree curling into a question mark around me.
My closet is a safe haven for the truth on my breath,the words...
I wrote my own sad story
I was the arrow of life that kept pulling back
Farther and farther until I could...
Love Hope Hate LustThe things that make us humanFear Anger Despair InsanityThe things we have in commonLife Death Heaven...
She looks up from the porcelain sink to see the reflection of a girl. Her face is drained of color and her lips...
My mind was once plagued by a horde of demons
They manifested in all shapes and sizes
From fears of abandonment or my hidden...
MY lifes a struggle.
Mylifes a pain.
I got a broken soul and its driving me insane .
Ive looked up and ive looked all...
Slices throats like if a knife hasn't been touching mine,
Slice wrist like if i hvaen't done it once or twice in a row,...
I try to forget the night.
The night I heard the news.
Nobody knew you were in a fight
Nobody knew your heart was bruised....
I thought there was nothing left in the world
When she said no I lost my hope in life
When they teased me I lost my self-...
Am I as beautiful as nature?
Am I as caressing and gentle as the wind?
Am I a flower in bloom?
Am I a corpse decaying in the...
Deep in the shadows I hear a call
Not one voice but three
I see three pairs of eyes
An angel's, a demon's and mine.
I hear...
Do you ever feel like a grain of sand?
A whisper in the wind?
An object close to nothing?
Almost
Feel
Invisible
Like silence...
Everyone's going to have a bad.
Some people take it a little more seriously.
There are people who need someone.
They sit in...
Gasping, I gasp for air while this feeling slowly suffocates me.
longing for the day it will come to an end, anxiously...
Eye can't see the pain, this must mean it's non-existent.
Eye can taste the fear of salty tears in the distance.
Eye can...
I enter my home from a long day at school,
never thought those kids would be so cruel.
Today I experienced more bullies and...
This is goodbye.
Goodbye to the changing trees,
Who always have an opinion on life.
Goodbye to the pack of wolves,
Who...
Rain, on the window, did glide.
Pain, the girl did feel inside.
With every drop of water,
Her broken heart cried.
Cars...
Whats the Difference.
Between your Ignorance.
And your Disgrace.
Its makes you Proud?
Happy. Confident. powerful?
...
She’s far from an innocent
For deep in her past
Lie memories in waiting,
Coming on fast.
The shame and the guilt
Are too...
It saved me from the pain i felt
I felt it everyday
The empty feeling consumed me
It saved me from this mind set
So...
I remember that day
I had heard it many times that day,
Someone else had lost time.
Who? I wondered.
As if it was a broken...
All you see is her smile. You don't see her mom walk through the door at 2 in the moring drunk, Yelling and breaking...
Teachers
Why don’t you stop lecturing
And listen for a change
Maybe pay attention to the kids in the back...
There is loneliness in my soul tonight.
I reach out hesitantly for some help.
I can see someone out there that is bright....
I give up trying to present myself,
make myself appeasing to the eye.
I give up living up to other peoples absurd standards...
Not only does
She have pain in her head,
but every other place you look.
She's hurting,
and if you care for her
You could...
The darkness envelopes me
Hanging trees in groups of three.
One is for me, one for you,
The other for the dead too.
So meet...
Love is the cure for all disease, and also the cause,
For to know love is happiness, and happiness is God.
Rob a man of his...
People walk around as they laugh
as the others stand in alone as if a polygraph
test that the "others" takes blinks and...
I feel so detached, watching the scene happening
How could these blue scrubs be mine? This wristband?
I'm not trusted with...
Slash slash as the blade glides through her skin. She watches the blood drip down on the floor. And rhe scar will heal once...
You had just turned thirteen.
We didn't know what it would mean
your the baby in the family
I really hoped you hadn't...
Here I walk with nothing left.Standing frightened with a bleeding hand.What's within my heart is cleft.Destroyed facing...
I don’t like what I see when I look in the mirror
Losing 50 lbs. is the only way I can achieve happiness
I have an intense...
Staring at the clock waiting to be free. Pull down her sleeves to hide the battle scars. Zipping up her jacket as if it...
You live your life in a haze
Your parents believe it is just a phase
But it is too late: you've already turned to the blade...
I know who I am
But sometimes I'm not sure.
The youger years of my life, I wish were a blure
My depressing past makes me...
She stole your heart,
you gave it willingly.
She said she loved you,
you said it back.
You broke her heart,
so she...
I am surrounded by people
who are filled with all types of emotions
and thoughts and opinions and beliefs
I know about the...
You're shattered. You're broken.
Not thinkin' anyone knows.
You trudge on, resent all, for the pain from the stones they've...
Sister, remember when we were little,
And constantly together?
We were always hand in hand,
Looking out for one another.
And...
I stuggle day by day,'Are you even wanted?'You live the school life,Each and everyday you walk the hallsYou look left and...
It’s a struggle to keep lying to myself
It’s a struggle to realize that your friends don’t
It’s crazy how my world ends in...
7 years bad luck
from looking in the mirror
each year a scar,
in my once flawless skin.
Broken glass in hand,
that...
I am a living man
Or am I a puppet trying to reach expectations I can't fulfill?
I am a man that leads
Or do I make mistakes...
My tears are like fire,
they burn down my ruined face.
Leaving a trail of lost desire,
Can they be diluted by grace?
I'm...
A grim reflection
of skin and bones
Tearing her apart
with self-hatred
Magazines
covered with beauty
She only wishes
she...
At least I won’t be there to see it.
This whisper creeps up on me,
the selfishness taking over once again,
perhaps for the...
Simple thoughts lay me to rest
I fight everything in me just to bring out the best
Anything I imagine becomes a test
Simple...
Wake up brush the teeth, wash the face. Avoiding the mirror, can't stand the feeling I get when I stare right at my face...
Hey there Lonely,
I want you to know that you aren't alone.
That you aren't the only one.
And I know that that blade, those...
Blood screeching though the walls
It slowly pure
Nightmare comes to life
It haunts your dream
There's none to help
No sleep...
six horizontal linesone atop the otherlike lines of a bookwritten in invisible ink
the story is a sad oneone of pain, one of...
Can't anyone see me?
See this fake smile on my face?
See these tears that I hold back?
Can't you see the pain that I'm in?...
SHE UNDERSTANDS THAT MOM AND DAD WILL NEVER BE TOGETHER.
SHE SAYS THAT SHE'S OK BUT FEELS PAIN.
SHE DREAMS OF A PLACE WHERE...
I have been used and used and misused.
Now I am completely stagnant.
My one function was sharp, to the point,
but even that...
Dear Mom,
You set me free and let me be
In the world so vicious
but somehow you don't see.
Dear Dad,
I'm not as happy as I...
Such tears of pain,
of shame,
wiped from the page
smeared in ink stains.
If only she had known,
maybe these tears
would...
Looking in the mirror wondering what am I looking at
What do I see? How do I feel? Will there be change in the way I look?...
Your misunderstood…you feel alone, like you’re all on your own. But you got that perfect life. Walk around with a smile on...
Shouldn't let my eyes leak, but
May my dreams seep through them now.
If only I could let go...
Let go of all my raindrops....
One day you will realize how much you hurt us physically and mentally
One day you will see the pain in our faces
One day you...
I Am...
Demoralized? Why? They all wondered...
I'm not the happy soul I portray to be I cry..
most of the time I...
Crossing from society into a watery solitary,
the only and solely place for solitude
without criticism, without scandal,...
You and MeHere we seeWe're climbing a treeAnd as I look to seeA beautiful smile staring back at MeBut once we're up in the...
Trapped in a glass box without escape;
Everyone thinks that this is a safe place,
Not seeing from others eye the landscape....
I feel alone.
Not because i am alone but
because no one has my back like my spine is about to fall out.
I feel alone
because...
My screams were a muffled whisper
My nightly tears – unseen.
My parents were not worried,
Because, “She’s just a normal teen...
I am who I am.
I'm not who I'm not.
I keep my secrets but I do not tell lies.
I am not an Evil in disguise.
I have many...
I know you think about situations and say,
"That would never be me." You say
I could never be that girl that's acting all...
I am scared to look at life beyond now
It is time to cut my flesh so it can take a vow
To never let a piece of metal
Defy...
How easy would it be to let go?
To let free my fears and sorrow.
Would the cries be silenced?
Along with my heart and blood...
I was but a floating cloud, sailing the lonely sky. Until she burrowed into me, her the fairest bird, the first that I would...
My long black hair covers my face most of the time,
They tell me to uncover it,
No! No! No!
I don’t want to,
It covers my...
The misery was bitter,
My head and my mind,
Frustrated from the voices,
They were winning,
Until I took a stand,
And went...
I sit here by myself, thinking of suicide
I look at the razor blades, thinking of suicide
I look in the mirror, thinking of...
Some days I feel alone, some days I cry
I wonder why these feelings come over me
So I write
I write to get the feelings out...
Hiding behind her own reflection
Having to deal with her satisfaction
The mirror tells no lies
And at night she'll refuse to...
“Oh, go kill yourself!”
He meant it as a joke
which is why, probably,
they don’t understand the way she reacts
Why she sits...
I am the shadowThat waits in dark placesSilent and patientTo follow you home.I am the tigerThat eagerly chasesRacing and...
It is easier said than done.
Sometimes I feel like I have won
The most biggest war of all,
Depression and anxiety is always...
Behind the safety of the computer,
Bullies feel safe.
The steady rise of these bullies
Cause the increase of teen suicides...
I feel tears trying to come out of my eyes
The strength within keeps away
I tell myself lies
I’ll be okay
Hold in...
Sitting With You #4 She is often forgotten.Left to struggle on her own.Her cries are silent.Tears are endless.If only you...
When falling into the darkness all you see is black,
I called for help but all I got was darkness.
You beat me down and say...
That blade. Those pills. That rope. The gun.
These are all ways to commit suicide.But why commit it ?Well...People are mean...
My Life, my one true love,
The one thing that makes me happy to wake up to every morning.
My uncontrollable consistency, the...
It has been a year today,
And I don't know what to say
I think about you everyday;
That "missing something" feeling hasn't...
scattered blue on the floor
broken lives knocking at her door
they were chased away by here fears
which quickly turned into...
No one see the sadness in one's eye.
You see anyone can fake a smile
To realize and speak up
To talk to that one person who...
Closely look inside the glass,
What will you find there?
That is the girl you always pass,
whose presence has become so rare...
Hurt from all the pain,
i just want to run away,
in a safer place I'll be
put out of my misery,
i point the gun towards me,...
A love that makes no sense
A hate that leaves me wonderin'
A spirit that jumps the fence
A heart that keeps on plunderin'
A...
The hole that I fell in
swallowed me whole
now I see nothing
It covered its top
closing me in
now I'm stuck
I know what...
Inside of me is a man no one knows, inside of me is a warrior who's allies are limitless. Inside of me is one who fears only...
why do we refuse others when they call for help?why do we stick the friend on a shelf?you've heard their criesbut you told...
She sits in the corner of her room, with red walls covered around her.
The bloody barrier, remains of pain from the...
- The hammer and the nail, - Was a match made in heaven. - Or so the seven tacks thought. - For their heaven wasn't a haven...
You wake up everyday day, but your day starts backwards. It's not you who wakes up, it's your body that does while the...
Swimming is fun,
Until you start drowning
Life is like swimming under the ocean
You enjoy every little thing you see,...
I see the line of water
Kissing the the top of my head
My hair sticks out slightly
The cool breeze of life caressing it
And...
I tried to take my life yesterday
But no one could really say
The pain in my heart was too great
So no one decided instigate...
Tears that awakened him at night already evaporated.
Filled with words that aggressively stroked his nerves.
We cant forgive...
as the sky terns gray and the clouds run away, i am left standing there alone and cold,
no where to go no one to hold my...
The sky is dark.
Glittering with endless stars.
And I'm lying here so close yet so far.
The sun comes and goes.
Yet time is...
You promised we would be together forever
I guess forever isn't such a long time
White lies and night cries
You take but...
They always said:
Suicide was the Queen
Death was the Devil
Overdosing were the Demons
The self-inflicted were the...
A happy-go-lucky guynever afraid to say hi.A friend to anyone in needa kind-hearted soul indeed.When did things turn bad?...
I want out
What is the point of this
i'm only holding on
for hope that the future will be brighter
but i feel like it won't...
Please don’t feel alone,
For there are people surrounding you with their love.
Please don’t beat yourself down,
For you...
Stop and think about what you are doing,
This time you feel like it's the end of the line.
Please don't do it please,
You...
I feel the light in my heart, the light that comes from the fire,
Oh girl, don’t go, stay here, don’t let them touch your...
I can no longer take this hurt , sadness, the endless pain.
Everywhere I turn everywhere I look everywhere I go there's no...
Between a rock and a hard place I dwell my days away. The disgrace that is life is only what I want it to be. Nobody will...
Why do I even try sometimes?
Cause giving up sounds just fine.
Time to say goodbye to all the bad.
Letting go of all the...
Have you ever seen the rain come down?
Those days where the grey is less white than the pain,
Desolated days where the...
With every droplet of my tears,
My heart sinks deeper.
Nothing is going right,
When nothing should have been wrong.
My dream...
blonde hair and freckles
good grades and a contagious laugh
happy family and dinner together
good days and sleepful nights ...
Everyone has one - a feeling that they've cherished since they could remember
For some people it's having a bite of grandma'...
You can be the difference.
You can be the change.
You can be the helping hand.
You can save the day.
You can mend the...
You can smile in the midst. Of a winter storm. Dance in the street. Like the world is yours. Sing to the sky. Like the stars...
Grab a hand and stand together
let here a heartfelt welcome
hand by hand race by race
together we stand equal
strong...
She gets one more bad gradeThe loans are piling up; Never fully paidStarts to look like there's no way out...
Choking back...
I lie in bed, on somber nights
Just to stare at these bloody scared wrists of mine
All night, needles in my skin
Watcing my...
I read somewhere that every 16 minutes
give or take a few seconds
a suicide is commited.
What a fact, huh?
A life...
I met a guy who made me believe
That love isn't just some sick, twisted dream.
I met a guy
Who called me beautiful,
And for...
Can anybody hear me?
I’m sitting here screaming.
Yet nobody hears my plea.
Instead, I feel their all trying to flee.
Why me...
Is the sun really out?
Do people really laugh?
Can they smile endlessly?
Why are they happy?
In your heart,
The sky is...
These shadows...
They do speak...
They speak to my mind,
Oh they speak, how they speak!
I know that they aren't real...
Late nights.... The notes seem to float out of the headphones and into the vacant air as if they are looking for a somber...
Every action i do, makes my life a bigger mess;
I can only resort to my razor, biting into my flesh.
Its pain brings me,...
The sting
The pain
The tears
All because of the blade
Its my weakness
My Enemy
Its My key
You think it hurts
Nope! Its just...
Knowledge of a few words
Wisdom that's never found
Friends that don't exist
I was brought up a sexist
Let's cut the crap
I'm...
IT is a noun that society uses to describe its oppression
Many have fallen into the feelings of definition
IT is the hole of...
I see a little girl I used to be
She knows how to smile
She knows that she’s worth everything
She doesn’t care about what...
A tear, a whisper
A shout, a cry
No one seems to hear
No one is by your side.
Everyone is oblivious until it's too late,...
She sits in a corner.
Knees to her chest and head down.
For she is lost, never to be found.
Thoughts are running wild within...
“Them”,” us”. “Us”, “we”.
By “them” I mean “us”, and by “us” I mean me.
But I also mean “them”.
Them, us. We, me.
The...
You left with spring
never to experience the summer.
In the fall you came again,
you came as a shock to those you left
and...
I sit and wonder if i can be a mother
Though in relationships your supposed to trust each other
How can i if the man i love...
Her eyes burning,
Her nose running,
Her heart slowing,
as the tears drip down her flushed pale face,
the voices remind her...
I do not wish to stare
Out of this Plexiglass window that shouts my name, taunts me.
Yet it refuses
To let me leave this...
I see in her eyes insecurity.
Oh, how many times must you ask?
Am I pretty?
If you were here now,
I would not care how many...
We all have problems
You, Me
Him, Her
it’s a natural thing,
you're only human
But why’d you choose
-- to take your life
That...
The day is cloudy, no man in sight.
Not even the crows who cry in flight.
She looks up and she looks down, but no salvation...
By nature I’m human
Imperfect and inclined to make blunders
All ways in battle
Rebellious to the obstacles and opposition...
Shadows are following me home yet, I feel so alone I seek for attentionbut no one sees me
I wonder if there are more...
Triggered on 16th
So I ask myself
Will my emotions lead to my death?
Will I allow adversity to take over my mind
Persuade...
The Silence.
It's deafening.
It's maddening.
It leaves volumes in its presence and
It's getting louder and louder and......
Faced with the inevitable truth
Unavoidable , Life changing
Immaturely faced with the irreversible option of
Death
TO end...
There are days in which my forearm remembers stories that I made up,
That haunt me and forebode potential illusions.
I...
I live in a house, not a home
with people who are my family, but not there for me
my only love is keeping my ties to this...
Your body's getting cold, your lips are turning blue. why did you do it? you're the only one who knew, I see the earth below...
The little details here and there
The little details no one hears
I feel as if no one cares
they just worsen my fears
living...
Never has a man cried so softly
As the sound of a single tear hits his cheek
Soft cries are the deadliest of them all,...
Why,why.why
Always asking why
And my question is why should I tell you?
I don’t owe you anything
And I especially don’t owe...
I sit there staring at the flames
Thinking back at the time
When everything was sane.
In one fleeting moment
That was gone...
Like a dark seed
blooming in the night.
The warnings I did not heed,
everyone thought it was such an awful fright!
Can I...
The sun glares in through the window panes as the class begins,
the shadows of the students cover up their sins,
little...
There once was a young person
who lived in a town in New Jersey
His name was Jacob, a nice person
Born and raised in Jersey...
every so often
they flood us with statistics
38,000 a year
150 a day.
1 every 15 minutes.
faceless numbers
do we forget that...
“ LIve simply.
Love generously.
Care deeply.
Speak kindly.
Leave the rest to God.”
This is the “perfect” quote to describe...
all I want is you
to be a part of two
to make you and I, we
to just help me be
my happy self
taken off of this shelf
shelf...
I walk the halls alone, hearing giggles from "Innocent" girls, foul language from the "Bad Boy" crowd, and smooches from the...
I now understand why people drink until the end of the bottle,
Or smoke a pack a day,
Or not look twice when crossing the...
The laughter you hear each day,
The painful names that won't go away.
Those awful thoughts that don't seem to disappear,...
Has anyone ever told you You're beautiful. important. worth it.
Has anyone ever told...
“Please, I can help you!”
Words that every person wants to hear.
Words that mean I love you and I care.
Words that want you...
Just look in his eyes.
He's asking for help.
He doesn't know how to say it
so he just stares.
Those sunken-in eyes
the...
Why should you want to die?
It feels good to breathe
to live
to love
and just be alive!
How can anyone feel the need for...
Pan.
Peter Pan.
Peter Banning.
A lost boy, lost to himself.
Gone are his memories,
Of pirates and fairies,
Of Indians and...
Tears in your heart, a crack in your soul
I tried to save you,
to show you there's more
More than harm and hurt
More than...
Poetry began with no smile,
Poetry began as a resolution,
Poetry has gave a balance to my life,
When I was alone I felt...
I'm okay with death.
What's wrong with me?
That can't be right. It shouldn't be right.
None of this is right.
But to me, it...
None of them had ever known their fellow lowly duck
Dragged among them behind a white facade.
And though his face to them...
I see you
When you think you’re invisible
When you’ve been ignored one time too many
When you reach for that blade
To take...
Its there
It always has been
It has been there for years
It has infected many
It lives there
Do you see it
Do you hear it
It...
My eyelids get heavier as these seconds pass.
Time loops itself and I'm left running in circles again.
Why can't anyone...
Falling slowly as time does pass
All my problems seem to amass
Into some great raging abomination
Overtaking me with dark...
Darling, darling... open your ears and listen to these words you must hear
Stop puhing away the things you hold dear because...
Where I come from is Pain
A pain I always have to cover.
I cover my pain with smiles and laughter.
So, what is pain?
Pain is...
Thirty-eight thousand wasted,
Teens broken, no savior,
Blood shed to live,
They live to die,
Drowning their sorrow just to...
Here I sit in my dark, empty mind
The colorless land in which I reside
I fight and fight to leave my demons behind
A...
Falling, fading
I'm slowly losing myself
ino the eternal hole of darkness
pain, betrayal, and abandonment
is all I have felt...
My heart is like glass
One word
One action
Can shatter it so easily
My heart is like glass
No father
Arguements everyday...
My mind sees a different world that i don't live in.
The sick thoughts going through the brain.
The blood and the slatter...
holding on is hard
holding on can be tough
holding on can be a pain in the neck
when the edge is slippery as heck
we have to...
My eyes were opened
I saw her pain
Though she smiled
Though she laughed
Her heart was tired
It hit me hard to see her hurt...
(Sang in pop goes the weasel tune) Every night he dies insideevery night he hurts no one knows how much he cries pop goes...
I come home full of bruises
But who says I didn’t ask for them
Every one else thinks that I deserve what happened
I continue...
Twinkle twinkle world of mine
How I hoped you knew what I felt
As I walk this lonley path
Tears roll down my horrid face...
...As I learn,
More questions I ask.
As I speak I wish I did not,
and when im blue music is my elixir.
It heals my wounds....
What is the meaning of life
does it mean walking through every day with strife
and in the end taking ones own life?
Walking...
Walking on an endless road.
Her heart, her mind, her soul, drifting away from her body.
They are young together, living...
There is a star missing from the sky tonight.
Her heart no longer beats, yet still she breathes.
Each breath, a suffocating...
When I stare at myself in the eyes of others
I think "you're who I want to change"
When I look myself in the mirror and...
The same song
Sung by people who wouldn't want you
To hate yourself
The same song
Sung by people who wouldn't want you
To...
It's not shaking and crying and screaming until your throat burns. It's not tidal waves of emotions, quickly drowing you....
Shut off in my little world
A dust bunny jumps on by
Why do I notice such things
When my heart seems to die..
Love is more...
Love & Loss
Purely, honestly, completely, requitaled love ...
Unable to be halted by anyone
Innocent, first love,...
I’m drowning in myself
I can’t catch a break
And can’t catch a breath
I’m drowning, the darkness spreading
Seeping...
I thought this was forever
and you'd always be in my life
the sun kept shining
but your happiness slowly died
you said...
Blue.
Blue the drum, pitch and pang,
Steel-stain rim, resounding clang.
That which stirs the thoughts and actions.
Haunting...
You matter because you were made in the image of GodYour physical makeup is beautiful Because the eye of your beholder is...
Why don't they want me?
Is it because I was a mistake?
I wish I could change the way I am so that they could at least love...
7th grade, in the middle of middle school, friends come and go, thought i wouldn't be able to make it, thought about hurting...
Many think suicide is an easy way to get out situations. Actually, it starts a complication. Suicide thoughts starts off,...
Funny how we forget where we come from
Funny how we never really can't
Funny how death brings sadness
Funny how life brings...
Everyday is a war,
A war that cannot be won,
A war between the broken and reality,
While society is saying what we need to...
Why am I hurting myself?
Mental damage feels worse than physical damage
And I keep going at it.
I beat myself up everyday.
‘...
Their made to torment us
To lock us away
To put us in these cages,
Where none should stay.
They keep us there
Locked up and...
Through Time and space it all began,
but now we have our game plan.
It all began with a big bang,
and now a little BEEP...
To whom it may concern,I may be broken.Like a fragmented mirror,my pieces no longer fit together.My reflection is disfigured...
Here we are
We just broke up
I am upset
And you don’t give a [F*#K]
I have put up with all the things you do
Heartbreak is...
The melody lifted me
The harmony grounded me
The pitch challenged me
The tone pounded me.
The lyrics found me
The notes lost...
Dear My Past Self,
This is the part where I tell you that you're going to be okay
Each day might seem worse than the last...
Nearly crumbling on the edge of sanity — tip-toed, teetering and tottering
I am ready to collapse at any given moment,
at...
Why the loss in faith? Was it becuase i wasn't pretty, like the other girls, Maybe just plain stupid? i hurt day in and...
It can go away so easily
All this pain, this fear
This loneliness, these tears
I can make it go away.
It can go away so...
Unplug me please, just for one day,
Help me melt my stress away.
TV, Mac, iPod, and cell,
They have become my living Hell....
He told me, "Put down the cigarette,"Worried I'd get sick. I looked at him with regret,Craving nicotine like a nervous tick...
Alone.
Isn't that how it starts?I sit alone, waiting for a call
A call that could possibly save my life.
I am alone.
My...
The hand of the friend of a sinners son
They cried at night felt they were the only one
Their happiness they lost in a world...
No one knows the pain I'm in, so i'll show them
No one sees my pain, until they have to sew them
No one sees the pain...
You long to scream,
But you have no voice.
You want to kick,
But the muscles don’t respond.
You hope you can fight,
But...
I canott feel your pain nor can I understand
The things you go through for the utter demand
To take your precious life...
More people end their own lives
than someone else’s life.
More people choose to stop living by their own hands than people...
you place the blades to your wrist again,
the blood begins to pool,
you think your family will never be whole
and you...
Blue and Black
Rubber rack
Red and blood
No love
No sight
No light
Deaf and blind
Nothing I've ever find
Down and dirty
I'm...
There comes a point
In everyone’s lives
To turn the page
And step into the light
To let their future
Take its course
Let it...
WhoreSlutBitchCuntLiarWords hurt.They pile into my eardrums.How?Why?Wrong?Questions fill my head.I don't know. I don't know....
Cast out from the world,
You wander through a dark forest.
The cold wind snaps and bites at your cheeks,
While your tears...
She sits in her room with blood shot eyes.
wearing her jacket to cover her lies.
her smile so beautiful, sometimes so fake....
Blood boiled in every vain,Like a flicker in every flame.Tears streaming from Her eyes,Cause Her life is built on lies.Over...
Another white tee
Tie dyed in four shades of red
Out of the twelve you’ve already encountered
Bleach will do no good this...
Solitude and empty windows
Silence in the cold strewn world
Silence in hardened hearts
Live through wished death
Searching...
I don't want it.
I just wish,
that everyone will stop saying,
"It's my fault"
"It's all my fault".
How come they're...
If only you’d have stayed
And made me never fear
I’d have shown you night and day
And made you hold me dear
You’d love...
May left us this year and so did you
Next year May will be back but sad to say, she won't be here with you
As the days pass...
You know,
I was upset from everything that I read
All I saw was red, when I made myself bled, bled,
Bleed 'til I die
But I...
There's something you don't understand.
Maybe it's the different lives we live
Maybe it was what I was wearing
Or maybe it...
How do you heal a broken heart?
How do you help someone who's already decided?
How do you show them that there's more?
More...
Roses are red
Violates are blue
Suicides an option
But its not for you
You may be imperfect
And you may be flawed
I...
you called for help.
only, sounds didn't escape your mouth.
intead they dripped down your arm
screaming in violent shades of...
Everyday I woke up
With the same emotionless face,
And I said, “I’m fine”.
But here I was at 6 am
I was staring at my...
The sun glistens on a warm summer day,
yet her world seems filled with dismay.
So many people are all around,
yet she is...
It all started in a dark and vacant room,
nothing in the room but some needles and a broom.
As I search my thoughts of a way...
It's been four years since I lost you.
Everyday feels like a dagger through the heart.
When you died it's like god took two...
I see my life in black and white. The world say we're all different, But wouldn't that just makes us all the same? This life...
I never wanna be a statistic.
I remember my mother once told me in a whisper that her best friend’s daughter was a cutter...
Rising.
Rising from the bottom,
Conquering all odds,
Giving me inspiration.
At one time,
You tried to end your life.
Now,...
Just once, just once
I want to get dressed up
in a dress with short sleeves
And not feel like everyone is staring at my ugly...
That day was as dark and dreary as hell.
Death appeared and knocked me into a dismal despair.
My friend, he fell, and I lay...
He haunts me.
Like a ghost, my husband haunts me.
The red-tailed hawks that cry out over head
taunt me mercilessly.
That was...
I want to see a world without oppression
I want to make it easier on those with depression
Some may even have anxiety
I...
Darkness is ever near, it’s become everything I fear.
Grasping onto life, but my hands grabbing for a knife.
Loneliness and...
''We change cause we don't like who we are
but you can't change your flaws
before you accept them.''
Her body throbs from within.
Helplessness swells in her being.
He is in her, over and over and over.
Heart is waning,...
The sun will rise
After a sleepless night
Of tossing and turning
Staring blankly into the wall that sits in front of me...
Take hold of the darkness, step into the light
Let go of your worries, dont give up the fight,
Each day is a balance of the...
If you are torn at the seams, I am the needle and thread
Who await your hands to sew you neatly back together
But the seam...
Take one breath...done,
take one more...done,
take two more...danger,
Silence filled the car,
as mother reached for the...
I'm my own canvas, so pure and clean.
No one knew that I loved to paint till that day!
Red was my favorite color, so rich...
Who’s going to save me?
When I fall apart
Who’s going to save me?
When it all starts
Who’s going to save me?
When I’m in...
We all carry these burdens deep down inside
They lay down beside us while we sleep at night
These demons are all in your...
(poems go here) They won't listen.
No matter how loud I scream,
they won't hear.
The devil for faces.
My breath heavy, can't...
The love in your features fades when you look at me.
Disappointment takes its place instead
The sweet smile encased in your...
I can tell you point blank
that suicide ain't the answer
to anyone's problems
no matter how God damn awful they are
if it...
Pushes and punches, teases and screamsNo one ever wanted to listen.No one ever wanted to really see.
She gripped it- cold...
Silence as she walks down the streets,
Silence as she receeds into her own mind,
Looking into the blackness,
With a huge...
Teacher, teacher
I'm not sure if you know
My mind may be open
But my heart remains closed
Teacher, teacher
Please, just...
That runway that I walk down? I own it,
With my lab coat and my ibuprofen
Because I walk for a living I must have a whit of...
Just another teenage girl writing small thoughts on a tree. A tree that will someday get lost or dissapear. its not...
People live differently than one another.
None identical but similar.
We all don’t grow up the same,
and not everyone...
A faint yellow light shimmers
Within four walls
The yelling and screaming stay
Within four walls
As day become night
I...
She tries to run, she tries to hide away from the earth
She takes the pills to make all the pain go away
Cause she can’t...
the razor
sharper than a knife
my prolbem to
kill my strife
yo kill the pain
deep inside me
i just want
to be set free
the...
Why couldn’t I see it?
She was hurting. She was screaming
And I couldn’t hear her cries.
I could have stopped her.
They...
Please someone wake me up!
Get me out of here!
Hardly they can walk, all of them are stuck,
No one can believe what I think...
Slam Against Bullying
Life’s not easy,
and pain never goes away,
I listen to every single word they say.
They call me ugly,...
Life shouldn't been way more through the eyes of this young child,
but thinking of that fact only makes it more difficult to...
I cant breathe anymore. No matter how much I try to feel okay I can't. I just want to be done. It feels like I'm purposely...
shut them out, as I suffer to breathe
Where are the words?
Can we talk instead of scream?
My opinion remains unheard
The...
Don't pick it up.
Don't look into it's eyes.
It's a liar.
It cannot help you.
With it's shiny appearance,
it lies, saying...
Run a bath and drop a toaster,Take some pills feel like I'm on a roller coaster.Run a blade straight down my wrist,Put my...
Are you a man?
No one cares. You are just a man.
Are you joining the military?
No one cares. You are just a man.
Are you...
Running through the wind
As she fades away in a blim
Gosh I loved hero
But she faded like a blur in your eyes
I loved her...
'What is it? What is it that you see?'
He asked
I choked on silence
Beneath my ribcage was a hollow tree
and it was rotting...
A girl that runs away from her fears
She is not weak
She is alone
Walking this earth with no hand to hold
She stares up...
There's So Much Build Inside Me,
That Others May Never See,
Grab My Pen & Paper A Poet I Never Thought I Would Be,
I...
When will the day come that I will be happy with my appearance?
When, oh when will it come?
I don’t like seeing this fat,...
Down in a ditch. Hearing sounds of freedom. Wanting to escape but not finding the right way out. Nothing to do but wait....
I wish you could see
The freckles you hate are the ones I love.
Those curls you try to straighten are the ones I can't wait...
I laugh, I talk,
There's a lightness when I walk.
I smile and hide
All the pain I feel inside.
I scowl and glare,
Show my...
School is a place of fear
Waking down the hallways
I question why am I here?
It's the same thing everyday
They will push me...
You will get chewed up, and spit outBut keep your head up because that is not what life is all about.Good friends’ bad...
“I’m worried bout you,” she said.
I responded with silence.
Who is she to want to help?
Is it that obvious that I’m dying?
I...
I'm sitting here, battled and wounded.
Trying to keep my place in this world.
Memories from that last night going through...
Water spills from the sky in April.
Water drowns me in September.
Am I alive? Am I still breathing?
I used to like...
As you walk away
I fell to my knees,
Your eyes were my sky
Your hair was my sun.
Now that you’re gone
My world is shatter,
A...
I place the weight of my body onto a jagged rock on top of a mountain.
With my head turned to the left, the breeze brushes...
I don't like to fight,
And I dont like to hurt,
The pain you put me through
is leaving blood stains on my shirt.
I just...
Love is a myth in my book.
Only ones that believe in such a thing achieve happiness and joy.
Guess I believed for too long...
Flay the skin away
Piece by piece
Layer after layer
What am I now?
Am I
The words tumbling out of my mouth
The thoughts...
First let me ask, is it good or bad for a 22year old male in business school to have a massive crush on Beyoncé’s music? Is...
The world is full with void
And it’s fallacies,
so please martyr me...
I am the fool, priestess and
stagnant one;
nothing...
The first time that I saw you
You casted your spell
You noticed me out of the few
I thought we'd be forever but only time...
All of these years she tried so hard to leave it behind;
to one day dream that she could be happy without struggling inside...
I know you're there
Lurking and wait to
Seize the opportunity
Then charge and approach
Quickly so that I can
Feel secure in...
My doctor told me that I'm too high
Soaring in the Sky
Need to fall back down to earth
Shit that hurt
So he said we need to...
Do you know how many people you left
or how many people cried
I wish you could have counted the tears
that came from...
She was speaking from the heart.
Multiple pens help to color scars.
The word wasn’t in white nor black.
But made of rainbows...
Pain is physical and emotional all at once. You love someone so bad it hurts your chest. Your heart pounding beneath your...
I'm a bookworm so I've read varies genres of books. I remember reading the novel Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher and the...
Today’s Cup of Tea
Your heart echoes vigorously inside of your ears,
As you attempt to justify what you have yet to do....
I can't say one thing!
Not one damn thing, without you criticizing me!
Just shut up!
You ask what I mean,
I mean Im Fed Up!...
You are not another case,
Not something to be printed in the media,
So please just listen to me,
Brings that razor blade...
It seems fine
the wine is flowing
Laughter is swirling the room
Sadness is blockaded from entering
That rush of panic
Im...
It's been years,
Years since I've wroten a poem.
My freshman year in High School,
That's all I would do.
When I got home...
Be yourself
they said.
But don't do this
And you can't do that.
Don't change for others
they said.
It's only a...
Words cant seem to explain it
Such confusing emotions..
I can't contain it
So wanted by the devil but my heart belongs to...
Dark salt water drips on lined paper
A shaky hand scribbles
Dear mom_
Stops_ heaves a sigh
Purple and blue color his face...
He is the one who stills you when you may feel unruly
He is the one who leads you when you may feel lost
He is the one who...
Another angel, capable of unimaginable things.
Demons, screaming in her mind.
Another angel, wants to die.
Demons, swarm her...
Blood boiled in every vain,Like a flicker in every flame.Tears streaming from Her eyes,Cause Her life is built on lies.Over...
The pain which was gained from the emotions leaving a messy stain
Thinking internally deep inside
why must I go this route?...
Fireflies
In a wide black sky
You hold my heart
I hold you tight
Kiss my cheek
Please don’t leave
Baby, I’m here
You...
Life is a vital dream,
Death is a plot twist scheme.
Living these days through the hell we see,
Never did I think I’d have...
Ambitions are life's desires, not our own
The only thing in life to find is ourselves
The one goal we search for
over...
I try to hide what's inside. Alone, unloved, disappointment constantly these are the words running through my head.I try...
Depression
It hurts
When you cry and you
don't get the reason why.
When you notice yourself
deviating from the others....
Feeling great
I just got back from a date
But have not always been this way
Sure now I am ok
But there was a lot to mend...
I look to my left, then to my right; no one to turn to.
I sit here in solitude.
Confined by a world of billions, I feel...
I take your insults and I swallow my tears
I will not show weakness in front of you
I refuse to show that you affect the way...
I live through depression,
He runs through my veins,
He sneaks up on me,
When I feel astrain,
He burdens my mother,
And...
I exist as an anchored man.
I must relearn how to stand.
My strength, its not giving.
Seeing is not always believing.
But I'...
It’s a struggle to keep lying to myself
It’s a struggle to realize that your friends don’t
It’s crazy how my world ends in...
The girl sits alone,
waiting for life to come.
Her scars have not shown.
For she has said, "I'm done."
She thinks about the...
To tell a story of the famed Knight Hawk
Listen whilst I remember, recall
Ready not yourself for a tale of sweet
For he was...
Just one step and…gone
Maybe in an instant
Maybe after a few minutes
Gone
Maybe it will be like the movies
My own home...
Walls all around
Tears fall on the ground
Black is all i see
Fear wells up inside of me;
but there is always hope in view
A...
I see these patterns,
Patterns of us all, in a fabric combined and woven together.
Faint little stitches stick out, so small...
He said he would stop
He made promises he never kept
He lived with pain and anger
He tried to keep himself straight
He tried...
I am tired of being tired.
I am tired of being everyones stepping stone.
I am tired of having extra meat on my bones.
I am...
Staring at the phone
Wishing someone actually cares
Looking back at the past
Remembering all her dad's hateful actions
No...
Cast shadows on me. Let me fall. What hand could reach me?
Light Beats dark. Light beats dark.
Throw me into the furnace...
I wanted to be good,
Good to see,
I wanted to meet those expectations.
I hope he'd notice me.
I forgot that words could...
Listen, all I want is for you to listen.
I promise you won’t regret me like my set ambition.
Maybe you’ll love me one day....
People will ask you:
"Why are you so sad all the time?"
People will stare at your wrists and wonder how you did that. How...
Without the hurt you feel inside, the pain that hurt so bad. Without the love you had then lost, the times that made you...
Is there anyone out there
Sitting under the trees
Waiting for something to happen
Praying for something to happen
Is there...
Pain is awakeningShakeningTaken meTo a new lightI fought my fightRegained my mightSo uncomfortable That place is coldI lost...
Courage is one thing that no one can ever take away from you.
I said this to myself every day
For the longest time.
It...
Withering and wheezing
she is losing her mind
rocking and retreating
to her beauty she’s blind
She silently cries
her...
I feel your hurt as I listen to you yelling, and your soft sobs
I feel your anger as you spill your problems and the blame...
Turn away,
don't look back.
Even though no one believes you,
go on
Tear those pages
break free
measurements and rhymes are...
Today is today, I mean that's what everyone says. But today is the day that I hide , in the shadows, faces of you are...
When you're as quiet as I am,
You learn to KEEP quiet.
Crazy Ideas and loudest thoughts,
Sarcastic statements,
Hurtful words...
Music is for the broken whose will has been abandoned and suicidal thoughts have nested.
So quick to contemplate death....
When the darkness descends upon your skin,
Don't let it fill you, don't let it in.
Don't turn to look or let it know,
That...
Wounds, that illuminate...That spirit, that planted the seed…unknown!Just a biological relationship…is not a home.The...
Someone once said, “Recovery is not a team sport. It’s a solitary distance run. It’s long. It’s exhausting. And it’s lonely...
Alone in my room
I think about what happened today
With my relationship and school
I just do not know what to say.
About my...
I remember the days where all you said was, " How could this be?"
Those nights where you fall asleep right next to me.
You...
The seemingly dark and damp
Feeling cold, alone, scared
The emptiness is loud
Screaming but no one cared
To be taken into...
My mind races a million miles an hour,
I feel on top of the world and nothing can turn me sour.
My motivation is endless, my...
Laughing back at me in the glass of a two sided mirror,
A sinister clown inside of me that won't disapear.
When feeling ugly...
Can’t you feel it
The creeping under your skin
That impending fear
The lurking of doom
The need to do…
No,
the need to feel...
Today I learned
That a boy my sister knew
Killed himself yesterday.
And it made me remember
How precious each life is
And...
Demons hide within us all
Echoing in the back of our minds
Pulling against the chains and begging to be let free
Everyone...
There was nothing left.
The girl in the mirror wasn't me.
She was scared and alone suffering from a sickness no one knew...
Life
Life is a challenge
There are twist and turns
There are obstacles
Walls that block our paths
We try to fight back
We...
Dear Depression,
It has not been long enough since I have contacted you old friend. I say that and yet it seems you get in...
*CAUTION* i am not sucidal. This ponders why people commit Suicide.
cold AND heavy
I try to HOLD it STEADY
Where to put it?...
It just sucks to know that in one flicker of a moment your life could get better or worse. Normally, that thought would be...
I have suffered, I have felt my heart beat against my chest trying to escape its pain.
I have felt it's screams resonnating...
The girl who took stats for fun.
Who glued plastic to her body with chemicals not fit for nature.
Who didn't bend her...
What Do You MEAN I'm Suspended?
Im not allowed to say that in class?
Im not allowed to say that thinking about taking my...
When I was a little girl,
I picked a flower almost everyday.
I'd twirl it around in my tiny fingers,
To see every little...
Red puffy eyes,
Damp cheeks,
Shaking fingers.
Uttering’s of silent stifled shrieks
Sighing,
Chest pains.
Keeping to myself,...
Tears fall from my face,
and soak the sheets under my bowed head.
Lord, give her strength!
I pray.
Give her the strength to...
Here to remind him of his past
She stares him in the eye,
Glaring, for years, it seems to last.
On his arms, by a sleeve...
Once you experience that first high,
Its hard to turn back.
Nothing matters anymore.
You get so deep into it,
You can't...
There is an important someone here just for you, so please do not leave so soon
I can clearly see that you are upset, but...
Not so long agoIn a land closer than it seemsThere lived a silly little girlWith a pocketful of dreamsShe was as hated as ...
I remember it like it was yesterday-
The dripping of rain upon my window, the sound of the wind blowing across the city-
It'...
It's everywhere
All around us in the broad open
Yet the blind can't see
What's under their nose
Hard to hear the silent...
"A bullet has his name on it yet he walks free, A rope had my name on it as it swung from a tree.
This man crushed my soul...
Take hold of the darkness, step into the light
Let go of your worries, dont give up the fight,
Each day is a balance of the...
Sex, drugs, and alcohol consumed by an unsuspected daughter
Lost and cold, living no tomorrow.
Feeling voids from another....
one cut two
its what you do
three cut four
when you're feeling poor
five cut six
thinking no one gives a lick
seven cut...
There comes a point
In everyone’s lives
To turn the page
And step into the light
To let their future
Take its course
Let it...
There’s that little girl sitting in the painLiving on broken promises, being burned with a flameShe tries to holler but no...
As i walk through life
I see the sad and lonely
I have felt their pain
I have heard the screams
Their so lost and they feel...
Her gaze drops in class
Towards the meat they butcher
Her heart races and her breath is short
Her...
Peaks of good and bad
Patterned patches of plaid
Life clenches us in its hands
We must pay for what life demands
For if we...
Being in love is a terrible thing.Always controlled, Like a puppet on a string. Could not go out,Could not have fun.But...
Do you hear
me cry at
night i am
unhappy
Told you many
times that i
want to die
Yet you won't
listen to me
an put more
on...
Chemicals.
The chemicals in my brain,
They're to blame.
When I want to die
Or when I can't stop crying
Over the smallest...
Pain is all I feel
even tho I dont feel it at all.
Its sad that even when you hurt yourself you dont feel anything.
you...
One less student,
That’s no harm to you.
Replace him with another canvas to paint how you imagine.
One less student,
Burning...
Scared I peek over the railing.
Night’s cloak seems to sheath his figure from other eyes.
Am I the only one seeing him?
Do I...
You have two choices:
Left or right,
Yes or no,
Live or die.
But suicide is not the bright side.
The darkness of self-...
I see through your covers of a wristband.
I know how it feels firsthand.
Some people look at our scars and don't understand...
What do you do when you cant do no more?
Sink to the ground and put your head on the floor?
You can't turn back time and you...
Ten year old boy holds his mother tight to his chest
as she once held him.
Now he protects her as best a boy can,
knowing...
Here I sitand wonder why.Why am I here?Is it just to die?Or is there a reasonFor this crazy world?A reason to be hereto spin...
every once in a while
we will lose somebody
that made us smile
in their world it was all grey
in ours it was different
we...
You used to read me like a book, unbeknownst to the strength it took to make it look like I was ok.I let love in but what...
A place where many put on masks
Fake identities that cover their truths
The masks of defense
The masks of attraction
The...
Take a chance every once in awhile,
Even if you find your fear level raised over a mile.
Because sometime, somewhere,...
The Empty House….
Obstacles, tackles….. with every paint brush of spackle…..
feeling the walls of my every heart break… it...
Crumpled napkin promises left on the floorStanding there you're left wanting moreDon't you know that I've been here before? ...
The sting
The pain
The tears
All because of the blade
Its my weakness
My Enemy
Its My key
You think it hurts
Nope! Its just...
depression clings about the land
an acrid fog billowing for the dead
no light might pierce through cold thick clouds as...
At peace with the mind is a fulfilling endeavor,
For the darkest times in our lives can last for eternity,
Until there is...
Why do you judge me like you know me?
What did I ever do to you?
I just don’t understand
How the people around me have...
1. Look At ME,
I've CHANGED,
Can't You SEE?
Ever Since That TRAGEDY, I Shot Up With A "BANG"!!!!
2. Trapped In My Own...
I ask myself all the time if its my time to go I ask myself all the time if its my time to disappear I ask myself all the...
Sometimes there is pain in life and sometimes pain is hidden
Sometimes the pain builds
Sometimes the pain goes unnoticed...
Storm clouds made from flames of rage,Puts even the smallest children in an evil daze.Setting millions of innocent people...
I long for the romantic.
I hurt for something
or even someone
to dull the discomfort
with my entire existance.
Something...
Please get up, please get up,
as she holds her lifeless boyfriend around his waist,
she hoped to hear a gasp of air.
The...
Don't call yourself fat
You have fingernails
But you are not fingernails
You have arms and legs
But you are not arms and...
I
Darkest thoughts
Brightest smile
A facade well seen,
a unearthed orchid oh so shy.
Feeling of a ungraceful prescence
but...
it feels nice
and clean
and right
those
first
few moments
pull the trigger and you're gone
empty the bottle and you're...
As hard as I try nothing matters
I want so bad to change my life
at work listening to the endless chatter
at home I pick up...
Your eyes are like the shining moon on my windowsill at night...
I miss you
Your hair is like the waves I see from day to...
The blade on your wrist,
The bottle in your hand,
The foot off the ledge,
The noose around your neck,
Stop, back up, put it...
(poems go here) Stuck in the middle
Have you had a day when one might say were stuck in between
Didn't know what to do or...
I know you wish it was over, that you could take it all back, the pain and suffering that you think you caused, but i...
Just breathe in and out and again.This smog that clouds our mind-placing us in the realm of Negativity-will pass.Just...
You always knew it'll never be you
Until you'e standing near the precipice black
A precipice built on pills, blades and...
So this is what its like to be a rose that grew out of the concrete.?
the rough streets of chicago with no father?
i was...
I knew a boy who lit up blocks at a time with his shadowwho had ears that would stick out like curious pleaspast his...
My Dreams are Haunted by the sight of you
Screaming and Crying at my reflection thinking...
Why did our everlasting love...
There was constant sobbing
That could not be held in any longer
They sat on their bed looking at their body
They knew that...
You have no idea what I want to do.
You’re my best friend and I –want- to help you.
I would, if you’d permit if hug you...
Staring out into cosmic space
Sight like flight without boundary
Bright like sparkle-ing newborn stars
Bearing all in hopes...
I’m the first thing GOD ever made from my motherI question myself how did I ever choose to stayNever ran away from those...
Look at the small tangible
Person in your arms.
So unique. So different.
Soften as she warms.
Yet her heart cold as ice...
Reading is a pathway
Writing- a fight
Poetry a shortcut
to keep my thoughts light
Keeping suicide and depression at bay,
I...
He cries alone in the hall holding himself. He wonders how kids could be so crule.he wishes he could stop the teasing. He...
He shut the doors.
Closed his eyes.
Forgot his sister.
Forgot the lies.
the violence and the pain.
Forgot her name.
She...
Sometimes, enough is enough
you tap out before the going actually gets tough
nevertheless, no one else is in your position...
No one noticed when she started wearing long sleeves in the summer.
No one said a word when she sat quietly at her desk,...
I dare you to try.
I dare you to fly.
I dare you to be who you really are instead of the mask you pretend to be.
I dare you...
If I had the power
If I had the power,
I’d wipe all your tears
And I’d scare all your fears
back into the darkness.
If I...
Why does it matter what day you start out
Why does it matter that he has some “dope kicks”
Who cares if you spent thousands...
I'm a prisoner, one of love. Women an men both abuse love. I give my love out freely an
passionatly. My heart lays crumpled...
As I lay here, you're the only thing on my mind.. You don't even realize how happy i am that you're mine.. im so grateful...
They say to be different is okay
They tell you to be yourself
They say nobody judges here
What they don't tell you is that...
As she looks up she sees
somebody she can't stand to be
As she looks down she knows
how far she's willing to go
To hide from...
We create our own hapinees
No such thing as never-more
But, what fuels us in life?
and what makes us grow?
You see, I've...
You came home from school
You said your day was fine
You rush to the bathroom, slid your back down the wall as your skin...
Tossing and turningYou can't sleepThe clock reads 3ambut you can't see.The feeling of cold, sheer darknesscreeping up your...
She was worthless from birth,
Wishing for the sweet release of death
To sweep her up from the earth.
It feels like meth
...
Junior Year bout time I showem that I’m real
everythings different, cause 2013
Yea I am smarter
Yea I am infamous
Couldn’t...
There is light-
Somewhere beyond this tunnel.
I cannot see it but I'm told it's there.
There is light-
Somewhere lost in the...
Dear Everyone,
All I can say is
"I'm sorry"
I am sorry for hurting you
I know how it feels.
I am sorry for never being there...
Robin Williams was one with a heart-warming smile
A comedian, an actor, a warrior
Robin Williams was my supermodel
He was my...
My friend is not dead, nor is he alive.
He has friends, he has a family, he receives good grades what is it he wants to...
ABC
After all my years of
Being in the shadows
Coming out for me was
Dangerous!
Everybody made jokes and
Found new ways to...
Life is precious as a crystal door
But you vandalize it
And chastise it
Until it hits the floor.
Suicide is permanent-
Life...
The last thing I said
was, "Oh, Hey, bye."
I had a feeling in my stomach,
that you weren't coming back.
I wish I was wrong,...
What is this I'm doing?
Falling from a building?
Left and right building move swiftly around me...
Below the hard surface 3...
I'm breathing out.
I'm falling off.
I'm crying out.
I'm bleeding out.
I'm holding on.
I'm letting go.
Did you ever think what you were going to leave behind, or were you too busy thinking what you were going to say next in...
Demons live
But not at night;
They're in our heads,
They're in our minds.
They're our voice,
Our only thoughts.
They're our...
Bright blue eyes with a smile so wide
Amazingly, she doesn't breakdown although she's dying inside
Quiet and shy, she's...
As my spirit seems to wander past every thought I had in mind,
I find that those around me are running out of time.
I am...
This is the time of our lives that everything changes inside. Left is now right, day becomes night I feel it inside that I...
we are living proof,, so here it goes, the living truth, said uncoated without any cuth. I remember looking out the window...
Who would care if you end it?
When would you tell me you wanted to die?
Broken hearted, Ruby rivers flow
Sleepless nights,...
They’re in a glass box,
And you can’t reach them.
You can’t find the key…
They scream,
But you can only see the horror...
"What would I change?" they all asked.
I simply couldnt reply.
"What would I change?" is too hard of a question.
That day is...
It was all getting better, everything was going away.
But they all came back to taunt me, kept me awake at night.
I...
To your smooth shining surface
To your razor sharp edge
You are my sinister brush
For this hurting canvas
Sadly holding...
Everyone perceives suicide differently.
Someone’s grandma killed herself because she was in so much pain from cancer and...
She says that she understands, that everyone has felt that way at some point
Perhaps she is right, but I'm having trouble...
I am your friend
no one understands
i gave you every scare you have
i took you to the hospital,
you tell me never to stop,...
I have a pain so deep you'll never see
I locked it away and hid the key.
If I ever really could share it
You wouldn't look...
Sometimes I feel loneliness in my soul, loneliness that even with people around me it can’t be removed
A loneliness that I...
Insignificant.
Irrelevant.
Nothing.
This is me.
Who I am.
All that I am.
Is this it?
Only in this microscopic globe
I'm left...
I smile, I laugh, and live joyful days
But underneath my smile,
There's nothing but a haze.
I smile, and laugh, living...
Young boy walks home from school,
It’s been a long day,
The other kids can be so mean,
He just wants to feel okay,
Young...
How precious is a soul
Open to love and sorrow.
I lost you too soon
When your sorrow won one night.
Our lives should be...
Death. Five letters, one syllable. It’s a simple word, yet its meaning seems to perplex many. How does one simply define...
When no one knows what it’s like
How will you feel?
When no one knows what you’re going through
How will you deal?
When no...
If you're needing that,
Remember about me.
If you're wanting that,
Think about me.
If you're doing that,
Please remember me...
Swimming by myself in a too-deep pool
I’ve never felt so alone in this school
My grades- they’re slipping
My brother and I-...
Look at your arms
are the bleeding?
are they scared?
do keep going even though its hard?
take a marker in your hand
write...
What can a child really do
When the life is unevenly screwed
What can a person really say
When all the light skies turn to...
(poems go here) A remembrance in life
Times spent graciously with friends
The heartaches
Falling in love
Learning about...
I give my heart, my soul to the matter of diction. The word of mouth speaks no fiction
I make the words speak so people seek...
Self esteem at its lowest,
Suicide thoughts at their highest,
A good thought comes in,yet three negatives do too
No way to...
I promise YOU this,
As Life goes on days will turn brighter
Pain is only temporary and this too shall pass
Come along with...
hi my name is shaya dixon i am 18 years old i have been bullied all my life ever since i was a freshman in high school i...
I wake up, 5 am as usual
I get ready for the torture ahead
I arrive at school
I walk down the hall to my first class
I sit...
It hangs around my neck, and it falls near my heart
It was a gift from friends closer than family for a start
It just seems...
Life is hard but don't lose hope.
When everything seems wrong
And your world is dark
It may not seem worth the struggle.
But...
Why does he do this? Does he want me to die?
I keep asking myself why.
As he stands in my face I smell the whiskey.
Does he...
If I could walk on water,
I'd walk to you.
If I could swim in the clouds,
I'd swim somewhere new.
I'd do what ever it takes...
How is trying to find love simply in one moment not worth it
when realizing that no one is there to love you ?
How does it...
(poems go here) As faces turn and twist about
Cold Expressions float around
So many souls, with nowhere to go
They’re so...
It's not what everyone knows,
It's the things that you hide
When you spend your day
Trying to smile but
It all seems so...
i dont have you anymore i feel so alone
i keep hearing alarms screaming it just seems so dark
My eyes won't stop crying
this...
Disarray, Disorganization to say the least.
Free-for-all environment and pandemonius feats
Yet, normality is in order...
It felt like the Life force was rising out of me,
but depression brought it gaspingly back.
This was the sadness billowing...
You are so beautiful
The most beautiful thing I've ever seen
Still can't believe
You gave him your self esteem
Still can't...
If you really knew me.
You wouldn't believe the words coming out my mouth.
Because what you are about to hear is to cruel...
Unable to socialize
had a hard time fitting in
Never seem to get noticed
even by smallest living thing.
Used to look in the...
You will die by your by your own hands
Alone on a campus surrounded by people
Wondering how it came to this.
You will die...
For what it's worth, I know my worth, I know I'm beautiful--
Not just on the outside, but everywhere else past the naked eye...
I often wish I was a bird so away from my problems I could fly
Or maybe a turtle so I could climb inside my shell and die.
I...
Meadows bow to the Winds,
Trees invites a zephyr of touch to their leaves,
The Oceans laughs at the tickles of a breeze upon...
She's damaged love
Waiting for someone to understand
Brokenhearted
And broken minded
She won't think of complexity
Because...
One day I’ll fly away
And ne’er return.
They are blind to the love he gives,
Deaf to the tears I cry,
Mute to the words of...
She sits at home
razor to her skin
making cuts that weep blood
the pain/pleasure
fueling her addiction.
More.
She wants-
no...
I was a young kid with a penDrawings hung on the wallUsed to draw for fun whenever I heard the callA young kid with a...
Pouting like a baby, who was just told no.
Trying to maintaining your composure, so you don't explode.
Turn your head from...
It's 3 in the morning
My parents are sleeping
My sister is dreaming
The dogs are howling
It's 3 in the morning
And the...
Those thoughts in your head,
Came from people who dont understand
They came at you with comments,
That had you sad for a...
I hate you
I despise you
I can't even say your name with out wanting to pump my stomace
your the reason I'm stuck in this...
angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress
demons speak of the many forms I manifest
endless cycles of malice, rape,...
The young quiet girl with baby blue eyes,
I see her in school,
I see how she hides,
But hides what I dont know.
The young...
The voices are everywhere
Saying life will never be fair
They're screaming at you
Saying there is nothing you can do
Your...
As the blade was slid across the tree
The branches turned black
And the leaves rained down
Onto the cold ground
The leaves...
Enter this world knowing your loved
leave this world knowing the same.
Know that you are not forgotten but, you are...
Hillary the Ohpeliac,
The girl with a beautiful soul
She’s into self-destruction,
I’m fascinated by this role.
She looks...
There was this time I wanted to die, nobody listened, and bitterly angry tears flowed as I cried alone. Then I found a...
In the already messed up nature of the world, she couldn’t find a Drop Of life.There was nothing in the pond, Nor on the...
Dear Nathan,
I’m sorry I couldn’t say goodbye or even say hello
I wish I could’ve stopped you
And showed you that you weren’...
Monday you left
Tuesday was dark
Wednesday we found out
I fell apart
Thursday was horrible
Friday, unspeakable
The...
Suicide.
Why?
Why is it their answer?
What makes it call?
Why do they settle for that, and let their life come and fall?...
Wanting to explode is an understatment.
No matter the countless attempts to change the way I feel,
this torment of despair ...
Where have you been?
Can you hear me?
I am having trouble finding you.
Are you under the rocks,
That line the edge of the...
(poems go here) Just end it already,
The statement rings in my ears,
As I sit here writing this letter to you,
I want to do...
Listen. Cause I'm with you.
Hear my words and don't let them go.
I realize that you're scared
Just know that you're not...
I'm not wanting the stereotypes,
But I will write how i feel,
Selfharm is a thing.
it is a struggle in life,
some people...
Disgrace, disgrace.
A serpent with a pretty face.
Disgrace, disgrace.
Kill me, kill me.
Disgrace, disgrace.
Never have I...
At a time in your life where it's sad to say
who or what you are and hope to be
Up to the moment where life is anything but...
Yeah I live each day trying not to…..
I want to be gone for this world just aint for me…
It’s like I’m from somewhere else...
When your body feels weak
When your heart feels broken
When you've given up all hope
When you think of suicide.
You're...
Am I broken or am I just scaredScared to let anyone inScared to let anyone get too closeClose is not something I let people...
I didn’t think scars would appear
when i did that which i am not proud,
the blood brought fourth a sense of fear
as the...
To my parents,
A hidden secret awaits,
Please don’t hate me for this,
It’s not a choice.
To my friends,
The hidden secret is...
Why must life be so bad
Always making me seem sad
Although my sadness is more sorrow
it won't leave me by tomorrow
my sorrow...
Pain is the gut wrenching feeling that makes you want to cut deeper and vomit the cause of cuts and scars but no one...
She slid the blade deep into her arm
Breathing heavy, trying so hard to hold in her emotions
yet release all her feelings....
Joe is a boy
He needs a toy
Their is Amanda
She wishes for a Panda
Here comes Mr. Snow
Sitting like a crow
Joe in the dark...
It haunts me every morning.
I wake up screaming.
It feels like an unlucky journey.
The tears keep streaming.
What did I do...
I guess I'm hopeless in a sense;
With held back tears and tight clenched fists.
Unable to tear down my wall.
My "strength"...
Every single time i look up at the sky,
I see the stars and it makes me cry.
Because I know that you're up there and I'm...
Im haunted by shadows in the open, They surround me with theyre empowering eyes, They cloud my judgement with whispers, I...
My best friend's name is Dorothy, we are happy as can be
Elementary school is fun, and pretty easy!
We play games, like tag...
Let this feeling stay ringing in my soul
For i have been wondering
Far too long i have been dull
I must fine her singing...
blurry visions and undefined goals break the ones with the most potential to grow and explode..into something wonderful into...
i stared into broken mirror
with the pieces all scattered about
blood all over my wrist
i fought back tears as darkness...
My long lived words not always heard,
Always ignored but misunderstood,
In which a plan to make them hear soon cured,
Which...
If innocence were bottled up in human form, she would be the epistle within
Her chestnut hair glistens underneath the...
Would I miss her advice when she shows me how,
How to survive and stand up for myself?
Even in ways that are bad for my...
When He Was Nine Years Old, He Was Then Told,
His Dad Will Not Be Coming Home At All,
The Boy Laughed In Disbelief And Felt...
I saw a girl..
an insecure girl looking back at me,scared of society and what others think.
Tears are forming in her eyes...
I’ll never forget what you told me when I was in the hospital.
You said the next time I try to kill myself,
I need to make...
We live
we breath,
how awesome it that we can see?
You are here
I am there,
how awesome is it that there are people...
It’s queer;
the way life destroys your expectations.
It’s inexplicable;
the way it pushes you to your knees, then...
The ocean level rises
Overcoming my being
Drowning in the sea of aversion
The candle wastes away
The tide rises high...
She had a smile
not quite there
and what looked of miles
was in her stare
Her skin was cold
though her heart not
her...
You think that what you say doesn't bother nor phase me.
But, right now I will say, you cut me so deep, I bleed.
I walk down...
The problem with me, is co-dependency So afraid of the day that you wont remember me Knee deep in anxiousness, needy like an...
She sits in the dark with her knees to her chest and her emotions wild
she remembers your lies and how yet you were mild....
What does it feel like to be dead?
Is it cold? Slimy? Painful?
What does it feel like to exist?
Do you get to look...
I'm sitting here, battled and wounded.
Trying to keep my place in this world.
Memories from that last night going through my...
HELLO GOD, ARE YOU THERE I HAVE SO MUCH I NEED TO SHARE
MY HEART IS ACHING; I’M FEELING BLUE; CAN YOU HELP ME GOD,
I...
As I scream I notice how no one hears me.
Can someone just notice me and my pain?
No one seems to help me and all I do is...
A little girl, I watch fade away
The red in her hair and the teeny tiny scars on her wrist remind me so much of myself
And...
A boy sits alone in his closet.
Enmity splattered walls.
His heart, so open to love,
is beginning to wither and fall.
But...
You push him down
you call her names
causing so many frowns
and so much shame
Why do you need
to push and shove
is it from...
Don't underestimate what lies beneath the surface of one's heart. The war continues the battle sets the menu. That...
Inspired by 2014 Miss Porter’s Speaker, Doctor Michael Fowlin.
No one ever asks his name,
that man on the corner.
People...
She looked in the mirror while she
Wiped the tears off her face
That helped her sleep
Last night.
She washed her face then...
A dark room. Silent and alone
They, the broken, the unheard…
It is fitting they are alone in this very last moment
As they...
Screaming on the inside, praying that I can go and hide.
No one sees the demons that pull at me inside.
I laugh outside, as...
The great pain, the unbearable doubt,
and rejection you feel once you lost it all.
When all hope seems to be long gone, I ...
Please don't fly away
Off of the bridge you always walk
Please don't fly away
From the chair and belt as I talk
Please don...
That girl right there?
That girl who looks depressed everywhere?
She's being bullied by a couple of jerks
Anything they say...
I was tried of it all
The profanity
The abuse
The lies I told
My caring parents
I though I couldn’t do anything
But when all...
Darling, darling she’s losing sleep,
She can’t keep track of all her sheep,
Numbness and tasteless overflow,
When will these...
Over the past few days I’ve seen
That everything doesn’t always stay the same.
That the one thing that nothing could ever...
You're not even a thing!
I can't even touch you!
You cause my sleepless nights and my early wakeups!
You're always there!...
Whoosh,
The candle goes out.
So fast.
No one saw it coming.
Whoosh.,
Suddenly everything is black.
Tears are shed,
By the...
All I need is to want,
All I want is to live,
I want to be happy insted of nonchalant,
I want one thing and that is to...
I have a cat,
and then I had three,
four,
five.
Alonelyness.
Feeling the world caving in,
the door to a better life closing...
Build up your hard shell.
Don’t show anyone what’s really going on inside.
Don’t let them look past your eyes into your...
She had big dreams for a girl so youngShe wanted the press and the fameShe would pierce her skin until it stungHer red marks...
(poems go here) Before it’s too late, I care.
Listen, please do you hear me?
Is it too late? Have you left your skin bare?...
Everyday it consumes me.
It breaks me down, eating away at my soul.
I remember everything.
The good memories, the bad...
Scared and confused i let it happen to you.
I was suppose to protect you from any harm coming your way.
i closed my eyes.
i...
I remember the way you
Puckered your
Lips around a
Menthol
Cigarette
And how you
Brushed your
Hair in the morning
I remember...
I don't know where to turn anymore or where to go
I feel like where I'm at has turned into a black empty hole
How can I ever...
every night
i relive that night
that night you chose
to end your life
every night
i relive that night
you hanging limp
the...
As I sit and think of why certain things must be.
The anger, the confusion, which oh how frustrates me.
We are blind by the...
Sleep
I've never heard of anything more beautiful
Weak
It's how I feed when depression pulls
Reality
Something I really...
Oh wait, Oh two
94 that's the day, don was exposed to
Poverty mixed with gunplay
At the age a five, I saw my first dead body...
One too many
Two too many
Three too many
Stop
As she stared into the glass mirror seeing nothing but a worthless reflection...
2.Lost in the moment as my heart pounds, breath labored and fingers growing colder. My fresh open wound gushes for me raw...
Who am I?
Who is He?
Who are you?
Who are we?
Who should we ask?
Who should we tell?
Who's going to listen,
when we can't...
Two years, two months, and twenty-six days.
That was all the time I had.
Drugs. Day after day. Stronger as the clock ticked...
You taught me that at my weakest, I will not surrender.
Your words, meant to sting my soul and penetrate my flesh,
while...
The light in her eyes fade
The shimmering in her eyes, now as black as coal
No meager words can be found to describe how her...
The Night arrived room,
The flame lit up the glistening blade.
Her towel fell from her body,
on the ground it laid.
A drop...
"Hey, look this way," the deepest darkest monster of them all was whispering.
Grab that knife
Grab the pills
Grab the razor...
She stared in the mirror wanting moreMore of what she lostThe world was mocking herCracks formed on the glass of her skinShe...
As I sit in the castle,
I feel locked up like a creature.
The world seems still and dull.
Day and Night have become one,
And...
"I'm That Girl"
I'm that girl
Quietly sitting in the corner
You barely glance my way
Thinking I'm nothing special
I'm that...
I live for them. And wonder for them
I breathe for them. And work for them
I live to make them happy
And that's all I need....