dear depression...
dear depression,
you don't come and go like the seasons
you stay, but never with good reasons
do you even know the pain you're causing me?
do you know you have my mind lost at sea?
a fight that's not worth fighting for
one after the other, but always just another closed door
no one can save me now
i really don't know how
you're in control of my life
scars on my wrists, scars on my thighs
and it feels like there's no way out
instead i just always go about
i try and i try to escape from your grip
but you pull me right back in by my fingertip
can't you see i've had enough?
can't you see i'm not that tough?
maybe the voices in my head are right
maybe i should give up the fight
and it's not that i wouldn't
it's just that maybe i shouldn't
what would my friends and family do
they can be the reasons i push through
please just leave already
i can't keep letting you make me feel so unsteady
it's time to separate myself from you
cause every day it's the same feeling of being blue
the other side is just a step away
but maybe it could wait another day