my life story

Mon, 12/03/2018 - 00:57 -- shaya23

hi my name is shaya dixon i am 18 years old i have been bullied all my life ever since i was a freshman in high school i stayed in my own lane never said anything back to the ones who wanted drama they acted like they were bad and tough when i didn't want none they kept ganging up on me everyday in school i was scared to go because people would call me names and throw dirt on my name when i don't talk dirt on them . they always look for something to do to me . i have been raped when i was eight by my aunts ex husbands son but he went to jail for it ok then i think i was 9 or 10 it happend with my brother he went to prison for 5 months i got beated on by my ex but i got myself out of that mess and am not ever going back to that mess. i found someone i am happy with and he treats me like a queen i've never been treated like that before in my life .

we used to go to the same school but the girl that was in my class she acussed me of throwing dirt on her name when all i state are facts and she tried stabbing me with some scissors i told her she had 3 seconds to back up she didn't and she told the dean she didn't have scissors in her hand about to stab me when the substitute saw you .

then i'm the one that got iss for nothing she thinks she all innisent and she not she does stuff to that's why she lost some of her friends because she goes lying on them all the time and i hate her she hates me so i told her she better stay in her own lane.

and she didn't she got in my facebook was calling me out my name so i said it back karma comes back and if you don't like it then don't start it and you won't have to have it facts . now if you looking for karma then it will come back around and you won't like what it does to you.

because karma ain't nice i ain't gonna lie its straight up a b if you wanna beef go head but you gonna get it 20 times worse then you do it to me .

but my whole high school years were bad i now am home schooled i start my home school tomorrow and tuesday 2 -4 when everybody else is gone because i don't do well in school setting 

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shaya23

 i love how my story is its telling about getting bullied and how i was getting bullied and the people and then me getting raped and who were the ones that did it.i love how its just told and how i put it its good because some people just put a summary of how their life was but a short story and be done with it. but i had a rough childhood growing up i had nobody to depend on but my mother. and my siblings that is why my story is told like that. you should have a beginning a middle and an end for your story i fight a everyday battle of depression and anxiety on my plate 

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