For the One I Lost
Take me back to 4/9,
the day that I just lost my life,
the day where the truth be told,
and no one knew you felt so alone.
Take me back to 11:55,
an hour after I just started to work,
but I could feel something wasn't alright.
Take me back to the morning before it happen,
back to the night when we were just talking and laughing,
I could never see it in your eyes,
all of the pain that you hide.
You turned around and gave up without a fight,
now I'm telling you that I'm not alright.
It still runs through my head,
the songs they played while you were laying at your death bed.
I can still feel the tears run down my face,
looking at you brought so much pain,
I wasn't able to see the next night,
broke a routine that seem just right,
but I guess you couldn't see the light.
All I could see was the bright yellow flowers,
as the lowered you down into forever.
Not even a kiss goodbye,
you left my heart broken,
and I still don't know why.