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I wonder, sometimes, if all my friends are forgetting me. If someday I will stop seeing them, stop hearing their voices, if one day they will simply disappear from my life.
Don't you dare believe I just 'left' you.My love will always burn inside of me for 'My Boo",For you're the first and only who I let take a chunk of me.It stabs me inside knowing I waited 20 years for an AIT fling,
i've always known i've never been the favorite child off kilter and distant like a drunk on the curb so i guess it makes sense that you've finally let go of my cold hands
I know you are not here for me I kneeled and prayed to the trees the trees only my lips had kissed whalst you kissed her silhotte she was missed, but not quite gone You had known me long
He brings joy to me, his laugh makes my heart smile, his eyes, like the sea. Endless charm is his style, and he is my willow tree.
I worry for tomorrow, will there be another day? I try to stay strong, but the pain won't go away. We're consumed by this anguish, trapped in solitude.
I read a poem to my dad. He said he didn't understand. And it was too long. I didn't understand that. He doesn't know big words. He asks me the meaning. Of that one word. I know the word.
My life has been on hold for so long I didn’t even realise No progress has become the new norm While I sit here and wait for you to love me Like once upon a time when we were both so young
I need a reason to fall in love again. To let gravity take me without catching myself. To believe that I deserve more than I let myself take. After all, how can a heart be broken if there is nothing left to break?
i think a lot about sitting on the roof under the starlight, stars bright hot chocolate one night, it's storytime for the moon but my windows are painted s h u t and it's a long way d
I eased my eyes wide open As the day had already started My uneasy mind is stranded Lingering effects from last night’s last call The nights are hard to handle And the pills are hard to swallow
All my life I've been told that home is where the heart is But that was the last thing you took from me Leaving me with only scraps of wood for support As I crumble to bits and pieces from a broken heart
Me: "Was it easy?" Him: "Was what easy?" Me: "How one day you considered me your everything and the next day you decided this love was nothing. That we were nothing. That I was nothing."
Im sitting in my house and weighing the options. If I go out, I may get sick, but I have a death wish anyway so bring it on. If I stay in this house any longer I am going to turn into Jack Nicholson. I want to see my boy,
It's Monday night. I'm sitting in the shower, with the curtain between the water and my phone but the water still hits my body. They say lonely people take longer showers because the hot water eases
dear mom why do you hate me so i need you here with me but all you do is go
I want to die. It's been a while since I said that out loud The screaming voices of the world have sworn me to secrecy But it’s true. I’m not afraid to say it Not afraid to accept the inevitable
Depression isn’t gentle She doesn’t knock when she enters the room Or text you before she comes over Instead she kicks down the door and takes what is hers She does not need your opinion
Depression grips my wrist like a child in a storm Holding me a hostage, in my head and in my dorm Filling me with sadness that cannot be explained Like my head is full of cannon balls and my ankles all but chained.
i am nothing to everyone and the weight of that nothingness feels like i am holding up the universe on two bony shoulders and a curved spine this greek myth
Why I wonder As the sun warms my face A quiet cold day Where I feel a semblance of grace Why I wonder Did he send me away? Now it wasn't his fault I knew that, anyway.
the room is empty; the wind, stopped. the room is quiet; the world, silent. the room is dark, the light has left. the room is cold, the warmth decided to leave.
I feel like a bubble of emotion Floating in the ease of your presence But I think I am always waiting For the inevitable "POP" And knowing it wouldn't be possible To put us back together
You seem far to lonely to be saying you don't miss me Could it be chaos is just in our genes? You seem far too lonely to be saying that you'd rather leave It's okay to say to you're lying to me
I was a kid with fear residing inside me, My biggest fear was my grandma. Mostly children love their grandma, But I hated her & was afraid of her, And my biggest worry was to face her.
<3 we were different but the same my heart: the ground and yours: the rain hand and hand we ran around shocking jealousy through everyone in town we were thunder and lightning
my call goes out across the seas it echos back to no one but me a cry of love that’s never heard an idea that can’t be that absurd
nothing i am feeling is anything unique to the human experience. i love you, but how can you believe me? you can't know how much i mean it.
Sitting in a sheltered home
Darkness is to me, Like demons are to Hell. My cold and lonely residence Kept hidden in this shell. "I'll teach you how to smile", they say "I'll teach you how to shine. I'll teach you how to love,
Thoughts invite Emotions to a dance An elegant waltz They don't skip a step For the fear of telling the story wrong looms over their heads like the gleaming chandelier Held together like glue
Far away in mind but close in heart The time well spent is more than I could need Yet I’m still feeling the tears I left on your shirt
I give everything I can (in fear that you'll leave) my time my home my patience and don't expect to receive I can't lose another best friend (because I lost more) my love my trust my faith
the taste on my tongue of bitter words that could leave you stung the fire in my heart of frustrated feelings that would lead me to fall apart the thoughts in my head
dressed in blue I feel golden dancing with you my heart holden high heeled shoes I feel beautiful dancing with you moments so meaningful posed together
no matter where I go a part of me always feels so alone Something always tells me don't get too comfortable then they will see they will see the shame the guilt of fame
dancing around until laughter broke made me your reason to smile because I am a joke call me a friend but I think of myself as a jester providing happy distractions without end
I will speak my mind with the courage I can't find my words and needs left behind do my best to keep you blind leave you thinking I'm kind but really I can't speak my mind
My anxiety comes with its own background music; DUN DUN DUN. It marks itself present with bitten nails and peeled skin around it. And that's when my nightmares begin.
Can you feel it? My disparity, It’s there and all I feel. I’m desperate for you, Your touch,
i don't know, why i'm not dead. i might not make it, home to bed. darkness is, my only friend. i'll fall asleep, in a pool of red.
Lonely I'm so lonely I want to love But there is no one to love No one wants me They all avoid me Sending me flares and stares Talking isn't rare I feel a desire To hold a hand
Sitting in the middle of a room filled with chatter Even if I had an acquaintance here, it wouldn’t matter No one is truly a friend
No one told me, That surviving, Was like seeing blind, With no clear direction, Mistakes on every turn, Stumbling after something, And almost always lost. I was never taught,
The truth is... I don’t know what love means. Seriously. What is this thing we humans call "love"?
In the silent wilderness, wasn’t so silent My thoughts racing threw my mind, they all seemed so blind. As I claimed to be fine, my limits have now ultimately crossed the line.
Is there anybody there? You know, I’m getting pretty lonely in here. Stuck inside my head. I guess I have my thoughts for company,
We are still the children painting pictures to hang on the fridge, but now it's too late to start over. Too late to pick a different color. Every stroke is a different future and every drop a different reality.
The hallways linger with the memories of us the smooth warmth your hand left on mine silent smiles the music our souls sang still echos if you are quiet enough you can hear the laughs we shared
This place is always a little lonely At the weekends...no noise and life; I like solitude, But not in places Where there’s recently been A lot of people. Reclusiveness protects you
How my heart can ache for the lonely, Then I’d like to comfort them all, Hold them close Until their sorrow goes, This great big world Can seem so cold, O woe, some end up alone,
Oh, at long last, I’ve found you, Although, the news Ain’t so good, Seems you found love… You seem happy, And so fulfilled But did I think that, You’d be lonely,
Time, only lonely. Her only friend-herself. Only empty thoughts. Only dreams she never drempt Goals never achived. She strived for more More closeness More intimacy Only more, but
I am a man. I’m sure my reputation proceeds me I know just how you’ll perceive me But I’m begging please believe me Please open your eyes and see me I am a human
To be truly helpless is a commitment . Were all born more or less equal ... Yeah , many rightfully disagree . Come on , give me a starting point here . So , you shit the bed once or twice .
Rusty hinges, a noisy gate. Echo rattling through pure hate. Flooded engine , well that’s great. Cavaly arrives a bit too late. Where it’s at and where it was . He won’t accept that word “because.”
The grain on the flooring flows smoothly much of time.. Sometimes though , they know why it’s Naughty Pine. Sitting in a rocker , she likes to while away the time.
She usually runs in neutral even though it’s futile . Imma never gonna settle just to be her friend. Crazed and manic , I’ll be patient and push it to the end.
i'll admit it i am not much of a poet i do not know much about rhyming i just know about the individual and how it is hard to be original how we sit here and talk about nothing
Do you remember the days, the nights, the adventures we always used to share? Flying away on wings of laughter that were built on mutual care. Five good friends and lots of fun was all I used to need.
When I was a boy sometime ago I faced a problem and wanted to let go. I felt scared but wasn't sure where and I was not strong. I had little courage
All I want to do is be quite,A place in nowhere where I want to hide.Let it be rainy, the weather is calmLet this place be the one where others can come.
welcome friend, it's dark down here. for most, it's much too grim the table's set with plates half empty the cups spill o'er their rims I'm sorry I closed off
Home My mother is yelling about how she hates her life. I can practically see her exasperated expression as she slams pots and pans.
I am in a constant state of dream and nightmare One moment, The sun is smiling at me, showing me the world in bright colours, helping me laught at the bipolarity of life.
Once upon a time there was a sad little girlwho sat at the swings alonewaiting for someone to occupy the empty swing next to herso they'd swing togetherand she'd feel a little less lonely
There’s a billion stars in the sky And only one moon. It’s a gift to be alone, But a price for solitude.
vodka bottles, secrets, and pain. these are the memories that haunt my brain. total disfunction, chaos, and abandonment. this is when i learned i was in the midst of adolescence.
Those voices I hear in the hallways, Somehow always used to torment me. Cruel words escaped their lips. Poison vowels and sounds, Yet I was taught they were good. I was born this way...
When I fell in love the first time, She felt the same pain as me, I shared with her a song One that we listened to together Its lyrics always soothed us
Grace be that flower and how she glistens. Your eyes sift along and you don't see truth, It's not about the grace but who listens. She will need you to see through to the youth;
Why am I the only one? Why don't they give up? I already know how bad I've done But all I say is ‘suck it up No one cares that's It's hard
This holiday is hollow, These cheery ones are lost. Everyone is happy, It seems Everyone But me. I always feel alone,
I’ve been in love twice, One was dark The other light. Both had their qualities, I loved them for different reasons. The dark one was like me,
Oh Oviedo, Florida How I adore you I’ve never seen you But I know where you are Jacquelyn and Amanda Talk of road trips heading West
Ever since That terrible day I've been lonely Without you
Oh, how I hate this day, It reminds me of everyone I’ve lost. It fills my soul with dread, It breaks down my mind. It reminds me that I’m alone,
Oh weary traveler, Who are you to hate the summer? You, who burns in the winter Who knows no cozy cabin to call home You jump from place to place
Play me a song ‘Cause I’m feeling lonely Like the sad lyrics Of a Troye Sivan single Fuck it, I’ll dance all by myself
I come to the realisation that I can’t remember those winters, the winters of my childhood. It was really good at all times, and it was really bad. Now it’s bad all the time.
You gave me love for one day I see you constantly and what do you say? Absolutely nothing I am told this is the way you are That you love to be loved and fail to give any
at the age of twenty-four, i will stand at the foot of my bed and stare down at the single imprint in the mattress where my body laid for four days. as a profession of loneliness,
go through the motions with no empathy I lack all emotions I live like a tree. rooted in one place, while others move on. I don't understand. or know how to love. I give it my hardest
I see his face and her face, I see all the rest But do you not see the hole in my chest? I hear his voice and her voice, I hear theirs too But darling, where's your voice? I only want you.
Hey, you. Yeah, you. It's ok to be sad. But I just wanna tell you that you're loved. Okay? It's ok to want to be alone. But I just wanna tell you that I'm here for you. Okay?
My body was a tenement for each limb was its own entity yet still connected. ~awatr
I am A grandmother without wrinkles, A raven without feathers, A mother without children. I am A writer with no paper, A singer with no listeners, A wind with no kites.
You told me, "It's over..." again. I know that, Jorge... It's been over. You know that and I know that.. And of course... You KNOW I know that.. So who was the validation for?
To My Ex, J . G . .....
There's a place for everything and everything in its place.. Well, where do I put the memories of the past I can't erase?
If I could build the truth for you, I'd make it out of titanium steel... I'd weld it together with all of the reasons -WHY- I STILL feel the way that I feel...
FOR: My Ex Now, but My Love ONE 4ever.. J.G. (*BTW, MOST of poems are about him....) I'm glad you took everything that would remind me of you.. Cause I don't want to remember anything we went through.
If today I die purposefully, just know it wasn’t me. All these voices in my head, they keep me up. At night I barely sleep.
No one had prepared me For Winter. That black cold Struck you to the bone. Not even the moon shone Through my smog.
i dont know if im really who i say i am if im happy if im great who knows what i am no one but me. but im making sure that even knows my image and my heart im sad and happy who i am limbo i just want to obtain that one thing every human desires ha
My heart feels so empty whenever you're not near I wish from deep inside of me, you can always be here I know though that you would soon grow sick, glued unto my side As my aura slowly kills everything aside
I wish I was okay But I'm not I wish things weren't this way But they are Tell me this much Not just enough to leave you alone Tell me much more So I can feel you soul
Sometimes by Brandon Arthur King Sometimes, the brightest lights cast the darkest shadows.
Am I scared of lonely? I won’t let it take a hold or control of me But it definitely consumes me
An old house upon the hill Sitting quietly, sitting still Dusty everywhere with dirty windows cracked Broken down shelves and old books stacked Moth-eaten rugs and rotted boards
Oh jeez lo wezz. Away from my nuclear family.Feeling with so much anxiety. Belong an adult is kinda hard.I might be a house of cards. Trying to stay.But lately, I’ve been feeling so grey. These pills I take somewhat help.Even though I might yelp.
I see you running through the rain I know its a stretch Even for my fantastical childish dreams But I still can see it
If tears were blood I could finally get what I want
No more tears left Your on your own Sleepless nights All alone It shouldn't be this way Love isn't cold. Wasted hours Day and night Hand on your heart And all was right
LEFT ON THE STREET ALL ALONE SO LONELY IN THE COLD AND DARK PLACE WHERE THEY AREN'T ENOUGH SPACE SO MUCH PAINFUL EMOTIONS CLOUDED ON THEIR FACES IT BECAME A BURDEN THEY COULDN'T EXPRESSED IN WORDS
The dagger in my heart, It twists, Alas, My love for you has only hurt me. I should have known better Than To fall in love with Nothing less than a prince Who saw himself as little more than a pig.
I wanna try so hard For you Only for you Because maybe in the end You can yell "He's mine" Im sorry Im Lost and im not man enough for you im trying so so hard to change
As we wait for the inevitability that is death We joke and cry and Laugh while we pass our sorrows around We are all children down to the core I mean, Who wants to Grow up and be alone?
Never let your Past catch up to yourself No matter how much the past stabs your back keep your head up and run with those who give you hope We as humans are born to endure hatred and Depression
Smile for yourself Make sure everyone knows you're alive No one Exists for a Second The little things matter more than you think Being told you're Pretty Being told you're Amazing And most importantly
We sing like Rain We scream like Thunder We shine Like lightning hitting the Crashing Waves We Mourn like the Storm finally calming itself We are gloom like the grey Skyies after a Hurricane
You will leave me, we will part, We will bid our last goodbyes. There will be lonely nights, And days of missing, But not now. Because right now I am here, And you are here In my arms.
Rest in peace: To the person no one recognizes, Dying a death, a lonely death. Rest in peace: To the skinny girl in Africa; The starving didn't get to her as fast as the AIDS. Rest in peace:
Too far, They don't know me Too close, They can hurt me They can break me They can build me But, where are they?
Walking through the talking woods, looking at the reflecting water, I see a bag of old goods and empty bottles underwater.
Dear past oppressors, I don't forgive your malice. I don't know if I ever will. The damage done is certain, all your taunts, they haunt me still. My self-image has been shattered.
This is.... For that little boy wondering why his parents never look at him with pride in their eyes. For that little girl who when her parent begin to yell, she starts to cry.
dear nicholas and twila, when i was so much younger i was sad and often cried i always felt alone no matter how hard i tried
Dear Katherine, My friend. My love. My life. It’s was a new year. I was starting over. Not sure who to trust. Not sure where to go. Then I saw you. Recognized your face.
I can’t eat dinner alone. What I mean by alone is simply that I cannot eat dinner idly If I eat dinner by itself and without anything for my hands to touch, hold, see or do, I sort of lose myself.
Our Differences Hold your tongue tightly It is vile and inconsiderate Speaking pompous things to Put your generation above me And I say to you, silence Our lives are not the same
Dear Ex Best Friend, I stand upon the shore of roaring sea Attempting to see all that I have lost. I dream what might have been and still might be.
Blood rushed down his arm Just like tears rush down her face There's fire in his eyes And an overdose in her veins Lord help these children, they've dot so much more to live for
God why can’t I talk fluently to others? My words become indistinct, just fragments In my head their fervour cause a shutter An impact captivating like a comet
what's left to say in those whispering tones? got gasoline in my brain and ink on my bones. what's left to recall me; but the walls of my cell? they say it will heal. but i think that was hell.
Dear depression, As the tears stream down my face I begin to feel like A disgrace “we cant help you if you don’t speak” Is what they always say But what they do not know
It feels unusual to open your eyes. In the morning glow, thats blinding. A slow rate, accelerating like your being reborn, like your entering heavens gates.
Yes I know I know You aren’t so little anymore, I Understand I understand more than you can Ever realize
Lonely girl, why so blue? Breathe out, breathe in,Lonely girl without a clueTrial an error, alone she will goClose your eyes dearJust go with the flow
I lie in bed at night and pretend the stuffed animal is you. If I focus long and hard maybe I’ll imagine your heartbeat Maybe I’ll feel your arm wrapped around my waist
Empty Pages Writer’s block is like thinking you’ve met a man you could give your all to at the stage of his life when his ego is inflated like the dollar
She's in a new world Lonely girl, where are your parents? A new area, so familiar but never explored Adventure awaits those who seek it She's taking the next step, just as useless as before
Lonely? No, i'm not lonely. There's too many things around for me to sit long enough to feel the emptiness of walking to class in the morning or at meal time with friends that smile
Dear Loneliness, I remember how you came into my life at the age of nine When all my friends stood together at the front of the lunch line
Even if I pass away, The world will be spinning, Wrapped around the sun, As dusks falls, And morning comes.
wide awake once again hoping sleep will be my friend but for now its late late at night my mind too filled to drift away
Can't move. Cant talk. Inside this wooden box. Been here since the service day, And in here is where i'll stay.
You are not alone I am not alone In the end, what we all want is to look across that vast ocean and see a mind that is like our own to know that there's a reason to keep swimming
I am my own Alice seeking a non-existent wonderland, I am a butterfly fluttering about in a flowerless field, I am a pen deprived of the badly needed ink,
Dear fluffy, brown, recliner You sit in the corner of the room I used to share with my sister But now she’s gone The room is quiet But there’s room for you I guess it was a sort of trade-off
Rotten Apples Rotten Apples I’m the apple at the bottom of the tree I smoke a joint by myself I married Mr. Lonely I got boogers in my nose I got cheese between my toes Rotten Apples
i ask “can you save me?” you reply “i can try”
I am the invisible woman. My name is ‘I Don’t Know’. I am nothing and nobody from nowhere going no place in particular. My body is made from mediocrity and wasted potential.
Silence is both a friend and an enemy. It sings out when you are alone, laying over you like a blanket. Its presence is either comforting or smothering, yet somehow both. It is the empty gap after a risky action.
There was a girl with long blonde hair And dark blue eyes as deep as the sea. There was a girl who feel in deep and fell in love with me. But it was time to say goodbye because we always seemed to cry
The blaring heat --no relief. A rented bedroom I don't even pay for The smell of the store and freshly purchased paperback novels A sense of loneliness with some flirtatious emails
The soul that sees beautyMay sometimes walk aloneLoneliness adds felling of unwanted And expresses the pain of being alone
Dear Bully, We haven't spoken much since middle school, I'm sure you've noticed. Or perhaps you haven't noticed. The only thing that I am truly sure of is you used to notice me every day.
Buy into the aestheticI wouldn't spare you a dime I am my own butcher of my edifice Not a single truth nor a single lie Could slow the ebbs in current Could stop the rising tide
somedays i feel like there's nothing to live for somedays i feel there's no need to move on sometimes i wonder what's going to happen next
What's so bad in being a lonely star? I know it's a rough start But I've chosen this path I'm a shiny star In the middle of sameness At least i have oneness With the maker of my star
the far moon slightly chipped, whispers so softly bring me home, i plead to sleep with me in solitude how can i reach the place i long for? save me from loneliness
She didn't want it to stop the way he made her smile but I just thought it myself. She's just a child, he's not him any more and she's still growing, he tried to tell her
I lay in the bed My eyes swollen with tears Completely restless And drowning in fears.
I waded in the waters of nostalgia, of heartbreak. Dancing under the veil of midnight glamour, the ghost of laughter admist unkept promises. Silence, fractured her,
Maybe sunsets remind me of you, because I'm always left with the view of watching you fall, each time for someone else.
I turn away, from the beauty of the falling sun, hoping I can turn away from you.
Wilted leaves tumble past Helplessly In the sun-warmed air I stare into the sky Endlessly Wondering what’s for me out there
There is an empty reality for men in this world. Taking all they had. The pastors, politicians, and bosses. They remove a man's heart. And they don't fill the spot with anything. They just leave it. Empty.
Once upon a time A story reborn again and again Stood a girl whose heart was empty And eyes full of unshed tears Her arms open to the darkness
watch me as I fade; my friend. I grow weaker everyday; watch me as I cave; my friend. for now all, I know is pain. watch me as I break; my friend. remember the opression and hate?
Something I like to remember when I need to cheer up Is that I was not a part of the plan I wasn't thought to be possible
I suppose the only truth i have found, Is that nobody is in control of anything. But a lot of people are good at pretending. We choke the life out of our children. We say things like, "you need an education"
the wavering tree the rolling stone the shaking plea a place called home a hopeless need chilled to the bone a want for warmth and a shoulder to cry on. to get out of the storm,
I heard your voice over my morning alarm. Then it was silence. I picked myself off of the hard wood floor, Got dressed Reached for the door and felt you on its brassy doorknob.
There once was a lonely Giant Who hated all others, he said He would let no one live with him He sought no-one’s company Who hated all others, he said
I cried tears of color I cried tears of blue I cried tears of red; and the color ran through I cried tears of color each a different hue I cried tears of dread as my mind thought of you.
Coming home to a quiet house Lights are out Lights are out Eating dinner at an empty table All alone All alone
I am a wall. No matter how hard you try you can not break through this wall. My emotions are cinder blocks
Please be safe. Darling a life without you is a life I don't even want to try to live. But I will for a little while. At least untill you retern. My heart cries,
Peter Pan you took us away The lost boys told us you wanted to play They were tired and so was I I had enough of you making me cry You had us in your power But some of the lost boys were as gentle as flowers
Dressed in green, I fly, Through the stars, the sky, Finding those like me, lonely, Left by people who loved them not, lovely, So we can be lonely boys togehter, lost boys,
A constricted heart, A lonely cry, The broken parts, All want to die. A lone tear, Falls down my cheek, Overwhelming fear, Makes me weak. I shake against my binds,
part of a new town moving place to place nowhere that i call home not a single familar face many people say " i'm home grown" " haven't moved around at all" well i've lived in every city
I am the human embodiment of fear and trepidation. My body is a reeking cesspool of panic so I lie awake in bed like an earthworm lay on cement and rot
Crying. Constant tears. Cruelty as far as the eye can see. How come nobody helps me. How can nobody see. I’m in pain.
People are temporary and when they go away it's scary it's like a part of you dying but half of you is still trying to get back with them, get back to them you're alone in the dark crying
My hand reaches out, Yet, I couldn't touch what I wanted. Is it because my goal is too high? Am I not tall enough? Was it too much to hope for,
Sometimes I want to feel Things a great deal. Other times I want to be Completely empty and free.
They don't ask because they don't care You missed a spot you left some love right there
There's something so poetic about watching everything crumble around you How can destruction be so artistic, so beautiful? Seeing everything you attempted to build just fall It's gone in the matter of minutes
March 3, 2017: This everlasting darkness has really taken its toll on me I don't think I can control myself anymore This is spiraling out of control So fast that I can't even keep track of wherever I used to be
These Feelings are so hard to express They bounce around in my head trying to get out. Anger, haterd, sadness, loss, But also love and care. It feels like no one else can understand These Feelings
Every smile without you is an empty one. Every laugh without you isn't worth it. Every step without you is heavy. Every breath without you hurts. Every day without you is wasted.
Turn the splinters into dust underneath a white sky. For centuries, I waited upon the one that can see pass the lies. Now that I have them here and so very near, The grips of my hands won't leave the shelter of my home.
I cannot leave. There are chains, I think. My hands are bound behind my back. Realization flips on completely, But it does nothing to hinder the chains. Resolve flickers off.
Why is it that I can sense a snake in the grass and will run in the opposite direction but when I felt you inching closer and closer to me I watched you like a National Geographical special, a child mesmerized by the carnival rides
I am smart but my brain is not my own I am so alone I am just a clone playing follow the corrupt leader I am smart They say I am all bone I tell them my guts length in meters
She’s the pretty girl with the perfect life .She plays sports and gets good grades.But one day, everything started to revolvearound a knife.
Beyond the seas of melancholy, there was a time I held your hand, My heart now bears an untold story... like a ship at sea that longs for land- A great untruth my lips have borrowed,
My world is empty my world is full my world is dark and harsh but not cruel my world is old my world is new my world is mine only wish i could show it to you my world is fast
People say they'll be there for you. But when I cry all night, What can you really do? People say they won't leave. But with what I know, How can I believe?
I'm constantly struggling, But i strive to become something better. I'm constantly crying, But i know i deserve so much better. The music within me sings a song, A song about a strong girl
alone but no, i'm not lonely down but not depressed look again i enjoy the peace,silence and acceptence of being alone no one to crack you open like a egg,
Last night I was dreaming a dream, You were back by my side I was happy, but had to wake up, and open the blinds Sun pouring in illuminated the darkness in life
When the middle of the night comes, bleak and lonely, my eyes open to find the many shades of gray, constantly echoing off of each other. Thoughts racing back to that moment,
A step out. A storm in. A single drop of blood. One of them, will win.Thundering blasts. Compulsive fasts. Murmurs inside. The skin, opened wide. Sex, oh no, agony and hatefuck,
I’ve always feared being alone Not the loneliness Of being left home overnight With the dog curled in your lap Jumping at every small creak
Have you ever been so lonelyLost in the woodsBut terrified to turn backBecause you know where you came fromThe darkness is unbearableYet you hold yourself to the floorSayingDon’t give up…
The monsters of our mind Chasing usNever letting go The demons of our soulCapturing usTaking us hostage The ghosts of our heartAre just bits that remainAnd shadows of what was
written 08/07/16 The secrets we keep Just words between us, We carefully speak Perfectly hushed. But now I have questions And we are never alone, So I speak nothing
The air around was abundant but i still felt as if i was suffocating, streets flooded with nothing but it i screamed "someone save me." Like when you are parched for water
All alone as I stand here still I hear the moan my heart feels.
I am not alone, I can feel their hands clutching at my heart, Listening to it like the ticking of a time bomb, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 ,
I love being alone,I hate being lonely.I wanna run awaybut I want you to hold me.You're a beautiful rosebut I'm afraid of your thornsI wanna open up to youbut I don't want your scorn.
Falling, glistening, A small raindrop waits about Wanting to be found.
When I look at my friends, Do you know what I see? People that have meant the world to me. That was what I thought, And even still slightly feel, But how much of it is real?
This one is for the kids with no more hope No more purpose Broken smiles Shattered teeth The kids who fall short of their dreams so closely they scrape them with their fingertips
I’d try to find you in the stupidest places, I’d be watching a movie and find you, I could find you in the street lights, or reflecting off the lake, or in the smoke that pours out of my cigarette,
To be alone is not to be lonely To be alone is not having anyone there physically But there emotionally To be lonely is something different To be lonely is to have someone there physically
Have you ever felt alone?Like there's all these people around you at work or schoolSmiling and laughingWith their friendsAnd theirBest friends.
Heavy once again Sorrow permanently Permeating Penetrating Over and over The insecurities Stab like darts Tears well up Out of nowhere Leaking and spilling
Pouring down In unrelenting sheets Washing all In its path Battle-worn soldiers Pellets of water That are cold to the touch Leaving numb traces And mingling With salty tears
Where to go What to do I'm so confused Heart aching Torn in two I always knew Somewhere Deep inside This feeling Of being lost But knowing And feeling
It's painful That helps Not really To describe it Seems a little Silly For me Pain is Your heart I want To throw it Away sometimes Because too often
Stretching on and on For miles and miles Everything pure white And dull gray And dirt brown A path of gravel Your footsteps echo In the silence By themselves Nobody else
An ache in your chest Dunno where we stand Happy memories ablaze Standing hand in hand Where it all began Nobody can say The end was unexpected A world fell apart
I don't think anyone understands how lonely and depressed I am. I don't try to hurt myself in any way. But I'm just so unhappy with life. And it hurts to get up every day, acting like everything is ok.
Still feeling alone.Everyday. Every night.I got myself, but I'm wanting more.Wanting something different.Another person in my life.
Look here, Look there, Look everywhere I can't stop thinking of what I do Everytime, I overthink It's not easy to over protect to over analyze to over guess I'm tired of being afraid
I am something that many men seek It doesn’t matter if you are young or antique They chase and hunt through all the realms known Only wanting to not be alone
I used to think it was normal To cry for three hours about nothing. That it was normal To think about dying at least once a day.
I am numb to the words in my head all the time, But I'm still feeling lost and lonely inside, My friends can have fun and live their own lives, While I'm stuck in the mirror feeling broken inside,
Tears falling by nite Smiles rising by day Wanting to express yourself, but not really knowing the way Glass shattered, pain misunderstood People telling you to change, because change is good
Grabbing the glistening hands of yours Twirl of orchids fell above us Your Blanche face glows Precious as gold May I know how it feels to hold?
You are not alone, but your mind makes you think that way. What if you're actually alone, Just not accepting of the fact? Maybe. Maybe I am.
A note sounds Harsh and beautiful Light falls around a room Dust floats in the air A piano stands by the window
Her tears fell down her face As she let her crown fall He picked her up slowly Knowing she no longer trusted him He kept repeating sorry But all she felt was the vibration of his lies
So alone..... I lay here alone Do you know what alone is? No one to communicate with No one there to hear you hear you No one to cheer you up
so many emotions my body can't contain continuously being suffocated like an un-oxygenated flame if someone would put me out how grateful i would be for my emotions--never ending--are shifting like the trees
How do I fill this void I have tried distractions and diversions But I am still a very sad person. I try not to lose my writing passion
The boy stood at the edgeHe looked up and down, side to sideHe just wanted to end the fight the one he called his life
If an island ever daredTo be stranded with meI'd take my laptopAnd a coffee shopWith the wi-fi free
Scared? Lonely? Me tooLove never abandons meI cannot leave love
in a perfect world, the sky would be in a perpetual state of beauty, the sun always in set, the sky whirling with pinks and purples of many shades, the flowers always in bloom, creating an
I stand out in the cornfield, alone among strangers Useless to the farmer who waters and feeds me The plot of land I sit in, is shaded by the accomplishments of those around me Proud is the farmer
You were gone for so long Now you're back Gone for too long Eleven months and twenty three days to be exact Oh how I missed you Your cold touch Your green skin
When it comes to what I need, it starts with wood & some strings. To create a sound, unique frets, techniques for each note, creates a sound that just allows, the siren of rock and roll.
Blind she stumbles through the façade Everything perfect, now always flawed. With open eyes, the illusion presents, With lies and cheats it only makes sense.
“It's so much fun! It's so much fun!” Said the deliriously happy red and white stripes, gliding up and down the flaps of the grand tent “It’s so much fun! It's so much fun!”
the day everyone leaves my side is the day I die inside with no one left could I survive on my own?
In the most extreme and dire conditions- Whether it be marooned on the shores of a deserted island, or standing along the fault of mother nature’s disastrous earthquake crumbling,
All I need... All I need isn't what you need. All I need is what you have. All I need is to be someone. All I need is who you are: You are funny, You are beautiful, You are smart,
I knew I had it bad, when they asked what I would need if I was stranded on a island, and the first thing I thought of, was your blue eyes instead of water. Isn't that sad?
At night I feel you hold me,Whispering all the things you never told me.When I wake up you'll be goneBut for now, I dream on.
Lonely Love There is a burning Deep in my soul My heart is yearning Like a bells toll Far across the ocean waters Underneath the skies grasp Hidden behind hurricane shutters Through a shattered heart I rasp Tell me you want me For I cannot be wit
I've been robbed. Robbed of all sources of light- Robbed of the light of feelings of worthiness robbed of the lights of dance and laughter robbed of the drive to seek out more lights-
Can't this all just be a dream? It'd like life's playing a cruel joke I just want you here with me No matter how bumpy the road
There are times Times of happiness and times of joy. Moments that I feel like the sun. But you can't look at the sun. The sun It shines so endlessly, affecting everyone it touches
Tap, tap, tap Or rather, thud, thud, thud Lub-dub, lub-dub The throbbing beat in my chest Uncontrollably echoing the chime of the unknown Reminding me of what I have to lose
Now, as I look upon this empty room I am alone, but not quite lonely. Voices carry on, with no face. Footsteps with no person. What I have realized is. There is no one left. Everyone's gone. I'm alone. Again. But.
some lonely only child playing hide & seek alone tags her reflection and dances away... she's king of the hill with no one to rule, and ring around the rosie just leaves her dizzy & sick...
i'd like to find a lonely place to scream & not be heard... a place where i can go to cry & not feel my tears absurd... - 04/04/1996 12:21am - kenneth p rougeau jr
She tugs at her sleeves hiding her cold, white hands. With trembling lips, she breathes. Her soul compresses, lungs collapse, heart implodes. Beautiful boys, ugly scars,
Alone upon the wreckage, Broken hearts on either side, The dark distorted crater, Where my last hope came and died. The darkness all around me, Not cut through by the light, My solo isolation,
Lost I am a lost soul, a helpless child. Depression controls me, while death waits for me. Every second I dream of my demise. I die in silence because my screams hide behind my laughter.
On the outside you see A girl who’s fearless as if nothing could break her But in reality This girl looks back and sees her life as a blur She’s broken and torn, mentally bruised and beaten For goodness sake
I am the quiet girl in the back of the class No one notices me they just go past I am invisible and broken But no one will ever know
When you miss that boy And your nights are derived of joy Do you ever stare at the stars And wonder where you are? What you are doing here With a heart and mind so unclear And a Destiny destroyed by work
Growing up sucks in this world Having pressures to be perfect You try to get away from it Clear your mind and run away But you still have that voice The one in the back of your head
Loving One who Never Even Looks at You
Every now and again I pretend That I am a princess on the run
Some days I'm on a ship in the clouds A captain of a ghost ship Nicknamed the Lone Wolf of the Stars I feel invincible being alone in the starry sky A knight in the night sky
Please don't stop me, my love, let me lie down and kiss the ground, let me taste the taste of freedom on my tongue and remember my
Now that the darkness is gone You're coming back to me You kept me in prison But now you're setting me free
Eyes made of ice, And a heart made of stone. Everybody hates her, She knows she's alone. All she wishes for, Is a single friend who cares. One who comforts her,
"More, more" they say, "More, more." These voices won't stop. This emptiness won't be filled enough. "More, more." These voices continue to say, "More, more." More of what? More friends. More money.
When we are left empty, lying on the floor, the only way to have hope,
Leave, go out of me You’re the thing that kills me You let all my friends see And then they leave
I feel alone Don’t wanna go home No one answers their phone All my friends seem pretend This is the end
For me, who sits alone by the windowsill
I spend yet another night, jonsing for a kiss only you can give me, longing to be held only in your arms, wanting to cling onto you and lay down in our blissful silence, saying so much but at the same time, not much at all.
I think you all know this, To God we do belong, To him we depend, Let him be your friend, For he is always there for you.
Depression and I have been dating each other for five years. Depression was a lover that would convince me to bed earlier than anyone ever should. Depression kissed me on the first date, and I haven’t shaken my lover since.
. Her heart is white A color so pure
The world is a place full of people they are everywhere, covering every inch of the earth
Drown out the thoughts with sound, even when they ask me to turn it down.
I cant find a way to live this swollen life,
What is it to be the one Who watches their world fall apart before their eyes? What is it to be innocent as the ones you love break the walls and often... -themselves upon them?
Stare away into the mist
you have flowers and bees then water feeds trees even an ostrich would warn a zebra of danger why doesn’t anyone’s mind work with mine? a mom and her daughter will speak in unison
Please tell me it was I who made you leave I do not want to believe that you meant to walk away I want to blame myself
The stoner rolls up his weed. As he licks the blunt it hits him harder than before... he's a loner. No ones around to marvel his perfect roll game. No one is around to call him by his name.
The lonely rain falls heavily,
How many times have I found myself like this?
I miss you. I miss the way our snugged faces touched, our eyesight would soften. "Look me in my eyes and tell me you don't want this to end."
Nothing is more lonely than unwelcome company Foot-in-the-door Talk-and-spit Choke on that flat but fierce foreign language What are you talking about? Sounds so cruel and base
Humpty Dumpty fell off a wall Humpty Dumpty had a great fall And all the kings horses and all the kings men tried in vain to mend Humpty's suffering head To no avail it came though
They say that insanity is repeating the same thing and expecting different results that if you're crazy, they'll lock you away and more among other cliches they say
I’m mental. I’m losing what’s left of my rapidly deteriorating mind. Its hard to understand a basket case. No one really does.
She’s a pretty little angel,
I've been searching for hours, to find a reason why. It's 2 A.M. and I'm running circles in my mind. I whisper prayers that go unheard. I wonder when my thoughts will turn. To happy days
She needs a sensitive soul. A gentle touch. A loving heart.
All she ever knew
Don't fight me cause I'm noone.I'm the face u see when u look n the mirror.I'm the light that shines to the darkness but yet im noone.I'm something to someone but noone to myself.I'm
she barely drank the poison, barely tasted it at all. she walked home a little dizzy, suprised she didnt fall. she snuck through her window, afraid to just walk in the door.
I feel sick. Sick of myself. Sick of my life.
I miss the world I once knew.
I am one person In this world Nobody to play with Nobody to talk to Nobody to look at How Can I Smile? If there's no one In this world to be with I am all alone
The hallways and lockers all look the same But it seems each different person all seem so vain Each day and class was the same ole norm The teacher with the short brown hair was such a bore
Everyone needs to go away
As the days pass by, I feel my heart slowly breaking,crashing,spinning. It's all coming back. No one cares. My voice means nothing anymore. I'm just the girl on the outside.
The picture of myself is thus: fading, losing color, changed from smile to frown, gazing back my eyes, alien, hurt.
Bottle Things Up
Why as I lay here I feel stress? Why as I walk through the halls I feel lonely? Why as I sit here at my desk I feel the urge to cry? Why as I look at myself I make a list of things to change?
Maybe at times i did things that hurt, but i tried so hard that you will always see That having you was a blessing for you and me.
Imagine the time that you used to be able to remember. You have to imagine, because you can no longer grasp that memory. The feeling of something almost there, torments you.
A long swing hangs low,
IF I GO OR IF I STAY, WOULD IT MATTER ANYWAY.
I’ve eaten my heart out in the rain,
I feel it every day Breathing on my neck I felt it yesterday When I felt like a wreck It's all around me Inside and Out Is anyone there to see Or here me shout
It's a big world for sure. There's no doubt about that And honestly, that's ok. Except for my loneliness. What with the world being so big.
Who is that lonely girl Sitting on the corner of the street Who is that lonely girl Not saying a word while she eats Who is that lonely girl Wearing the outdated shoes Who is that lonely girl
You feel like your alone in a cruel place, wanting to leave you'll do whatever it takes, but at the end of the day, you know it's inevitable, that your basically alone in this world; invisib
I stand with others
It’s late, and I’m coming down with a cold, Or something of the sort. I should be sleeping, But I’m not ready And yet, I don’t want to be awake either. Can I just stop existing for a little while?
Have you ever thought about the possibility that one day the Earth will have no more food?
Why is itthat I'm always therefor you? But whenI need you mostyou're a thousand milesaway.
Death is easy, Life is hard, Death is calm, Life is rough.
Chuan de, river blossom's day, Tian, Hua Fu rong chu shui, like day rissen from night, hei ye ni, and i, stand over rui, see those flowers hua cao? Wo kan, say i, why ta bu shuo? dark, night ta shi...
Never had a shoulder to cry on Rely on, or grow cold when I'm gone It's only been myself lost in the thought of love I left the lights on when I left this morning The rain was pouring down On this boring town
Your amazing its true but I need more from you. Show me you as much as I do. Give the affection that I give. And when I need you, hold me tight and never let me loose. But none of these things have you been able to accomplish.
May 15th Nothing can change my love for you. Everything just happened so fast. I wonder, what if I knew, before you became our past just who you were?
I am a shadow. I am a spore. I am a seed. I have not grown yet, but among my millions of siblings, I don't think I'll stand out much.
Lonely The one feeling out of so many that I truly understand. Lonely What you've still felt like after the bottle was empty. Lonely The one thing that you wouldn't want for anybody is what you've become.
I Am A Shooting Star Once You See Me I Amaze You But By Time You See Me, Im Already Gone My Existence Has Already Been No Longer Dead To The Outside, But Alive In Your Mind
At night, I wait for her to come, My rays glistening silver on the pool below. The forest is quite and still; The stars wheel and dance around me. At night, I come to the pool in the forest;
i guess i knew i would shatter if i let myself fall for you as hard as i did. but i did not expect microscopic shards of myself to fly through the atmosphere and land miles apart.
Demons live But not at night;
I met a guy who made me believe
I AM STUCK IN A MAZE THERE IS NO WAY OUT, I FELT THE LONELINESS DRIVING ME INSANE, I RAN IN BETWEEN STONE COLD WALLS THAT NEARLY REACHED CLOUDS, STOPPING TO CATCH MY BREATHE IN FRONT OF ME WAS A FLOWER,
Thinking about my life
I Wish I wake up and dress my face up in camoflague to protect me My true values bottled up from my adversaries Skeptical whether not to expand my horizons
I don't know why I do it Degrading myself for others to walk over me Doing what they want to make me small I let them To make sure I can still feel If I didn't let it happen,
Look at me crumbleWatch me fallI’m doing my bestI’m giving my allBut nothing worksIt falls apartNo matter whatI have to restartIm growing tiredI want this to end
I am a flower
I pop Xanax like it's candy, Because the doctors told me to keep it handy.
What if on a night we have a dream Not the ones of make believe We capture nothing on this night Our darkness submerged in our night What if we could not make a sound We find it true we met the ground
Loneliness circles overhead
Symbols never die... Their meaning never fades, Meanings though, change But they still stay Everything stands for something, Yet I don't know what I truly stand for Bravery, Courage, Truth
How can I face the world When monsters roam 'round? This world is so blurry, And I'm making no sound. These monsters are huge Much greater than I But as I stand scared
It's time to drown my sorrows In the deep To let it all go
A single seashell on the beach Waves overwhelm its speech A single tile to the mosaic of the shore Listening to the ocean roar The waves beat against the coast
What do you do mornings? Do you bramble‑chase skirts or fly kites or seek something I can't begin to imagine? I've wondered... watching music fill my room,
Half a day past morning with nowhere to go but on. I turn away from the thought of you somewhere, this moment, moving along avenues
Today is... the long slow ache of missing someone you love and knowing there is no way to retrace your steps... of standing in small empty spaces
Can't Knives Glass Needle
i made it a day without you and looks where its got me I'm covered in filth and there's no one to stop me
The Words of a Lonely One The words you so often hear "Be strong, be confident" They don't mean anything to the lonely ones
Drip, Drop, Drip... The rain hits the window Drip, Drop, Drip... The facet leaks agaisnt the cold basin Drip, Drop, Drip... Her blood in her head pounds Drip,Drop,Drip... She falls to the floor
Death, the end to all beginnings and the beginning of some unknown extent. Death, the answer to all problems that arise out of life as they never seem to end.
I mold the perfect skin, the impenetrable shield. I break mirrors to conceal the lies from myself. I shake hands and kiss cheeks, smile and "say cheese" Never worried that my mask will crack, it's applied to a T.
So long, she's spent hiding, behind her velvet mask. Hiding herself from the judging eyes, Pretending to be someone, anyone else. She smiles, while everyone stares intently.
In September I met you In October I fell in love with you In November
In the end What will happen when the world ends? We ponder on the past What about the future? We judge by what is apparent What does that say about us?
You're dropping "I'm sorry" like I'm still around.I don't care how you feel. I don't care about your excuses.You took for granted all the times I never let you down.
The condensation of expelled expressed emotion swirling my window pane. Making the portal to another dimension shift ajar, to one which is much more comfortable.
In the eyes of another, who’s there by the sill, quietly sitting, perfectly still. Eyes that are clouded,
I lie in bed, drowning in its white sheets and feeling trapped by the dull grey walls that surround this oddly shaped room. I notice every imperfection this awful place holds. The cracks in the ceiling as deep as a canyon.
Your honeysuckle tongue has all the backlash of a whip,
Your not real to me, your just a dream without a tear i can think of you no more your slipping away why won't you stay? your happy now-with her im just in the way your always on my mind
They are all starting to evolve to become happy and involved i have been left before but never have i thought by them they don't even know but this distance is beginning to grow
This. Life, it isn't right. It's difficult and messy, Don't want to count my blessings, but I know that I have them. Sometimes though, I feel alone. Slowy swirling around on my own.
The song of my soul is playing, The beat entrapping me, surrounding me Lifting me up at all times, So why is your shroud still here? No matter how far I run, I could even fly away,
Follow me into the depths if you can withstand the shark, This world placed spite in my heart, I’m bothered by light, So I’m comfortable in the dark, Individualistic by character,
They watch over me Every step, every sound, every move Then they ignore me Not a word, not a glance, not a worry I want to be free I want to go out on my own
I used to sit alone in bed and cry. As tears streamed down my face I wondered when I'd find my place. I'd think to myself "why do I even try?". Days and nights passed and it was all the same.
I hide behind my smileso fresh and clean
In a sea of people, In a crowd of friends, Too busy to notice Where am I? I am alone. Alone, In a sea of people, In a crowd of friends.
If happiness is success in life, then what is dying? Everyone's hyped up on the thrill of life; few are ready to go. And when they do, who's prepared? Even the one's who've expected it
The Endless Improv Now you see me Now you don't
"Of course I'm fine." 'Please help me.' "Don't worry I'm already over it." 'It hurts too much to talk about, don't you see?' "I'm gonna be busy." 'I want to be alone.' "Sounds like fun."
I sit here quietly And my eyes go dead again And I am in this house too much And hold on a minute because I'm drowning And nevermind I'm fine I just needed A snatch of music A lyric to embroider
I am only a girl,a girl with a heartand a soul made of glass. A girl who walks alone,keeping to herself.I am just a mysteryto the world passing by.
There are no words left to clear this fog in my head.
Especially in the day light, Your brown eyes shine so bright,
its in my lonely that I realize how I am frail and boney how harsh I am to me,how my heart is stony it is in my lonely that I confront my phony masks get dropped and the acting gets chopped
Do you really love her? Do you really care? I could love her better. Why are you even there? I care about her as a person, I don't just love her booty!
I'm holding into this string This string is an unstable cable shaky and weak This string is tangled, and ruined, and soon it will wither and break It's no longer strong for the years have made it weary.
In a dream I was surrounded by darkness It was a cold vast emptiness The creeping feeling of things at my feet In this void emptiness consuming me I felt the pain in my legs a numbing and painful bleeding
I stand at the edge of my cliff Soft grass carressing my skin As I stare at the crashing waves against the harsh cliff Sun dazzling of the crest of hundreds of waves A beautiful last scene To hold in my mind
I remember that night It was bitter and cold... The light had extinguished, as if the sun had ceased to burn. The darkness moved to surround me Encircling my flesh and piercing my skin.
Distant drums are beating. War is on her way. I once wished for peace, once prayed to the almighty Lord for a sort of sanity in mad times.
The stars fall when she awakes Another day of saddness and failure she feels alone Fake a smile like all is well she's far gone and no one can tell
Have you ever looked around and ask yourself '' What am I do here?'' , you stand still, feel the air, hear the words, and you just wish
To the wo
No compassion, And an influx of natural disasters. That's what you are. Our interaction are still not mutual,
I looked around for you until I could no longer see, Then I realized that this loneliness would forever be apart of me. The sickening trials of love and connection.
For what is a heart if it is not brave? What is it for if not for feeling the courage to invite every stranger into Its home To
Back then everything was so vivid, I could remenber her face even though she had left. The image was so clear, its almost as if she stayed. But now, only 5 years have passed
It would be so sweet If the gaze of those darling eyes were fixed on me, Tantalized – simply mesmerized by what you see Or if the curves of your lips - urged by my fingertips And provoked by my eagerness
One I walk above the earth among the stars A mysterious man lifts the enormous weight off of my shoulders He seduces me with sweet whispered words Could this be love? Two
Can I sleep forever? When I sleep, I can't feel the pain.. The pain of not haing you here..
I have these thoughts I don't understand. They come from a place I don't quite know. Often at times I sit alone.
I write poetry. Words in a page. My thoughts, My passions, My life. I write to connect with those who are like me. Misunderstood, Lost, Powerless.
Apart And awake We lie Thousands Of miles away Thoughts crossing paths sooner than our physical bodies will be criss crossing limbs Hands smearing body oils
Just for a moment. Listen. What do you hear?
We are so close, but so far away.
Stand. Even if you’re weeping. Even if you’re blind. Even if you have collapsed so many times before. Stand. Find someone to lean on. Someone whose smile has set off fireworks in your chest.
If only you knew how much i needed a friend / i thought i gave you a hint when you saw a cut under my chin/ and you saw hate marks on my arm or when/ i use to laugh and tears would come out i would say your killing me ,but deep down like a din s
You know what makes me happy, I like laughter and people lauging, at funny jokes I tell my friends happily, when life goes wrong, we are again laughing, for life without joy is quite sappy.
what is it? it seems quiet, like a whisper what is it? but it's loud, like a scream what is it? its hidden in the dark, like clothes in a closet what is it?
Sometimes I wonder if they can even see me Sometimes I wonder if they can the even hear me Sometimes I wonder if they even notice me Sometimes I wonder if they even know my name
People ask who I was, who I am, who I used to be, I wonder why ask something so stupid, so silly? Who I am is hidden behind pain and mistrust, for me its not easy to just give it up.
It had threatened me. And with every ounce of it I loved. It had hurt me so many times, and I ordered it to continue. Becoming so accustomed to it, turned into my addiction.
Everyone is always trying to rush to the end just to feel good about the win. But what awaits for you as you stand in the line of people who want the same things as you?
When you read my words maybe you’ll feel my happiness and you’ll remember the night when we talked for hours with no curfew to stop us. It was lovely, but you weren’t really there. -
In the hallways of school, surrounded by unfamilair faces. Feeling alone, and as I walk through the lonely hallway, the only person I can find a friend in is myself.
Hey, how are you?
She lays on her bed
Is different from lonely I do not mind being alone I do mind being lonely
I can’t find my light, So I’m sitting here lonesome
I know well enough That I am not alone But nevertheless my resolve is to never give up my secret For if ever I did I would certainly be stoned Or forced to pack up and leave their home To show my own soul
Left with a broken smile, A twisted girls mind Can take you a mile Through the decisions she's made She's haunted by pain Brought to light to see The only good decision she ever made
I wish that I could light an o
Taking a trip through the French 25 to drinking Bourbon down the street to rowing her boat on canal but yet life ain't even a dream for Easy Erica the sex fiend. Born in the Big Easy
She looks at the moon She starts to sing a tune a dream she had this afternoon In the desert she would roam Looking for a place called Home Were that is she doesn't know
Here I am Every night Thinking of you My body lingers for your touch My lips crave for your kiss But all that stops Now that I see That we just aren't meant to be
Arriving at this place filled with fear and competition Feeling inept, inadequate, unfit and incapable I hid behind my worries, my scares and even me, bare I didn't like me, embarrassed, couldn't handle a stare
It would be nice if shadows talked
There I walking solitude Alone, inconspicuous and free Of shadow where I walk passed everyday I'm very confined in my own mind Wandering upon reality
I move through the halls with barely a glance. People won't talk to me, won't give me a chance. They hardly notice if my appearance I enhance. I am not a ghost. I spend most of the day inside my head,
Have you ever felt like you're in the shadows waiting for your time to shine? Have you ever felt like you're tumbling over, caught on the borderline?
Broken heart Lonely soul Bored mind Hard to find A creative escape A mind's way to encapsulate A beloved place's flaws The creative cup's straw to better sample the iced tea
as I lay Prints, forward; the distance as I drift, lone wolf,
Alone. Alone is how I feel when there's no one near, alone is how I hate to be. And when there's tears coming down and my smile is upside down, I hate that it's just me.
A monkey is in a tree by the ocean by the sea In a tree all on its own Free to roam And inhale the ocean breeze
Tiffany This isn’t what I wantedMy weakness brings me closer to you
Listen, have you heard? No. when I speak to think I'm the center of attention is absurd. Every week; a rise in tension because they terroize this nerd,
I once had someone tell me that if you're lying awake at four am you're either in love or lonely, and let me tell you that's not the case because as I lie here all I can feel is the poison you've created coursing through my veins.
I sit in the dark and listen to the sound of laughter and joy but more importantly I hear the LOVE they have with each other.
It's weird being lonely, All you see is the dark, I just want one to hold my hand, I don't care what they are,
I am the glass vase you forgot to fill With flowers last week. So let me be cold, Let me be beautiful. Let me be clear. I am the drawer you left open in your Rush out the door. So let me be misplaced,
When I’m lonely in a world of my own, I often think of you. I imagine the way you hair never fell into the right place and how that was my absolute favorite thing about you.
My friends don't want me Life is getting hard I'm feeling so lost And it's tearing me apart There is no one to turn to Nobody cares It's making me retreat
You broke my heart when you sai goodbye You made me cutt and want to die You told me you love me and that you cared You even got me a cute teady bear I gave you my heart And you tore it apart
i look at this blank page; or I I try to see bend the words Flowing from my own pen I look and I won't see the the truth in the words I write- I will look and I won't see that my mind is in a fight
The wind dances through my bones like chimes,
I thought of you when I was lonely. I smiled at your picture in my mind. I laughed with you and we shared our vented feelings- our Joys, our Sorrows, our Angers.
Why couldn’t you love me?
AS darkness takes over my plea is to be free, but all it does is take over me. I hope for a candle, but no, it's to bright. so instead, I search for the right. You are in my darkness,
You held me You held me when I was strong You held me You looked at my face and told me how beautiful my smile was
The smile she wears maybe a mask
Everyday I wonder why Everyday I look into your eyes I see what I don't want to be Everyday I picture a dream in my head One so profound I feel as if it can never be crushed
I fell in love with you so fast It started to make you think of your past All the terrible words he said The things that your ex put in your head I tried to make you as happy as you could be
I look around but see no one,At least no one that I have knownFor here in this forgotten world
My life has been hidden by a set of horizontal blinds.
My people once were Warriors
Shoot me up, I'm feeling empty Give me a shot, a dose of feeling Thirty pain-givers are all I'm needing To give rhythm to this pointless beating She said "Time crawls but we still get older
These days I feel so lonely, Running from the things I fear, from the things I love.
narcotics and razors cannot block these bullets that explode through my chest every time i think of our last kiss
I am not depressed I can still talk to people And smile at the beauty in the world Laugh at funny jokes Laughter I will always have laughter Although there are times
For I once counted Daffodils in my sleep, So delicate and unique. But no more can I sleep, For the devil has a hold of me oh so deep. For I once counted Daffodils in my sleep, So delicate and unique.
Separation based on location too far to reach too far to go not close enough to home I can see you I can hear but I cannot reach out and feel you 'cause separation based on loaction is a thing
I had met with an angel. Here's what he had said: Love me forever, and it costs but one small thing a life, fleeting a soul-less little thing your soul I ask to bring. I had met with that angel
Every day, I fake a smile, I look at the world through dead eyes, I slice up my wrists, And I bruise my thighs, They beckon to me, The colorful pills, The nylon rope, The loaded gun,
He was wounded in more ways than one
Gone gone gone away ran ran ran away from here away from here darling i know you are afraid but please please try to stay stay here your Childs right here and she says she said she loves you
I don’t know how to speak.
Why is it that when you lose a love your heart breaks, if love is just a chemical addiction produced by our brains? Why does it feel like your thoracic cavity is hollow,
A stranger... A feeling... True or not Days, Months, Years... Friends, Best friends, lovers... One day, eyes are on her Slowly Slowly dissapear infront... of my eyes...
Some will never know the joy but only the end they'll never see the light when the light has dimmed
room spinning eyes watering cheeks flushing lips quivering heart burning lungs ghasping just an average night alone in the dark
Veins open wide Is all she can remember
I'm not o
once had a friend. Her name was Joy.
Im at a loss for words right now I don't know what to say I don't know how to feel or how to go about my day The images never leave my head Your happiness displayed
Abuse, lonely, depressed, homeless
There was once a time for men like me, Now I am sitting on a lonely oak bench, outside a gothic cathedral,
We not together but I love what we got but I can tell the vibe is gone when the text messages start getting short and the phone calls stop being long
Don't judge those people, They all have their own stories. Why can't you hear them? Look at their faces, Are they sad beneath their smiles? Listen to their thoughts.
as it swayed in soft circles dangling upside down from my ceiling fan, i watched through tears as the carnations wilted white petals penetrated the darkness of my room.
Whispering smiles indent my thoughts as I walk through the halls. Overthinking what's past and what's present has been known to ruin me. Every move I make causes my conscience to stutter.
It’s still so hard To just wake up Each and every day. It’s hard to know A simple life can Make me feel this way. I’ll put on a face I’ll make believe. Somehow I’ll be okay,
To the one with unbearable anxieties and sorrows, Holding you back from living and breathing towards tomorrow Believing that the light of hope on your Savior's shoulders Will fail to reach you in time
the faggot in the reflection of my space helmet visor is my only friend. with shaggy shorn hair and big eyes and a hollow cheek bone that holds in my silent tongue. i have etched lessons in my skin, leaving silver lines
I cause pain I cause distress Take me out. I cause heartache And I cause stress Take me out. I fell asleep And hoped I never would wake up Take me out.
Lonesome softly pounds Whispers sweet sounds Waits until day it ends Paces and it depends It asks for me to wait Afraid I decide my fate And I never make a change Alone we never do gain
She awoke to hear him bid good morning She slept to hear him say good night But as the tide rolled in and washed him away She faded into the darkness today And time it screeched and cried
Rain obscures my tears It drowns my sorrows and fears
If I could change one thing, Just one little thing in the world, I would tell the lonely the speak up and shout out what they have to say. We quiet ones aren't deserving to be outspoken,
People say mean things they say I'm not good enough say I'm ugly or dumb sometimes they are right sometimes I am dumb enough to listen to the hateful words
The girl walks down the long hall. She keeps her eyes trained on the ground as she feels their stares burning holes through her. They look her up and down, judging her face, judging her clothing.
“Depression” I’m tired of wearing the painted grin That mocks me and all of my sin. The pain of my soul and my mind
You say that I've changed but you're the reason i'm so cold. Get out of my head, the fights quickly get old. You've made me so heartless something I knew nothing of. Once you broke my heart,
Isolate yourself then ask why you're so lonely. Tell you how I think, now I feel like a phony. These poisons were shared over and over before, between you and I, this darkness we tore.
Is it the crickets' chirp after the whole world has quieted That fills my heart with emptiness? Or is it the nights spent alone Under these cold covers? Perhaps its the memories of once Belonging
One time, i wrote a poem On a piece of paper with No lines. And i cried, Smudging all the little letters. The ants drowned by Saltwater. They thrashed and thrashed and thrashed,
Sick. Sick of pulling that mask on again today. Sick of playing the part of the girl they expect to see. Tired. Tired of trying so hard to find the right way.
The quiet darkness that slipped in through the tiniest slits and sat growing and festering, Has all but swallowed me whole. Thick black curtains sequestering the light with in my soul.
Such a beautiful soul Flying free Soaring over mountains Limitless as can be No one can bring her down
Such a beautiful soul Flying free Soaring over mountains Limitless as can be No one can bring her down
I dream in black and whiteI bleed the color of your eyes All I can see is your lipsGently glazing over mine As the sun setI saw my rose petals in the flame
It was not weight or girth that made his presence heavy,
She stares out the window Content as can be In her long raven locks A flower is propped. Paint Stains her olive hands She seems to care less As they lay on her dress
If I could change one thing, it’d be this tall, intimidating fence. I’d tear it down and frolic away deliriously into the world that’s been waiting for me.
You were taken too soon my friend And I sit here and wonder Why your life had to end Like the rolling of thunder My one regret is not responding In the month of November
For Kathy, the girl who managed to break my heart. Thanks for the memories.
The people squirming Through each other Sprinting Pacing Chuckling Weeping Briefcases in hand Lunging For the office Laptops Cellphones Watches Files
drifting through time with no one to be why cant anybody see me? i do my best for all to see but no one notices me im in all the plays and all the pictures
Days, Weeks, Months, They pass. And I wait. I wait on you. I wait on a FaceTime, A call, Some word. But you don't call. You don't FaceTime, You send no word.
Surrounded need space To breath Suffocating looking for help and no one, no one notices Do I matter? Guess not Why not? Falls Tars fall
Lonely, I can't remember reading the definition. An emotion that I,I've felt in constant repetition. My defense mechanism fits the repulsed credentials of the God above.
thoughts lonely thoughts sad atmosphere drowing in everyones tears including mine i could feel depressions presence wondering if ill ever end up like them this house will not feel safe anymore
The Dark that cones, the dark that rises. The darkness that is the light, in all my wrong doing. If you protect me from myself, your protecting me from THE DARKNESS.
What is Love?
I can't tell the difference between my dreams and reality anymore Everyday I wake up and yet I'm never really here I find myself living within the parallels of a world that loved me unconditionally
They call themselves boyfriends,But are they really?Yes, they’ve asked you out.Some don’t even do that.They message you dailyWorry about you every secondIf you don’t answer,They might even get mad
I need faith, for i am faithless, the demons in my dreams. the darkness in my heart, there is no light in my heart. what i don't understand,
Love you "say" but its not true. Its just another word for "forget you" Told me you love me, told me you cared. But why arent you standing here? You made it up didnt you? just to fill in the blank.
I'm okay even though my world is falling down, Even if I've grown up in some forgotten town. I'm okay even though my skin is full of spots, Even if I'm way too big to think about cute tops.
It's strange. I feel so detatched from this.From these people. A part of me is afraid that I don't belong here.Like I'm not one of them. I feel...a lot. But somedays....
No this isn't. I feel held back. Empty in ways.I am my own worst enemy. How do I fix that?My success is written...and I have no choice.No power. No control. But I do...
Let not your world change to gray Even if you have shut them all away It's not your fault
Our lives are such a mess
Sins of a father
We all deal with monsters, Monsters in our heads, Monsters in our bodies. Depression, Scizophrenia, Rymitoid, CRPS. The monsters kill us, Inside and out, To the point of no return,
Broken pieces Shattered heart My life just seems to fall apart But there's nothing that I can do Hiding what's inside showing what's not really there and Leaving behind my feelings for you
The cold blade that's pressed to my throat,
THE HARDEST TIME OF MY LIFE Everybody try to understand But I didn’t want you to I don’t think you can comprehend
I don’t understand why it is so hard For you to suck up your ego for 2 seconds and let your guard down You see I need some answers because the pain is back. It isn’t pulsating and waking me at 2:43 am
Outside my windowa chorus grows
Please don't lose yourself in your wild, untamed mind.
Roses are red, violets are blue, Theres noone in this world, Id rather be with than you, Counting the petals, I love you, i love you not, Counting and counting, Connecting the dots,
The man I love is back home Guys are plentiful around here I can have them all I want But they’re not him
They Stand Tall, Higher Than The Sky, I Know They Could Kill Me, But I Continue To Fight.
I stare at the mirror. Ugly! I blink back tears. Fat! I know it's not true. Don't I? I look fine. Hidden under clothes! People think I'm cute. They pity you!
Like a breath of cold air, i am lonely with fear,this pain i feel ,i just can't bear,it is painful enough to kill,ones fragile heart,Like a breath of cold air,to repair the heart,that was taken apart,by one careless words,by me taking out this bla
He'll tell you he loves you. He'll talk real sweet. You'll think he loves you. You're just a piece of meat. First, there's denial. He wouldn't do that. He cared about me once.
Howling for recognition Incapable of moving Laying here alone Where are you
Alone is one of the worst things to be When all you feel Is tired and empty. You can cry You can weep. You can shut off the light And beg for sleep. But it won’t come And you’ll still be
In my short 16 years of life I've put myself into some crazy situations.
when it breaks it doesn't make a sound there is no indication of its condition it just gives in, falling prey to the repetitive oppression of day after day after day.
Foggy nights, starless sky Restless fights, love undignified They belong without a doubt But too cowardice to work it out Shameful love, it truly is Poor life, poor family, poor kids
Little teacher in the front I wish I could say what I want Like how I’m tired from the night before From all the things I’m expected to endure Tossing, turning, sleep-deprived Everything’s okay, mommy lied
I'm not sure what is worse falling out of love or realizing that there's nothing left I wouldn't wish it on anyone, no not even my worst theres too much involved to easily forget
Babe I know you’re asleep
Waves of midnight blue tickle the feet of a loner lamenting the loss of a mother.
I needed you like I needed poetry..
Morning is a Widow An Original Poem By Catelin Haight Morning is a widow
She looks in the mirror who she sees is not who she is.
aviator shades cookie cutter heartbreaks petty girls pretty girls and superficial fakes. I've been tring to figure out what it is that makes their worlds go round
I light a cigarette again staring at your pillow where you're supposed to be sleeping instead you're gone and smoke surrounds me i'm breathing. I know, I know that I'm never right you told me.
im breaking. listen to me crumbling like stones. i'm falling. through the cracks, i dont wanna be alone.
I feel it on the inside. I feel it in my soul. I feel this certain something that makes my body whole.
With every hit no one can explain
Girl in Blue wading in golden grain so tall it tickles her palms as she strides toward a nearby spruce. She breathed in the air fresh from a recent rain.
I met a girl and she was blue. I met a boy and his daddy took away all his fancy toys. I met a mother
The chosen people Waiting for the Messiah Will one day be free
He cost her too much Without much luck with their love She left, said goodbye
The beauty of lifeEven through this strifeIs people’s abilitytheir uncanny adaptabilityTo hold in their palmthat one simple objectobject of calmThe ability to affect
Thoughts are flowing in my head continously and confused.Is he even aware that I'm here?A smile he gives me in the hallway comes and goes.He talks with other girls the same way too.
I feel nothing. The world is nothing to me. I take steps, never feeling the ground below me. I touch hands, never feeling the electric energy flowing through our meeting. I speak words, that make no noise. I hear sounds, that have no volume.
Everywhere I turn silence greets me If there is one thing I yearn for it is a face Something other than the embrace Of solace, because her mockery is deafening
Through the recent everythings I’ve come to see The things I planned turned to nothings. I cannot be me In a fairytale ending
Tears are streaming down his eyesUnder the desk lays a broken boyEmptiness contains an empty roomNobody asks the question why Under the desk lies the broken boyHe screams in pain
My shell has cracks..
I haven’t met that guy that’ll turn my life around Show me the light with every gentle caress That has a smile that can warm a million cold hearts The laughter of sweet innocence and happiness
Carry the One. carry,.. drag.. discard! -futile. GRIPPING my face, Clawing me back.. My affliction. my burden. MY BURDEN. carry, drag. Lost within my own
We think we're alone, Accompanied by nothing but, Pains that linger, aching from toe to finger, Breaking apart our hearts and souls, Making us lose all control, But stop!
I wanna run away Away from all the hurt and pain Painful mistakes and irony misplaced Crying................ That is all I know
Stop! Drop! And Roll! No, that doesn't work for me. I drop, bundle and fall as other start to kick me.Their shoes scratch my head and leave marks on my arms. I dress myelf in long sleeves so that no one can see my harms.
No one understands the pain that I go through, they say it's just a phase, something we all do, but I'm not part of "all" I'm unique and set apart by the things that define me, my actions and my heart.
A dot .
It's times like these when I want to die.
If, I had only awakened only to see the one I have been so desperately and passionately Been waiting to embrace, To let known as it has always seen Not as it has always been perceived
I was 13. Looking in the mirror, It never dawned to me why, Why the window between my teeth, The disproportionate nose, The “five-head”, Too sufficient for just a bang, Not brown
Life is a risk, once you're happy you feel like nothing can go wrong,
Soon flowers will growin the deepest and saddest partsof you and you'll bloom
You will always have people in your life that test you There will always be people there to knock you down It may seem that all the negative people are stuck to you like glue
It's the absence of warmth.The familiarity of a hand upon your shoulder.It's departure leaving all but an imprint.
I turn my head to my conscious,
I know you think about situations and say, "That would never be me." You say I could never be that girl that's acting all fast as if she has no home training" or
Old friend I see your back my heart was not ready for attack I was happy or a moment I am slow to learn happiness never lasts I don't know why I am surprised It obvious just from my past
Close ur eyes go under luke warm water an stay there for 5 minutes thats how life was for me 'picture a darkness that is trying to take over think of trying to scream i cant hear
My life is a book full of adventure and disappointment,
It's real as real gets honestly,
Tell me about the sound of the waves
Wrote this in the wee hours of the morning, sort of in a trance like state.
It is you that I am missing. All of your hugs, as well as your kissing. We were once so tight, so close, The new distance between us binds me in ropes. The love is still there, I hope you know,
There's a quiet thunderstorm inside my head, the thoughts strike across my brain, neurons illuminate with light, transmitting more than what is visible by sight. There's a quiet thunderstorm inside my head.
Soft light falls through the trees Falls like the last leaves of autumn Blowing in the breeze And here I am missing you Missing you Tell me, do you miss me too?
All my life I've felt alone, forgotten, unnoticed Yes I have my family but their love only goes so far To be loved truly and wholely by another, is but a dream for me I've always been alone
Walking on a thin line Passing the warning sign Where did I go wrong On this road so long? Walking down this cold road With a tired and lonely soul Oh, when did it come to this
she looks at her reflection in the mirrorand barely recognizes her own face
Not lacking dreariness, the rain fell. Humid air, foggy feelings.
My sister is a musicianWho plays only out of sight
Usually a book is read page by page and the words just fly by. We could go back and re-read your whole story. Just set aside some time. But there's no time left to review. What could I have said to save you?
Thoughts are racing through her mind When you ask her if she's all right All she says is, "I'm fine" You shake your head and reply, "okay" The silence echoes in your brain
Do not say goodbye, please hear me out first; I love you, and know that I’m on your side You say it’s done and it couldn’t get worse While you reflect on the tears you have cried.
Writing all of my feelings Will relieve me from all these teasings That will make me jealous in life. I just wanted a better life, But yet, I won't be anybody's wife
They judge before they get to know me, they see an alien not a human being. I am a threat to society, so they say, yet all I ever do is stay the same.
we all have a calling in life a purpose, a mission lost in darkness, soon there'll be light our future is based on our decisions the journey will be hard hold onto your faith follow your heart
Tears fill up my lungs
My anger pours out as I scream for some release. I want to be gone and away from this beast. Nothing I say is ever enough for you. I cannot be content as long as I'm being used. Set me free I repeatedly scream.
Despair and darkness have taken over my life This is nothing new I've gone through and put up with a lot of strife What is one more day of hell when your life is a pit of fire? You ruined me
As I walk down the lonely, abandoned street, I see old, unpolished houses trying to stand still as if it’s about to fall apart any second.
"Drug abuse"- that makes me abusive. So why do I feel like I'm the one who's been beaten? Not the beaten that leaves bloodied lips and brown bruises But the beaten that leaves you in last place in a contest
My Door My door keeps people in or out when I Want to be alone. I do not understand Why others do not comprehend this fact. My door represents privacy at home –
In this universe, there’s too much pain From people to people, it’ a non-ending train Trying not to give in time Wasting is not a try Good, bad, jealous, uncaring
My life is worth nothing, but an empty space More than eternity darkness More than bottomless ocean Because I am who I am My life feels like the bottom of a dark miserable hole
She cries into the nightAs she heads for the skyHer face is full of PainShe has nothing to gain. She cries herself to sleep
Shut off in my little world A dust bunny jumps on by
I cry at night when no one heres me, no one listens to me anyways. I yell in the day but no one heres still. No one knows the pain I'm in, no one knows anything about me.
Walking slowly my head faced down but it is too dark to see the ground Into the unknown I keep walking Still into my skin it pierces the cold deathly chill
I'm sitting here, lost inside my own head, losing my thread, not sure if I'm alive or dead. My mind can't seem to catch a grip on reality, I'm slipping away from sociality, watch out for my whismicality.
The most dangerous urges are tempting me again And if I shall cross the path, I will lose a friend If you go there once, there's a price to pay The battle within myself to stay at bay
If you're physically sick, do you have to participate in class?
Today I'll wear my happy mask, because I'm feeling sad And I've worn out my tired mask, from the weeks that I've been mad At my friend who wears his loving mask, when he looks at her,
--How much pain How many tears How many times must I say the word LOVE How many broken hearts must I suffer from How many times do I have to stare at a blank response How many lies
The "men" walk across these halls as if the king, Treating their special girl like the queen they deserve to be. Mother nature did not come back, The king had decided its time to flee.
I stole this bottle of wine from my parents. The bottle say red. I once heard my father say it is romantic, an hour later
I seem to hate myself the most when I am alone, I think I have come so far... yet it's my metaphoric brains I wish to blow. There is so much I want to accomplish, but so much more I need to let go.
we will be strangers in this bed soon - we will be unclear how to rub hug and snuggle. the auto flash turned off now the only light that shines are the streelights....beaming in dark rooms
I have never realizedHow alone I've felt until this very moment...It hit me like I had just ran into a brick wallI hate how horrible I feelHow depressing this emotion isAnd to think that my biggest fear was to be aloneWhen I've felt alone for 4 yr
Alone. 5 words. 2 syllables. A major problem within itself. Not only are we the cause but we are the reason. Yet as time passes something begins to happen.
I know what this is. This is the hammer you wield Pounding against my head. Though you are no Thor, But rather a monster
Love is hysterical Such is the hysteria that you do not even realize when it has made camp within your walls Embedding itself within your soul Until it is ripped from the place in which it was rooted
They think I'm happy But that's a lie A whirl of emotions trapped inside I have weak walls and when they're struck Sometimes I shed a tear. Or two. Or three.
I don't understand these feelings, it's been driving me insane. No matter how appealing, you still can cause me pain. I can't stand these emotions, it's tearing me apart.
Any Miny Mo Another guy picked hoe. Leaving her standing alone, Giving up. He sits in a corner. Because his feelings, He is a hoarder. Left to give up.
What do you see when you look at me? Do you see someone who is happy as can be? Did you ever think that that's what I want you to see? In truth my feelings don't comply. I had learned the skill by being a spy.
My feet smell And neglect appears to be my only friend. People hang out and talk with me We share only words Though nothing articulate.
I don't want to be alone today.My thoughts are too loud on my own.I want to talk. Or listen.So I don't have to hear the words in my head.
Even if it is the perfect time for Your intrepid morning coffee, It's not so great for the threads of wonder That spun in your mind last night But eventually helped you to K.O
The sun has a waking effect On those left for dead Decidedly a lost cause Because they more easily bled These band aids can only cover surface wounds And as the sun reaches down
What the hell is wrong with these peopleTreating others way less than equalWe have to fix this nowCause this isn't a movieAnd there won't be a sequelAn ignorant mind is feeble
Birds fly awayAs the sky turns black and greyMeteors rainBuildings engulfed in flamesPeople are crazed, enraged, and others are afraidExpected to listen to what the TV said
I walk into the room, no one looks up, I stand just outside the group, no one seems to see. At first I think, "It must be me." Then I realize, it's you.
Yeah…It’s that hurt. When you look around, and you realize Damn it, you’re alone. You live where your heart is But you don’t have a home. So you just stay there where your house is,
Why am I always the one to get hurt?Does pain have no compassion?Let the fierceness of the stormCalm downCause the waves keep pushing meAway from life and reality
(I wake up feeling) the numb that accompanies that white pill (that) killer of (pain,) I took last night. I feel the loneliness
Cheer for everyone. Although, no one cheers for you, Cheer for everyone
I had spent days, what had seemed to be months clenching to the piece of life I had. I was lost, in a chaotic silence, hoping and praying for redemption, for savior.
Pretend the pain is gone, that good is demolishing every part of evil. Why don’t you pretend everything’s your long-lost fantasy, the world you’ve been waiting for, your desire you’ve been burning for.
Silence My mother always asks me, Why I can never seem to sit still. My muscles tighten and an excuse is quickly constructed,
Horrors hidden everywhere In darkness and despair. Looking in the shadows In corners everywhere. Secrets of evil pulling its
You came back changed, I don't know you anymore. You don't even know yourself anymore, where did you go? You left yourself across seas and he's scared, it's just the wounds of war.
Liar, Liar pants on fire “Mama,” her body began to spark more and more with each step “I’m going to Emily’s house,” her eyes began to glow hungry for fuel
Everyday, I wake up but nothing ever happens. I've been pushed here, there, and everywhere. I feel alone, so alone I just want to end my own life.
I like to eat sleep and be alone empty messages, no missed calls on my phone Walk through the streets contemplating on life no one to go on dates or make me their wife Old friends and family call to hang out
i made a mistake i made a mistake i made a mistake i made a mistake no...it was my fault the words you howl in pure disgust the words i take in and attempt to digest
The briny breathes of the Humber welcomed my parents to the its shores, and left their cheeks flushed along with their hair unkempt.
With each waking breathe, my soul quivers for fear. I cant stop these feelings inside me. He tells me to breathe only breathe, its all we ever have left but why?
Everywhere I turn there are hundreds Of dazzling smiles So, so many are surrounding me In a radius of miles But not me, no. I do not smile Because I am no one
walking out in the after glowthrown about in the drunk beyond,looking for my wandering doglaid out upon the ground. battle scars black and bluescratched up knees -all for you,that fence post did me in.
Imprisoned Life Within a cage the heart does cry, No hope to stand against a lie And beats in pain to be set free
Who am I when the lights go down When no one is around I look at myself to see Who I can be But I don't see me I see a reflection I see the girl I pretend to be The pretty face
The day is bright but there is no lightYou wonder how this could beIf you were meYou could surely seeThe beauty infront of me
There are many things in life you see That make me think of what you could be The thought of you every night If you had only stayed in my sight When I think of the day That broke my heart
Mournful weeping rips through leaves And dewdrop tears rest so silently And I sit here perched up high Looking down at the time gone by I wonder of the years I've wasted
I want you to smile and laugh to relish in the sunlight and love by the moonlight. I want you to visit my dusty bookshelf and read my favorite book and try to understand why it speaks to me.
Everybody knows my name But ignores me just the same To most I’m just a nerd My social skills absurd I’m where to go for help A whale among the kelp My work is nearly flawless
I can’t sleep. During the day I’m tired. At night I’m awake, I’m not hungry, I just want to drink. I don’t have money. I want to be alone.
I cannot let you see me cry It's not that I don't have something to cry over I don't know why when I cry I run for cover rather than the open arms of my mother I cannot let you see me cry
Grasping at shadows. Reaching for Ghosts. Searching for figures along the coast. Looking for something real, something to hold onto. A single shred of proof that I am not alone.
It was the coward's way out, he knew. He could feel it rolling around in his gut like a stupidly cheerful puppy.
Of days when I have forced my will To school, and kept myself so still, And haven't uttered cries of grief, Of your incompetent relief - Deriving from your lack of skill, In the ability to feel
As the trees become pale The life sucked out of fragile leaves. The sky, covered in dull, meaningless clouds. I watch as Earth welcomes Winter With a friendly, extended hand.
pitter-patter like little feetraindrops tapping on mine pane bitter burns hiss and slitherremembrance dismantles my sane moist summers and eerie chimesfingertips lost within your mane
I’d say it in person, but I fear rejection Because when a student speaks out there’s surely ejection You ask who I am, just look at my friends I stay true to my values while others change like trends
i am scared i am here on the outside i show no fear this is new i am here within time there will be no fear
i am scared i am here on the outside i show no fear this is new i am here within time there will be no fear
When you see this soft-spoken, shy girl sitting at her desk, You see someone weak As I quietly doodle away on my note-pad, You see someone distracted When every other girl giggles and laughs with her friends,
I know what you're thinking,Why me, right?Out of all the other boys,The jocks, the rich kids, the artists,You choose me.
When I'm Alone in the quiet dark all by myself and merely with my thoughts the mind can run rampant. In one word, what vague or obvious system of letters could sum up an entire existance, is it possible?
There is a time when one must step back and see the tens of thousands of backstories working together to build one using only the tissue of the heart. They carve in and haul out,
Here’s to you, here’s to me, Here’s to us and all that means, Here’s to the girl who is all alone, Here is to the child newly grown, Raise this one to all the teens crying,
Broken promises left in the open The stench of nicotine and dried up roses Clouded vision by the smoke Don't think, don't think, don't speak Cold air filling a dried throat Whispered screams in the sheets
3 minutes without oxygen too deep underwater to wonder if I can get to the surface 3 hours without shelter tooth chatteringly cold and I want to go home 3 days without water
I’m the quiet one who talks too quickly under the bright lights of a school I’m the one on the sidelines the only one watching without better things to do
Can't take it anymore Like flowers in a storm I've always been an angel With a demon in the core.
Your love is true, but this "us" does neither you nor I any good. 'Cause, In the end, this big house is still empty and I remain alone, in the silence,
You were my rockBut I found you too stable,Immobile, grounding, so IShattered you -A man broken into thirty-three pieces,Mere pebbles of the boulder you were.
Hear the laughter and not the end Past mistakes in my head Break the tip of my pencil lead The end of the end is only the beginning When I listen to those words I only hope that you're kidding
A suffering rose, abandoned there, on a lonely windowpane, not sparing a stare. Looks up at the sky, as a lost cause, nowhere to go, no place to pause. Weeping quietly,
Here I am, again I sit alone, time passes slowly as I constantly check my phone. I scan the room ony to find sympathetic stares, me at the table with a bunch of empty chairs.
Typical dork Sneaky,geeky Tutor, poet, plays chess Inside a normal teenager Misunderstood
the Girl with the Red Hair, the scowled lips the Pretentious curl,The sun's grace, but as fierce as snake venom.Tongue made of butterfly wings and unspoken dreams. I watch from afar,
Want it gone Away forever But I know That it’ll never. Focus on one Impossible. Focus on many Probable.
Living a little is being in touch with reality. You love. You laugh. You cry. You hurt. I tried to outrun the realities of life, but then reality hit me; you can’t outrun life.
I am young but old I wonder what it feels like to fly I hear the whisper of a butterfly's wing I see the colors of the wind I want to go to heaven one day and see my grandma I am young but old
Can't breathe, need air,Hands shaking, almost there.Rushing, pulling, running,The taste, simply stunning.
You deserve better,
There is a place I go When I'm alone A quiet space Away from all the chaos Of the world that we've misnamed home When there is time to spare It is there That I will wander
BEING ALONE IS different THAN BEING LONELY BEING ALONE IS SOMETHING YOU choose BEING LONELY IS not
Sometimes....Sometimes it feels like I'm all alone. Alone on a earth, filled with beings that have no human soul I feel like I'm alone with no being to relate to. I know its not true
I admit that I hate I'm feeling alone... Checking for texts with every second, But the black covers my phone. It doesn't light up every minute Like my sister and my mom's So I keep waiting here, here
Will anyone finally understand the pain, the one in my heart? For so long I kept it there, but to what end?
Dig away from all the dissappointment I get lonley in caves all by myself. Thoughts lose everything all in the moment, Scraping nails upon walls, all blood runs high.
I’m so gone. Literally. There is a distant look in my eyes. And I go further and further away every day. I’m gone. If I come back, that’s God’s will.
I don't like to be ignored. Actually I HATE to be ignored. And fuck those of you who immediately think that I am an attention whore. I'm not, I just don't like to be ignored.
All that glitters isn't gold And all that shimmers isn't diamond Just because you think you know me, Doesn't mean you really do. I can guarantee you that I'm not The person who you think I am,
As a little girl I looked up at the world Naive and shy Watching clouds roll by Why couldn't I leave I needed set free Free from what, you wonder? A feeling in my heart, like thunder
thighs have a testimony but those stories can not be shared too many disguise their cares and I rather be shy than shed tears because I have fears of being penalized for my thighs
Speak to me Softly Hold me near Stroke me gently And wipe away fear Hold me close As soft as a dove Give me a dose A dose of you're love I'm addicted
Why I Write. Well, I write because my lips are sealed, Im speechless, The words on the paper stab at my meekness and rips open my flesh, Only to show that the outside is decent but the inside is a mess.
Alone in a room a broken girl lays. Eyes once so brown now have gone grey. In the flesh of her arm is a quote scarred in ink. It reads, "Don't follow others if they contrast your beliefs."
So you won’t have an answer But I know I have a question Why am I brushed off In the times of my stressin’ Yes I give advice And yes I can smile But don’t you really think
Crunching bones, shifting muscles.
I love just to sit. Not thinking hard on anything. I love just to sit. Playing my Levi the Poet, Loud in my headphones. I sit and just stare. I stare at a blank page.
will does not force my mask, a loney mood and empty flask, does make my mind go numb, behind this smile that you see, is not a face so carefree, abandon hope of helpful hands,
in crispy cold, the wafer moon flies there's a loneliness that backhands this repeating demise all the stars around me seem as pores to the sky and my pores breathe them in like millions of eyes
The morning comes, And the feeling of you next to me dispels. How cruel my mind is to me; It made me believe, That the dream of you Sleeping next to me, Was reality. I could have sworn
I spent all day crying over you again. I can’t stop it hurts so much. So maybe you don’t love me as much as I love you.OKAY. FINE.
To feel the freedom of the brush Against the flowing canvas, To watch the color mix and twist Full of overflowing vision To create and make a piece of art Made with expression and feeling
Eyes are the window to the soul they say. What, my eyes show this day? Sorrow, memories, pain Every day of rain. Why? Rough life is Not for all showbiz. Hard, cruel, unkind
I wish you were with me right now, so you could see the tears spilling out of my eyes. If you saw me cry, would you change your mind? I wish you could hold me close and whisper that everything will be alright.
I have wasted precious paper figuring you out And I know you know just exactly what that's like I'm sure you'll never spare a word for me But I would expect you've got much better things clouding your mind
It gets so silent sometime that I wonder if God can even hear me, No one to talk to because everyone has their own problems, So to cope I throw my thoughts into a bottle, Tighten it up so no one can get to them.
Lonely but Glad Happy but sad Alone but surrounded Singing but silent Alive but dead Smooth but with a dent Silent but screaming Loud but quiet Crushed but dreaming I stood but He left
There is no greater felon, than that of the innocent bystander: He who sees... Does no wrong. Does no good. The person who witnesses pain and suffering and,
There's a beehive in my heartwhose bees buzz all nightthey’ve built honeycombs in my veinsmaking me as stiff as a tin man with no oil I bleed honeyand it attracts bears
Something isn't right, this feeling I feel. I see no sight, but this is real. This insane pain, is something I can't handle. I hide away in shame,
In this world I only have me No one cares if I fall off the face of the earth They wouldnt come looking for me Just one less person in this world Im out in the shadows and once in a while people notice me
What might be okay today won't be okay tomorrow. When your mind allows impulses to take over, it's like you're giving up, you gave up your strength. Strength is usually what helps me through,
She cried black tears , she can feel the blood in her heart freeze over As her breathing gets slower the cuts get deeper, scared with memories Of his hands striking her face, helpless no escape , even though shes a
walk continously walk endlessy and see the diverging paths there are too many too count for they show the entirety of man some lead to pain others to darkness and some to love
Aren't we all lonely Aren't we all sick sick of eachother's talk and shit we fight, we cry, and sit all to just swallow and forget Engrossed lies regurgitating goodbyes
Numbness and darkness. The combination of a coma It’s as easy as slipping down a slide Down into the abyss No one will know Your predicament Cold and empty No one will know
Darkness. Alone. Nobody at your side. No shoulder to cry on. Nobody to lean on. No ears to listen. Nobody to help you. No hopeful smiles. Nobody to hug. No way to cope.
Surrounded by people Though always alone Forever searching Never a home No one has ever cared No one ever tried Lonely at night, Lonely she cried Screaming for help
A fool, a joke. I didn't know what else to expect. I thought he was cool And now everything's been wrecked.
I nonchalantly sat their alone while the night sky fell upon me, while rodents ran past my feet. The stench of overfilled trash dumpster and the worlds left over garbage of people sat near by.
As sons and daughter of the most high God We have standards to uphold, as we are representing Zion And as we live in a dark and hateful world
I sit alone inside this empty room, And find myself some time to hurt and think; Just wondering if I will break down soon, Because these days have passed in one quick blink. Each day is spent in busy distraction,
The crowded room is much too small for you; From locks of hair to smiles of gold you dance, And yet not once did you give me a glance; But with one glance I would give all to you. The corner suits me well, invisible
When I was younger, I had always wished to be Invisible. I used to put a blanket over my head, hide in corners of the room. I always thought of how cool it would be to be there but unseen.
I saw the SHALLOW SOULS of my generation induced by the spirited connection of NEGATIVITY’S SPELL Being judgmental on a person’s looks Doing nothing but mope about being a nobody
Lonely. Interesting word, horrible feeling You feel every syllable Especially the "low" Happens randomly Out of the blue you are struck Completely Alone. Can't sit in your room and hide
As I grew older, my mind became bolder With every touch of passion, I become clutched I began to write when I began to reason reality, a creative formation status of my full mentality
as you look upon the water reflections shining bright bringing to your memory thoughts from that dark night
the tears erode my heart as the colorodo carved a canyon my life it fell apart when you died myself my faith abandoned
sometimes when no-one else is around in the dark i start to cry then you can hear the saddest sound of a tear about to die
One lonely book trying to find its place on the shelf it sat with the comedies, red with laughter but it did not laugh it sat with the actions, black with suspense but it did not sit on edge
I used to meet you in the park. You had pride- you said. "This is only temporary. I'm looking for a job, Not living on welfare."
You've got my mind working overtime Stole my heart, you've done the crime I can't find the words I should say- Hearing from you brightens my day Say to voice my feelings for you
I'm sick of doing this. See I just want you. But do I make you happy? Do you want me too? A relationship can make you mad, but is all the time accurate?
Another day, another hour Until I walk past a lonely flower I stare at it’s beauty and it’s grace That’s when I realize that I slowed my pace.
That one feast during that one time of the year That one moment when calories don't matter, we have no fear Across that one big table we can barely see Through that one turkey big enough for the entire family
Twisted wrong Stepped over upon I glare up to see While on the ground I see myself To be the one Who tortured me all along And I now see What wrong I've done to myself
My body and soul detached from the spine that weaves them sinks and floats, respectively, with no direction.
Alone, not wanted by anyone Feelings of love no longer entwine my heart. I am on the brink of chaos, destruction, hopelessness. Darkness swirls around me Clouding my hopes, my dreams.
You’re at a red light and a homeless man approaches you And you act like you have nothing when you’re sitting in your BMW
(poems go here) I am the color green,I am the grass,I am the leaves in the trees, I am the wind that blow's through the trees as i sing passing bye every tree,
She’s cold and isolated The demons lurk beneath People think they know her But the beauty’s just skin deep And she wants to run away From the hurt and the pain No one sees the shackles trailing,
As the moon looks down Waxing, waning, glowing light ‘Tis good company Beauty of the moon Overwhelms the stars No comparison In the sky, flawless Celestial perfection Never cease to be
If you were here It would all be different The way the leaves fall off the trees They could glide the way lips graze over teeth in smiles
I padlocked the miles so distance could be kept In a vault where nothing of value could be dreamt Can you slam my fingers in a metal door Till they crunch and I can't touch No not anymore
I am alone Surrounded by people yet still on my own Severed connections, we cannot relate A wall is between us, it refuses to break The wall is my own, I built it myself
In the early evening, I come home from the park. And inside my house there are shadows in the dark!
At the corner it stands. Resolute. An unmoving, unfailing symbol of strength. It's seen much. It has seen a lost child wandering, the shadows of dangerous men, the rush of runaway lovers.
I was the oldest, So I should’ve died first, But now you’re buried in the ground, At only twenty-one years young, They say you were hung, And now I’m listening to sad songs, Did you hate us all that much,
Lost in a shadow, So black and cold, A terrible life, That was put on hold, Can't find my way back, I'm confused and alone, I wish I was completely turned to stone,
What is wrong with the world?
Fighting to keep the past behind Fighting to keep the ground underneath my feet While all around the world dissolves to ashes All around me
Take away my lifelines Watch me fade away I am the Gravity Killer Wake me up with nightmares Fill my head with ash I am the Shadowman
Mother once told me That everything was ok That there was another day For me to believe And feel relieved But nothing was ok.
The tears blurred the vision in the young girl's eyes. She knew not the paths which she crossed and yet, Without turning back, She ran into a frantic sprint far beyond regret; Like a bird freshly torn from its cage,
Lost and alone, Stranded at sea. Just the mighty winds, And small little me.
I. Summer, the dramatic scene As the stars are blinking, fading in and out, the bright moon smiles, slowly rising in the navy blue sky.
Time enchants her victim, begs me near to sharp being… Wraps round frail shoulders as she tickles porcelain cheek.
I bet you don't even notice That your criticisms really hurt Please try to screen The awful things that you blurt.
I feel no pity. Not even a little bit To leave the city In which I With my existence Didn't bring the light, Didn't love the stranger, therefore, this place has nothing I would consider mine.
I take a knife And slit my skin, Exposing my heart Reach in And tear it out still beating Its erratic rhythm. I show my exposed story, My deepest truth Only to One Who gives me a reaction
My heart races Tears form Breathing struggles This happens often She yells then leaves Someone says 'shut up' I try to stay calm But I feel like I'm suffocating
It’s dark and cold and I’m lonely. The cold wind rushes pass me tearing my face apart with its harshness. I shiver. My hands are too stoned to move. I’m pale.
It's 3am and you're feeling cold Why not a bath? Yes, but it won't last forever. Well... At least it will for a moment.
I am the dog that pulls the mandrake, a choice that isn't mine. A worm upon His hook; freedom only comes with time.
Waiting, staring out a tiny porthole, your only contact with the ground and safety, you roll lazily past another winged steel beast. They seem to nod at each other.
Lonely Child A cast-off Loner, A battle-weary Child —whose cries become quieter and quieter After realizing no one hears.
My music speaks. My music leads me through the dark, when I cry, my music speaks. My music comforts me through the joy, when I smile, my music speaks. My music heals the wounds, when I hurt, my music speaks.
The girl with the glasses, walks home alone. No one to talk to. No one to know. The girl with the glasses, sits at lunch by herself. No one to eat with. No one to be with.
Come down to the river Come watch with me See the ripples and the flow Of the water as it goes As what goes? Your mind Set it free. Find peace Peace where? Out there, on the rocks;
The dawn of my stormy life was drawn, on the streets of a lonely town, pawns in a game with silence, no response, within the ideas that formed this gloomy glum lake,
I am in pain, From my head to my chest, Nothing has changed, I always tried my best, But it did nothing, I don’t belong here, I am something, But I can’t shed a tear, I am in pain,
There have been wounds in my life. I'm used to the pain. I have been chasing love. I'm invisible on this earth, I'm always transparent. Even by my own parents. I have learned since I was older...
i am blinded by my tears as voices screech uncontrollably in my ears. i reach out to find relief, but all that returns are thoughts of defeat.
Bees are sitting On the Wind Drifting Feeding On the Wind Bringing life to those once dead Bees are searching On the Wind
My knees are weak They begin to tremble From fear of deceit My body longed for home, that was calling for me. How did I get to this point ? I feel like I've lost all hope, stranded I was.
Lonely is my heart that little sees family, For I live away from home and loved-souls. Away from familiar faces, to pursue dreams, I abide in the state of sunshine and citrus,
I am always there for my friends, But is anyone there for me? No, Can I go out on weekends? Yes, But I will be alone, Or with my love, But that is not so bad, Do my friends even think of me?
No one knows my pain, My best friend, Only calls when she is sad, But otherwise, Do I even exist? I want to go out, On weekends, But, No one calls, Do they even try?
IN A WORLD FULL OF PEOPLE why do I feel so alone? With a life so blessed Why do I feel so poor? Perhaps poor of happiness or poor of self confidence Plastered by the image of over confident or cocky
We sat down on an old brown wooded bench in the pouring rain He held me tight and he told me to tell him what I was feeling I told him I was feeling okay..
My Prince Charming that swept me away, in my state of haze and disarray; You held me close in your warm embrace, it was in your arms I knew I was safe; But it didn't stay that way; I was snatched away, left in the cold to shiver, to die; On my own
You see her She’s 16 The prodigal age The year of first love and heartbreak, obstacles and triumph She reads to escape unpleasant realities She writes to express deepest desires
BFFL’s For Life? I had to find new friends, Coming to a new place. The ones that would truly love me, And never leave me, This became my new race.
The silence of the room is not overwhelming, It is peaceful, The perfect template for imagination and dreaming. No noise disrupts trains of thought No whisper breaks through the wall of the mind.
Alienated and lonely, Sad and afraid. Speaking out is not an option, help; a foreign word. Touchy hands. Slimy hands. Dirty hands. Rough hands.
Dana never could remember what was proper to say His only concern ever was to make someone's day. So when Dana saw a girl, as lonely as could be, He walked up to that girl, and that girl was me.
This is a take over for the Earth. I wish you drowning in dreams as it seems. the planet will be dead soon anyway. I hope you cut your throat and bleed blue, because thats how I feel.
How could you have done this to me Showin up only when its convent for you But what about me I was so posed to be your Princess your Little Girl
Did anyone hear about the LONELY BUG? It's going around like a crazy giving out lonely hugs You can never tell when it's coming One day you'll just find yourself giving in To all the pressures of the world
I try to be what other's want me to be, I try to see the good in the negativity around me, no matter what the cost. No matter what i may feel. But the more i try, the more i feel vacant.
Everyday I ask myself What will i have to prove. Do i have to hang always Heavy in that perfect imagination? Is that what my life is for? Is that the way of life? Stiff and unchanging.
No one hears her screams, but still she screams for her life. No one see's her, but still she clings to life. She is further away then she thought. Not waving; knowing this, she just drowns.
Have you ever tried To hold back from crying Just to show other that you Aren't as weak as they say? Secretly as you cry You wish you weren't, but its Just so overwhelming.
How are you? It's awful I don't know. Where have you been? Not in my life; that's for sure Why did you leave? I can't seem to find you. Why am I still here? You left me behind you.
Use to drink all the time, torn up from sky to ground, lock up two or three, times ago, you don't know, how it is to slip, I have once falled under, take pain pills at christmas,