I spent all day crying over you again.
I can’t stop it hurts so much.
So maybe you don’t love me as much as I love you.
But it's so hard.
It's so hard to love someone who used to love you.
It's so hard to think that I'll never see you again.
It's so hard.
To spend every moment of the day thinking about the person you were.
I love you so much.
Why can’t you just come back to me ?
Everything is so hard.
I hate myself . I hate everything about me.
I hate how this is all my fault . I hate how I ruined everything.
Why can't I do anything right?
I'm better off dead aren't I?
Cause all I do is upset everyone around me.
I'm not worth it.
I'm just a useless, depressed girl.