broken soul
Alone in a room
a broken girl lays.
Eyes once so brown
now have gone grey.
In the flesh of her arm
is a quote scarred in ink.
It reads, "Don't follow others
if they contrast your beliefs."
She trusted in this quote
as much as on could.
Yet to follow it always
is not something she would.
All those around her
demanding too much.
Placing her expectations
higher than she can touch.
She tries so hard to keep
legitimate smiles all around.
Though all the while she didn't see
that she was sinking into the ground.
Her soul has given up
and her body grown tired.
All that she wants now
is to find somewhere higher.
Her fingers twitch nervously
as she grasps pills in her hand.
In her crazy world,
They're all she understands.
One after another
like a candy to a child.
She relaxes her body
as her mind goes wild.
Silently she remains
curled upon her bed.
But in the morning hours
who will find her to be dead?
No one for she is gone
lost deep in her own thoughts.
Neither death or life are here
for either she is not.
She is trapped in the words
that flow from her hand.
As she releases her mind
and thoughts she cannot stand.
Away she pours her soul
for all the world to see.
In a writing so pure
and absolutely free.