but no, i'm not lonely
but not depressed
i enjoy the peace,silence and acceptence of being alone
no one to crack you open like a egg,
they just want the secrets kept there
no one to leave
they leave you know,
but i'm still here
ive always just been here
that, that is the one thing i cant stand
that i guess if you've been hurt enough
you do enjoy being alone
from there you can see everything
everything but your own reflection
and who would want to see that anyway?
i know i wouldn't. i wouldn't understand what i saw there.