I looked around for you until I could no longer see,

 

Then I realized that this loneliness would forever be apart of me.

 

The sickening trials of love and connection.

 

Have rendered me emotionless and lacking affection.

 

I hope that one day I can change my ways,

 

Before I become too Fed up and end my days.

 

Time is forever not on my side,

 

I'm running low on it with thoughts of suicide.