She usually runs in neutral even though it’s futile .

Imma never gonna settle just to be her friend.

Crazed and manic , I’ll be patient and push it to the end.

Yeah , it started in anonymity , it was very very kinky , all there is to say.

Tried to be friends with nothing to talk about.

Even phone sex can put relationships in a hole. 

Ran it up the flagpole to see how fast I would climb.

Being patriotic toward her was a big mistake of mine. 

Now she’s Stuart Smalley throwing saccharine text jabs. 

I don’t want to be in this , five years though , was it all a waste of time?

Things like  , “I hope you have a good day “ there’s more emotion in a mime.



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