Masquerade
Location
All that glitters isn't gold
And all that shimmers isn't diamond
Just because you think you know me,
Doesn't mean you really do.
I can guarantee you that I'm not
The person who you think I am,
Because she doesn’t actually exist.
I’m trapped inside this Masquerade
With a closet full of masks,
So many I don't even remember,
Don't even know, the person who I was,
Or the person who I am.
Sometimes I wonder,
Does gold coated stone,
Ever remember it's still only rock
Underneath of all its fancy glitter?
I have so many gowns,
And so very many masks.
I wish I could peel them all away
And toss them each into an eager flame.
Sometimes I wonder,
Do rhinestones ever wish,
They didn't shimmer quite so much?
I wish I could stop trying
To make life into a Masquerade;
With a different ball every day and,
With a different mask, a different dress,
For each and every single ball.
Sometimes I wonder,
Do diamonds ever wish
They were still simple black coal?
Why can’t I escape this horrible dance
To find the real me?
Sometimes I wonder if
That girl buried deep in the Masquerade
Is really who I am, and
Maybe, there is no one else to find,
But if I am the Masquerade
Does that mean there isn’t really any me?
But I simply must be someone,
Someone who does exist,
I can’t believe in nothingness.
Maybe one day, far away, and many tomorrows,
I’ll find the girl beneath these masks,
And finally escape this wicked Masquerade.