As the days pass by,
I feel my heart slowly breaking,crashing,spinning.
It's all coming back.
No one cares.
My voice means nothing anymore.
I'm just the girl on the outside.
I smile to hide the pain from others.
I laugh to hide the pain from myself.
Only 2 more months I repeat to myself.
I look inside the mirror and feel
As though I am not enough.
Always the girl left out.
The girl on the outside.
Even when I'm with others
I will always truly be alone.
Nothing can mend the darkness inside me.