LONELY

Mon, 01/12/2015 - 04:52 -- LWB™

Lonely
The one feeling out of so many that I truly understand.
Lonely
What you've still felt like after the bottle was empty.
Lonely
The one thing that you wouldn't want for anybody is what you've become.
Lonely
No matter how many smiles or laughs you give, it's the only thing you feel in side.
Lonely
What you've got so good at hiding.
Lonely
Knowing that if someone just took a second to look in your eyes, they would understand.
Lonely
Is what you have been ever since you were a kid.
Lonely
Is all you see when you close your eyes.
Lonely
What you try to move away from but can't.
Lonely
The shadow that walks beside you holding your hand.
Lonely
Has become your only friend.
Lonely
What you spend so much money on to try to forget about.
Lonely
During or even after that high is gone, it's just still there.
Lonely
After you hide the blade and wash blood stained carpet.
Lonely
You were just trying to feel something different for a change.
Lonely
After staring at the fresh new scars, you realize they didn't even make a difference.
Lonely
It's just plain and simple.
Lonely
Fuck you, why is this all I feel.
Lonely
Can words even describe?
Lonely
No not depressed.
Lonely
The one thing I wish I did not know.
Lonely
Only the broken really know.
Lonely
Who ever knew a 6 letter could be so cruel.
Lonely
What I just carry around cause I just know it will never go.
Lonely
Damn you're just so true.
Lonely
Fuck why can't I just live without you.
Lonely
I understand now.
Lonely
I still fucking hate you.
Lonely
The one thing that controls me.
LONELY

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