In the beginning, I felt like dying
Everyday was the same filled with my constant sighing
I could not bring forgiveness to myself
I am alone
I settled for someone who only brought me stress
My life was constantly a mess
This man did not bring me any warmth
I always felt alone
Then one day, he returned
My best friend that I subconsciously yearned
He brought me a smile and taught me selflove
Perhaps I am no longer alone
I prayed to God to take away that ungrateful man
I could no longer stand his drug stained hands
I would rather be with my best friend
Because with him, I did not feel alone.
That relationship finally came to an end
I cried tears of joy and felt my heart starting to mend
I happily returned to my best friend
I am no longer alone.
My self hatred was finally put to an end
I truly do love my current best friend
He introduced a new light and a way of living
I am not alone.