The Eyes of Winter
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I
Once upon the white wings of winter’s majesty
Dwelt there, the solemn woes of lovely tragedy
How all I ever was and could be was lost
In young, promised eyes of lazuli frost
For purpose found I, ensnared within their sight
How innocence beckoned the blackest white
My greatest sin, I prostrate to indifferent stars above
Was nothing more than to give death my love
Beckoning the beginning, we first entreat my origin
Eldest of a Lord’s two girls, Summer I was born therein
Resolute and stoic, careful in thought
My younger sister was everything I was not
Beautiful and willful, charming and warm
She was a true Lady, regal Autumn in form
For reasons unknown, I was given over to the Faith
While next to a Count was the fairer sister’s true place
Years passed and she endured such splendor
As I studied scripture in a candlelit chamber
Her wedding to the Count was a fine, though gaudy, affair
Summer in chaste robes, Autumn with extravagant flair
I was happy for her, all envy in me reviled
To see my sweet sister glow brightly with child
Yet disaster is to follow us like a hound of the abyss
First as the Count welcomed Lady Death’s cruel kiss
Anointed in the Faith, I led the funeral procession
Carriages at length, my pregnant sister in possession
But that night the Autumn sun set eternally in red
When from the darkness returned a face thought dead
Our carriage in ruins, an eldritch assault from beyond
Left me paralyzed in anguish, unable to respond
But her hand touched mine, she was yet still alive!
“Bring my light into this world, I refuse to die.”
My sobbing controlled me, charnel darkness surrounding
Resounding, my selfishly beating heart was pounding
I breathed, Autumn’s whispers calmed my burning vision
With saintly purpose, I made my cesarean incision
In this tragic moonlit night, I delivered my niece, quiet and frail
An angel born of death, divine skin a wintry pale
My Autumn’s eyes welled to behold her in their fading sight
And with her fleeting, final breath she whispered “Snow White...”
II
What nightmares birth themselves from virgin dreams
Menace the soul infinitely more than coming darkness seen
The terrors I awoke to in those subsequent years
Whispered of ravenous graves and unliving fears
Of a child lost amid a winter eternal
Of an unlikely new mother, prey to the nocturnal
So as the somber leaves fell on Autumn’s new grave
It was difficult to resist becoming grief’s newest slave
But the parting gift that I held bundled in my protection
Was evidence enough of some divine interjection
What ugly heresy I found in myself to despise
Was silenced by Snow White, with her lazuli eyes
At an early age she was no fool to the twists of life
How everything is fleeting, even happiness and strife
But that didn’t stop her; no, it even encouraged her mission
To bring unity to the world with sincere ambition
Though Snow White lacked for health and elegance
She made up for in wit, joy, and innocent eminence
Though heiress to an estate of treasured exception
She remained in the Sanatorium under my protection
She learned letters and theology under my patient guidance
While charming the other children in her deathless defiance
Still I worried, with maladies begging her heart to fail
Ever aware of the shadow lurking just beyond the veil
Yet solstice night drew me sputtering and seething
To giggling voices that should have been dreaming
But what massacre I fell upon collapsed me to my knees
A dark maiden in center, seven children a restless, red sea
Shadows of corpse-puppets danced and twitched upon the plaster
As the reanimated circled and sang to their unhallowed master
I didn't want to understand, admit, or recognize
The raven hair, pale skin, or kind, lazuli eyes
The girl I had held while her mother lay dying
Every song I had sang to her to ease her crying
Countless prayers now unworthy to remember
All impotent ash among cold, dying embers
The childish face I had kissed just hours before
Was gone and replaced by bewitching contour
Her baptism in blood and necromantic sin
Unbound the true heiress slumbering within
III
From her unholy solstice night and onward forevermore
I held nothing but contempt for the love I cursedly bore
Away in deep crypts I locked away the seven, twitching undead
And removed all trace of that night, scrubbing away the persistent red
The blame of the missing children I laid at the feet
Of the local Vicar, my friend, in such shameful deceit
I stood by with sealed lips as they carted him away
To the gallows where he was hanged at the summit of day
My niece Snow White, how I wanted to stake her bloodless heart!
Showed me only laughter and love as her time came to depart
Her hands possessed the coldest touch, the darkest reach
That eternally strangled and tore apart my dreams
She commanded unnatural elegance and charismatic gravity
That perfectly concealed her wintry wickedness and deathly depravity
I had thought once to envenom an apple, her favorite of sweets
But the sultry smile she shared saw through all deceit
How loathe I was to bring harm to the niece I had reared
From infant to maid, through all those warm, loving years
How it broke me to accept the truth, how harrowing its bite
That the Snow White I loved had died that solstice night
How hollow and profane the prayers felt on my lips
As faint scratchings echoed nightly from the crypts
How profound the ink felt against the roaring of thunder
That summoned forth the only solution: a paleblood Hunter
Masked and unnerving, the Hunter understood his mark
After silencing the little hands scratching in the dark
To me he gave a hand-mirror, its purpose arcane
To reflect only those without blood in their veins
For their curse is contagion, relentless and dour
Ensnaring all until all are devoured
But this instilled no closure, nor calm nor relief
For suffering and fear betrothed are life’s sole motif
Yet as the years waxed and my remaining time waned
Whispers on the wind carried two unfortunate names
For years, vile things were said behind my back
“It’s not just beauty, but also a heart she lacks”
Gossip alleged that my mad jealousy compelled
My niece to escape to the estate her parents once held
I couldn’t ignore it, her haunted name bound me tight
“They say her hair is raven, and her skin snow white”
IV
Once upon the frozen tears of pallid melancholy
Silenced me with wretched pangs of mortal folly
How could such evil exist within the soul of devotion?
To wordlessly succumb to necrotic erosion
As the northern gales conjured demons of violent tempests
To welcome home the master of death, the wintry temptress
Struck from the sky, the dying sun’s heart slows, embittered
In its last moments, the world collapses in irresistible shiver
Hollow I had become, a corpse living to await the end
Bleeding from this betrayed heart that refused to mend
The dreams that plagued me despite the numbing incense
Smothered innocence in such youth defenseless
The Summer that once lived was naught but a sinner
Condemned to the depths of an endless winter
Yet as I sought to obliterate this pointless, mortal form
There came three swift knocks to my chamber door
The Hunter entered, it seemed his journey had met its end
A puppet he became, his own bloody hearts, lifeless in hand
Listlessly I listened, his puppet words entreating and abetting
That I sail at once to attend the solstice’s royal wedding
The crown Prince found within the lazuli eyes I feared
A love immortal, sealed within a casket of mirrors
I laughed uncontrollably, yet tears refused to fall
For they froze to my cheeks in the morbid, glacial pall
The beauty of the palace left me utterly breathless
As ice clung to the edges of opulent parapets
Bishops and priests, merchants and ladies, lords and knights
The world’s power in attendance, entrancing and bedight
The marionette Hunter struck down the illusion, a conquest sincere
Of every surrounding person, unliving, reflected in my mirror
A gala of ruin awaiting, sown from seeds of madness akin
To nightmares sought, nurtured in horror, and harvested in sin
Then I saw her, vermillion lips upon a deathmask divine
She was the epitome of perfection, with smiling, lazuli eyes
She knelt to kiss my frail hand, I caressed her ivory cheek
An apple she gave to me, its purpose mournful and bleak
I willfully bit into it and the muscles in my heart began to quiver
As I looked into her solemn eyes, my vision faded and withered
My greatest sin, I weep to godless stars above
Was nothing more than to give death my love
(Author's note: The contest was to put a spin on a children's fairy tale. So I did just that.
Also, there should be an indent every other line. Formatting help would be appreciated.)