By me atleast.
I didn't know of your existance
And I'm sure you don't know of mine
But maybe you do
I've been thinking about you a lot
And I've been wanting to write this for quite some time
But I never knew how
Or what to say
I guess I can start by introducing myself
My name is Annelise
And we are family.
Yes, our family is huge and there are probably one hundred just like me.
One hundred others wanting to have helped you
Sadly, we never could get a chance.
From what I've heard, you were happy,
But no one knew the deep truth.
It was unexpected
Nobody knew except yourself
That day you made that dreadful choice.
The choice of ending the pain
Instead of allowing it to get better.
I remember the phone call
And my mother's shocked expression.
I remember her later telling me
To never feel embarrassed
To talk, to speak out, if I EVER felt
The unfortunate way you did.
I keep thinking,
If only I could have done something
but I know that is impossible
because I never knew you
and I still don't.
Now I'll never get the chance.
You're no longer hurting,
And for that I am glad.
Always in my heart.