Tale of a PTSD Victim
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Bombs all around me
Shrapnel hits my skin
I can feel my life fading
I’m about to give in
Then my Corpsman came
He patched me up nice
Promised he’d get me home safe
Promised he’d save my life
Now my body’s back home
But my mind is still in the war
With gunfire echoing all around me
Constantly reliving the horror
But I will make it through
I will overcome this pain
With my family and friend’s beside me
I will remove this fear from my brain
Smack! Another hit!
I can feel it beginning to swell
Yes, Mom, I know I’m worthless
But, why do I deserve this hell?
And now my dad is drinking
I’m really in for it now
Mother’s on her drugs again
I’m alive, but I don’t know how
Now my body’s older
But my mind is still with them
I’ve left them both behind
And how they always reminded me I wasn’t their jem
But I will make it through
I will prove them wrong
With my friends by my side
I know I’m not worthless. I know where I belong.
I’m late again!
My boss will be pissed
I’m sure to be fired!
But this job I will not miss
Suddenly a jolt hits
A car has crashed into mine
I flip, and twirl, and crash
Because speeding is a crime
Now my body has recovered
But my mind is still in the wreck
I cannot drive or be in a car
For fear I’ll break my neck
But I will make it through
I’ll drive again one day
With those I love by my side
I will find my way
There was no warning
It came too fast
Dozens of feet of water
We all just stared, aghast
Then our streets were flooded
Our houses beyond repair
We lived our lives with little hope
All we had left was despair
Now we have rebuilt
But our minds all fear the ocean
Afraid of the next big wave
That can send the nightmare once again in motion
But we will make it through
We will be strong once more
With everyone pulling together
We will be much better than we ever were before.
As I turned the corner
Late getting home
A shadow came up from behind
And whispered ‘pretty girls shouldn’t be left alone’
He pushed me over
He held me down
He ripped off my clothes
And in me he went to town
Now he’s in jail
But my mind is still in the street
The night I was raped
The night I was beat
But I will make it through
One day I’ll be ok
With my best friend beside me
I’ll be able to go out without having to pray.
I was just a harmless girl
Playing with my dolls in the yard
When this man came up to me
And pulled me real hard
He dragged me to his car
He pushed me inside
He took me away from home
The entire time I cried
Now I’m home and he’s been put away
But I’m afraid of the outside world
Inside I sit all day and all night
Lost in my dream-world
But I will make it through
I’ll be able to fight back
With my parents beside me
To calm my panic attack
I had to finish this report
So I could hurry home to him
A huge explosion shook the building
I knew the outcome was quite grim.
Two planes had crashed
Right into my tower
The building began to collapse
And I was killed in the stone shower
Now my body’s in the ground
And my mind is in heaven
If I was alive
I would be afraid to keep on livin’
But I would’ve made it through
Living with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
Now I’m with the angels
But if I was still alive, things would still be in order.