Look in a mirror and see a monster
The hate inside, fighting to take control
In school they don’t see, at least not really
They see a person not a monster
I see so much of him inside of me
Try to fight it, but I’m losing ground fast.
So scared of being like him, of losing myself
Of being more and more like him, less and less
Like me, losing what makes me, me. Please, help me
I feel as though I’m lost, losing control.
I’m drowning inside where no one can see.
Will someone see I’m struggling to stay at the
Surface? That I’m fighting to stay me? And
for every breath I take I lose a step.
They don't hear me, shouting, begging for help
My voice is lost in the shuffle,
I scream for help, for someone to save me
No one hears, No one cares.
As I lay on the floor, I cry, knowing
I'll never be saved. I'll die from the hate.