I feel like I died a million deaths

How can you not feel the same?

I would say my tears are just allergies

but really

my heart cannot be tamed

 

I feel 

useless

seeing you with your other

kills me again 

and again

Getting back any life or strength

its impossible

My love for you is really what I need to defend

 

Why

Why is this so hard?

I cannot

I will not

let you go

Is it her or can it possibly be me?

Why do your feelings confuse me

constantly

 

Because I miss you

I cannot do anything

If it is not me

What's my purpose of living?

Especially when

I'm living to love you