Have you ever been stuck with nothing to say?

And though there’s plenty to say, you just can’t say it?

Who’s going to listen?

I am screaming from the inside, hoping someone hears me,

but no one does.

Why doesn't anyone hear me? Notice?

I am screaming, help me.

Drip

Drop

Drip

Drop

Splat… Why can't you see my silent tears of pain?

I am aching.

Aching for love.

Aching to be loved.

But how can anyone love me when I don't love myself?

I can't.

A child is supposed to bring a mother joy.

But all I bring my mother is anger 

She doesn’t love me so why should I love me?

Why isn't my pain being heard? Understood?

My life is worthless: without a voice, without a father, without a friend.

Is it worth it?

To be silenced.

To be misunderstood.

Why don’t you get it?

I am more than a shoulder to cry on.

I am more than sex when you need it.

I have feelings damn it, why don’t you see them?

I am tired.

I am tired of reaching out, finding nothing.

Tired of hurting.

Tired of pain, tired of wishing.

Wishing to be heard, wishing to finally be seen.

You don’t hear me because I finally silenced my screams.