Just when I feel that our relationship has prevailed
You pull away and remind me why we've never been strong
Not even enough to withstand the falls
And never to rise
You rekindle the fire that burns my heart
Showing me that these flames of hatred has not yet died
And I fear it may never do so.
The we grow the more you change
And I wish I could say it is for the better.
You live for you and the more I look back
You always have.
My life is nothing to you
And what you do shows it
I've expressed my feelings
I gave you hints you obviusly could see
but yet you reminded me that you didn't care.
When I don't care either don'tstart to care then
I won't forgive you
And its sad to say it but
I don't think I want you in my life anymore
not now nor the future.
I just wish I've could've said I looked up to you
But that would be a lie.
I hope for the day I can honestly love you
Without hating you and the things you do so much.
I wish we could've been something
But you are just like everybody else.