Time
The older I get, the more I realized that there is nothing more precious than time,
And I have finally realized that I no longer want to waste mine.
For so long, I cared too much about what people thought about me,
And I realized that I cared too much about what people were going to think, do, or see.
But I finally realized that this meant that my life was no longer mine,
Because since I cared too much about what people thought, I was so concerned about everything that I left behind.
Because I only thought about everything that I didn't do because I cared too much about what people thought,
And that everything I wanted, happiness, memories, and time, were things that are not able to be bought.
and that I missed out on living so much of my life,
Because I was so concerned about who might be at the other end holding the knife.
But I realized that I need to keep moving forward, despite the pain,
Because you live your best life when you smile and learn to dance in the rain.
And I know that even though I have had to deal with some tough shit,
Despite it all, I kept going, and I never allowed myself to quit.
Even though I have done well, I know that I can do so much better,
Because I don't want to settle, and I want to continue to be a goal setter.
I have so many goals that I want to achieve, and so much that I want to do,
And I know I can do it, and I know I can do it after everything that I have been through.
I have taken advantage of so much for so long, and I don't want to do that anymore,
Because they may have won the battle, but I have won the war.
I finally realized that I don't need approval of anyone else to be the person that I want to be,
And I don't need anyone else to believe in me.
From this day on, I am no longer going to waste a single second of my time,
Because I am going to take everything back that was once mine.