SO HURT
I wrote this poem because i heard you're leaving
i know it's true but i hope that i am dreaming,
so i am asking you one more time please dont leave me.
because if you're leaving than at least promise that you will come back to see me.
I live trying to believe that maybe i'll be alright, or maybe i'm just scared of what
i'll be without you through these dark times, so i sit and think of you through
out the long nights.
hoping for a miracle to spare me the fight. i know the odds are against us, but even
so i'll be waiting, darling i'll be patient, i just hope you dont replace me
because even when you're gone i'll still call you mine.
i wont lie i'm so hurt, deep inside i still want to cry, look me in the eyes and tell me
its all lies. if true love exist than baby it's you and i, i dont want to be in archive.
but i'm scared if i call than you'll decline.
it kills me when i think of you, contemplating if you think of me, i know you
dont feel what i feel, so i pray that someday you might.
to me you'll forever be special so i hold on to the memories we've made, the fun
times and late night calls, the weird convos and midnight trolls, the soft hugs and
long kisses, the times where you wouldn't wash the dishes, the laughter and smiles
to me thats all i need. true love and peace.