“Not in Vain”

Another mistake, love gone casted to flames

The good went wrong, am I the one to blame?

This train keeps moving along, wait stop this is wilderness

Far from bliss, I’m Lost I’ve become estranged

Why I’m here I can’t explain

Restrained and shamed

Brought before nothing, am I nothing??

No more control, I can’t contain

More storms come please hold back the rain! 

The run off comes and the pain settles in

Here at the bottom of the pit I wallow again

Drowning in my sin, completely alone, is this the end?

No good men, no hopes for a friend

I yell into the wind I scream under water!!

If you’re here God, can I call you my father!!

Am I shouting to thin air, God am I to much of a bother??

If you love me as you say, can you please take my shameful pain away?

To my dismay, appears a saint, stating I’m here to cut off your diamond plated chains

He exclaimed nothing would have ever released them besides my Name

Give me your cloths; let me soak them in my blood to wash your stains

Watching over he came to me and said, I died for you, your life is NOT IN VAIN!!

Nailed to the Cross, bruised and beaten, all on my mind I overcame

I was blamed so you could live blameless and unashamed

I rose from the dead and then became your Savior, your Lord, and now in heaven I reign

Now get up!! Walk you are healed! 

Go fight for me, take with you thee Armor of God to this battle field!!! 

When in danger use my Holy word as your shield

And all the evil and wicked, yes they will yield.