I want to go to sleep

But never wake up

With words so deep

My life I reap.

Lying in bed

WIth the sheets grasping my head

My face turning red

Hoping I'd end up dead.

And I took a minute to think

"Who is there for me?"

"Nobody" I said in my head

But it was too late

Once I put the blade to my neck

Took a cut, and bled.