I remember when our connection had its first break: I changed so sudden, and the whole time I was feeling your heart break. It was a pain so strong that sometimes I still feel your heartache.

But I had to go, I had to grow. My dreams grew to levels that you did not know, and I was seeing movies that your imagination just did not show.

But even then, still I knew you were my only & first true friend. You were there way before the beginning, and even stayed after to celebrate the bitter end.

I'm still eager to have that one conversation that's long overdue. Man, I wish I could go back in time to laugh, catch up, and spend a lil bit more time with you.

Your smile and laugh was always without effort, & I adored and embraced your simplicity. And when I think about how different we are now, and how far I've come mentally..... as you can see, sometimes it still gets to me.

Our memories are my best yet, they still make me laugh and smile when I think about em. I also hold em close, cause I don't know, where, who, or what I would be without em.

Oh, old me, old Bee, I'm forever taking shots for you, and when I get to where I'm going, I promise, I won't forget to come back for you.