Just So.
I am not a girl
Who loses her head over-
Some boy-
who smiles at her-
just
so.
You caught me by suprise
An emotional accident, anomaly
I never saw it coming
The little things just grew-
More and more each day
And yet, its the little things that have stayed
Even when you didn't-
The way you were eager to tell me everything
How you spoke, honestly and unafraid
And that small, crooked grin
That smiled at me-
just
so.
You took me by surprise again
In the way you left me filled with regret
Its amazing how fast time goes-
There was never enough with you
Now I'm here with just memories
You, long gone and already moved on
Its her you smile at
just
so.
But a decison had to be made
One not based on emotional whims
I made my choice
Five minutes and
everything those little things had become
was erased.
Isn't it strange that sometimes,
to keep your head,
you must lose your heart?