Hey, I gotta deal with trauma before it deals with me 

I think about you often but not all the time 

What are you like when emotions arise?

And how do you look like when you rise? 

So yeah, I dream about you

But not every night

Gotta know your strength when you open a jar 

You know the maps of the world seem so dual

So what if I'm waiting until you aren't so far

See, I wonder about you sometimes 

But I wouldn't choose you over me

Think what you think 

But I wouldn't change a thing 

Yeah, I know.

Yet, I'm here still here.

While your so chill and cute in my mind.