You’d think I'd be over it by now.

I forgave him so long ago.

But how do I forgive myself?

 

How do I move on, when I can’t.

Can’t forget the smell of his cologne.

Can't forget the times he touched me.

 

But the worst part is,

I let him touch me.

I let him do those things.

 

After a few months of saying “NO”

I finally gave into him.

And it's all my fault.

 

It's been two years

So I should be over it.

But how can I forgive myself

 

When I let him in,

I let him tell me he loved me,

And I let him tear me apart?

 

It’s my fault I feel this way.

And my fault I can’t move on.

It's all my fault.