I yell at you day after day, begging you to take this pain away. I ask you why you have allowed such things to happen to me but all I get in reply is an empty silence and my own sigh. I have been good I say, so why do this to me? As I search for an answer, desperation creeps ever so close to me. I can no longer take it, my own thoughts swirling in my head, the empty silence where I wish to hear the things you have yet said. Please answer me I pray, for I am lost in my own cries. I can not face this journey alone, for without your guidance, what would be the point? You have been with me all my life and have carried me when times have been too tough for me. This storm I face in my life is one only your blessed hands can gently caress into a calm. As my heart frantically beats, here in my own mind shall I wait on your answer in my minds eye. Please do not forget me God, for I am the one who has been knocking at your door with desperate cries.