Counting the calories,Secretly loving
Location
Counting the calories,
Secretly loving each bite,
Is being skinny
Worth all this fight?
Seeing your hipbones?
Collarbones too?
Searching for a thigh gap,
even though there's so much "you"?
Hating yourself
For eating an apple
When you really should be
Drinking diet snapple?
Being afriad of the scale?
Of seeing your weight?
Looking at the " perfect girls"
and wishing you hadn't ate?
Is it worth losing your hair
clump by clump?
Running into something lightly
And leaving with a lump?
I know how you feel
I've been there, done that
And at the end of the day
I still felt fat.
I let words hurt me,
Scar me for life.
I let these words drive me
right under the knife.
I let society make me
Into something im not.
Now heres a lession
I wish I'd been taught-
Straving yourself
Is never really right.
Trust me, it isn't
Worth all the fight.