I will always be here for you.

I will be there for the late nights, the early mornings, 

the breakdowns and the breakups.

I know you don't love me.

But, could you please just love my name on a screen?

I'm done being the pathetic white girl who never had a chance.

Instead, I'll make myself into the badass I am.

Everyone else is scared of me, you know that?

Maybe it's the e-girl vibe you made me adopt,

the black nail polish and fishnets and makeup.

Maybe it's my vampire teeth 

*wink*

Everyone else is scared of me, and I hate that you're the only one who knows how scared I am.

How scared and scarred and broken and weak.

Why did I ever show you that side of me?

I know you don't love me.

Just, please,

love my name on a screen.