Poems from xXxTurtlezmexXx
I lost the one person i really cared about when i was 7. Now i am ok with it.. Well as ok as you can be. I lost others but he was the worst one. I became emo and suicidal. I am getting better now but to me, Suicide is extreme. It effects everyone around. I want to help others battling depression and suicide because i know how bad you need someone. One day, my cutting was really bad and i was really upset that day and i started cutting on the bus and not realizing it. I was struggling and crying but they stood by me and helped me through it, as they still are. I write to let the pen and paper take the place of a blade. I have scince i was little, it was my escape. wanna know more? My poetry tells my story. But not all of it. Im open about it but i have to be asked. Im random, spontaneous in actions, and crazy, but I am me and that wont ever change.
A little girl
broken, alone
Finally has a home
Love never helped her,
She was all alone
lost, now found
poems fill her soul
stories fill...
All of my past you were there.
You told me I couldn't do it
You told me I couldn't be that person.
Y'all told me to stop caring
and that...
Every time you look at me
your looking down
every little detail of me
completely disgusts you, doesnt it?
Every time I see you
when you...
Butterflies fly away,
Oh so sweet and innocent
then all of the sudden,
SWACK! in the jar
Love is kind of the same way
its wonderful at...
Kind and Caring
never daring
Was the good, ole' lord
Was never creeping
nor barely ever weeping
Was our good, ole' lord,
He wasn't prideful...