You Can't Know Me
You can't know me
You don't see my every angle
Even the pictures I’m in
Hide the heart behind the skin
And smoke that stings my eyes
Blurs my sight
And helps me dream sweet dreams by night
Where are my self saving promises?
All that I have bound to
Those things I thought I knew
The deeds I swore I'd never do
Finished
Marked away
All black and white
It makes me sick
But carry on
This life I live will soon be gone
How can you say
I know how you feel
When you're half is the reason
The hand to my treason
Boasting of pain
But not for attention
Save me from myself
From inside this prison
When your mouth touches mine
Our hearts are cold
I take you in because you are a liar
How many before me?
Or after you?
What have you done?
What will I do?
Saints have a past
Sinners a future
But I can't even pray
This saint has a future
This sinner looks behind
One and the same
Make up your mind!
I'll let you tell me anything
Speak thoughts and I’ll be fair
But don't think me to say a word
I know you'll never care
Here's a secret
I'm hurting
Here's a secret
I'm screaming to die
Here's a secret
I want to be good
Here's a secret
I just want to cry
What if I cry
And tears break my wall
Wash off my mask
Get up from this fall
Will I survive when it’s done
Will my heart be loveless for all the love
My bones speak my story
My tears will bleed from hell