They all look so happy
Cue smiles and laughter, no sign of any real disaster
I try to linger in the aura of what they’ve found,
What they’ve found…what have they found?
How do I slip into its skin?
Up at 1 am doing this and that trying to find what they’ve found
The burn feels good, this their formula, it should release in me what they’ve found
Looks in the mirror, already forgetting me
Do I dare say this is worse, harder to fight the urge for a green light
no more fight
Can’t remember who I consider the red light for
Girl doubled over in laughter, crinkled eyes and hot cheeks parallel
Girl doubled over in aches, dark eyes, too ashamed to tell you
I’m having a lot of trouble, finding what they’ve found.