I feel unnoticed
The girl who stares at her feet while she walks the halls
The one trying to get through another day just like you
I know all of your names
but do you know mine?
why would you need to anyway?
I hug my books and push through the crowd
sit down in my next class and
This teacher is lecturing again
something about statistics of ... im not really sure what she said
my mind drifts
it wanders and flutters away.
boys, friends, cars, friday nights
all memories that should last a lifetime
soon I'll be graduating
soon enough I'll be in college
A new roommate
a whole new life
but for now im still stuck in high school
all of the drama is eating me alive
I try to escape
the more I try the further I get into it
no drama of my own
and I dont want theirs either
I wonder who he is going to prom with
if only he knew how I felt.
Where should I go after school today?
going straight home is boring
I need at least a little bit of a life
I need friday night plans
I'll probably just watch Netflix again
I've been finding faults in friends lately
I know its wrong but...
I dont know it helps
I need something to help my own insecurities
does this make me a horrible person?
wait what time is it?
what did she say about the probabilities?
probability of what?
There better not be a test on this
I hug my books as I attempt to get through the sea of people
I look up from the ground
I begin to notice the people just like me.
Maybe they feel unnoticed too.
If only I could go back
back to freshman year
I'd redo it all
I'd make more friends
I'd do better in school
and I'd especially make sure everyone feels noticed
nobody wants to feel unnoticed.