thanksgiving
I say fuck the people that so called “raised-me”
Really the don’t give a fuck about me lately
Should I talk it out with them? I don’t know, Maybe
But in this stage it seems impossible
Since all my opinions are blocked by the obstacles
Of who I once was the past
While I’ve changed they only see who I was last
The introvert dork that was ignored
And that people were surprised that I swore
Really, surprised! Yeah I can talk too!
I can hear every God-dam thing ya said
I might not be able to read lips but I can kick ya in the head
People can’t cope with the fact of who I was once I kicked in the back
Of my memoires and blocked it out
They say I’m forgetful, well bitch it’s for a reason!
I don’t wanna relive those harsh moments
Where the whole fucking world was my opponent
I left the shitter for the better of my self
If I didn’t it’d be where I dealt
Have I changed tremendously, hell yeah
Just the people out back don’t see it
And sure as hell don’t want to believe it
But change is the key to survival
It’s what you gotta to do to be an idol
And go ahead and break the cycle
Of losing, while it may happen
You get back up and do it again
The one that knows you best is the man in the mirror
So have no fear, what he says is crystal clear
Don’t listen to the world don’t take advice
People just say it to be nice
And make boundaries for the better of themselves
They don’t wanna be proved wrong but wanna be seen strong
The only strong one is you, you get back up and take it like dude
While they only see what I was
That’s what they assume, ‘cause
They don’t understand what I am
All the things that I can
Function to be a better man
And that I will reprimand
Though they do know where I’m from
All they see is the kid that’s dumb
But will go numb when they’ve seen what I’ve become!