Strange, isn't it?

Strange, isn't it?

How those who are pillars

of support

for their friends

might be crumbling apart

from within?


I seem strong

and confident

and self-assured

and happy.

Ha, what bullshit - 

newsflash, that's wrong.


I am struggling so much

with everything now.

Sadness and fear

and anxiety, so much 


But nobody knows.


If only my pride 

wasn't so great,

maybe I could bend

and ask

for help.

but maybe somebody will read the signs. 


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